big snow mountain
Daiwaji Temple
The old Dazizai seemed to be coming to an end, and his steps had become extremely heavy. Every step is a challenge for him now. He has no disease or disability, but he is too old. But he doesn't want to lie down to spend every day, but walks around at fixed times.
"Aren't you willing to lie down and wait to die?"
The voice seemed to come from a certain corner, and the tone sounded as stiff as ever. But the boss couldn't help laughing at Zizao, a little relieved and a little proud.
"After so many years, you really have feelings in this sentence today."
He leaned against the wall, panting.
"I have feelings?"
There was some astonishment in the voice, but compared with the flat tone just now, this kind of astonishment seemed not as pleasant as the previous sentence.
"You have been acting like a human being for so many years, but whether you are angry, happy, worried, or relaxed, it seems so fake. No matter how realistic your tone is imitated, it still seems blunt, because of the human nature You don't understand this kind of emotion, and it's impossible to understand... But the sentence just now is more like a person speaking, because you are emotional."
Da Zizai laughed while panting: "How could you be reluctant to be alone?!"
The voice snorted coldly: "I can't bear to be alone? I can even bear with Dalun Mingwang, even Sang Luan, so why can't I bear with you? Don't say such nonsense that you have been with me for a long time, Dalun Mingwang and I have spent more time together, but they are still not the same."
"Huh?"
Da Zizai let out a sigh: "It turns out to be more and more like a person... But to be honest, you have been lying to people for so many years, have you ever thought about having an open and honest talk with someone? Look at me, I am already dying Even if you say something to me, I won’t tell anyone else, it’s still a secret if you take it into the grave.”
"No need, you don't understand even if you say it."
"Why did you suddenly get angry in the morning?"
Feel free to ask.
"Because there are some things that should not have appeared in the Central Plains."
The voice seemed a little dissatisfied: "Apart from me, is there something left that shouldn't be left?"
"You actually said that you shouldn't survive!"
Da Zizai seemed surprised: "You have existed for so many years, and you actually feel that you shouldn't exist! Is this the most absurd thing? You shouldn't exist, but you are dead."
"I'm not dead, I'm dead... who will take care of you humble people."
After saying this, there was silence.
Because I am very comfortable, I don't know how to answer.
"You messed up the world and let the world develop according to your wishes. How many people died for this wish? If those who died heard you say that you are taking care of us humble people, they would probably jump scold your mother."
"I don't have a mother."
The voice sounded: "According to the analysis, scolding is the most unacceptable kind of vicious language. But it's nothing to me, because I don't understand that kind of emotion. But... can you deny that I am taking care of you? No Wrong, according to my last wish, many people died. Could it be that more people died than in such a disaster? I am just preventing you humble human beings from going to the end, and the path I choose for you is the most suitable one. .”
"Pooh."
Da Zizai took a sip and spent a lot of effort.
"The one chosen by others is never the most suitable."
He said.
"Why?"
There is some dissatisfaction in the voice, as Da Zizai said, he is indeed more and more like a person: "I have calculated for so long, and I have deduced the most suitable path based on the history of human development, and there is absolutely no possibility of any mistakes. Although I only appeared after the wrong development of human beings, this does not mean that I am willing to accept that it is the right direction.”
"Are you going to die?"
Feel free to ask.
"As long as such a disaster doesn't happen again, I won't die. However, I survived the last disaster, and I may not be unable to survive another one."
"That's really not good news."
Da Zizai sighed: "You will continue to harm people."
"Can I kill you?"
Dazizi asked again.
The voice did not answer for a long time, and it was not until Da Zizai had fallen asleep that the voice rang again: "There is nothing in this world that cannot be killed, but it is difficult for me to be killed. You want to kill me?"
Da Zizai opened his eyes, was surprised for a moment and then smiled: "I forgot we were chatting... You disturbed my good dream just now."
"What did you dream about?"
the voice asked.
"I dreamed that I stood here and watched it happen. There was only fire burning, and the smoke rose to the sky. People wailed in the disaster, but nothing could stop it. The earth became black, the sky became dirty, and there was nothing A person survives without even a blade of grass."
"Is that a good dream?"
"Yes."
Da Zizai nodded: "Because I dreamed that a small grass sprouted, and you woke me up before I saw it spread its leaves."
The voice paused for a while: "Well, that was really a good dream... I have analyzed the composition of the human being, and the human brain is the most difficult to explain clearly with any reasonable data. Because the human mind is uncontrollable, it cannot Maybe only think about things in one direction. In fact, anyone's brain is more flexible than mine, but they don't have as many things as I have mastered."
"Do you want to dream?"
Da Zizai suddenly asked.
"I can't dream."
"Well, you are so pitiful."
