The next morning, Xu Sui woke up with his eyes open, feeling as if his whole body had been thrown into the washing machine, the water in his body had been drained, and he was exhausted and weak.
She struggled to sit on the bed, her throat dried up for a while, and when she was looking for water, she caught a glimpse of a tablet of antipyretics on the bed and a glass of water that had already lost its remaining temperature.
Xu Sui's eyes froze. She passed out with a high fever last night, her consciousness was not clear, and she vaguely remembered that someone had been taking care of her seriously.
Xu Sui thought for a while, and it was Liang Shuang who came to her house frequently recently, so he picked up his mobile phone and sent her a WeChat voice message:
[Shuangshuang, I was sick last night, are you taking care of me? Thanks for your hard work, I will treat you to dinner another day.]
After a long time, Liang Shuang replied with a voice.
Her tone was a little vague, and she spoke intermittently: "ah... yes, it's okay, you have a good rest this weekend."
Xu Sui replied with an emoji of Pikachu pinching his face.
At the same time, I am also glad that today is the weekend, so she can have a good rest.
High fever is like this, it comes and goes quickly. On Monday, Xu Sui went to work in good spirits.
In the morning, Xu Sui walked into the hospital office with a white tote bag, a camel-colored wool coat, and commuter shoes. He was surprised to find that his colleagues were not sitting in the office doing their own things, but gathered at the front desk, watching Looking at the computer monitoring that Nurse He is on duty, I don't know what is being discussed.
"Hey, what are you doing?" Xu Sui walked over and asked with a smile.
"In my lifetime, I, Da Puren, unexpectedly became a big star." A doctor answered.
"Um?"
"Yesenin, that international supermodel came to our hospital for an operation, and he fully booked the VIP suite on the top floor."
"Tsk tsk, celebrities are so rich." Zhao Shu'er said enviously.
"I heard that she is going to have a breast cancer operation. I don't know who's called." Nurse He thought for a while and said, "It can't be Dr. Xu."
Xu Sui's heart skipped a beat when she was named, and she passed by with a smile: "I have been fully booked for surgery in the last half month, and my qualifications are not enough, she probably has an expert account, such as Professor Fang, the vice president number."
Han Mei said, "Hey, don't tell me, she's called Professor Fang."
Xu Sui raised the corner of his mouth, put his hand on the table and retracted when he was about to leave.
A colleague called her to stop: "Doctor Xu, aren't you curious what a big star looks like?"
Xu Sui glanced back at the surveillance camera. There was an RV leaning against the side of the road. Yesenin was wearing a long black down jacket. The mask covered her palm-sized face, revealing only a pair of upturned amber eyes. Strict, still can't hide her graceful and curvy figure.
She looked back and smiled: "I'm not too curious, because if I don't go there again, the patients in the 24th bed should be anxious."
Because Yesening came to Puren for surgery, Xu Sui was in a trance all morning.
As a result, I was almost scalded when pouring boiling water, and the doctor's signature on the last line of the patient's case report was also wrongly signed.
Xu Sui put the pen on the table, leaned back on the chair, and leaned his head against the ceiling, feeling bitter and bitter.
But Xu Sui reminded himself that this is nothing. Yesenin could not hurt her anymore.
On Wednesday, the weather cleared and the temperature began to warm up for a while.
The leaves of the tiger piranha raised on Xu Sui's desk, which had been curled up for the past few days, slowly unfolded again.
During the lunch break, the sunlight folded in through the gap of the blinds and fell on the corner of the table.
Xu Sui was watering the flowers with a small watering can, when the head nurse knocked on the door suddenly, holding a folder in her hand, and said, "Dr. Xu, the patients in ward vip703 want to see you."
"703?" Xu Sui put down the watering can. She was very sensitive to this number. A few days ago, she saw the room number of this ward on the duty list at the nurse's front desk. It was Yesenin's room.
Just one look and it forms an impression in your mind.
Head nurse He at the door of Xu Suichong smiled softly: "Okay, I see."
