Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 77: Confession October 17, 2010

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Zhou Jingze leaned over, his lips pressed close, Xu Sui turned his head and passed by, his ears were hot, and said, "No answer."

This refusal was very clear in the rainy day.

The man just kissed her hair.

"Tsk."

Zhou Jingze's voice was low and hoarse, and he stretched out his broad palm to grab her from behind, and the tiger's mouth caught her white neck. Xu Sui was forced to raise his head, and looked at him helplessly with his quiet eyes.

But it is these eyes that draw out the evil and possessive factors in the man's heart.

He bowed his head and kissed it.

First touched her lips, then kissed her tightly closed and trembling eyelashes, nose, and then stretched out the tip of her tongue to pry open her lips and teeth, and gently sucked her lips.

Xu Sui endured it passively, with his head raised very hard, he resisted at first, and grabbed his clothes uncontrollably urgently.

The temperature inside the car gradually increased, and there was only the sound of the automatic wipers swaying, the sound of rain hitting the slate, the slight sound of clothes rubbing, and the sound of their kissing.

Zhou Jingze kissed her, freed a hand to take off the hand that was clutching his shoulder, and held her instead.

In a rainstorm, the two interlocked their fingers and kissed for a long time.

Zhou Jingze kissed her for three full minutes before letting go.

After the first break of the shower, Zhou Jingze drove Xu Sui home. After being sent back, Zhou Jingze received an overseas call from Hu Qianxi on the way home.

Zhou Jingze clicked to answer, but before he could speak, Hu Qianxi's lively and powerful voice came from the other end of the phone: "Uncle!"

"Yes, with your aura, those who don't know will think you are dead uncle." Zhou Jingze turned the steering wheel with a slow tone.

Hu Qianxi said "hey" twice, and asked about Zhou Jingze's recent situation. The corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he replied, "Very good, you will have an aunt soon."

Xixi is such a smart master. It sounds like the two are on the way to get back together. After all, as Zhou Jingze's relative, she still doesn't know him.

For so many years, he has identified Xu Sui as the only one.

"Wow, congratulations, I knew you two would come together in the end, she really likes you, you didn't know that back then..." Hu Qianxi said emotionally.

Zhou Jingze turned the steering wheel abruptly, braked urgently, and made a sharp sound piercing the sky. His expression froze, and he confirmed again:

"What did you say?"

The other end of the phone froze for a moment, thinking that Zhou Jingze hadn't heard clearly, so he had to repeat it.

A feeling of lost and found, full of emotions emerged, Zhou Jingze parked the car on the side of the road, smoked a cigarette, and calmed down his emotions.

After a while, he said again: "How about you, tell uncle how you are doing?"

"Of course it's happy and fulfilling, but it's a little tired. We just rescued a wounded three-flowered deer in a religious war recently, and my African elephant is kissing me more and more. It She even learned to share food with me." Hu Qianxi's tone was excited, with a rising tone, and when she mentioned the small animals she raised, she was very familiar.

"Also..." Hu Qianxi shared happily at the beginning, but then her voice gradually weakened and her tone was choked up, "It's just that sometimes it... hurts a lot, and it happened several times. I don't think I can bear it any longer gone."

Zhou Jingze was still in a leisurely posture, but when he heard this, he suddenly sat up straight, interrupted her, and said seriously: "Xixi, go home."

It was past eleven o'clock in the evening when Sheng Nanzhou received Zhou Jingze's call, saying that he had something to go over there.

The slave Sheng Nanzhou had no choice but to get up from the bed tremblingly. After putting on his clothes, there was a "ding" sound, and the message from Zhou Jingze was displayed on the phone screen.

[By the way, bring a box of loratadine here.]

Sheng Nanzhou replied indifferently: [Oh.]

Sheng Nanzhou rushed to Zhou Jingze's house with a box of medicine in the wind and snow. After entering the door, he caught a glimpse of a red mark on Zhou Jingze's neck and a few blood-red scratches.

With a "boom", Sheng Nanzhou stretched out his hand from his sleeve with difficulty, threw the medicine box on the tea table, glanced at the miserable state of his neck, and said in a mocking tone:

"It's true, I'm allergic to love, and I'm a good pick-up girl."

