Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 93: Confess that it is called Xu Sui Plan

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This is the first time that Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze have completed the rescue mission together.

With the first time, accompanied by that G350, they had countless firsts later.

This process is actually very difficult to adapt to. The pace of work at the base and the hospital is different, even faster and more intense. You never know when the emergency call will come.

Xu Suizeng was woken up in the middle of the night, hurriedly took a shower of cold water, and then went out to the mission. He also encountered 72 hours of continuous high-intensity work, saving people in an earthquake, and curled up in his seat to sleep against the clock.

Sometimes she really couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to give up, but she raised her eyes and caught a glimpse of the blue back not far away, with injuries on her body, still fighting on the front line, insisting on saving people.

Her man is really awesome. Thinking about it this way, her suffering is actually nothing.

Got the motivation to keep going.

In summer, there are often heavy rains, and the base is backed by mountains. After the rain, insects often fly over. Xu Sui was bitten by insects, and his whole body was allergic. In the middle of the night, it was so itchy that she scratched her neck with scars all over her, and it was so itchy that she shed tears: "What kind of broken place is this?".

Zhou Jingze held her in his arms, gently kissed away the tears from her eyelashes, and coaxed patiently: "I have wronged my girl."

The life at the base is not as prosperous as the city, but Zhou Jingze is a man with sentimentality. He made a vinyl record player by hand, and used it to listen to music when the two of them slept in the room on a rainy day.

Xu Sui likes to sit on the carpet and play games, Zhou Jingze made a snack stand and put it next to it, just for the convenience of her girl.

Zhou Jingze also planted Xu Sui's favorite tomatoes and jicama in the yard, fearing that she would be bored, so he brought Master Kui and 1017 to the base to accompany her.

Zhou Jingze was like this, making Xu Sui feel that he was a very safe person all the time.

At the end of July, Zhou Jingze and Xu Sui transferred together, and they went back to their home in Amber Lane together. They cleaned the house together on weekends, and took Demu for a walk in the evening.

Master Kui is an old dog, and he started panting after walking for less than half an hour. Xu Sui went into a convenience store and bought a bottle of mineral water. When she went out, she unscrewed the bottle cap and poured the water into her palm. Master Kui immediately went to drink it. water.

Zhou Jingze stood aside and smoked with one hand, exhaled the smoke from his thin lips, lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking. He took the cigarette out of his mouth, raised his eyelids and looked at Xu Sui who was squatting next to him and feeding Master Kui with water.

The dusk spreads across a large area, like a piece of warm-toned oil paper, splashing down on the ground. Xu Sui's side face had a better curvature, and when the light fell on her face, she could clearly see the tiny fluff, thick eyelashes, and milky white skin, gentle and well-behaved as usual.

"One by one." Zhou Jingze called out to her.

"Huh?" Xu Sui looked up at her.

Zhou Jingze looked at her and paused, "I want to take you to see your mother."

"Okay." Xu Sui smiled at him and nodded without any hesitation.

Zhou Jingze breathed a sigh of relief, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, crushed it out, raised his hand to grab her elbow, and lifted her from the ground, with a low voice:

"Go home, you should have hypoglycemia if you squat down again."

When I went to pay homage to Zhou Jingze's mother, it happened to be a rainy day. The man was dressed in black, holding a long black umbrella, and led Xu Sui to his mother's grave.

He stood in front of the grave for a long time, holding a white rose in his hand.

The rain fell heavily, hitting the black umbrella cloth and swirling flowers one after another. The water hit the man's browbones and eyelashes, making his dark eyes wet.

"Mom, I'm here to see you." Zhou Jingze spoke in silence for a while.

"I'm doing well now, and I have someone I want to protect." Zhou Jingze smiled, hooked Xu Sui's little finger with his finger, and said seriously, "Her name is Xu Sui."

"After meeting her, I don't want to die anymore." Zhou Jingze looked at the woman on the photo of the tombstone, and spoke slowly.

In the once rotten, gloomy, hopeless, fallen and gray soil, a winter jasmine flower suddenly bloomed.

Xu Sui looked at the woman in the photo of the tombstone. She was very beautiful, with a faint smile, elegant and generous temperament, and that smile was forever frozen in the photo.

"Auntie, hello, my name is Xu Sui, and I'm Zhou Jingze's girlfriend," Xu Sui said nervously, and his mind went blank for the lines he had planned.

Until the man held her hand tightly, a warm and reassuring force came, Xu Sui relaxed, looked at the photo on the tombstone again, and said in a serious tone:

"Auntie, don't worry, I will love him well and give him a complete family. We will get married, have children, and he will grow up in a healthy and happy family."

Whether male or female, his parents love each other very well, there will be no domestic violence, no quarrels and differences, and they will give him a lot of love.

Zhou Jingze pressed the back of her hand with his thumb, his eyes were fixed on the woman beside him, and his heart was sour.

