"When I left you behind, I didn't know the priority. I'm sorry." Zhou Jingze looked up at her, and said in a slow tone, "It made us sad one by one."
"You will always be the first in my heart from now on."
Xu Sui lowered her head, she didn't know why she cried easily in front of Zhou Jingze, she reached out and wiped away her tears indiscriminately, without saying a word.
Zhou Jingze was helpless when his girl was crying, so he took out a tissue and gently gave her tears, pinning the messy hair on her forehead behind her ears.
He seemed to be thinking of something, staring at her waist and asked, his voice was a little hoarse:
"Does it hurt?"
Xu Sui was stunned for a second, noticing something wrong in his eyes, before reacting.
What he asked was not whether the back injury hurts, but whether it hurts when the tattoo is done.
"It hurts," Xu Sui nodded and murmured softly, "Later I thought about it, and if I married someone else, I would wash off the tattoo."
Zhou Jingze gave her a hand that was wiping tears, raised her chin with his fingers, and narrowed his eyes:
"Who else do you want to marry?"
"I—" Xu Sui wanted to defend, of course she had thought about it, the breakup was such a blow at that time, no one wanted to look forward.
Zhou Jingze interrupted her suddenly, and said softly, "I just want to marry you."
When I was young, I didn't know how to love, and I didn't know how to love until I met Xu Sui.
After saying this, there was silence all around.
After Zhou Jingze said this, he might feel a bit motherly, so he changed other topics. Xu Sui found that his expression was still calm, but the roots of his ears were quietly red.
The cold wind came in from the gap in the window, Xu Sui's toes shrank, turning white with cold.
Just now, as soon as he entered the door, Zhou Jingze held her down and kissed her, and then slammed his whole body against the table. He threw his shoes at the entrance while being hugged.
Zhou Jingze also noticed this, grasped Bai Nen's feet, walked over warmly, and said:
"I'll get you shoes."
Xu Sui stopped him, looked at his red ears and smiled in relief, opened his arms, his cheeks were a little red:
"I want to hug."
Zhou Jingze was stunned for a second, and the smile on his lips slowly rose, and he replied:
"good."
The man bent down, his strong arms passed through her elbows, and one hand wrapped around her slender waist and directly hugged her upright.
The white lotus-like arms climbed around his neck, and the man's broad palms held her hips and turned upside down, walking around the living room with her in his arms.
After putting on the shoes, Xu Sui was still hanging on him, refusing to get off.
"Why are you so clingy all of a sudden?" Zhou Jingze laughed.
"It's like a dream come true this time."
Xu Sui looked up at him, stroked his brow bone with his fingers, and said suddenly.
Zhou Jingze looked at her, feeling distressed and having an indescribable emotion.
The secret love of a girl is a deep and complicated emotion.
He also couldn't imagine how a person would chase after a figure for ten years.
After finishing speaking, Xu Sui's stomach growled inappropriately.
Zhou Jingze put down Xu Sui and opened the refrigerator door of her house. There were no ingredients, only a few eggs and a bag of dumplings.
In the middle of the night, Zhou Jingze ordered a dumpling for her. The dining table is lit in warm tones, casting a shadow from the thin check of the tablecloth.
They sat face to face and ate dumplings together. The room was silent except for the sound of spoons hitting porcelain bowls.
Occasionally, the eyes of the two collided in mid-air, stuck together, and separated again, Chu Jiu was stunned.
After eating the dumplings, Zhou Jingze lowered his head and held his mobile phone, not knowing what he was scanning.
Xu Sui was puzzled and asked, "What are you doing?"
"Order disposable toothbrushes and towels," Zhou Jingze raised his eyebrows, and paused when he said a certain word, "Underwear."
Xu Sui's face turned red instantly, and anyone could understand Zhou Jingze's blatant hint.
Not only did he want to be here, but he also wanted to have sex with her.
"No, you can't stay here tonight," Xu Sui glanced at the wall clock on the wall, and said, "You should go when it's time."
Zhou Jingze raised his eyelids, and said slowly, "Why?"
Just now I was too clingy to him.