Zhou Jingze was not angry either. He sat down, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and put it in his mouth. The receiver made a "snap", and the orange-red fire burst up, ignited, and then extinguished.

He exhaled a puff of gray smoke, his voice was icy, and his tone was self-satisfied: "Master is indeed better than you, you coward."

"Hey, I rushed over to deliver your medicine in the middle of the night, why are you still scolding me?" Sheng Nanzhou sat down opposite him.

"Xixi's situation over there is not very good..." Zhou Jingze paused and talked about her recent situation.

After Zhou Jingze finished speaking, Sheng Nanzhou fell silent unexpectedly, and his eyelids twitched: "I'll pick her up."

As soon as he finished speaking, Sheng Nanzhou picked up the mobile phone on the side and lowered his eyes to book the fastest international flight, and walked out while looking at the mobile phone. Zhou Jingze looked up at his back, raised his hand to put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and said:

"If people can't come back, don't come back either."

Sheng Nanzhou's back stopped, and his voice was lowered: "I know."

After Zhou Jingze became Xu Sui's probationary boyfriend, he really doted on her.

Knowing that she is afraid of cold and hypoglycemia, she always has warm stickers and chocolates in her pocket.

Occasionally watching a movie together, when Zhou Jingze was in a hurry, Xu Sui urged him to leave, saying that it would be fine for him to watch the movie alone.

Zhou Jingze clasped her hand instead, and said in a slow tone, "No rush, I really want to watch the ending."

Xu Sui was silent, she knew that Zhou Jingze was trying to put her first.

The most deadly thing about Zhou Jingze is not only his attractive appearance and personality, but also his stability and logic in his bones.

On the weekend, the two made an appointment, and Zhou Jingze agreed to take her to the beach in Rongcheng. The high-speed rail ticket was booked at 10:00 in the morning, and they would go back and forth on the same day. The next day, because Xu Sui was tired from work the day before, when he woke up, he had to wait for more than half an hour to get up.

She originally set the alarm clock for 7 o'clock, but got up at 7:40.

After Xu Sui washed up and was halfway through his makeup, Zhou Jingze went upstairs, knocked on the door and came in.

They made an appointment to leave for the high-speed rail station at 9:30, and there was still half an hour before their appointment.

Xu Sui's tone was a little flustered: "I'll be fine soon."

Zhou Jingze didn't say anything, just sat aside and waited for her.

Girls dawdled before going out, and when Xu finished putting on makeup in a hurry, they struggled with matching hairbands.

She wanted to choose green, but felt that it was too consistent with the color of the earrings, so she took a pair of black and white polka dots, and it seemed to be okay.

Xu Sui glanced at it, and felt that the blue ribbon was not bad.

So completely confused.

Throughout the whole process, Zhou Jingze never urged her, and waited patiently for her.

Xu Sui glanced at the time at 9:40 and was taken aback. She pushed Zhou Jingze's arm and walked out, her tone depressed: "Ah, I'm going to be late, let's go, don't wear it anymore."

Zhou Jingze paused, turned around, took her hand and walked past the dressing table, and pointed to the headband on the table: "I think black and white polka dots look better, but you can wear them all, and it will only work if you try them out."

"It's okay, there's no rush."

"It's not in a hurry, I'm going to be late." Xu Sui said in a distressed tone.

Zhou Jingze picked up the hair bands from the dressing table and helped her try them on one by one, with carelessness in his eyes:

"Guessing that you will stay in bed today or be late because of makeup, I have already rebooked the ticket in advance for two o'clock in the afternoon."

"So you can choose slowly. After the selection, I will take you to have lunch, and then go to the high-speed rail station. The hotel is also booked. I will stay there for one night. This is plan B." Zhou Jingze said slowly.

Xu Sui breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time sighed at his thoughtfulness, and said, "Okay, then I will choose slowly."

On a date between couples, one party will often lose his temper and quarrel because one party is late, but in Zhou Jingze's case, this kind of situation will never happen.

As a boyfriend, Zhou Jingze is indeed extremely picky.