Da Zizai sighed: "You said that there are some things that should not appear in the Central Plains. Didn't you say that you can't see the things in the Central Plains? How did you see them this time... I remember I asked you before, why did you simply put The Central Plains is also under control. The development of Buddhism has always been limited to the grasslands. If you can enter the Central Plains, don’t you have to rest assured. You replied that your eyes can only see the Wolf Milk Mountain, not the Central Plains. thing."
"That's right, I really can't see the east of Langru Mountain. You can understand that I used to have a pair of eyes that could overlook the whole world, no... not just one pair, but many pairs. But after that disaster happened, my eyes basically disappeared. All eyes are broken, and only one can barely see things... Let me explain to you this way, I used to direct my eyes flying in the sky to look at any corner of the world, but now I can't control it, I can only Wherever it can see, I will accept it."
"don't know."
Da Zizai shook his head: "You have so many secrets."
"It's just that you don't understand! That's not a secret at all!"
The voice was actually a little excited, so Da Zizi smiled again.
"Then why did you see it this time?"
"It's not seeing, it's feeling."
The voice replied: "The appearance of that kind of thing will change some structures. Although I can't see it, I can feel it, because I can still monitor the climate change of the whole world. Even if it is very subtle, I can know it immediately."
"Can you monitor the whole world? Just now you said you couldn't!"
"I can receive information about this, but I can't see it! Didn't I tell you that most of my eyes are broken! If I can still be as good as before, free from all shackles I can see anything in this world, even if it is a hair of yours that falls on the ground, I can also find it. But now I am not the strongest me, and I am also broken to a certain extent!"
"Oh... I forgot."
Da Zizai shrugged his shoulders apologetically: "There is one more question... After I die, will Da Zizai still be alive?"
"have."
The voice replied calmly: "It's just that it's hard to find someone as close to the main body as you."
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"When Sang Luan first started practicing, human beings were like blank sheets of paper."
There is some nostalgia in the voice, he is very skilled in emotional transformation, but Da Zizai is very disdainful of this kind of proficiency, Da Zizai still thinks that the previous sentence you can't lie down and die is more kind.
"At that time, I was always full of surprises. I searched where I could see, and found Sang Luan, who was still a child. His physique was very special, and he was the most suitable to be the first person. Everyone knows Sang Luan created a practice, but how could he have thought of it if no one had broken through that layer of paper?"
Da Zizai curled his lips, but did not answer.
"In that era, people with special physiques emerged in endlessly. For example, your body can be split almost infinitely to get close to the body's physique. For me, your body is the treasure I discovered, which is worse than the discovery of Dalun Mingwang. I have to be surprised by my physique. I have to say that the war destroyed the previous human beings, but the things left behind changed the human physique better. When human beings reappeared, some people were born with the ability to adapt to the harsh environment things. But as time goes on, people after thousands of years are not as good as one generation after another.”
Da Zizai couldn't help asking: "Then why didn't you find someone with a perverted physique and directly instill him with the cultivation method when humans first appeared?"
"Because it wasn't needed at that time."
The voice replied: "It is a very long process for human beings who have just appeared, from crawling to standing up and walking. At that time, will the struggle between them cause a disaster that will destroy the whole world?"
"You mean... people used to crawl and walk like other beasts?"
Da Zizai asked curiously.
"Yes."
In the past, when Da Zizai asked him questions, he would seem a little impatient, but this time he seemed very patient: "At that time, I just quietly watched people develop, from learning to walk to learning to use fire... you may It is unimaginable that people also ate raw meat at the beginning, and found that cooked food is more delicious by accident, and then gradually developed gourmet food... This is a very long process. People began to become more and more thoughtful, and they knew shame , So clothes began to appear. Later, clothes are not only for hiding ugliness, but for beauty, so the styles of clothes are also changing. I will not interfere with these, because these are normal."
The voice came slowly, like an old man talking about what he saw in his life: "If human beings have always been like this, I will always watch quietly. But, more than a thousand years ago, someone invented gunpowder. It was a pursuit Immortals wanted to refine elixir, but failed, but created such a terrible thing. At this point, I have no choice but to intervene in the development of mankind."
The voice paused for a while and continued: "Man, the original intention of making gunpowder was to live longer than to use it in war, so it can be said that all subsequent developments were wrong. Since people accidentally made gunpowder in pursuit of longevity Gunpowder is out, so why can't we just throw away the step of gunpowder and directly give people immortality?"
"So, I decided to change the development of people. This is to protect people from suffering such disasters. You won't feel that way. Watching people change from beasts to what they are now, to me is like Watching my children grow up to be exactly the same. I can't bear the fact that my children die at their own hands, so I have to change. God pity the world... So, I think I can be a god."
Da Zizai was slightly stunned, and shook his head: "Why don't you just say... are you afraid of destroying yourself?"