Creatures of Habit

Chapter 4

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In the bathroom, Qin Shaocheng lifted his forehead hair that was wet with water, revealing his smooth forehead, and the hot water flowed down along his tight and powerful muscles. The desire has not completely subsided, as long as you close your eyes, you can see Jiang Yishan's body and hear his groans.

Qin Shaocheng hammered the wall remorsefully.

After washing, Qin Shaocheng pushed open the door. Jiang Yishan stood outside the door wearing only a thin shirt. Qin Shaocheng kept a cold face, Jiang Yishan climbed onto his shoulder, and said with a smile: "Can you hug me?"

Qin Shaocheng waved his hand away.

"Are you still ignoring me?" Jiang Yishan frowned, "How can you talk to me?"

Jiang Yishan didn't know how Qin Shaocheng became like this. He saw the hesitation and struggle in Qin Shaocheng's eyes and thought that he had a chance, but in the end, no matter how good he was, he didn't get the slightest effect.

He misses Qin Shaocheng so much, wants to talk to him, wants to hug him. Jiang Yishan felt sour in his heart. Qin Shaocheng used to love him very much. He wanted to ask Qin Shaocheng if he didn't like taking the initiative? Don't like yourself wearing his shirt

Don't like yourself yet

But he can't ask, at least he can't ask when Qin Shaocheng is still angry. Seeing that Qin Shaocheng was about to leave, Jiang Yishan couldn't hold back anymore: "You can still be angry with me, just treat me as a stranger. Don't treat me as an enemy, okay?"

Hearing his humble tone, Qin Shaocheng tensed his masseter muscles: "What do you want?"

"I just want to see you and talk to you."

"And then? Do you want money? Or do you want me to help you intercede with the boss you offended?"

"I didn't mean that." Jiang Yishan frowned.

Qin Shaocheng said annoyedly: "Jiang Yishan, I said it four years ago, and that was the last time."

"I really didn't!"

Jiang Yishan was a little anxious. He did a lot of wrong things at that time, and now he wished to turn back time. He grabbed Qin Shaocheng's arm: "It's my own fault for what I'm doing now, I know, I came here just to see you, I miss you so much."

"Miss me?" Qin Shaocheng sneered, "Why didn't you miss me two years ago?"

"I… "

Qin Shaocheng turned to look at him: "If you weren't desperate, would you come back to me?"

Jiang Yishan was tongue-tied. He had been thinking about how to be popular before, but even if he thought about it, he didn't have the courage to come back. This time, because of the exposure of his sexuality, his acting career collapsed, and he realized how important Qin Shaocheng was to him when the people around him left him.

He is guilty. He didn't even dare to apologize to Qin Shaocheng until now.

He was afraid of Qin Shaocheng's disgusted expression when he said sorry.

He can't take it.

"I figured it out." Jiang Yishan said slowly, "I know I was wrong..."

Qin Shaocheng didn't believe his words at all: "Where did you hear that I was going back, so you came here with a thick skin? Do you want to coax me well and help you pave the way again?"

Jiang Yishan was stunned: "What?"

Qin Shaocheng pushed him away: "Hurry up and leave."

"Make it clear. Do you want to go back?" Jiang Yishan held Qin Shaocheng back, "You want to go back to Qin's house?"

At this moment Jiang Yishan finally panicked. He finally understood why such a soft-hearted person as Qin Shaocheng was so hard-hearted that he seemed to be a different person. Things related to the Qin family are the biggest gap between them.

"I don't know anything!" Jiang Yishan tightly grasped Qin Shaocheng's wrist, "I admit, I said that I have nothing before to make you soft! I just thought—I swear, I didn't know you were going back."

Qin Shaocheng's eyes were cold.

Jiang Yishan was cold all over. He thought that Qin Shaocheng must have misunderstood him, Qin Shaocheng must have thought that he came to ask for peace because he knew he was going back.

No, it's not like that. Although he only thought of his former lover because he had nothing, he also knew what he had done wrong all these years. He only wanted to be with Qin Shaocheng again. No other thoughts.

Jiang Yishan panicked: "I know I was wrong. Shaosheng, don't go, please."

"Don't go?" Qin Shaocheng looked at him deeply, "Do you remember what you said back then?"

Jiang Yishan's face turned pale.