After returning from Rongcheng, it was a working day. Zhou Jingze seemed to be going on a business trip to Linshi for a day. It happened to be the day of vaccination on 1017. He gave the key to Xu Sui and asked her to help take the cat to the vaccination.

Xu Sui hadn't been to Amber Lane for a long time, and when he stepped in, many sealed memories were opened.

As soon as she entered the door, Xu Sui called "1017" tentatively, and an old cat immediately jumped out of the flower bed and rolled to her feet like a big orange snowball.

Xu Sui knelt down and touched its head, his heart was so soft.

Xu Sui walked into Zhou Jingze's house and found the pet bag. When Master Kui found out that it was her, he wagged his tail and enthusiastically licked her palm.

"Long time no see." Xu Sui said with a smile.

Xu Sui played with it for a while, and finally walked out with the cat in his arms. He walked out of the yard and just closed the door when he met a tall young man with a crew cut head on.

Xu Sui felt that his face was familiar, but couldn't remember who it was, so he nodded at him and was about to leave with the cat in his arms. A crew cut called her and said, "Hey, sister Xu Sui."

"How do you know me?" Xu Sui paused in his footsteps, with a puzzled tone.

Cheng You came over with a brown paper bag in his hand: "My name is Cheng You. We met before. A blind date? A barbecue stand? Boss fought for you, remember? I was right there at that time."

Cheng You gestured while saying the key words, Xu Sui watched his face gradually align, and nodded: "Remember, what do you want to do with him? He is on a business trip, but he will be back tomorrow."

"Well, the company's announcement came down," Cheng You scratched his head, hesitantly, "Why don't you pass it on to him for me, this matter... I'm a little afraid to face him, and I can't imagine his expression. "

Xu Sui took the kraft paper envelope bag and wanted to take it back. Hearing what he said, he unwrapped the white thread on it with his fingers, hesitated for a while, and opened it to take a look.

Half of the white document was exposed from the envelope paper, and the bold title was conspicuous and eye-catching. It was the letter of termination of employment of Zhou Jingze from Dongzhao International Airlines.

The black pupils shrank violently.

She glanced at the date on it, it was the day when Xu Sui pushed him away and deliberately stayed with Bai Yushi. Zhou Jingze didn't mention this matter from the beginning to the end, and after the reconciliation, he just said lightly that he was grounded.

What the hell did she do

Xu Sui took a breath, his throat was dry for a while: "Can you tell me why he was grounded?"

"This... I..." Cheng You hesitated to speak, but he met her eyes and sighed, "I'll tell you everything, but you must not tell the boss that I said it, I still want to live well."

Cheng You said that Zhou Jingze has excellent achievements in the industry and first-class flying skills, so he is naturally highly valued by the leaders. In addition, he has an open personality, proud but not conceited, and his colleagues get along very well with him.

In the industry, Zhou Jingze is well-known.

At the same time, Dongzhao International Airlines has another powerful fighter named Gao Yang.

But a little quicker.

When mentioning China Eastern Airlines, the first thing that people think of is Zhou Jingze, not Gao Yang.

Because no one cares about second place.

During an international flight from Shanghai to Honolulu, Zhou Jingze flew this international flight TC310 with his old partner Li Haoning as usual.

For the captain and co-pilot to work together, it must be a relationship of absolute trust.

Zhou Jingze's work is relatively stable, and almost nothing happened in many flights, because for the safety of passengers, he must handle all important things during the flight, and other minor things will be handled by the co-pilot .

However, before this flight, Li Haoning suddenly invited Zhou Jingze to drink coffee.

Holding the hot coffee in his hand, Li Haoning said with a pale face, "My mother was diagnosed with kidney failure and uremia last month."

Zhou Jingze just took a sip of coffee, and his tongue was burned when he heard the words. He patted Li Haoning's shoulder: "If you need help, just say it."

Li Haoning smiled wryly and said: "At first I wanted to take my mother to Honolulu on annual leave, but now it seems impossible. Boss... can you let me fly the whole trip back, and then take a photo for me, I want to send Give it to my mother."

The flight from Shanghai to Honolulu was handed over to Li Haoning, which was not in Zhou Jingze's plan.

