o "I don't remember you very much." Su Li said honestly, in the memory of the original owner Jing Ruo, she didn't have much impression of Er Xia, the child who was in the orphanage together when she was a child.
Yao Qi nodded, "I know."
He held a glass of wine in his hand, and drank it after shaking it lightly for a few times. Bitterness overflowed from the corner of his mouth, and he continued: "At that time, Mrs. Jing came to the orphanage to adopt you. I was very envious. I went to the orphanage secretly. I found Mrs. Jing and told her that I have a very good relationship with you, and I don't want you to leave."
Su Li raised her eyebrows when she heard this.
"Mrs. Jing was standing there, looking down at me. I was only as tall as her waist, and she was condescending. I felt as small as an ant. She looked at me for a while and said she would think about it." Yao Qi Slowly telling the past, Ba Na was a story neither Su Li nor Jing Ruo knew, "At that time, when I saw her smiling at me, I thought she agreed."
"I've been looking forward to it for a long time, and I even packed my things secretly, just waiting to be adopted by Mrs. Jing with you, and then have a home." Yao Qi's hand subconsciously squeezed the wine glass tightly, "But I didn't Thinking about it, I waited and waited, and waited for so long."
Yao Qi probably felt a little uncomfortable when he said this, and he raised his head and took another sip, "But I didn't wait. I saw Mrs. Jing and Mr. Jing picked you up. That car is so beautiful. I didn't even know it when I was a child." I've seen such a beautiful car before. I chased the car for a while, but the car didn't stop for me. Everyone thought it was because I hated you, but... "
He seemed to be at a loss for words, Su Li added lightly for him, "But, you are actually not reconciled, because you were not adopted."
Yao Qi nodded, "Yeah, how could I be reconciled. I thought Mrs. Jing would agree to me, but she didn't even think about me. I only remembered later that when she looked at me, she didn't feel anything at all. Not gentle, she doesn't like me. She lied to me, she would never consider adopting me at all, but I have been looking forward to it for so long... "
"Do you hate her?" Su Li asked.
"Hate, of course I hate her. But I can't do anything, I'm just a child in an orphanage, what can I do?" Yao Qi smiled wryly, probably feeling that he was too overwhelmed up. "Fortunately, after two years, my adoptive parents adopted me, and I finally have a home."
Su Li nodded, "Isn't that bad? You wanted her to adopt you because you wanted a home."
"I was very happy at the beginning, but my adoptive parents are just an ordinary couple. They opened a small supermarket and treated me very well, but I still envy you..." Yao Qi lowered his eyes, so For many years, he has been thinking about how great it would be if he could be adopted by the Jing family.
"But, that's just my fantasy. Every time I wake up, I will only suffer more."
There is some pain, which is only the size of a soybean at first, but after day after day, this bean will not only not die, but will take root and sprout. Pain and hatred seemed to have taken root in his heart, densely wrapped around him so that he couldn't breathe.
His expression slowly distorted while telling these past events.
"So, you're taking revenge on us, aren't you?"
(end of this chapter)