"Do you really think you have a dog?" The other party's words were almost squeezed out between teeth. Jiang Yishan watched Qin Shaocheng walk towards the bedroom, but couldn't muster up the courage to follow.

He and Qin Shaosheng met at a party. At that time, he had just participated in the draft and was already a little famous. He was good-looking, and at the age of seventeen or eighteen, he stood on the stage and attracted the attention of everyone present.

Qin Shaocheng fell in love with him at first sight.

He is not crooked, and he didn't agree at first. But he couldn't stand the handsome and rich Young Master Qin's relentless pursuit, not to mention how generous Qin Shaocheng was when he spent money. His family is an ordinary working-class family, and he would not be tempted to see Huahua World. He was unstable, and he had sex with Qin Shaocheng not long after.

After the two got together, the Qin family strongly opposed it. He just received an invitation from a brokerage company. In order to be with him, Qin Shaocheng ran away from home and came to City A with him.

After formally entering the entertainment circle, he gradually discovered that this circle is far darker than he imagined. He thinks very highly of himself when he became famous as a young man, and he is somewhat arrogant. He offended many people and became entangled in black material. Most of the people in the circle are people who watch the dishes, and his career development is not going well. On the contrary, Qin Shaocheng, who was born in a wealthy family, patiently accompanied him through the difficulties, started a company from nothing, and was exhausted after busy work, but he did not forget to pamper him. A friend in adversity sees the truth, that's when he truly fell in love with Qin Shaocheng. The two dated for nearly a year.

In the future, he became popular because he was a guest guest on a variety show. Just overnight, he really experienced the feeling of being admired by thousands of people. His songs were played in the streets and alleys, and his name was the number three downloads on the ringtone chart a month ago. The ensuing reputation and money are countless.

He started to get flustered, Qin Shaocheng persuaded him to keep a low profile back then, he was too impetuous to listen.

Then the kissing photo with Qin Shaocheng was taken.

When he was so popular, how could he be willing to give up everything he got now? He asked for connections in various ways. At the drinking party, he was forced to drink mixed wine by offending investors before, and his throat was broken. The investor laughed at him, don't think that if you hold the thigh of a rich young master, everything will be all right, without the young master who is the backer of the family, it's nothing.

Knowing that his voice was down, the agency advised him to either quit, or to break up with Qin Shaocheng as soon as possible, because of the relationship between the Qin family, he and Qin Shaocheng were harmless and would do no good.

He was blinded by vanity then. Between future and lover, I chose the former.

A few years of relationship can't be broken just by breaking up. Qin Shaocheng thought that he had to make a decision when he was at the cusp of the crisis, so he tried his best to save it, but he couldn't be completely indifferent. And because of his bad voice, he couldn't be on many singing shows, and his popularity gradually declined, so he could only rely on spending money to hype to gain popularity. All his savings were used to buy photos, so he could only ask Qin Shaocheng for money.

But relying on the hyped popularity alone did not allow him to get many good resources. He began to feel dissatisfied, and went to buy the opponent's black material and engage in the rhythm of the navy. In doing so, he quickly offended a person with a background, and he was about to be desperate. He remembered what the investor who forced him to drink said back then.

He ended up making the worst decision ever.

He begged Qin Shaocheng, who severed ties with his family for him, to go back, and asked Qin Shaocheng to borrow the family's resources to help him.

He trampled his lover's pride on the ground.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yishan, who was dressed in wisps, shivered coldly. Looking at the closed door again, he anxiously bit his fingers, recalling what Qin Shaocheng said just now, he was finally disappointed in himself.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yishan felt even colder.

The more ups and downs he was in that circle, the more he regretted not cherishing Qin Shaocheng's sincerity back then. He knew that he was wrong, and it was hard for him to muster up the courage to make up for it. He came with hope. But it was too late. Qin Shaocheng is leaving.

Jiang Yishan bit his finger and didn't feel it. He was full of thoughts that he couldn't let Qin Shaocheng go back. Once he went back, they would really be over. He wandered aimlessly in the room, his eyes swept across the bathroom and then fixed on the shower. He stepped forward and turned on the switch, and the icy cold water poured on his body made him shiver uncontrollably.

He has always been despicable and selfish, as long as Qin Shaocheng has a soft heart, he will use him to death.