It stands to reason that one of the four flights can be delivered to the co-pilot, but the time slot for returning from Shanghai to Honolulu is wrong, and it is the most exhausting time for pilots in the middle of the night. In addition, the requirements of each route are different in air traffic control. He is afraid that Li Haoning will not be able to cope with it. Come.

"Boss, don't worry, I will definitely not hold you back." Li Haoning emphasized, with a pleading look.

"I can let you fly," Zhou Jingze thought for a while, and looked at him with sharp eyes, "It's not to hold me back, but to remember that you bear the lives of passengers on your shoulders."

"Understood." Li Hao assured.

"OK."

When it was time to return to Honolulu, Li Haoning looked at Zhou Jingze carefully.

Zhou Jingze, the main driver, said in a low voice, "Li Haoning, you take the controls."

"Got it." Li Haoning immediately grinned.

After everything was checked, the plane took off normally, slowly and steadily flew above the sky.

A layer of sweat broke out from Li Haoning's palms, and a thin layer of sweat also appeared on his forehead.

Zhou Jingze thought he was nervous, and smiled and wiped his forehead with a tissue.

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, everything was normal, but the radar screen suddenly failed, and half of it turned white.

Before everything came to him, Li Haoning deviated from the channel and turned right.

Fatal operational error.

Due to the failure of the radar and the weather, the plane began to shake violently.

Immediately afterwards, a passenger who had just walked out of the toilet fell to the ground due to the large impact in the cabin, and had a seizure.

The passenger compartment began to turmoil, the sound of children crying, the sound of passengers anxiously calling for help, and the voice of the stewardess to comfort.

Zhou Jingze was sitting in the cockpit. The plane shook violently, and he was about to be thrown out. He held on to the armrest tightly, his eagle eyes were calm, what would be the consequences if the situation was serious

The engine caught fire, the fuselage was damaged and plummeted, and the lives of the people on board...

He didn't even dare to think about it.

Suddenly there was a thunder on the left side, and he turned on the screen to check, and then he saw clearly that the left wing was inserted into the cumulonimbus cloud.

At the same time he thought quickly and remained calm. Because the control instruments on both sides of the main and deputy captains are the same, there is a mutual check and balance relationship.

So Zhou Jingze can only remind him: "Control the flight speed, and turn the joystick to the right."

After finishing speaking, Li Haoning was still in a daze. Zhou Jingze noticed that something was wrong with him, and didn't think for a moment whether the look in his eyes was regretful or flustered.

He reminded sharply: "I have!"

Zhou Jingze has to do it himself.

When the captain issued this command, the co-pilot had to step aside, and Li Haoning's face was pale as if he had just woken up from a dream.

Zhou Jingzeyu had no time to take into account his emotions, and while trying to stabilize the speed, he pulled the joystick to the right.

The fuselage was still shaking, and Li Haoning's head hit the fender with bruises.

In the midst of lightning and thunder, Zhou Jingze still had a calm face, very calm, and pulled the joystick, wanting to leave the cumulonimbus cloud.

At the nick of time, the left wing brushed away with cumulonimbus clouds.

The fuselage began to stabilize, and the noise of the commotion gradually diminished. Zhou Jingze let out a heavy breath, and a dense layer of sweat broke out on his back.

After the catastrophe.

The final result of the flight accident was that two passengers were injured.

Afterwards, the company imposed a serious temporary grounding on Zhou Jingze and Li Haoning, and immediately contacted the company for emergency public relations.

After all, Zhou Jingze is the company's capable leader, and it's not his fault, just when everyone thought that there should be no major problems in this matter.

The media began to report on Zhou Jingze’s flight accident mistakes. According to his colleagues, he was arrogant. This time he handed over the task to the co-pilot and habitually shirked his responsibilities. , Disciplinary codes, chaos in private life, etc.

For a time, Dongzhao International Airlines received hundreds of complaint letters every day.

Not only that, the marketing account also deliberately created to guide public opinion and abuse.

The overwhelming curses on the Internet hit Zhou Jingze like a tidal wave.

Someone even stayed at the airline, threw mineral water bottles at him, and cursed him for being hit by a car when he went out.

For a moment, the goshawk fell to the altar.

Zhou Jingze suddenly understood one thing, the Internet can praise you without hesitation, and it can also kill a person with the most vicious language.

