Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 85: Confessing to you is a fantasy beyond my reach

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The two hugged for a while before separating. Xu Sui and Hu Qianxi simply sat together, close to each other.

Xu Sui patted her on the head and said with a smile: "I sent a message to Liang Shuang, she is stuck in traffic on the road, she will be there in a while."

"Okay." Hu Qianxi replied.

While waiting for the food to be served, Xu Sui and Hu Qianxi sat together, and the two of them gathered together to whisper from time to time, their smiling eyes were full of each other.

Completely ignoring the two big men sitting opposite.

Zhou Jingze and Sheng Nanzhou looked at each other, and the former spoke first, raising his eyebrows:

"Tsk, did you forget that there are two living old men sitting opposite you?"

Hu Qianxi finally turned her attention, pretending to be dissatisfied: "Uncle, why are you so stingy, I'll occupy your girlfriend for one night, and you are afraid that she will run away."

Zhou Jingze lowered his head and snorted. He poured a cup of tea and handed it to Hu Qianxi. His tone was slow and pointed, "My wife can't run away. Isn't it because I'm afraid someone will be jealous?"

This "someone" said it very clearly, Hu Qianxi took the opportunity to drink tea to cover up her expression, laughed and said, "Stop talking nonsense!"

Not long after, Liang Shuang rushed into the private room with a pair of sunglasses on his tall nose and a pair of crocodile leather bags on his arm. Just as he was about to yell at the traffic jam on the road, his voice choked when he got to Hu Xixi's face in the seat. In the throat, unable to speak a word.

Because she is too thin, it makes people feel distressed.

Hu Qianxi noticed the change in Liang Shuang's expression, stood up and opened her arms, and said with a smile: "Don't play the sensational game, this doesn't look like you at all, cool."

One sentence broke up the original sentimental atmosphere, and the sadness on Liang Shuang's face disappeared completely. She raised her chin, just like the empress, hugged Hu Qianxi reluctantly, and began to criticize him:

"Look at how shabby you are, are you still that Miss Xixi who is exquisite from head to toe, even with fingernails?"

Hu Qianxi smiled, eyes crooked: "I don't often run outside, it's more convenient to dress like this, and I'm used to it."

At the dinner table, everyone's topic revolved around Hu Qianxi alone, after all, she was the protagonist of today. Hu Qianxi also generously shared her experience in the International Wildlife Rescue Organization over the years.

"You don't know, I rescued an injured lamb at the foot of the volcano before, and the local people gave it to me and named it Xixi." Hu Xixi was holding a chopstick, her eyebrows were flying under the light look.

Xu Sui was immediately attracted by what she said, and asked, "Do you have any photos? Let me see."

"Yes." Hu Qianxi took out her mobile phone and called up the photos to show her.

"Another time, oops, it was a local horse race. I used to be a doctor to treat small animals. I didn't know that they were short of a competitor, so they caught me temporarily. They also said that it was a domestic horse. Very docile, but as soon as I stepped on it, I was kicked by a horse's hoof, and I lost on the spot. Everyone laughed and forgot about the game." Hu Qianxi recalled that she also found it funny.

"Hahaha, let me laugh at you too."

Sheng Nanzhou sat across from him, and when Hu Qianxi shared this story, his brows tightened, and his hands on the wine glass tightened unconsciously, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Because Hu Qianxi came back, everyone drank wine happily. Liang Shuang hiccupped at the end of the drink, put his arms around Hu Qianxi's neck, and said in a drunken tone: "Little girl, your life experience is so rich, then you What about your personal love life?"

Hu Qianxi also drank, she hugged Liang Shuang's shoulders, covered her face and smiled: "I don't have time, even if I go out to play in my free time, people will think that I smell like shit like shit."

"Actually, there isn't any at all. Just smell it, it smells good!"

Hu Qianxi fell on Liang Shuang, rolled up her sleeves to reveal a section of her wrist, and leaned in front of her for Liang Shuang to smell.

Liang Shuang took a sniff and deliberately teased her: "Poop-scented perfume, who didn't flush the toilet."

As soon as the words fell to the ground, Hu Qianxi immediately strangled Liang Shuang's throat and beat him violently.

Xu Suizai thought that time can really change a person. Hu Qianxi used to live a delicate and exquisite life, and she could not bear a little bit of hardship. She was just like a delicate young lady.

