After sleeping for about three hours, Yan Chuyang woke up thirsty. He turned on the desk lamp and half sat up in a daze. He reached out to touch the glass on the bedside table, but when he picked it up and poured it into his mouth, he found it was empty.
"Alas!" Yan Chuyang put the cup back dejectedly, rubbed his hair and muttered, "I forgot to pour a glass of water before going to bed."
He is always thirsty in the middle of the night, so there must be a cup of cool water on the bedside table at night, but today he just forgot to sleep.
After sitting stiffly for a while, Yan Chuyang lay down again, wanting to sleep with his eyes closed and stay up until morning.
However, after sleeping for a while, he couldn't hold on anymore, his throat was so dry and uncomfortable, the boy sat up directly, lifted the quilt and put on slippers and went downstairs.
He had to drink a glass of water before going to bed.
The light in the living room has been turned off, and Yan Chuyang groped down the stairs slowly in the dark while holding onto the stairs.
But as soon as he walked to the coffee table in the living room and was about to look down for a water glass, the strong smell of smoke suddenly invaded him.
"Cough, cough, cough!" Yan Chuyang lowered his head and coughed twice, looked along the smoke, raised his eyes, and suddenly saw a black figure on the sofa in the darkness.
Wei Qing held a cigarette in his hand, and stared at the ground blankly with his eyelids downcast. The faint flame of the cigarette butt reflected his deep and tough facial features flickeringly.
Seeing the lonely look on the man's face, Yan Chuyang squeezed his heart, and called softly, "Wei Qing?"
Wei Qing's fingers trembled, as if regaining consciousness all of a sudden, he turned his head to look at the person next to him.
Yan Chuyang put down the cup, trotted to his side, knelt down and said, "What's the matter with you?"
Wei Qing lowered his eyes, rubbed the boy's face and said in a hoarse voice, "I slept well, why did you come down?"
Yan Chuyang frowned, took a cigarette that was still in his hand, turned around and put it out in the ashtray, and said, "You don't smoke? Why do you come here to smoke in the middle of the night?"
Wei Qing pinched the center of his brows and said softly, "I can't sleep."
Yan Chuyang lowered his head, looked at the big and small cigarette butts all over the place, and said angrily and distressedly: "Did you not go to sleep at all, have you been sitting here smoking since I went upstairs?"
Wei Qing hummed: "I'm in a bad mood. It just so happens that someone gave me a cigarette in the TV cabinet, so I just sat here and smoked it."
Yan Chuyang stared straight at her eyes: "You can't make fun of your body when you're in a bad mood, right? You don't usually smoke, but now you're staying up all night smoking so much, you're going to die!"
Wei Qing bowed his head, kissed the boy between the eyebrows and said, "It's okay, I'm very strong, I can bear it."
Yan Chuyang snorted, lowered his eyes, pinched the hem of his trousers and said softly, "Are you still unwilling to tell me what I'm suffering from?"
Wei Qing's eyes darkened, his mouth was tightly pursed and he didn't speak.
Yan Chuyang sighed, looked up into his eyes and said, "Is it because of... Shen Shimin?"
Wei Qing's eyelashes trembled.
Seeing the man's slightly moved expression, Yan Chuyang pouted: "It's really because of her."
Wei Qing still didn't speak.
Yan Chuyang let out a sigh, supported the man's knee and said, "Hasn't she returned to China? Since she is back, why do you still feel sad?"
"I don't understand why she came back." Wei Qing suddenly opened his mouth and whispered.
The boy suppressed the soreness in his heart, snorted and said, "Because the fate between you two has not been broken, Yuelao sees that your lovers are thousands of miles apart, so he can't bear to do such a thing of breaking the fate, so..."
"Yan Chuyang" Wei Qing suddenly interrupted the boy's thoughts, and said seriously, "You know when I feel the most depressed, like a loser, a useless, complete loser, when?"
Yan Chuyang's heart trembled when he heard this, his eyes flickered and he said, "How could there be such a time?"
In his heart, Wei Qing has always been the person who is full of self-confidence, decisive, clean and neat, no matter what happens, he is steady and confident.
How could such a Wei Qing have such a cowardly attitude
Think you're a worthless loser
This is too unbelievable.
Wei Qing snorted, rubbed his eyebrows and said: "When I fell in love with Shen Shimin, I was still a poor boy. At that time, I considered myself noble. I didn't even ask for a dime of the money Wei Dongsheng gave me. Daddy At two o'clock, I took out a loan to start a business, maybe I was born with business acumen, or I was born lucky, and I earned the first pot of gold in my life."
"Shen Shimin is very happy, she thinks I am a material to invest in, so she also encourages me to continue doing it."
"I took advantage of my strengths and opened a small design company. But the company was established without funds, so I looked for investors everywhere. By chance, a foreigner took a fancy to my plan. My company invests."
"With the money, I can let go of the operation. Slowly, the company started to get on the right track, and my income is getting higher and higher."
"For Shen Shimin, I really want to get married."
"So, on the day I graduated from university, when I was sure that I was qualified to take on the responsibility of a family, I decided to propose to Shen Shimin."
"I remember it very clearly." Wei Qing bowed his head and said with a snort, "On the day of the graduation ceremony, I spoke on stage as an outstanding student representative. Many people were young and vigorous at that time. At the instigation, I proposed to Shen Shimin."
Yan Chuyang's heart tightened, he only knew that Wei Qing proposed to Shen Shimin when he graduated, but he didn't know that he actually proposed under such a grand graduation ceremony.
Yan Chuyang swallowed, and whispered, "And then?"
"Then you will know." Wei Qing shrugged, "I told you, she rejected me, and told me, I'm sorry, she can't fall in love with a person who was born gay."
Yan Chuyang clenched her fists: "How could she say that in front of so many people!"
"She didn't say anything wrong." Wei Qing's eyes flickered and said, "My birth was originally a joke. A person who doesn't even know his own mother should be the laughing stock of others."