After sending Zhou Jingze away, Xu Sui thought a lot. She is a passive person, Xu Sui dare not be with him again.
Because Xu Sui had insomnia all night before, when she woke up the next day her face was pale and her eyes were dark blue, so she had no choice but to put on light makeup and go to work.
Throughout the morning, Xu Sui felt a little sleepy during the consultation, and finally went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water before regaining his energy.
At noon, Zhao Shu'er took Xu Sui to the hospital cafeteria for dinner. Xu Sui made a seaweed and egg soup, roasted pork ribs, fried meat with green peppers, and a portion of seasonal vegetables.
Xu Sui lowered his head to drink the soup, and found that Zhao Shu'er was staring at his phone all the time, forgetting to eat.
She reminded with a smile: "What are you looking at? Is there a boyfriend living in the phone?"
Zhao Shuer came back to her senses and said with a smile: "No! I've recently become obsessed with a model, and I keep seeing her daily outfits. She is really too masculine, and I am fascinated. She is so beautiful, and she has a very good personality. Cool, hey, it made me look at her social networking page every day, and I was almost broken by her all the time."
"Who is it?" Xu Sui lowered his head and bit a bean.
"No, let me show you, isn't she particularly beautiful? She is a model who is in the limelight abroad. It seems that she is going to return to China to develop. She also has a lot of fans in China and is very popular."
Xu Sui raised his eyes inadvertently, and fixed his eyes when he saw the woman clearly on the phone screen.
As if some key switch was triggered, with a "buzz", the memory that was deliberately sealed in my mind was opened.
Xu Sui suddenly remembered the smell of the girl's perfume in the air in that extremely hot summer.
And Yesenin said confidently while tearing off the yogurt cover: "We are not together because he said he didn't want to lose me."
As soon as the camera turned, Xu Sui obviously knew the answer and asked him masochistically, "Did you have a crush on her before?"
Zhou Jingze nodded and said, "Yes."
Zhao Shu'er was still talking to Xu Sui about her new idol:
"She has a really good sense of camera. She is good-looking, and everything she wears is trendy. Remember the last time FG launched a new model. It was because she wore it to the Paris catwalk that the clothes of this series were sold out. And once she returned to China, she won three high-end endorsements and five product endorsements, so it's really not a loss to invest in Yesenin."
Xu Sui's ears buzzed like tinnitus, but he couldn't hear anything. She lowered her head and mechanically sandwiched the white rice, feeling that there was no taste at all, and finally ate half a bowl of rice, but stopped eating.
During the lunch break, Xu Sui stayed in the office, took out his mobile phone, and searched Yesenin on the Internet, and several related links popped up on the web page.
"Model Yesenin returned from Paris triumphantly and intends to develop in China."
"The first thing Yesenin did when he returned to China was to register on Weibo, and his followers grew five million overnight."
"Yesenin's mysterious love affair."
Compared to before, Yesenin is even more beautiful. She has grown from a well-known model to a big star with bright stars.
Xu Sui held his mobile phone and clicked on a video interview about Yesenin. In the screen, the reporter asked: "Do you have the willingness to return to China for development?"
"yes."
"Why did you make the decision to return to China?"
The spotlight was aimed at Yesenin and flickered. She didn't blink her eyes at all. She turned her head to think and said:
"On the one hand, it is the need for business development, and the domestic fashion culture has been developing steadily."
As Yesenin was talking, he changed the subject and smiled: "Besides, my relatives and friends have been in the country, and I always want to come back. In addition, there are some important things to deal with."
After the interview, Xu Sui closed it before finishing it. She lowered her eyelashes and thought, isn't it good? Anyway, she pushed Zhou Jingze away and made it clear to him.
What Yesenin wants has nothing to do with her.
When Xu Sui was sitting in the outpatient clinic in the afternoon, he suddenly received a text message from an unfamiliar number:
[Xu Sui? I'm Yesenin. It took me a while to get your number. I don't know if you have time. I want to talk to you about something.]
Xu Sui's eyelashes fluttered, and he edited in the dialog box: I have nothing to talk to you, and Zhou Jingze is not here.
After typing, she pressed the Enter key to delete, dragged Yesenin's message into the draft box, and finally did not reply anything.
Not long after, Bai Yushi called and said, "Xu Sui, you left an earring in my car that day, and I happened to be working nearby, so I'll return it to you when you come over after work?"
"Okay, thank you professor." Xu Sui said.
At 6 o'clock, Xu Sui got off work on time. She took off her white coat, and when she took out her mobile phone, she saw the WeChat message sent by Zhou Jingze an hour ago. He asked:
[What to eat? I'll come pick you up after get off work.]
