Romain Rolland said - there is only one kind of true heroism in the world, and that is to recognize the truth of life and still love it.
This is what Xu's follower, Zhou Jingze, felt. He didn't complain, didn't compromise, and didn't resent each other when he was treated unfairly.
Teenagers are not as old as years.
He still retains a small part of his heart.
Zhou Jingze raised his hand to wipe her tears, pulled her out of his arms, and started talking, with a slight smile in his raised eyes: "Do you want to eat the hawthorn or not? The icing is about to melt."
"Yes." Xu Sui sniffled.
After Zhou Jingze took Xu Sui to have dinner, a winter fireworks happened to be ignited on the Yajiang River opposite the square, and the two watched the fireworks together.
When he got home at night, Zhou Jingze was worried that something would happen to his girl who was so emotional that day, so he stayed.
As a result, after Xu Sui took a shower, probably because he cried a lot after get off work, he exhausted too much energy and soon fell asleep.
Zhou Jingze didn't sleep, he leaned against the wall to watch Xu Sui, and saw her turn over restlessly, the quilt slipped off, and a white lotus-like arm was exposed.
The man put down his bent knee, walked over to help cover the quilt, leaned over and kissed her on the forehead, and finally walked out.
On the balcony, the cold wind is solemn, and the sparse stars above the head are withered.
Zhou Jingze leaned against the railing, shook out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lowered his head and bit it, and lit it skillfully with a "snap", wisps of grayish-white smoke rolled out from his thin lips and floated into the air.
Zhou Jingze rested his hand lazily on the railing holding the cigarette, squinting and looking not far away, wondering what he was thinking.
When the butt of the cigarette was almost burning to the tip of his long hanging finger, Zhou Jingze threw the cigarette into the flower pot, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and dialed a series of numbers.
Not long after the call was connected, Zhou Jingze put back his sloppy expression and said seriously, "Hello, Director Zhang from Puren Hospital..."
The next day, Xu Sui got up from the bed, because she had to sleep and had already vented, she felt much lighter when she got up.
When Xu Sui stayed in the hospital office until eleven o'clock in the morning, the nurse knocked on the door again, saying that Director Zhang was looking for her. Xu Sui nodded, let go of the mouse, got up and walked towards the director's office.
When she came to the director's office, the teacher asked her to sit down. Xu Sui kept a calm face, thinking that the director would say a lot of advice again and let her take over the patient.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Zhang put down the pen in his hand and coughed lightly: "Xiao Xu, the teacher apologizes to you for what you said before... Your boyfriend told me all about it, but I didn't expect that there is another hidden secret , those who work in our line of work have to suffer a little bit of grievance.
"This patient, you can decide for yourself whether to take it or not."
"But the teacher has only one request. You have to tell the patient about this matter, and you have to face it yourself."
"Okay, thank you." Xu Sui said.
During the lunch break, Xu Sui sent a message to the person who noted that he was a breeder:
[What did you say to my teacher, his attitude has changed 180 degrees today.]
Not long after, Zhou Jingze replied: [Say my girlfriend is a faucet, if you want to make you cry again, I will shovel your unit.]
Zhou Jingze's reply was quite unserious, Xu Sui stared at the above words and laughed out loud, and she typed in the dialog box to reply: [If I refuse, if family members or the media make a big fuss about this, what if I lose my job? manage?]
[Grandfather raises you. ] Zhou Jingze replied decisively and quickly.
The three words are very simple, but Xu Sui's heart skipped a beat quickly, his cheeks were a little hot, and he said: [Aren't you out of money? "]
When Zhou Jingze saw this sentence, he licked his left cheek with the tip of his tongue and let out a low laugh, and said: [I have a wife, and the family assets are at my disposal.]
Xu Suiran was even more embarrassed, and changed the subject to talk about daily life with Zhou Jingze. In the end, Zhou Jingze jumped in front of the screen with an unprovoked sentence and said:
—No matter what decision you make, I am here to support you.
Xu Sui's eyelashes trembled, and he replied: [Okay.]
In fact, after Zhou Jingze said those words to her yesterday, Xu Sui had already made a decision in his heart.
Song Fangzhang has already stayed in Puren Hospital and received treatment for the past two days, but he has been waiting for Xu Sui's reply. Xu Sui called up his case book again to check it.
I don’t know if it’s because Buddhism emphasizes karma.