Now he is dressed in simple clothes, but he is living a life abroad where he is exposed to the wind and the sun, and he hears gunshots from time to time, and he can still enjoy himself while suffering.

The only thing that hasn't changed is her energy and the big smile on her face.

And the friendship between them.

After drinking for three rounds, the restaurant service staff came to remind me that it would be closed in ten minutes, and the neon lights on the street were also extinguished.

A group of people separated on the side of the road.

After they left, Hu Qianxi and Sheng Nanzhou were still there.

Hu Qianxi drank a little uncomfortable, leaning on the lamp post, bowing her head a little uncomfortable.

Sheng Nanzhou walked over, handed over a piece of paper, and frowned:

"Didn't you just send a message to tell you not to drink? Your body—"

Hu Xizi took the paper and wiped the corner of her mouth, her eyes were full of water, which looked gentle and lovely under the light.

"Aren't you happy, Brother Nanzhou, you haven't bothered enough talking about it since you were young."

Sheng Nanzhou smiled, rubbed her hair, turned his back, and squatted down in front of Hu Qianxi.

"Why?" Hu Qianxi looked puzzled.

"Carry you on your back." Sheng Nanzhou's voice was flat.

"Okay." Hu Qianxi jumped up, subconsciously wrapping her arms around his neck.

Sheng Nanzhou's hands hugged her legs, and they turned upside down, his handsome brows furrowed.

It's too skinny to have any weight at all.

"Xixi, don't leave when you come back this time, in case your illness gets worse—"

When Hu Qianxi answered, her voice was still crisp: "Don't worry, this lady is very lucky, she's been here since she was a child."

Also, I won't be leaving, I want to see you more.

Hu Qianxi lay on Sheng Nanzhou's broad shoulders, wrapped his arms around his neck, and said silently in her heart.

"I'm worried." Sheng Nanzhou continued the words just now.

The night was gentle, and the leaves made noise when the wind blew, but it was a little colder. Hu Qianxi lay on Sheng Nanzhou's back, afraid of freezing him, so she rubbed her hands to cover his ears.

When the warmth came, Sheng Nanzhou froze, his ears burned rapidly, and he continued to walk forward with Hu Qianxi on his back as if nothing had happened.

"When you were eating just now, you said that you were kicked by a horse during the game, did it hurt?" Sheng Nanzhou asked, his tone paused.

Sheng Nanzhou's low voice was passed to Hu Qianxi's ears along the wind, and her eyes suddenly became a little sore.

Just now everyone was attracted by her joke, only Sheng Nanzhou asked her if it hurt.

"It hurts. I still have a scar on my waist, but my skin is thicker, so it only hurts for a while, and it will be fine later, hehe." Hu Xixi pinched his ear.

Sheng Nanzhou continued to walk forward with her on his back. Hu Qianxi suddenly remembered something, feeling a little depressed, and said:

"Brother Nanzhou, you can actually ignore me."

Sheng Nanzhou paused behind her back, with a smile on his lowered eyelashes, he said seriously:

"I am willing."

Because of Hu Qianxi's return, Xu Sui was so happy all night that Zhou Jingze followed her in, and she was defenseless.

She stood at the entrance, until the door lock made a "click" sound, then Xu Sui felt that something was wrong, and with a jolt, an oppressive shadow fell down.

Xu Sui raised his head, and felt an itchy and numb pain in his neck.

"Hiss, what are you doing...?" Xu Sui was a little overwhelmed by him.

Zhou Jingze stuck behind him, stretching out his fingers nimbly. After a while, Xu Suizha's long hair fell loose, and a hair rope was put on his wrist for some reason.

"What do you think? I was left out all night tonight." Zhou Jingze narrowed his eyes dissatisfied.

The man got closer, and the two of them were tightly stitched together. He stretched out his hand to break Xu Sui's face, and stroked her lips with his rough thumb, moving slowly.

Xu Sui felt his throat dry for a while, and explained: "It's been a long time since I haven't seen Xixi."

"You haven't seen your boyfriend for two days, too."

Xu Sui completely felt that this person was making trouble for no reason.

Zhou Jingze pinched her chin, leaned down and kissed her. He kissed affectionately and earnestly.

He touched his lips first, and then bit her lip dissatisfied.

Xu Suichi opened in pain, his lips and teeth were pried open, dragged out, and sucked repeatedly, as if eating a fresh peach, the movements were slow.

