Xiaohua is not a lucky baby, it can even be said to be sad.
In my last life, when I was 5 years old, I was sold by my father for two taels of silver, and sold it into the home of a merchant.
The steward in the house saw that she was small, thin and small, and arranged for her to go to the stove to make a fire. If it wasn't for work at a young age, the wealthy old man's family was actually quite good, and he never went hungry or beaten. What's more, the children in poor families have to help the family very early, and she doesn't think it's a big deal.
It's a pity that the owner of the merchant moved with his family later, and she only worked as a fire-burning girl in his house for three years before being sold.
After going around, I sold three more houses, but the main house in the back is not as good as the first one. It is common to be beaten and starved... The host's meanness and the host's harshness are only known to the young Xiaohua. , it turns out that not all master families can be as lenient as the first master family... She even couldn't bear to run away, but in the world outside, a little girl who is less than 10 years old can't walk a single step, without food, no drink, no one. She could only beg along the street for shelter. After she was almost abducted by a kidnapper and sold in a brothel, she was completely frightened. She went back to Ren Yazi and was beaten, and Ren Yazi sold her again.
It was the fifth time in her last life that she had been resold to come to the Marquis of Jinyang Mansion.
When she first came here, she felt that this place was like a fairyland, everything was so beautiful and magnificent, all the girls were as beautiful as flowers, and the ladies and young men were even more aloof and godlike.
And the life in the Jinyang Houfu is also good. Not only does the girl wear good clothes, but also has monthly money every month. Although I usually get scolded by my mother for not doing my job well, at least I rarely get beaten or go hungry.
At that time, the happiness value of Xiaohua, who was still cleaning the yard and making a mess in the house, was really low. She even thought about being a rough girl here, and she would be willing to be her whole life.
But people can change, especially if a person who has been hungry for a long time is thrown into a pile of delicious food, her eating appearance will usually be very ugly and very urgent.
It is easy for a person to obtain Longwangshu, just like a peasant family in that kind of land. If he has one mu of land, he wants two mu. If he has two mu, he wants ten mu. When he becomes a landlord, he thinks it is best to be an official. After he became an official, he felt that the official was too small and then bigger...
It was the same with the little flowers in my previous life.
At first, she thought it was good to be a rough girl, very satisfied and happy. But then slowly I saw that some of the big maids in the house were not worse than the master, and some girls who were originally maids were chosen by the master and became the concubine in the house. If you can become a concubine, then it will be a good day, wearing gold and silver and a little girl to wait on, if you are lucky enough to have a son and a half daughter, even if you fall out of favor, you will have support for the rest of your life.
To be able to jump from a maid to become the aunt in the house is the ultimate dream of almost all maids.
Xiaohua's thoughts gradually began to change.
In addition, life in the Jinyang Marquis has always been good, and the little flower that has been raised for more than a year has changed from the poor little one who has just been sold to the bone to a budding flower.
Xiaohua had secretly compared herself with the maids and concubines in the house, and she felt that she was no worse than them, or even better. Although it is still very young and has not grown yet, it is still a slim little beauty.
When people have desires, they will have ambitions, and their own capital will quickly expand their ambitions.
When did ambition arise
Xiaohua didn't know, she only knew that she began to learn to save her monthly money like other little girls, and then stuff it into the steward or mother who took care of them. She also learned to laugh when she saw people, and learned to flatter and flatter.
The little flower has a good foundation. After raising it for a year, the color will come out. Not only has the person gained a lot of weight, but the skin has also become fair and delicate. It is simply standing out among a group of rough girls.
It happened that there was a good-looking Sasou girl in the fourth young master's yard, and the very good steward's mother who was usually flattered by Xiaohua assigned her over.
Xiaohua still remembered how she felt when she was assigned to Jinxiuyuan.
The fourth young master is young and handsome. He just got married, not to mention that there are no girls or aunts in the room. The fourth young lady is not liked by the fourth young master. If she can be loved by the fourth young master, then she can become a superior person.
The little flower in her previous life came to the Jinxiu Courtyard with such an eager mood, and took action...
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Every time she thinks of herself in her previous life, Xiaohua has an urge to laugh. If people are stupid, they will do it, and finally kill herself.
I haven't done anything in my life, but I still can't settle down.
Over there, Cui Lan seemed to be too stimulated to go crazy, she kept patting the door and muttering to herself, "Young master will definitely come to save us, Young Master will definitely come..."
Liu Ye's psychological quality was much stronger than that of Cui Lan, so she stopped knocking on the door, and found a place against the wall to sit down silently.
