On the day Wu Ma was buried, Chi Cheng still went.
However, he did not participate in the funeral ceremony. Instead, he parked his car at the entrance of the alley and watched the funeral convoy slowly drive out through the car window. An atmosphere of grief and indignation permeated the street.
All the relatives were crying loudly, but Wu Suowei didn't shed a single tear, his blank eyes stared straight ahead without any emotion on his face. But it was such an expression, like a red-hot branding iron being slammed into Chi Cheng's heart, leaving a blood-red mark, a scar that would never heal for the rest of his life.
From today onwards, Wu Suowei has officially become a loner.
No one will ever love him unselfishly again. Even though he will get married and have children in the future, and there will be many friends around him, the original destination and support of life no longer exist.
Chi Cheng couldn't bear to look directly at him. He waited for the funeral car to go for a long time before slowly starting the car.
The next day, Chi Cheng, dressed in formal attire and wearing sunglasses, walked solemnly to the cemetery where Wu Ma was buried. Along with him was Gangzi, who held a flower basket in his arms.
The elegiac couplet on the flower basket reads: All day long, we miss our loved ones and weep, and the mother's spirit, my son, Chi Cheng, respects and mourns for the pain of every blade of grass.
Chi Cheng didn't say a word, but bowed heavily in front of Wu Ma's tombstone.
Then, quietly walked out of the cemetery.
For the next week, Wu Suowei was always out of his mind.
I eat as usual and sleep as usual, but I often look out of the window quietly by myself for half an hour in a daze. Sometimes the secretary came in and called him several times before he came back to his senses.
It's the end of the year, and the company has a lot of affairs these days. The employees understand the pain of the general manager's loss of his mother, and they do their work with due diligence, and try to help as much as they can. Lin Yanrui undertook almost all of Wu Suowei's daily complicated affairs, and was busy every day, so as to ensure that Wu Suowei had more time to relax and rest.
In the past few days, Jiang Xiaoshuai came to the company after work, and would spend the night with Wu Suowei.
When going to bed at night, Jiang Xiaoshuai could not sleep well, and would wake up several times a night to check whether Wu Suowei was in good condition.
Wu Suowei seemed to be falling asleep all the time, with a very gentle breathing rhythm, but Jiang Xiaoshuai always felt that he was not asleep.
…
I came at this time last year and went back at this time this year. After a quick calculation, Wang Shuo has also been here for a year.
Today's flight, there is no reason to refund the ticket.
Before leaving, Wang Shuo went to Wu Suowei's company.
Wu Suowei was chatting with the client, and there was no abnormal emotion on the surface.
But Wang Shuo already knew the news of his mother's death, and went to mourn with Wang Zhen.
Even so, he had to say it.
"Your last move is really ruthless."
Wu Suowei looked at him expressionlessly.
"I do not know what you're talking about"
Wang Shuo was merciless, "You have done too many immoral things, and it is you who deserve it."
Wu Suowei was speechless.
Wang Shuo said again: "I'll tell you plainly, I didn't find Yue Yue, I'm not as despicable as you, no matter how vicious I am, I won't make Chi Cheng suffer so much."
After speaking, turn around and leave.
I don't know whether it's the reluctance to give up on the end of the ten years, or the unwillingness to leave it unused for seven years. The moment Wang Shuo got into the car, he couldn't help but shed tears.
Compared with the previous violent confrontation, this time, Wang Zhen hugged Wang Shuo in his arms for the first time.
"Brother will take you home." Wang Zhen said.
Wang Shuo burst into tears.
Everything is over, and he also wants to dig out Chi Cheng from the bottom of his heart, leaving no trace of blood and tendons.
…
Wu Suowei returned to the office alone.
Still sitting on the office chair, staring out the window in a daze.
After about twenty minutes, the door of the office opened, and a person who could play with his emotions finally appeared.
For the first time in this life, Chi Cheng truly surrendered to a person.
So the moment he stepped through the door, there was still a trace of resentment in his heart.
Wu Suowei's thoughts were pulled back, and he stared at Chi Cheng for a moment.
Ask: "Why are you here?"
Chi Cheng replied bluntly, "Come and see your joke."
"Wang Shuo's plane today, you'd better get to the airport quickly, or it will be too late."
"Don't worry." Chi Cheng said, "I haven't seen enough of how uncomfortable and sad you are, how can I go abroad with Wang Shuo with peace of mind?"
Although he knew that Chi Cheng was speaking in anger, Wu Suowei's emotions were still uncontrollably influenced by him.
"Then watch it, it's best to watch it once and enjoy it."
Chi Cheng just glanced at him, then looked away.