Xu Sui unconsciously grabbed the clothes on his chest, every inch he kissed, she grabbed hard.

Zhou Jingze thought it was troublesome, so he hugged her and put her on the table.

Xu Sui was so dizzy from being kissed, he pressed his fingers on the white and tender piece of soft flesh behind her ear, and slowly stroked it.

However, the heat source on his body was hot, and the table was cold, alternating water and fire.

Xu Sui's heart trembled.

The light from the warm-colored chandelier fell on the man's dark eyes, and the shadows covered her.

A layer of sweat broke out on Xu's body. While kissing her, Zhou Jingze coaxed her with an extremely low voice, saying:

"Xixi also said in the evening, Xu Sui, when do you plan to give me a title?"

Xu Sui's voice was a little hoarse: "What's your name, haven't you always... been my boyfriend?"

Zhou Jingze bit her earlobe in dissatisfaction, and licked it again, slamming every word:

"You know what I mean?"

"When will you change your boyfriend into your husband, huh?" Zhou Jingze stopped, put his thumb on her forehead, and looked at her.

Xu Sui turned her face away, feeling uncomfortable for a while, she thought about it, and said with a smile:

"Then I'll think about it."

Zhou Jingze chuckled, hugged her and walked towards the room.

Xu Sui's black hair swept across his neck, his throat was itchy, and he threw him on the bed in a somewhat rough manner.

Xu Sui wanted to escape subconsciously, but a hand with sharp joints grabbed the slender foot and pulled it under him.

"Think about it slowly, I have been waiting for so many years anyway." Zhou Jingze's voice was hoarse.

The next day, Xu Sui woke up from the bed, his whole body was sore, and he lay on the bed unable to move at all.

Her body was already empty, Zhou Jingze left a note for her beside the bed.

Xu Sui got up, and the quilt slipped off her body. She picked it up and took a look. It said that he was going out on business and there was breakfast in the kitchen.

Xu Sui lingered on the bed for a long time before getting up, when she was about to eat after washing up.

Xu's mother sent her a message, saying: [Your Aunt Wang introduced you to a good partner. When you are free, take a look.]

Xu Sui's eyelashes froze. She didn't actually tell her mother that she was in a relationship, let alone that she was dating Zhou Jingze.

But... it's him. Xu Caprice.

She wanted to go on with him forever.

Thinking of this, Xu Sui typed and sent in the dialog box: [Mom, I'm in a relationship.]

As soon as the news was sent out, Xu's mother called.

Xu Sui didn't want to answer, because he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed, so he clicked to decline, and quickly replied: [I'm working overtime, just send me a message if you need anything.]

Xu's mother sent a message: [I'll buy a train ticket for tomorrow and come to see your partner.]

[ah? It's the end of the year, and we're both very busy recently, or after a while, I'll take him home to see you during the Chinese New Year.]Xu Sui persuaded immediately.

Xu's mother stopped talking about meeting her boyfriend. After a while, she asked again:

[How old is the other party and what does he do?]

With a twitch of eyelids, Xu Sui carefully organized his wording and foreshadowing:

[One year older than me, my occupation... may be different from the stable occupation you and you want me to find a boyfriend, but I'm a doctor, it's similar, and I still sleep at work when I'm busy.]

[Then what does he do?]

Xu Sui hesitated for a moment, and typed three words: [Pilot.]

After the message was sent, there was no response from the other party.

His old club, Dongzhao, suddenly approached Zhou Jingze, which he did not expect.

The leader, Zhang Chengzhi, said that he would make an appointment outside, and Zhou Jingze agreed.

Lao Zhang asked him to be near Yajiang Square. When Zhou Jingze arrived, Lao Zhang was wearing a brown cotton jacket, wrapped in a thick scarf, holding a paper bag of bread in his arms, and was sitting on a bench, feeding the pigeons on the square. .

There is no serious image when leading a team to give reports in Dongzhao suits and leather shoes.

Zhou Jingze walked over, sat down beside him, took out a pack of cigarettes, tore off the film, and shook out a cigarette for him.

Lao Zhang smiled, took it, and lit it first.

"What do you want from me, old Zhang?"

"The real result of your incident came out. Li Haoning came out and surrendered. He has been fully recruited for the threats he received and the things he did. The company has formally sued Gao Yang and Li Haoning, and is currently in the process of Go through the judicial process." Lao Zhang coughed and said.