Xu Sui took the keys on the coffee table, stuffed cigarettes and lighters into his pockets, and pushed him outside:
"I'm just occasionally enthusiastic, and what I want in the end is to keep it fresh."
As soon as he finished speaking, there was the first "bang", the door closed, and Zhou Jingze was thrown out, the door almost caught his nose.
Zhou Jingze stood there looking at the closed door, arched his left cheek with the tip of his tongue, and hummed in a low voice: "Little girl."
He leaned against the door and smoked two cigarettes. After puffing, the toe of his shoe crushed out the sparks before leaving.
After Xu Sui drove Zhou Jingze away, she took a bath and washed her hair. When she was in the bath, she felt much relieved.
After she came out, she tilted her head and wiped the water from her hair with a white towel. Not long after, the bell rang, and Xu Sui ran to open the door.
The delivery man gave it a paper bag, and gave it a list of items, and said, "Remark, Mr. Zhou, right? Check things out."
"Oh, good." Xu Sui took it over.
After closing the door, Xu Sui sat on the sofa, opened the bag and took a look: disposable toothbrush, towel, and two pairs of disposable underwear, he even bought... condoms.
The drops of water flowed down her wet hair and scalded her neck. Although she was very cold, she felt a sense of dryness.
Xu Sui hurriedly took a photo and sent it over, saying:
[Take your things away.]
Not long after, the phone screen lit up, and Zhou Jingze replied meaningfully:
[Save it for next time.]
Xu Sui felt hot in her palm while holding the phone, she typed in the dialog box and went back to delete it.
Forget it, she can't compare to Zhou Jingze in terms of dirty words and action ability.
It's better not to provoke him.
Xu Sui began to slowly accept Zhou Jingze, and not long after, the two were officially together.
It's just that Xu Sui was too busy and rarely let Zhou Jingze stay overnight, so he hardly saw her a few times a week.
At 9 o'clock on Saturday morning, Zhou Jingze pinpointed the time for Xu Sui to wake up, and came to her home slowly with a breakfast.
Zhou Jingze came to Xu Sui's house, bent his fingers and knocked on the door, making a sound of "duk tuk".
The door was opened suddenly, and he was just about to go in, when he happened to bump into Xu Sui who was about to go out in a hurry, pulling the suitcase.
Zhou Jingze's expression froze, his eyes were full of gloom, he raised his hand to grab the handle of her suitcase, and asked:
"Where are you going?"
"Is it an empty number again this time?"
Zhou Jingze remembered the time when the two broke up, and within a week, Xu Sui withdrew from his life and disappeared without a trace.
Only a used hair tie was left, the milk she hadn't finished drinking in the refrigerator at home, and the succulents that hadn't had time to water.
He still couldn't forget the feeling when he called and heard that it was an empty number.
It's like someone left a stroke in your life in a hurry. Although it is not thick and colorful, it is hard to forget.
As a result, everything was empty in an instant.
That's why when the two met again, he deliberately ran into them with a car in exchange for a number.
Xu Sui's eyes were blank, she paused, and explained: "I'm on a business trip to Shanghai for three days."
Not to go.
Zhou Jingze breathed a sigh of relief, still holding her suitcase, and said in a deep voice, "I'll take you there."
"My colleague is waiting downstairs," Xu Sui raised his eyes to see his expression, and said cautiously, "I will send you the flight number in a while, and I will tell you as soon as I get off the plane."
Zhou Jingze slid out the phone with his palm sideways and looked at her: "Now."
Xu Sui had no choice but to take out his mobile phone from his satchel, took a screenshot and sent it to him with the boarding flight number.
Only then did Zhou Jingze agree to let him go.
He held the luggage in one hand, took Xu Sui's hand in the other, and sent him to the car himself.
The weather fell below the low value again today. After getting into the car, the car windows kept the frozen dead branches out.
The heater in the car was baking her skin, and a male colleague next to her handed her a cup of coffee.
Xu Sui took it and said with a smile, "Thank you."
The male colleague continued to complain: "I'm really convinced. In such a cold day, it seems to be even colder in Shanghai. We will hold a hammer seminar on the weekend."