In recent years, Song Fangzhang's physical problems have been constant, and he has been admitted to the hospital dozens of times for treatment, and his physical condition is getting worse. Xu Sui glanced at the densely packed diagnosis above, and he can confirm that he is dragging a mutilated body to live.
Xu Sui thought of the harm and moral condemnation that Song Fangzhang's family had done to them in those years, which caused Xu's mother to put emotional pressure on her frequently, telling her not to make mistakes, to study hard, and to be outstanding when she grows up.
And grandma often cried secretly in the middle of the night. She lost her son, but was sent to a black-haired man by a white-haired man at a young age.
In those few years, Xu Sui's family grew up in a very depressing environment, and she still can't remember how she survived at that time.
Xu Sui looked at the number in front of the computer screen, entered the number on the mobile phone and dialed it, the call was connected quickly, and the other side was a little flattered, with a hoarse voice, and said: "Xu Sui..."
"I have the answer." Xu Sui said.
The other end of the phone said, "Why don't you make an appointment with a cafe or something?" Xu Suishan interrupted her and said, "Let's go to the garden downstairs of the hospital."
At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the winter sun is warm in the afternoon, and the nurses or family members push the patients for a walk in the garden to breathe fresh air.
Xu Sui didn't expect Song Zhishu to push her father to appear in the garden. Her eyes tightened. Song Fangzhang was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown. Disappeared, the skin piled up in folds and hung loosely on the face, like an old bark about to die.
"Hello, Uncle Song." Xu Sui put his hands in the pockets of his white coat and spoke calmly.
Song Zhizhang looked at her with cloudy eyes, obviously not recognizing Xu Suilai.
At that moment, Xu Sui couldn't tell whether his emotions deepened in hatred or he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Dad, ask the nurse to take you over there to bask in the sun, and I'll be over in a while." Song Zhishu's voice was gentle, as if coaxing a child.
Now no one can see that this gentle woman led a group of girls, threw Xu Sui's schoolbag from the window on the fifth floor, pointed at her nose and yelled "bitch" "Look, everyone, she is still A martyr's daughter" and other humiliating words.
Song Fangzhang nodded with a smile, and smiled at Xu Sui when he passed by her.
After the person walked away, Xu Sui stood straight in front of Song Zhishu and said, "I can't do your father's surgery."
Song Zhishu's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he pointed to a direction not far away and said, "But look at my dad, he's already like this—"
"So?" Xu Suishan interrupted, and asked her sharply, "At least you still have dad, my dad is gone, and I don't even have a chance to talk to him."
She wanted to tell her father that she had a good job, got a raise, fell in love, and met a wonderful person.
But it's impossible.
"I'm telling you now, I will never pick up any patient from your family, this is my decision," Xu Sui looked at her with a calm voice, "but I can't represent our hospital, so your dad can still be in the general hospital. Ren received treatment."
Song Zhishu didn't expect that Xu Sui would still be brooding over the past. He was so angry that he showed his hypocritical claws and said, "Are you still worthy of being a doctor! Aren't all lives equal? I have already apologized to you." What else do you want?"
Xu Sui was not irritated, she smiled, and then said in a serious tone: "You don't have to condemn me morally, of course I am worthy of being a doctor, because I have been saving people from the past to the present, and from now on."
"I still believe that most of this world is good. I have my own set of values in my heart. You can't influence me now."
Xu Sui was a little taller than Song Zhishu. She bent down, her eyes showed a touch of sympathy, and she spoke softly and cruelly: "Song Zhishu, don't you think this is the best arrangement of God? Thirteen years ago, we were born In the same soil, what I planted was a tree, and what you planted was a bad fruit."
Song Zhishu was shocked, frightened by Xu Sui's words and aura. She never thought that Xu Sui would resist and refuse. There was a layer of sweat on her back, and she was in a daze.
Is this karma
Xu Sui withdrew his gaze from her and left without looking back.
After the person left, Song Zhishu stayed where he was and wept bitterly.
After Xu Sui said these words, a big stone fell from the bottom of his heart, and he felt much more relaxed. After so many years, she finally took off the shackles others put on her.
After get off work, Zhou Jingze came to pick her up. Recently, if he got off work early, he would come to pick up Xu Sui. Sometimes he would send a flower, sometimes a yellow balloon bought on the way, or some gadgets.
Every day is a different surprise for her.
"I'll take you to meet someone for dinner today." Zhou Jingze put his hands on the steering wheel and said in a casual tone.
