After speaking, the boy quickly turned around and walked upstairs.
As if his heart was empty, Yan Chuyang also felt that he was hypocritical, obviously the two of them got along very well, why did he insist on dying to think about other people, but this was something he couldn't control.
Memories and gender are like a string in his mind. Whenever he feels a step closer to Wei Qing, or feels that Wei Qing accepts him more, this string will tighten a little bit, making him breathe nervously difficulty.
When Wei Qing stared at him and smiled softly and said, "Be good, I will love you." He couldn't help but want to ask, if Shen Shimin and I stood in front of you at the same time, who would you choose
Who will you choose
The answer is so clear and obvious.
On one side is his first love whom he has loved for seven or eight years, and on the other is his "collaborator" whom he has only known for a few months.
On one side is the love that he thinks is the most normal, and on the other side is the same-sex relationship that he hates.
With a little brainstorming, he could also know what his choice would be.
Yan Chuyang tried his best to restrain himself from using his brain, he almost pretended to be stupid and deliberately forgot the existence of Shen Shimin, but how could it be possible
If Shen Shimin hadn't come back, he could still lie to himself, but now that Shen Shimin came back, she lived less than a hundred miles away from Wei Qing, as long as she wanted to, she could come here with a drop.
In other words, as long as they think about it, they can get back together in minutes.
"Bang" the bedroom door closed.
The nonchalant mask that had been disguised for a whole day was finally able to be removed, Yan Chuyang let out a long breath, slid down the door weakly, and fell to the ground.
What should I do, should he continue to like him
How long will this terrified liking last
In fact, Yan Chuyang still admires his ability to bear in his heart.
He smiled at Wei Qing every day, but only he knew how panicked he was. For a while, he even had nightmares every night. He didn't dare to look into Wei Qing's eyes, because he always felt that Wei Qing was The next second when you tell him that I will love you, you will suddenly change your face and tell him, "The false working relationship between us is over. From today, please move out of my house."
Yan Chuyang smiled wryly, and scratched his hair helplessly, thinking, his endurance is really good, under every second of such panic, he can still smile at Wei Qing as if nothing had happened.
That's it, the boy closed his eyes, and heard himself saying in his heart, don't expose, don't tell the truth, just maintain a short period of peace, no matter what happens to him in the future, in short, now, Wei Qing is in front of him.
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Yan Chuyang has been sitting upstairs, Wei Qing didn't call him, maybe because the two had just had a quarrel, and it would be awkward to meet again. Around eight o'clock in the evening, Aunt Wang called him downstairs to let Yan Chuyang Yang went downstairs to eat.
Yan Chuyang was in a bad mood and didn't want to see Wei Qing at this time, so he didn't go downstairs, but just said that he didn't want to have dinner.
When Wei Qing came out of the bathroom, Aunt Wang was looking at a large table of dishes in embarrassment and didn't know what to do.
"Mr. Wei." Seeing Wei Qing coming out, Aunt Wang hurried over, "What do you think about this? Chuyang doesn't want to eat."
Wei Qing let out a long breath, threw the bath towel in his hand onto the sofa and said, "Aunt Wang, there's nothing else going on here, you should get off work first."
Aunt Wang nodded, took off her apron, and turned around to leave the living room.
After confirming that Aunt Wang had gone out, Wei Qing turned around and went into the kitchen, took out a plate, walked to the dining table, picked some dishes that Yan Chuyang liked very much on weekdays, filled another bowl of rice, and carried it upstairs himself.
The door was unlocked, Wei Qing turned the handle and pushed it open.
Yan Chuyang was lying sideways on the bed, curled up together, and fell asleep with his head covered.
Wei Qing walked up to the boy lightly, put the food on the bedside table, and knelt down to lift the quilt covering his face.
The boy's eyes were closed tightly, as if he was in a deep sleep, and his breathing was shallow.
Wei Qing raised his hand to touch his slightly frowned brows, and said in a very soft voice: "I know you haven't fallen asleep, anyway, can you get up and have some food? If you don't eat, your stomach will feel uncomfortable at night."
Yan Chuyang didn't speak, his mouth was tightly pursed, his fair face was a little flushed because of the quilt, looking pitiful, it made people feel distressed.
Wei Qing sighed, frowned and said: "I'm not upset because you mentioned Shen Shimin, I just don't want you to have anything to do with her, you are mine, I don't understand, why did you To mention others again and again, first Song Huaiqi, then Shen Shimin, wouldn't we have nothing to talk about without them?"
The boy's eyelashes trembled, as if he was about to wake up.
Sullenly, Wei Qing leaned down and kissed the boy's eyes, and murmured in a low voice: "Sometimes I always feel that you are uneasy, as if being with me makes you very uneasy."
Yan Chuyang's nose got sore, and he suddenly turned over, turned his back to the man, and said in a hoarse voice, "Wei Qing, can we stop seeing each other for now?"
"No." Wei Qing immediately refused without thinking.
"Then let's stop kissing."
"Oh, what a joke."
"I'm not joking with you." Yan Chuyang turned around abruptly, staring fixedly at the humanity in front of him, "I've been in a mess recently, and I don't know how to face you, so I think, let's not perform that task for now. Is there a kissing contract?"
Wei Qing's face darkened, and after a long silence, he said coldly: "Do you not want to kiss me for the time being, or do you mean that you never want to kiss me in the future."
Yan Chuyang lowered his eyes: "For now."
Wei Qing's eyes flashed sharply, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "Do you think I want to kiss you that much?"
The boy's face turned pale, he pinched the corner of the quilt tightly with his fingers and said, "I didn't mean that."
Wei Qing sneered: "Yan Chuyang, can you stop being so self-righteous? Do you think kissing you is a very enjoyable thing? Do you think I rush to kiss you every day? Why are you so ridiculous? ?”