"Look at your skinny virtue. You could barely see it before, but now you don't have any human appearance at all."
There was a mirror in front of Wu Suowei, he looked at himself through the mirror, his hair was disheveled, his face was gray, his eyes were dull, he was really not good, and it is normal to be disgusted by others.
So he said nothing.
Chi Cheng didn't feel distressed at all, and continued to hit Wu Suowei.
"You don't know how comfortable I am with you like this."
Wu Suowei still didn't speak.
Chi Cheng squinted at him, and suddenly found that he was crying.
It's just that there was no sound, tears flowed down the bridge of the nose, condensed on the tip of the nose into a big teardrop, and finally rolled down onto the desk, and dripped into Chi Cheng's heart.
How uncomfortable in my heart, only I know.
Chi Cheng endured the heartache and continued to speak harsh words, "Just cry, the more you cry, the happier I am, I just came to see you cry today."
Wu Suowei also wanted to hold back, but the tears couldn't stop falling down.
"Cheating other people's feelings, you deserve it when you feel uncomfortable, no one loves you."
These words were like opening a floodgate, Wu Suowei's tears poured out, out of control.
Chi Cheng felt extremely uncomfortable, strode up to Wu Suowei, grabbed the hair on the back of his head with his hands and pulled it upwards, forcing him to look up at a big angle, with strong hands.
"Don't cry, do you hear me?" Chi Cheng reprimanded angrily.
Wu Suowei didn't listen to this at all, and tears still flowed out.
Chi Cheng slapped Wu Suowei's buttocks and yelled harshly.
"I told you not to cry, didn't you hear me?"
It didn't work at all, Chi Cheng's move was completely a catalyst, causing Wu Suowei to go from silently shedding tears to crying bitterly, and then to howling, destroying Chi Cheng's psychological defense line one by one.
He couldn't speak harsh words anymore, he wrapped Wu Suowei in his arms with his strong arms, pulled out his big hand from his hair, stretched it out to Wu Suowei's face, and wiped his tears.
The voice was uncontrollably gentle, with deep distress.
"Weiwei, stop crying."
Wu Suowei was still crying and choking, accumulated tears for several days, and finally found a place to vent in Chi Cheng's arms.
Seeing him crying like this, Chi Cheng's eyes were red, and his voice was trembling.
"Baby, can we stop crying?"
Wu Suowei choked from crying, couldn't breathe, cried until the sky was dark, and there was only one shoulder left for him to lean on.
"Weiwei, Weiwei, I'm here... Be obedient and stop crying."
There was nothing in Chi Cheng's heart, those so-called deceptions, those cruel words, those men's self-esteem... was completely destroyed by a fragile expression of his beloved.
Only at this moment did Chi Cheng realize that he loved Wu Suowei so deeply that even the bones and flesh would be dripping with blood once they were torn apart.
He bowed his head, sealed Wu Suowei's lips, and swallowed his whining voice, engraving it in his heart forever.
Remember how much he needed himself on the day he lost his mother.
Under the comfort of Chi Cheng's lips and tongue, Wu Suowei's crying gradually became quieter, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier.
Finally, the sobs were replaced by gentle breathing.
Chi Cheng gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and wanted to put him on the sofa and go to the bathroom to get a towel. As a result, as soon as his hand was pulled away from Wu Suowei's body, he grabbed it tightly.
"Don't go." Wu Suowei said.
Chi Cheng said in a deep voice, "I won't leave, I'll wipe your face with a towel."
Wu Suowei still said, "Don't go."
Chi Cheng was helpless, "Look at how your face looks like crying? If I don't wipe it off for you, I feel so disgusted when I keep looking at you like this!"
Wu Suowei didn't speak.
After a moment of stiffness, Chi Cheng's tone softened.
"It's okay, don't respond, don't respond, I'm just kidding. The big snot bubble is hanging around like this, and you are also a handsome guy."
Wu Suowei stretched out his hand to poke between his nose, there was really a big blister, and it burst when he poked it, then wiped the remaining snot on Chi Cheng's face.
Master Chi has never been abused like this in his life!
In the evening, Jiang Xiaoshuai came to sleep with Wu Suowei again.
Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei got into bed a long time ago, and the light in the room was off.
"Did you go to bed so early?"
Jiang Xiaoshuai muttered in a low voice, fearing that Wu Suowei would be asleep, he didn't turn on the light, and directly stripped himself naked, lifted the quilt and got in.
Then, I feel that today's bed is a bit narrow, and the space left for him is a bit small.
I wanted to squeeze to the side, but I didn't.
There is a different kind of touch when the arms are circled up.
Three seconds later.
Jiang Xiaoshuai jumped up from the bed.