The rain gradually subsided, and at the end of the shower, when the sun came out again, Zhou Jingze bent down, put a white rose in front of her grave, raised his hand to caress the name on the tombstone, and said with a smile:

"Mom, I'm leaving, you should be happy over there."

I will live well in the future and protect the people I love.

Before he knew it, August came in the blink of an eye. Xu Suilao felt that time was like water, flowing silently, and it passed in a blink of an eye. He tore off a page of the calendar and found that the next day was Valentine's Day.

Xu Sui was quite looking forward to this festival. In my impression, this was the first Valentine's Day after she and Zhou Jingze got back together.

She wanted to celebrate with him.

The next day, when Xu Sui was placing an order with the food delivery software at home, he paused with his thumb on the outer page full of pink bubbles, hinting:

"Hey, there seems to be a holiday full discount event when shopping today."

Zhou Jingze was nestled on the sofa, and he didn't take his eyes off the mobile game screen for a second, when a magnetic voice sounded:

"Really? Then you buy more, not enough to pay for intimacy."

"..." Xu Sui.

She ordered a bunch of groceries and food for the week, adding scented candles to the order at the end.

At that time, he should know what it means when he sees the candle.

The delivery man delivered the goods to the door half an hour later. Zhou Jingze went to open the door after hearing the doorbell, and took the two big bags from the other party's hand.

Zhou Jingze carried the things to the dining table, opened the refrigerator door, and put the things in one by one, the white plastic bags made a rattling sound.

Finally, he picked up the scented candle inside, raised his eyebrows, tilted his head and asked:

"What do you buy candles for?"

Xu Sui heard that two white lotus-like arms were pillowed on the top of the sofa, and the whole person lay there, emphasizing:

"It's for special days."

Zhou Jingze looked at the candle in his hand for a while, then twitched the corner of his mouth and commented:

"It's quite emotional."

Gone? Is it gone? Xu Sui slandered.

After Zhou Jingze finished the things, he called his girl:

"Xu Sui, accompany me to the National Astronomical Observatory to get a document at night."

"Oh." Xu Sui's voice was muffled.

Today is Valentine's Day, whether he really doesn't know or pretends not to know, he still pretends to be working in his heart.

In the evening, Zhou Jingze drove Xu Sui out. The car drove to the central area. Looking out through the glass window, the streets were full of Valentine's Day flowers.

There's even a giant sign that reads — Valentine's Day only, send her flowers.

He can always see it now. Xu Sui thought secretly in his heart.

Zhou Jingze had indeed seen it, but he just looked away lightly, holding the steering wheel with his bony hands, and turning to the right, the car drove out of the main urban area and headed towards the suburbs.

It turned out that he knew that today was Valentine's Day, but he didn't take it seriously.

Xu Sui felt disappointed, but she didn't say anything.

I don't know where the National Astronomical Observatory mentioned by Zhou Jingze is, and it hasn't arrived after driving for more than an hour.

The dusk had already faded away, a long beam of headlights shot forward, and unknown bugs were flying around the floating light.

The road was winding, and the shadows of trees on both sides retreated all the way. The sky was the blue of the curtain, and the sound of frogs sounded all around.

The car drove farther and farther, and finally Xu Sui fell asleep in the passenger seat.

After arriving at the destination, Zhou Jingze woke her up, the two got out of the car, and the man led her all the way to the observatory on the mountainside.

When Zhou Jingze brought Xu Sui up, someone specially waited at the door and took them all the way up to the top floor with ease.

The National Astronomical Observatory is built against the mountains and facing the sea. When you step on the top floor, you can overlook most of the mountains and sea in the north of Beijing.

Under the ups and downs of night, both the mountains and the sea present a magnificent beauty.

"Why are you here? Didn't you come to get the documents?"

Zhou Jingze walked over, stood in front of the telescope, adjusted the lens, and the voice came along with the wind:

"Get the documents later, come and see the stars."

Xu Sui walked over, Zhou Jingze adjusted the angle and let her lean over.

Xu Sui held the lens and looked over, the stars under the astronomical mirror were clearly visible.

The man hugged her from behind, and leaned closer, with the heat blowing in his ears:

"See the brightest star? The one in the southeast."

Xu Sui looked in the direction he pointed, and through the telescope, she found the star in a galaxy.

Because it is very bright, twinkling, shining, and the corner on the right is as bright as if there is a diamond embedded in it, making the stars next to it eclipsed.

"What a beautiful star!"

"Do you like it?" Zhou Jingze asked her.

"Well, it's beautiful."

"It's yours." Zhou Jingze's voice was filled with a slight smile, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.

"Mine?" Xu Sui was a little confused before he could react.

Zhou Jingze laughed angrily at the girl's memory, he pinched Xu Sui's cheek:

"Didn't you ask me to pick a star for you when you were in college?"