Cuilan took a photo for a while, and when she saw Xiaohua and Liuye both seemed to have given up hope, she ran over and grabbed them and shook them, shaking Liuye and then running over to shake Xiaohua.
"Isn't it? The young master will definitely come to save us, right? Isn't it?"
It seems that getting the answer she wants from someone else's mouth will make Cuilan's heart feel more at ease.
Xiaohua was a little dizzy when she shook her. She broke away from Cuilan and said loudly, "Okay, don't shake me. If you shake me to death, the young master will not come to rescue us!"
Cui Lan was stunned there.
Xiaohua didn't care about Cuilan's gray and defeated face, and continued: "I didn't say anything because I was implicated by you two. What are you doing crazy!" As soon as she talked about this, Xiaohua was full of anger. Who did she provoke? what. "The fourth young lady committed suicide, and someone will always be the scapegoat to quell this matter. It can't be the fourth young master, then it can only be us! It's good that we didn't drag us out and cane to death, save your energy."
After Xiaohua finished speaking, she changed to another corner and continued to nest. She is also angry, why is it so difficult for her to live a stable life!
Liu Ye cried bitterly beside him.
No wonder I cried, I wanted to make a fortune. Who knew that the wealth and honor were not obtained, and the whole family was sold.
Cuilan didn't go crazy anymore, and squatted there crying with her face covered.
In just a moment, the situation is worlds apart. One moment ago, he was a decent maid of the Hou Mansion, but the next moment was sold, so it was no wonder that the two of them couldn't stand it anymore.
Xiaohua also felt that her heart was blocked and panicked, but her performance was not as obvious as Cuilan and the two of them.
She is not a family child, nor is she a daughter of daughters, she is just a little girl who has been sold and sold since she was a child.
She killed herself in her last life, and she doesn't have much desire to be honest in this life, so she just wants to live a peaceful and stable life. But such a simple wish has now been broken. Cuilan and the others may not know it, but Xiaohua knows it. Once it is sold, it depends entirely on luck. If you are lucky, you will sell a good family to be a slave, and you will not be beaten or starved. If you are unlucky, you are sold directly into the hook, but life is better than death.
Thinking of this, Xiao Hua couldn't help shivering.
She touched her face, looked at her body again, and slowly calmed down.
Fortunately, fortunately, she has not grown yet. Although she is fourteen, she is not developing well.
But Xiaohua was still a little worried, she touched the ash on the ground and painted it on her face.
She applied it very skillfully. Instead of darkening and smearing her face, she got dust on her hands, rubbed it in her hands, and pressed it on her face.
Pressing it again and again, the face, neck, and arms are all grayed out. In this way, from the outside, Xiaohua is a thin, dry, gray-skinned little girl, and a little sloppy. She touched the ground again, and made two black marks on the corners of her eyes and one on her face. After doing this, I rubbed my hair into a frizzy mess.
These are all slowly summed up by Xiaohua on the way to being sold constantly.
Xiaohua has seen some older women who want to hide their colors and make their faces black. Just like her, it doesn't look too dirty, but it looks embarrassed, so it won't attract too much attention from others.
As for the rest, I still have to count on Cuilan and Liu Ye. I hope that Madam can see the faces of these two being used by the young master, and not sell them into pickled places, but sell them casually as slaves and maids.
Cuilan both held their heads and cried, but didn't pay attention to Xiaohua's movements.
When the two of them stopped crying and found a place to sit, seeing Xiaohua's embarrassed appearance, they only thought that she was so disheartened at the main house Qiao's just now, and the two of them were not in the mood to pay attention to others at this time.
The light in the room gradually decreased from bright to slightly dim, to completely dim.
During this period, no mother-in-law came to deliver food to them. Cuilan and Liuye became uneasy, but Xiaohua was no stranger to this situation.
It's all going to be sold, who else can think of getting you something to eat? It's good not to starve you here!
Xiaohua didn't want to do anything else and tried to let her brain empty, and her stomach felt burning. She leaned against the wall, closed her eyes and slowly hypnotized herself to fall asleep quickly.
This 'specialty' was also learned by Xiaohua when she was a child, because she was starving too much, because once a person falls asleep, he will not feel hungry.
But after not using it for a long time, Xiaohua felt that her specialty was a little useless, especially Cuilan Liuye was crying again, and the crying was disturbing.
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and held back her words. I kept imagining in my mind that I had fallen asleep, and gradually I fell asleep.