Xu Sui was sitting on the co-pilot, raising her hand to pull off the seat belt, and was about to press it into the hosel, but she couldn't find the position no matter what, and she was struggling to find it.
Zhou Jingze spoke slowly and announced a name.
She lowered her head and paused.
On the other side, at Beijing North Airport, Sheng Nanzhou pushed two large suitcases and walked out from the exit. Standing next to him was a woman with short hair and short stature, wearing a blue denim jumpsuit. Although her face was haggard, she had a bright smile on her face. , The temperament is capable and beautiful.
Sheng Nanzhou pushed the luggage cart with one hand, and held the woman's hand tightly with the other. Hu Qianxi couldn't laugh or cry: "Brother Nanzhou, can you let me go, I won't run away."
"No." Sheng Nanzhou said arrogantly.
Hu Qianxi couldn't resist him, so she had to let him lead her. When she saw the toilet sign not far away, she opened her mouth and said in an aggrieved voice, "I want to go to the toilet. I promise not to run away this time, and the passport is in your hand, isn't it? I can't run away either."
Only then did Sheng Nanzhou let her go.
After Hu Qianxi went to the toilet, she stood in front of the sink and looked at herself in the mirror, still feeling unreal. She stepped on the homeland of the motherland, but she felt dizzy.
After washing her hands, Hu Qianxi was about to wipe her hands with a piece of paper, but suddenly she felt heart palpitations and shortness of breath. She leaned against the sink, her face pale, gasping for breath, unable to move her hands and feet.
As if he had a heart-to-heart connection, Sheng Nanzhou felt that something was wrong, his expression turned serious, and he strode towards the women's toilet, ignoring the strange eyes of others, and went straight inside.
As soon as he entered, Sheng Nanzhou saw Hu Qianxi lying in front of the sink, her lips were pale, and her face was terribly pale. He walked over and hugged Hu Qianxi's shoulders, without even asking, took out the medicine from her right pocket, and fed it into her mouth skillfully.
Hu Qianxi swallowed with difficulty, before she recovered, she was beaten and carried out by the man.
Inside the car, Hu Qianxi was sitting on the co-pilot, her eyes closed tightly, and her rapid breathing gradually recovered. Ten minutes later, when she opened her eyes again, the smile returned to her eyes, and she said:
"Brother Nanzhou, can you promise me one thing?"
"Well, you say."
"Don't tell Xu Sui about this in advance, I don't want her to worry. My illness is still the same as when I was a child, you just need to know."
Sheng Nanzhou looked at her and sighed, "Okay."
"Xixi." Sheng Nanzhou called her suddenly.
Hu Qianxi looked back at him with a smile in her eyes: "Huh?"
"Tell me if it hurts." Sheng Nanzhou looked down at her.
Don't make it impossible for me to do anything.
…
"Xixi is back?! Then let's pick her up now." Xu Sui's eyes were pleasantly surprised, and a smile finally greeted his previously indifferent face.
Zhou Jingze glanced at the message from Sheng Nanzhou on his mobile phone, his eyes darkened for a moment, then he raised his head, with his usual lazy smile on his face, and stopped her:
"Tsk, you go over now, Sheng Nanzhou can't be in a hurry with you, let people stay for two more minutes."
"That's right." Xu Sui woke up.
Zhou Jingze started the car, raised his hand and rubbed her hair: "Let's go, let's go to the dining place and wait."
In the restaurant, Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze waited for more than half an hour. During this period, whenever someone pushed open the door of the restaurant and the wind chime above made a sound, Xu Sui subconsciously turned his head back frequently.
After a while, she saw a familiar yet unfamiliar woman walking in, her eyes were big, her smile made people feel warm and energetic, and she had also changed. She used to be unable to lose weight#小少女, now she is as thin as a bamboo pole, with hair cut The short, fair complexion has turned into a healthy wheat color due to the long-term exposure to the wind and sun.
Xu Sui was a little afraid to call her.
It always feels like everything in front of me is like a dream.
Hu Qianxi rushed towards her like a koala, hugged Xu Sui tightly, and shouted, "Suibao, I miss you so much."
Xu Suiyi hugged her tightly, his eyes turned red when he heard these words, and asked, "Are you finally willing to come back?"
"Hey, of course, you are my best friend," Hu Qianxi buried her face in her shoulder and said with a smile, "I want to witness your happiness with my own eyes."