When Zhou Jingze said this, Xu Sui remembered. Xu Sui remembered her birthday one year in college, and Zhou Jingze was going to participate in an air competition that day, so he missed her birthday.

By the time his plane landed and returned to Beijing, it was already 12:10, already past his birthday time.

After Zhou Jingze got off the plane and returned to school, he sent a message to Xu Sui, telling her to get off immediately.

After Xu Sui received the news, he hurriedly put on a coat and ran down like flying.

After running downstairs, Xu Sui saw Zhou Jingze wearing a black flight jacket, smoking a cigarette from a distance, the flames were flickering, his outline was tough and clean.

Xu Sui secretly asked the housekeeper auntie to let her go out, and after some hard work, the auntie finally ordered her to go out for 20 minutes.

After running out, Xu Sui flew all the way to Zhou Jingze's arms.

The little girl ran too fast, and when she rushed into his arms, Zhou Jingze took two steps back.

He threw away the cigarette in his hand, stretched his arms around her waist, buried her neck, rubbed the soft flesh of her neck, and couldn't stop laughing:

"Do you want me?"

"Think!" Xu Sui responded obediently.

Zhou Jingze let go of her slightly, pinched her chin, bowed his head and kissed her. He had just drank wine, and the tip of his tongue still had the cool taste of wine foam, which melted into her lips and teeth like snow.

The hem of the clothes was lifted, and at some point his hands were poked inside. Xu Sui only felt hot, the air in his mouth was taken away, and his brain was a little hypoxic.

Xu Sui was dizzy from being kissed, and suddenly felt that the tip of her ear was cold. She subconsciously touched it with her hand, and Zhou Jingze put a pair of small pearl earrings on her at some point.

"Happy birthday, baby." Zhou Jingze let go of her and said hoarsely.

"I missed your birthday, sorry." Zhou Jingze said seriously.

Xu Sui blushed, wrapped his arms around his neck, and said, "It's okay, I'm already very happy."

Zhou Jingze was determined to make up for her, and said, "Is there anything you want? I'll make it happen for you."

Zhou Jingze came to see her as soon as he got off the plane and compensated her with gifts. Xu Sui was already very happy, but he asked her to tell her what she wanted, so Xu Sui said casually:

"Then next time you pick a star for me."

After she finished speaking, she hugged Zhou Jingze again. The man was stunned for a moment, as if whispering, and smiled:

"Xing Xing, it's a bit difficult, but you can try."

Xu Sui accidentally made a joke, but Zhou Jingze didn't expect Zhou Jingze to remember it for so many years.

He bought her a star, which was romantic just thinking about it.

The haze and disappointment in my heart dissipated, and Xu Sui became clearer, and he fondly picked up the binoculars, looking at the star that belonged to her.

At this time, someone came up, handed a document to Zhou Jingze, and said, "Mr. Zhou, your document."

Zhou Jingze took the pen and signed a flamboyant name on the bottom of the document, and finally the staff handed him an envelope.

After the staff left, Zhou Jingze raised his hand and gently tugged at her ponytail, Xu Sui turned to look at him.

"Don't you want to know what it's called?" Zhou Jingze said in a nonchalant tone.

"What's your name?" Xu Sui opened his eyes and asked him.

Zhou Jingze smiled, his tone was slow, and he paused every word:

"It's called Xu Sui Plan."

With a "bang", fireworks exploded in Xu Sui's ears, and his whole body felt a little buoyant, as if a layer of honey had been ironed on the bottom of his heart.

The star turned out to be named after her.

"Open it and have a look." Zhou Jingze handed the envelope to her.

Xu Sui took it over and took a look. Inside was a blue authorization letter for astronomical stars. The gift was given to Zhou Jingze and the recipient was Xu Sui. The name of the star was "Xu Sui Plan".

She scanned down inadvertently, and found that the time Zhou Jingze bought this star happened to be the year she graduated from senior year.

An uncertain guess formed in his heart, Xu Sui looked up at him: "This is?"

"Graduation gift." Zhou Jingze looked at her and said.

After breaking up, Zhou Jingze still secretly bought a star named after her in the year she graduated, called Xu Suijiu.

Falling in love with her was an accident, and it was definitely her life's plan.

Xu Sui's heart was sore and swollen, as if there were countless bubbles filled, and he couldn't breathe.

Her eyes were calculating, and she continued to look down and found a new card stuck to the back of the power of attorney.

"Happy Valentine's Day, one by one." Zhou Jingze said slowly.

That card was Zhou Jingze's reply to her favorite letter for many years. He has always been lazy in speaking, and he would never use a single word if he could use two words.

Zhou Jingze is not good at long speeches, but he wrote a sentence on the hand-painted red rose in the background, which is his best response to Xu Sui's secret love for so many years.

He put away the sloppy expression on his face, and seriously repeated the words on the letter, his eyes locked on her,

"Xu Sui, you are not dim, you are my star."