After the head nurse left, Xu Sui took out a tulip from the vase and walked out of the office.
Xu Sui took the elevator to the VIP ward 703, stretched out his hand in his pocket, bent his fingers and knocked on the door.
"Come in." A female voice came from inside.
Xu Sui walked in, and saw Yesenin on the hospital bed, and her assistant was sitting on the side peeling fruit for her.
"Yun Duo, you go out first." Yesenin said to the girl.
"Okay, Sister Ningning, call me if you need anything." The assistant put down the apple.
The assistant gave Xu Sui a friendly smile as he passed by, and closed the door by the way when he went out.
Yesenin was lying on the hospital bed. Because he had just finished the operation, his vitality was seriously injured. He was visibly haggard, his face was pale, and he had no complexion at all.
Xu Sui looked at her and asked, "Is it better?"
Yesening looked at her and suddenly laughed out loud. After not seeing her for many years, Xu Sui was still so gentle and good-tempered.
If it was her, she might point at the other person's face and grab her hair when they meet again after being hurt, and scold you, you stinky bitch.
Robbed my boyfriend, I wish you a bad death.
Maybe not.
Maybe this is the difference between her and Xu Sui.
So Zhou Jingze was willing to protect her.
Yesenin opened his amber eyes and looked at the person in front of him.
Xu Sui was wearing a white coat. He was thin. His two clavicles were thin like crescents. His skin was white and greasy. He wore a low ponytail, his lips were light red, and his eyes were still clear, but they also had a little firmness and calmness.
There are two black carbon pens and one red water-based pen pinned to her right chest. She is holding an orange tulip in her hand, and she is bending over to insert the flower into the flower basket beside her.
Xu Sui turned from a quiet girl with few words into an excellent, beautiful, and generous woman.
"You are much more beautiful." Yesenin boasted.
"Thank you." Xu Sui lowered his head and was seriously looking for a nice place for Hua.
Suddenly, Yesenin coughed, felt pain in his chest, and frowned in pain.
"Actually, I came to you today because I owe you an apology after so many years." Yesenin's voice was a little rough, but she said solemnly, "I'm sorry."
Xu Sui paused when he was arranging the flowers, and happened to be stabbed by a rose plant in the flower basket next to him. His fingertips tingled and blood gushed out.
She didn't expect Yesenin to apologize.
"It's already passed, and Zhou Jingze is not with me." Xu Sui raised his eyes and fiddled with the flowers again.
Yesenin shook his head and paused: "Actually, there were some things that I should tell you clearly back then, but I have been abroad and I am too busy with my career, so the first thing I did when I returned to China this time was to find you and apologize."
"Actually, when you broke up, Zhou Da was hit hard, and he was in a state of pain and frustration for a long time, especially after he knew that I did this." Yesenin lowered his head and curled his lips to mock himself, with a painful tone, "He Send me back to England immediately."
"He said never to see me again."
"He said that without you, he would just find someone to marry in his life, but he wouldn't marry me either."
Yesening knew that Zhou Jingze's words were not out of anger, so when she heard it, she was very broken. She wanted to ask his forgiveness, but Zhou Jingze was determined to teach her a lesson.
Yesening still remembers Zhou Jingze's tenderness and unfeelingness.
His dark eyebrows and eyes were filled with strong hostility and depression, like a trapped animal, he almost strangled her to death.
At that moment, Yesening realized that Zhou Jingze's affection for her before may have been a little more appreciation and sympathy than ordinary girls.
Xu Sui is his bottom line.
Yesenin thought she could touch it, but after touching it, she realized that she was wrong, completely wrong.
After Yesenin was sent back to England, he thought he was just being angry for a while, and often insisted on sending gifts and writing letters to him, but they were returned every time.
Until a year later, on Christmas Day, Yesenin mustered up the courage to call Zhou Jingze, but the phone told him that there was an empty number there.
Yesenin woke up like a dream and realized that he would never forgive her again.
Later, Yesenin's career did not go well, and he was very lonely in a foreign country, with no relatives or friends, and suffered from depression.
