Wei Qing breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, raised his hand to touch the boy's face and said, "This is your own decision, if you regret it later, don't blame me."
Yan Chuyang frowned: "Why are you blaming you? You never stopped me from the beginning to the end."
The only thing blocking him, from beginning to end, was himself.
He lied, and the above reasons for not going were all self-deception.
What lack of experience, what do not want to leave school.
In fact, in the final analysis, he was still reluctant to part with Wei Qing and his cooking.
His eyesight is narrow and his heart is low.
I don't want to go far away when I have a wife and children who are hot on the kang.
Alas, Yan Chuyang sighed dejectedly in his heart, he really wanted to slap himself in the face, for giving up his ideals for so many years for a man, he was really hopeless to the extreme!
This is the kind of person he hated the most in the past. He loves his sons and daughters, but he is short-tempered. How did he become this kind of person in the end
Is life always like this
But no matter how unwilling you are, you still have to laugh, this is your own choice.
"Have you thought it through?" Wei Qing looked into the boy's eyes firmly, "No matter what happens in the future, I don't want you to regret it."
I don't even want you to blame me.
This is Wei Qing's strangest idea, he doesn't want Yan Chuyang to have the slightest resentment towards him, not even a little bit.
"I won't regret it." Yan Chuyang raised his head, looked at Wei Qing without blinking, and said, "This is my own decision."
Wei Qing breathed a sigh of relief, bent down and kissed the boy's forehead, and murmured, "Remember what you said today."
"Yeah." Yan Chuyang nodded, cheered up and said, "Please help me put my luggage upstairs. I want to call Mr. Yamashita and apologize."
Wei Qing hummed and stood up from the chair.
He went upstairs with his luggage, and Yan Chuyang sat on the chair.
From the beginning to the end, Yan Chuyang has been very calm, as if not being able to go to Japan is an unimportant matter.
It wasn't until Wei Qing disappeared at the corner of the stairs that the calm mask on the boy's face was suddenly torn off, his brows and eyes drooped, and he sighed and slumped on the back of the chair as if his strength had been drained.
Wei Qing stood on the second floor, staring fixedly at the boy's decadent profile.
He knew how troubled Yan Chuyang was right now.
In fact, he understands that as long as he goes downstairs and tells him that there is no need to be so uncomfortable, even if you choose to go to Japan, nothing will change.
We are still newlyweds, I will still call you, I will still kiss you every night, as long as you want to see me, I can fly over to see you anytime.
As long as he said this, Yan Chuyang would definitely let go of his entanglements and happily go to Japan to fulfill his dream without any worries.
However, he didn't want to say it.
He can be sure that in the past six months, he will not change at all.
But there is no way to guarantee that Yan Chuyang will not change.
He is so young, the things he has seen, the temptations he has encountered, the bottom line in his heart, everything is weaker than him.
Half a year, such a long period of time, who knows how he will grow up.
He is already excellent, if he is polished a little bit, he will definitely attract a lot of people's attention.
At the age of eighteen or nineteen, with such a lively existence, and the crowds coming and going, he might just meet the girl he likes.
What if he wavers? What if he forgot him? What if he slept with another girl
Just thinking about it this way, he felt that the anxiety in his heart was like a beast that couldn't find an exit, and he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.
The man's eyes were stained with gloom, and after he let out a long breath, he tugged at the neckline vigorously, thinking darkly.
Still can't let him go.
He couldn't let him go without sorting out his feelings for him.
Even if he is selfish and domineering.
In short, this marriage was started by him, he didn't say stop, and he didn't allow anyone to terminate it.
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Although Yan Chuyang felt sorry for the failure of the trip to Japan, this regret gradually faded away under the comfort of Wei Qing's delicious food for several days.
early morning.
At five o'clock, Yan Chuyang was pulled up from the bed by Wei Qing, closed his eyes, washed up, and went out for a run.
ten minutes later.
"I can't do it anymore..." Yan Chuyang was wearing a tracksuit, lying on the railing by the side of the road uncomfortably, panting heavily while rubbing his stomach, "I can't run anymore."
Wei Qing turned his head impatiently, trotted to the boy's side, looked at his pale face and said, "Qixi, you only ran around the house three times, so you can't run anymore?"
Yan Chuyang straightened up, gritted his teeth and said: "Don't you look at the size of your villa, how can you say that one lap is 1,000 meters, three laps is 3,000 meters! Do you think everyone is like you , with such a large lung capacity, I can’t breathe for such a long time.”
Wei Qing trotted in place, frowned and said, "This has nothing to do with lung capacity, it's because you are weak."
Yan Chuyang lay weakly on the railing, and whispered: "I don't want to talk to you, I want to rest."
Wei Qing patted the boy on the shoulder, "Even if you don't want to run, don't stop now, do a few high leg raises, or you'll get cramps soon."
Yan Chuyang waved his hand: "Don't do it, I'm very tired, I want to slow down."
The man sighed, stabilized his feet, squatted down, raised his hand and patted the boy's calf familiarly, relaxing his muscles.
Yan Chuyang sighed comfortably, and leaned lazily on the railing.
After patting for a while, Wei Qing suddenly asked: "Are you okay at noon today?"
Yan Chuyang was stunned, thought for a while and shook his head, "It should be fine, there is no class at noon."
"Then follow me to the hospital."
"What are you going to the hospital for?" The boy suddenly became nervous, looked down at Wei Qing and said, "Are you catching a cold? Or is it not feeling well?"
"No." After confirming that the boy's calf muscles were completely relaxed, Wei Qing stood up and said in a deep voice, "I'll take you to the physical examination."
Yan Chuyang's complexion changed, and he suddenly turned his face away, avoiding the man's eyes and said, "No, I'm not sick, what are you doing for the physical examination?"