Seeing this sentence, Xu Sui was a little powerless, and felt that everything he did was like punching cotton, and he couldn't shake him at all.
In many things, she knew that she was procrastinating, greedy for tenderness, and not straightforward at all. But instead of worrying about gains and losses because of Yesenin, Xu Sui preferred to bypass this road.
She hates scrambling.
Very annoying.
Her eyelids trembled, and she sent a message to Zhou Jingze, saying word by word: [After thinking for a long time, I found that we are not suitable, please don't contact me again, really, I have someone I like now.]
It takes a few seconds for the message to show that it was sent successfully. After a long time, Zhou Jingze didn't send any more messages.
Xu Sui didn't look at his phone anymore, he just put it in his pocket, picked up his bag and walked out of the hospital gate.
After going downstairs, Xu Sui pushed open the revolving glass door of the outpatient department building and walked straight out. A biting cold wind blew, she subconsciously buried her face in the scarf, and was rummaging through her bag for gloves when she suddenly heard the exclamation of the person next to her.
A little girl tugged on an adult's sleeve, and said in surprise, "Mom, it's snowing!"
Xu Sui's movements stopped, and when he looked up, it was snowing for the first time.
This year's first snow came relatively late, so that people passing by were more excited when they saw it, shouting "it's snowing, it's snowing".
The snowflakes were small, like fluff, like transparent crystals, Xu Sui couldn't help stretching out his hand to catch it, the snowflakes fell on the palm, melted instantly, and water fell from between the fingers.
Xu Sui waited for Bai Yushi at the door for a while, and he appeared not far away holding an umbrella.
When Bai Yushi walked in front of Xu Sui, he reached out and brushed the snow particles on his collar, and said with a smile, "I'll catch up with the snow as soon as I come to Beijing for a business trip."
"After all, it doesn't snow in Hong Kong, so you made the right trip." Xu Sui said.
"Really?" Bai Yu asked honestly.
Xu Sui's words reminded him of someone, a romantic little girl, smart and pretty, with a pair of black eyes full of firmness:
"It's going to snow someday on Nathan Road!"
Unfortunately, it is fleeting.
Bai Yushi changed the subject, and stood at the door with Xu Sui for a few words, and the two talked and laughed about the interesting things they had encountered. Xu Sui listened carefully, occasionally with a smile on his lips, and when he turned his head, he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure from the corner of his eye.
What Zhou Jingze wanted to do, he had to follow through to the end.
The only way for him to give up is to crush his self-esteem once again.
She looked at Bai Yushi again, raised her eyelashes, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Professor Bai, didn't you say that you can find you if you are busy at the exhibition that day, I am now..."
Looking at the scene in front of him, Zhou Jingze thought, if his life could be written as an autobiography, the most exciting part of him must belong to this day.
This whole afternoon, Zhou Jingze stayed at Dongzhao International Airlines.
He sat in a large, empty conference room, and no one received him. Only Xiao Zhang at the front desk gave Zhou Jingze some gadgets from various countries when he landed, and he took good care of her on weekdays. She took the initiative to come in and pour him a glass of water.
Zhou Jingze sat there, watching the water droplets cling to the side of the disposable cup until the steaming cup slowly turned cold.
The old club in the past, how much they valued him back then, now they treat him with indifference.
Zhou Jingze sat there and waited for more than two hours. People from the investigation department and his former immediate boss arrived late.
"Jingze, I'm sorry, your matter has been delayed for a long time, and now the result is out." The boss turned the nib of the pen, and put a contract under his elbow.
Zhou Jingze sat up a little bit straighter, and said in a calm tone, "It's nothing, just tell me."
"After investigation by the investigation department specially approved by the company, it was discovered that you had flouted the rules and disciplines of the organization, as well as the relevant regulations of the pilot and the captain, on the way from Toronto to Beijing on the CA7340 international flight operated by you. Due to the bad reputation you caused to Dongzhao International Airlines, the company officially dismissed Captain Zhou Jingze on November 20, 2020, and will never hire you. At that time, we will send an email within the company. And report the results to the industry."
"The company will not pursue your financial compensation for the hard work and hard work you have done in the past."
The leader bowed his head and thought about the company's decision, not daring to look at Zhou Jingze.
After speaking, there was a dead silence in the air.
After so many years of hard work, one sentence can easily erase it, and in the end, you will be charged with a crime.
He has nothing to say.
Every former colleague and leader of Zhou Jingze present here knows him as a frivolous and proud person, but he is capable in the sky.
Termination of employment and industry notification is a devastating blow.
Zhou Jingze's flying life may stop here.
He obviously had a bright future, but when he was less than thirty years old, the proud son of heaven was frustrated and his proud star fell.