Han Mei echoed, "That's right, I'm planning to finish homework for my children at home on weekends and watch Korean dramas at home."
"Hey, I just want to have a good sleep." Xu Sui leaned against the car window and said, his eyes were full of tiredness.
The three chartered a car to the airport, checked in their luggage, and boarded the plane smoothly.
Once on the plane, Xu Sui asked the stewardess for a blanket, put on a blindfold, and sat on the seat to catch up on sleep.
Who knew that when the plane was about to arrive in Shanghai, it suddenly encountered a heavy rain.
The flight attendant gently comforted the passengers on the radio, saying that the plane encountered strong convective rain and would make an emergency landing in Ningcheng, a neighboring city near Shanghai.
Passengers are expected to stay at Ningcheng Airport for 6 hours before flying to Shanghai.
There was commotion and complaints in the cabin. No one expected that there would be a sudden thunderstorm, which delayed the trip.
The plane landed slowly at Ningcheng Airport with slight shaking.
The three of them stayed in the airport lounge, while Han Mei quickly posted a post on Moments complaining about the damn weather.
Xu Sui looked at the window not far away.
The white and hot torrential rain rolls the wildly swaying tree shadows in the distant mountains, forming a vast fog.
"Ningcheng is not far from Shanghai. I think it's getting late now. Why don't we stay here for another night and take a car tomorrow. It's more difficult to transfer to a plane." The male colleague said.
Han Mei sighed: "Oh, that's the only way to go, who made the three of us unlucky."
"I'll talk to the staff responsible for picking up the airport." Xu Sui said.
After spending an hour at the airport, they became restless.
Xu Sui held his mobile phone and received a message from Zhou Jingze. He asked if she arrived
Xu Sui replied with three words: It's done.
After that, she didn't reply much, and she was a little irritable.
Because I couldn’t get a taxi, the platform showed that there would be a queue of at least 100 orders, and the surrounding hotels were also fully booked.
The colleague took the mobile phone and managed to book two rooms, but it was thousands of miles away from the airport.
"Can't you live?" the male colleague asked.
Xu Sui gave one word boldly: "Stay."
If you can't live longer, you will sleep on the street.
Xu followed them out of the terminal building, shared a car with a car owner and tripled the price, and the other party reluctantly agreed for them to get in the car.
The torrential rain in Ningcheng was heavy, traffic jams along the way, taxis stop and go, the rain patted in through the gaps in the car windows, splashed on the face, it was bitingly cold.
After finally arriving at the destination, it was a small hotel. As soon as I entered, I could smell a damp smell.
The colleague handed in the ID card to register and got the room card.
The male colleague shared a room, and Xu Sui and Han Mei shared a room. After entering the room and putting away her luggage, Han Mei was so cold that she went to take a shower.
Xu Sui was resting on the bed, but within five minutes of closing his eyes, due to the poor sound insulation of the room, water seeped out of the wall, and there was a glaring sound of men and women having sex through the wall.
Can't sleep at all.
Xu Sui had a headache, she just wanted to take a good rest.
The cell phone next to the pillow vibrated. Xu Sui fished it out in the dark purple night, and answered the call without even looking at the caller. His voice was a little low:
"Hello."
"Why didn't you reply to the message?" There was a low and cold voice from the other end of the phone.
Xu Sui raised his eyebrows and said, "I was too busy on the road, so I forgot."
The airflow of the phone made an unsteady sound, followed by the "click" sound of the lighter being ignited, and the man suddenly asked:
"Do you miss me?"
When he said this suddenly, Xu Sui turned around and said in a dull voice, "A little bit."
Especially when she worked overtime the night before, and went on a non-stop business trip the next day, but encountered bad weather and was exhausted all the way, she finally wanted to take a rest, and the living environment was still so bad.
In fact, in the past, Xu Sui thought it was nothing.
But when Zhou Jingze called, she subconsciously acted like a baby and started to miss him.
"Then you come out." With a snap, the flame went out, and the man took a puff of cigarette, his voice was low and grainy.