What disappointed Zhou Jingze the most was that the person he regarded as his life and death brother accused him immediately after the incident, saying that the flight was manipulated by Zhou Jingze's instigation.

Because the regulations are like this, the captain is fully responsible for flight safety, and the captain is fully responsible for the mistakes made by the co-pilot.

Zhou Jingze was exiled like this, and became an ordinary flight training instructor, the kind of instructor who was looked down upon and ridiculed by students.

Later, some time ago, Li Haoning asked him to confess to him, which Zhou Jingze did not expect.

Because Zhou Jingze compensated the two injured passengers on the plane with his salary savings, and sent a copy to Li Haoning's mother anonymously.

This incident happened before Li Haoning accused him.

After Li Haoning found out about this incident, his conscience was uneasy, and he cried to Zhou Jingze to confess his mistake, his eyes turned red and he said:

"I was instigated by Gao Yang. He said to fuck you, he will bear all the expenses of my mother's treatment, and give her... the best doctor."

Zhou Jingze was silent for a while, grabbed his collar and punched hard, staring at him viciously:

"Your mother is a life, isn't the life of the passengers on the plane not life?"

Before Zhou Jingze left, he took a deep look at him:

"Don't make fun of your life."

Gao Yang was able to take action in this matter, and secretly prevented Zhou Jingze from going back, and used all means to attack him because he had such a little power behind him.

He has been compared with Zhou Jingze, Wannian's second child, since he was in college, and he has been crushed all the way. After graduation, the two still work in the same company, and Zhou Jingze has always been crushed.

The seed of jealousy began to take root very early, gradually twisted, and finally became a wildly growing vine.

Xu Sui was in a daze. Is Gao Yang the tall and thin boy in the basketball game and airplane game with Zhou Jingze at the university

At the beginning, no matter whether he won the basketball or lost the flight, the external evaluation also said that Gao Yang was always under Zhou Jingze.

"Thank you." Xu Sui forced a smile and left with the cat in his arms.

She was afraid that if she didn't leave, she would lose control of her emotions.

In the evening, Xu Sui drank one cup after another in the pub. By the time Liang Shuang arrived, she had already drank half a dozen beers.

While drinking, Xu Sui told Liang Shuang what happened between her and Zhou Jingze during this period, and what happened to him.

It turned out that he suffered so much.

As Xu Sui was talking, a drop of crystal clear tears suddenly dripped into the wine glass, and her eyes instantly turned red. She sniffed and her voice choked:

"Didn't you ask me why I still cared so much about him after we broke up?"

Xu Sui raised his head and took a sip of the wine. The beer foam hit the tip of his nose, and his throat became sore:

"I... just think that if he meets a stray cat on the road, he can pick it up and raise it for a lifetime, and he can say 'you have worked hard' to the aunt in the noodle shop. He is sincere and kind, such a good person alone."

"It should be a smooth future and a smooth journey."

Instead of smoking in silence, trapped in that dusty base, hiding his frustration with a cynical smile, but unable to do the things he likes anymore.

Liang Shuang held her hand and comforted her softly, "I understand."

Opposite the bar counter was facing a VIP booth, the crowd on the dance floor danced wildly, and the electronic music was about to penetrate the eardrums.

Sitting in the middle of the booth, a man in a casual shirt had been staring at her since Xu Sui came in.

He raised his hand to call the waiter and whispered something in a low voice.

Not long after, a glass of Jager was delivered to Xu Sui, and the waiter held the tray and said, "The gentleman over there invited you to drink."

Xu Sui turned his head to look over, the man showed a gentle smile and toasted her from a distance.

She squinted her eyes, and after confirming who the other person was, she jumped off the high stool, took Jaeger, walked over the crowd, and walked towards the man.

Life is not only a narrow road everywhere, but also some people, the bad roots in their bones will not change.

Xu Sui walked up to the man, Li Sen who was on the side saw Xu Sui, and taunted him: "Yo, old classmate, long time no see."

"Where's your boyfriend? He's an instructor at the base, so he should be free." Li Sen laughed, and turned to the people beside him and said, "Hey, you don't know, Zhou Da, who is so awesome in our industry, Captain Zhou Jingze is unable to fly now, and has become a bereaved dog."