Yesening really missed Zhou Jingze at that time, she had insomnia in the middle of the night, got up and took a Valium, closed her eyes again, but still couldn't fall asleep, the moon outside the window was actually blurry.
She suddenly broke down emotionally, got up from the bed, and wrote an email to Zhou Jingze while crying, confessing to him, saying that she was willing to apologize to Xu Sui, and also said that she had a bad life recently and suffered from depression.
She was even down to the dust. Yesenin wrote in the email: As long as you come to see me, I can do anything.
After the email was sent, it was like a stone sinking into the ocean.
Yesening was in the ups and downs of emotional anxiety, looking forward to Zhou Jingze's reply to her email every day.
Every day when she came back from the hospital, the first thing she did was to check whether the email had received a reply. Until the tenth day, she saw with her own eyes that the status of the email had changed from unread to read.
Zhou Jingze didn't reply, and he didn't even look at her.
This is her punishment.
"When I met Zhou, he was relatively young. It happened not long after his mother passed away. I was one year older than her, and I was out of society earlier than him. At that time, something happened, and I just happened to pull him out. That's why he feels that he owes me, and that's why he indulges me in everything."
Yesenin's face was pale, and his expression was still painful and unbearable when he recalled this incident.
Because in love, no one is willing to admit their failure.
Yesenin raised his eyes to catch Xu Sui's puzzled expression, and asked, "No way, what's the matter he hasn't told you yet?"
Xu Sui shook her head, she didn't know what happened to Zhou Jingze back then, she vaguely remembered sending the wrong text message back then, she was identified as Yesening, and the two had a misunderstanding. Zhou Jingze apologized to him. He also has a dark side, and he was afraid of letting her know.
Yesenin nodded, suddenly a little sour, although she didn't want to admit it, she still sighed:
"Then he really... loves you so much."
Xu Sui's pupils constricted and his heart trembled. Someone told her that after all these years, he still loves her forever.
She suddenly couldn't get used to it.
Like you are trying to get a flower, a flower of your own. Some people are willing to cross the desert, trek across mountains and rivers, and hold a bouquet of flowers in front of you.
Because I like you, so far away.
After coming out of Yesenin's ward, Xu Sui has been in a low mood.
Suddenly, at this moment, Liang Shuang called. Xu Sui answered the call, and adjusted his tone: "Hey, what's the matter?"
Liang Shuang's tone was a little embarrassed, hesitating and sighing:
"Sui Sui, actually...it wasn't me who took care of you when you were sick, Zhou Jingze should have been the one who took care of you. He also called me, probably because he wanted me to take care of you, but I was too drunk that night..."
"Then I don't like seeing him recently. When you sent a message to thank me the next day, I claimed this kindness. But after thinking about it, I think it's not good. Hey, I don't know what he thinks Oh, woo woo woo, in short, I'm sorry, sister."
"Okay, I see, it's okay." Xu Sui said softly.
After hanging up the phone, Xu Suizai thought, so he was the one who took care of her that day
Thinking logically like this, during this period of time, it was Zhou Jingze who was following behind every night for fear that she would be in danger.
For a while, her mood was complicated. After knowing these things, I don't know whether to cry or laugh.
In the evening, it happened to be a dinner party for the departments. After a group of people ate the lobster feast, they moved to the flamingo club.
On the way, Xu Sui was sitting in the back of the car, with his colleague Zhao Shuer beside him.
Seeing that Xu Sui's state was a little off, Zhao Shu'er pushed her arm and asked, "Are you broken in love? You look so bad."
A smile appeared on the corner of Xu Sui's mouth: "It's more complicated than falling in love."
"Oh, it's okay, let's yell out in a while, let's sing duet together during K songs, let's vent."
"Okay." Xu Sui nodded.
A group of people arrived at the Red Crane Club, and after entering the box, the colleagues suddenly released their original instincts, playing games, playing games, singing songs, and making a fuss.
It was quite happy to come out to sing, and coupled with the noisy atmosphere around, Xu Sui's depressed mood somewhat improved.