Just when everyone thought that Zhou Jingze would get angry or make a scene. He twitched the corner of his mouth, closed his eyelids and asked:
"Are you finished?"
The leader thought it was the prelude before the storm, and there was a moment of panic in his heart: "Say... it's over."
"Well, I have something else to do, let's go first."
Zhou Jingze got up, the expression on his face was unwavering, as if it was nothing to do.
His back was tall and broad, as if he had never lowered his head.
When he walked to the door of the meeting room, Zhou Jingze thought of something and turned his head, a pair of dark eyes quietly looked around the meeting room.
He has been to this meeting room countless times, received medals of various sizes from it, and has also been approved by the leadership with his colleagues.
He looked at the small paper airplane among the model airplanes next to the conference board. It was the first time he flew into the sky after he came to the company, and he landed successfully with the lives and safety of the passengers on his shoulders.
So he folded a small paper airplane from the flyer on the plane and put it there.
Tell yourself, live up to your original intention.
Zhou Jingze put his hands in his pocket, habitually raised the corners of his lips, looked at his colleagues who had been through troubles in the past, stuttered every word, and smiled:
"Everyone, goodbye Jianghu."
After saying this, Zhou Jingze left. When he reached the corridor, the leader chased him out and called him to stop.
The leader handed Zhou Jingze a cigarette and sighed: "I believe you will not do such a thing, but the voice recorder (recording recorder in the cockpit of the aircraft) and the monitoring all prove that you made a wrong decision. As for the deputy Captain Li Haoning, he insisted that he followed your instructions on the plane."
"Okay, it's okay, thank you for your care and tolerance in the past, Lao Zhang." Zhou Jingze took the cigarette and smiled carelessly.
When Zhou Jingze walked out of the Dongzhao International Aviation Building, the warm arc of the setting sun happened to stop at the corner of the tall building with the raised five-star red flag.
Ten thousand feet tall buildings rise from the ground, and the four gold-plated characters of Dongzhao Aviation appear in front of you.
The rightmost point of the word Hang is made up of a small golden airplane pattern, which is still shining brightly in the setting sun.
Zhou Jingze stood there quietly, looking at it.
One look and one less look.
The building held all his past pain and glory.
From today, all will be reset to zero.
"It should be known that Ling Yunzhi was once the best in the world when he was young."
For some reason, Zhou Jingze suddenly remembered this sentence.
In the end, Zhou Jingze looked away, still holding the cigarette that the leader had just handed to him.
He smiled slightly, put his hands behind his ears, put his hands in his pockets, and left Dongzhao. The sunlight dragged Zhou Jingze's back for a long time until the last ray of light disappeared.
Zhou Jingze walked alone in the cold wind, and the wind made him unable to keep his eyes open. He took out his mobile phone and sent Xu Sui a text message, asking her what she wanted to eat
Halfway there, Zhou Jingze came across someone selling fried chestnuts in sugar, so he went over and bought a copy.
Walking to the next intersection, the setting sun has completely disappeared, the night is falling, the street lights are on, and the aroma of baked butter bread on the road is wafting.
Zhou Jingze looked up, and there was a long queue at the intersection of a bakery, which mainly sold pineapple buns.
He put the sugar-fried chestnuts in his pocket, walked over, and formed a line.
When you like someone, even though your mood has reached the bottom, he is still willing to buy your favorite pineapple buns and sugar-fried chestnuts.
Zhou Jingze arrived at the gate of the hospital where Xu Sui worked with mixed emotions. He was suddenly tired and planned to tell her what happened before, and also wanted to hug her.
On the way to find Xu Sui, there was a faint fire in his heart that wanted to be ignited, but when he saw the scene in front of him, the light in his heart was completely extinguished.
Bai Yushi bent down, and was putting on earrings for Xu Sui affectionately. After finishing, he pressed her forehead with his thumb, and gently hooked her hair that fell in front behind her ears.
It turned out that kissing his forehead and combing her hair were not his exclusive actions alone.
Zhou Jingze squinted the two people's eyes reflecting each other's smiles, and the cold snowflakes hit their eyelids, and they didn't move. The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and it was biting and cold. He felt that his fingers were frozen, and he was too cold to say a word.
Because he was afraid that the sugar-fried chestnuts would be cold, Zhou Jingze kept them in his pocket, along with the pineapple buns that had just come out of the oven.
Looks like she doesn't need it anymore.
After learning this conclusion, Zhou Jingze threw these two things into the trash can beside him, and then turned to leave. His shoulders were stained dark by the snow water, and then his black back disappeared into the ice and snow.
There was a wind blowing, and the plastic bag containing two things lying in the trash can made a "squeaky" sound, and then was forgotten there.