Zhou Jingze was taken aback, tapped the lighter with his fingers, and asked casually, "Why did Li Haoning dare to jump out all of a sudden?"

"I heard that he was under too much pressure, and his wife also knew about it, so she refused to use that money for treatment, and the most important thing is that he is ashamed of you."

Zhou Jingze snorted and didn't answer. After the truth came out, he didn't get too excited.

how to say? He knew that justice would come sooner or later.

Lao Zhang patted Zhou Jingze on the shoulder and let out a long sigh: "The company will clarify the statement for you, apologize to the industry, and hire you back with three times the salary. You are still the top leader of Dongzhao Airlines. How about it? Captain Zhou?"

Zhou Jingze was bowing his head and nodding, when he heard the words, he turned his hand away, and the flickering flames burned the tiger's mouth.

Continue to light the cigarette, take a puff, and spit it out. Zhou Jingze smiled and dusted off the cigarette ash:

"No, I'm going to do something else."

Old Zhang was taken aback, patted him, and asked, "Isn't it, are you willing to change careers?"

"Not counting, an invitation sent by my friend from a teacher at the university." Zhou Jingze took the cigarette from his mouth and paused, "The rescue team of the National China Shipping Department."

In the future, I will still be flying a plane, but I have changed from a jet plane to a helicopter, and become a member of the air rescue team. It is more dangerous and the responsibility on my shoulders is even greater.

Old Zhang was taken aback, and said with a smile: "Sure, you boy, I really don't need to worry about it. With your excellent resume, you will shine wherever you go."

"But how did you decide to go there?"

Although they all belong to the blue sky, the departments are different and the responsibilities are also different.

Flying rescue is not only dangerous, but also bears greater social responsibility, which is tantamount to giving your life to the country.

Zhou Jingze turned his head and thought for a while, took a puff of cigarette, and said slowly, "My girl, she has doubts about this society and her chosen career, I just want to tell her."

"The world is still good."

No matter how bad the times are, we still have a set of principles in our hearts, whether it is mediocrity or greatness, stick to ourselves.

Lao Zhang understood in an instant, and he seemed to think of something and said, "Your girlfriend? Is it Xu Sui? She wrote many complaint letters to the company, and asked us to investigate clearly, saying that you must not be that kind of person. , the email also attached your past achievements and glory... I don't know where she found so much information about you."

"Isn't this superfluous? Our old club doesn't know your past yet."

Zhou Jingze shrank his pupils, shook off the cigarette ash, and said slowly, "When did she send you an email?"

"Let's think about it, it seems that you just went to the base as a teacher not long ago." Lao Zhang recalled.

At this point in time, that is to say, they have not yet reconciled, and everyone is laughing at him, scolding him, being cold-eyed, framed, and treated coldly, as if he should be a lost dog.

Only Xu Sui believes that he is not like that, and has been doing this silently behind his back, hoping that one day he can return to the sky.

"This girl is really good. I also heard that she found Zhong Haoning a few times." Lao Zhang sighed, "You are really lucky to find such a good girl. Don't catch her."

"But it's two-way, you both cherish each other—" Lao Zhang was commenting.

Zhou Jingze stood up suddenly, put out the cigarette butt, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Old Zhang, I still have to go one step ahead."

Zhou Jingze got back in the car, started the car, accelerated all the way, with serious eyes, stepped on the accelerator and rushed to Amber Lane as if flying.

Zhou Jingze ran up to the second floor, pushed away the piano room where they were rehearsing, and dragged out a box of things from the corner.

The paper knife cut open the dusty box, and Zhou Jingze kept searching. Among the baskets of love letters and gifts he received in his youth, he found a dusty record.

It is an album "God's Children Are Dancing" by Mayday that he likes

At the same time, what fell was a tube of expired ointment and finger cots.

He now knew that this gift was given by Xu Sui.

When she was in college, Sheng Nanzhou dug out her gifts, but Zhou Jingze casually said in front of everyone:

"There are so many people who gave me gifts, do I have to think about them one by one?"

These words are tantamount to breaking a girl's dream.

After opening the album in plastic packaging, a bookmark fell to the ground with a "snap".

Zhou Jingze picked it up and took a look. There was a sentence written on the back of the bookmark. The girl's handwriting was delicate, and she wrote carefully stroke by stroke:

You are a fantasy that is out of my reach. I hope you will be loved all your life, frivolous and frank, and always upright.