After Xu Sui sang a song, Zhao Shuer's song was cut.
She glanced at a classic duet song by Wu Bai and Xu Jiaying - "Passive"
Xu Sui handed her the microphone, jumped off the high stool, and just after taking a sip of water, someone patted her on the back.
Zhao Shu'er handed over the microphone and said anxiously, "Sing for me first, I'm darling calling."
"Can-"
The microphone was stuffed into Xu Sui's hand, and before she could finish speaking, Zhao Shu'er hurried out.
Xu Sui had no choice but to sit on the high stool again and look at the screen.
In this grand concert, as soon as the rhythm came out, Xu Jiaying immediately let out a hearty and easy laugh.
Xu Sui sang slowly along with the rhythm. She was actually not very familiar with this song.
For some reason, Xu Suiyue sang to the end, his voice became quieter, and he just stared at the screen and stopped singing.
The voice of the original singer echoed throughout the KTV.
The red lights were dim, and there was a lot of noise around. Some people screamed because they won the game, and some people were selling badly because they lost.
The atmosphere was very noisy, everyone was immersed in the world in front of them, putting in great enthusiasm and concentration, no one noticed that something was wrong with Xu Sui.
She was sitting on a high stool with her back to everyone, listening to the song, tears fell down unexpectedly, one drop after another, her eyelashes and the tip of her nose were all red.
Xu Jiaying sang at the Savior of the Day concert with a way of seeing through everything and still full of girlish thoughts:
I can stay away from you for a long time,
Let's live like this day by day.
Keeping yourself busy can be used as an excuse,
Run away from all the weaknesses that miss you.
I can learn to be cold to you,
Why can't I learn to confiscate love.
Facing you is my greatest torment,
I haven't told you all these years.
The longer I love you, the more passive I become,
Just because your love has no place to live.
it's you who made my heart,
Slowly back away into corners where you can't see.
Xu Sui couldn't take it anymore, put the microphone aside, and ran out in a hurry.
Xu Sui belonged to the person who couldn't stop crying once she cried. She didn't want to cry in front of her colleagues. She ran out and just wanted to wash her face after crying in the bathroom to calm herself down.
She didn't know what happened to herself.
She may have thought of many things, and thought of how many years after the breakup, she seemed to be living well, never contacting him, and seldom thinking of him.
Turn yourself into a chrysalis wrapped in a cocoon.
But for so many years, sometimes when she saw a photo or a high school exercise set late at night, she would suddenly cry.
Nobody knows.
Some people, in a certain corner of their hearts, dare not touch at all.
Xu Sui kept his head down and walked towards the bathroom, but accidentally bumped into a warm chest.
"Aren't you—" Xu Sui raised his head with tears all over his face.
Zhou Jingze was biting a cigarette in his mouth, and stared at her motionlessly with his dark and sharp eyes.
Seeing that Xu Sui's eyes were red from crying, he felt a sudden pain in his heart, frowned, and said in a low voice:
"Why are you crying? Who bullied you?"
"No." Xu Sui sniffed.
She lowered her head, with crystal clear teardrops still sticking to her eyelashes: "I'm going to wash my face."
After speaking, Xu Sui ran away from him.
Zhou Jingze looked at her back and smiled self-deprecatingly.
Counted.
Just now, she spoke a total of three sentences to him.
Zhou Jingze walked back to the box, walked to the door, hesitated again, went to the end of the corridor and lit a cigarette.
Mahjong was being played inside, and one of the three was missing. Sheng Nanzhou didn't wait for anyone, so he came out and slipped around.
Sheng Nanzhou found Zhou Jingze at the corridor window, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Still smoking here? I just came out and saw Xu Suiya here. Having dinner with colleagues, why don't you go find her?"
Zhou Jingze wanted to say that we had met just now, but it was as good as not having met.
So he didn't say anything, took down the cigarette in his mouth, pulled the corner of his mouth, and said slowly:
"Forget it, people don't like me anymore."