"It's been thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, hahaha!"

After speaking, the crowd burst into laughter, mixed with contempt, arrogance, and contempt.

Xu Sui never responded.

Gao Yang, who was in the booth in the middle of the seat, did not speak, and then slowly showed a smug smile.

Seeing this, Xu Sui poured a glass of wine over without hesitation, and the wine-red water was stained from head to tail.

The smile on the face of Gao Yang, who was still well-dressed, stopped abruptly, his white shirt was streaked red and gray, his hair became strands because of the red wine, dripping wetly.

"Are you fucking crazy?"

Li Hao immediately stood up and was about to grab her.

Xu Sui was not afraid either, his eyes were serious and fearless.

Gao Yang said: "Let go of her."

Li Hao let go when he heard the words, Xu Sui looked at the group of people in front of her and felt disgusted, she stared at Gao Yang and cursed the most vicious swear word in her life, so angry that her breath was unsteady when she spoke:

"You son of a bitch, dead eunuch!"

When Liang Shuang rushed over, she had just finished speaking. She took Xu Sui's hand and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, she was drinking."

Li Hao's face darkened, Gao Yang waved his hands, thinking, forget it, Zhou Jingze can't turn over either.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, just as Zhou Jingze got off the high-speed train, he received a call from Liang Shuang. He immediately drove to the bar where they were.

The night is silent, and when people speak, they will become a cloud of white mist.

Liang Shuang supported Xu Sui to stand under the street lamp. Not long after, Zhou Jingze appeared and took Xu Sui from Liang Shuang.

The parking lot was some distance away from them. Zhou Jingze carried Xu Sui on his back, hugged her legs with both hands, and turned upside down.

Xu Sui was so drunk that she suddenly raised her hand and slapped Zhou Jingze across the face:

"How did you come back?"

"I missed you, so I came back early." Zhou Jingze smiled.

Xu Sui hiccupped and said "Oh", her eyes were confused, her long eyelashes blinked, and she began to curse and swear a series of times.

Zhou Jingze was amused by her poor vocabulary for cursing people, and she didn't know who she was scolding. From the beginning to the end, she could only scold "dead eunuch" and "a villain who eats instant noodles without a fork".

"Hey, let me tell you a secret," Xu Sui suddenly pinched his ear, blowing all the heat on it.

Zhou Jingze's body froze instantly, he took a steady breath and asked, "What's the secret?"

"That is, you will definitely be able to fly the plane again," Xu Sui said softly, and murmured again,

"Sure."

Xu Sui replied with a long silence.

Seeing that no one answered her, Xu Sui boldly pulled up his collar and asked ferociously:

"Do you not believe me?"

Zhou Jingze laughed softly. For the time being, he didn't bother with a drunk, and said casually:

"letter."

Zhou Jingze continued to walk forward with her on his back, and when he was approaching the parking lot, a moon happened to come out.

Xu Sui unconsciously embraced his arm with his two arms, and said seriously:

"I will always be with you."

At the same time, hot tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, flowed down Zhou Jingze's neck, and burned his heart.

His whole body was shaken, and he froze, not daring to move, until he breathed evenly and longly from behind.

The corners of Zhou Jingze's lips curled slightly, thinking to himself, it's not in vain to hurt the wrong person, his girl knows that she loves him.

Unexpectedly, Xu Sui, who woke up from a hangover the next day, would never admit to "I will always be with you".

No matter how Zhou Jingze tried to prove it in disguise, he couldn't pry her mouth open.

Xu Sui pretended to drink water calmly, covered his face with drinking water, and said, "It's just drunk talk."

She didn't want to recall her gaffe last night at all.

A low magnetic laugh sounded above her head, Zhou Jingze took away her cup, leaned over to look at her, and asked:

"Really? Then explain to me why the cat is called 1017."

Xu Sui was startled, and remembered something. It was her secret that she met a stray cat in the back garden and decided to name it, and only Hu Xixi knew about it later.

1017, the first day I saw Zhou Jingze again at the university, October 17, 2010.

Since then, her life has been as bright as sunshine.