On the first day of the new year, it was sunny.
Qin Shaocheng got up and opened the door, and saw Jiang Yishan curled up on the sofa wrapped in a thin quilt.
The heating was not turned on in the living room, and the temperature in the room was very low. He thought the other party was relying on this to pretend to be pitiful again, so he ignored it. After washing and having breakfast, Jiang Yishan lay quietly and motionless.
In the end, Qin Shaocheng was worried, and when Qin Shaocheng walked over, he heard Jiang Yishan's heavy breathing, his cheeks were flushed, and his lips were pale and bloodless. He reached out and touched the other person's forehead. In addition to the scalding body temperature, there was still wet hair in his hand. He didn't believe that Jiang Yishan couldn't take care of his body when he was such an adult, it was obviously intentional.
Qin Shaocheng shook Jiang Yishan's shoulder angrily: "Get up!"
Jiang Yishan had a severe fever, woke up in a daze and saw Qin Shaocheng when he opened his eyes, but he couldn't help but feel joy in his heart. He hugged Qin Shaocheng's arm, and said softly in his nasal voice, "Shaocheng...my head hurts..."
Qin Shaocheng pulled him up from the sofa and said coldly, "Change and go to the hospital."
Being roughly pulled up by Qin Shaocheng, Jiang Yishan hugged Qin Shaocheng's waist: "I won't go."
"When are you going to make trouble?"
"I am like this now, and no one will take care of me when I go to the hospital. Only those who come to see the excitement and don't think it's a big deal will laugh at me. Don't leave me to the hospital alone." Jiang Yishan is pitiful, "Shaocheng, don't be so heartless."
He is calculating himself again. Qin Shaocheng only felt like a lump in his throat, and it was even more disgusting.
Jiang Yishan saw that his face was full of impatience, showing no sign of softening his heart. His heart was stabbed again, and he said in a panic: "I know I'm willful and selfish. I just want you not to leave."
With a high fever, Jiang Yishan's eyes were bloodshot. Qin Shaocheng frowned.
"I don't want you to go, and I'm not going to the hospital. I'm not going anywhere." Jiang Yishan, who was sick and had a fever and couldn't think properly, was a little messy. He hugged Qin Shaocheng's waist tightly and didn't let go.
He was very sad. Qin Shaocheng clearly knew that he had a fever and didn't care. He didn't kiss him, didn't hold him in his arms, he was really going to abandon himself.
"I'm in so much pain...you hug me..." Jiang Yishan begged sadly, "I'm so sad..."
The cell phone rang in the room, Qin Shaocheng tore him off and threw him on the sofa, he walked into the room to answer the call from his elder brother in city B. The elder brother asked him: "Why didn't you come back yesterday? Parents have been waiting for you for a long time at home."
"The work just finished yesterday." Qin Shaosheng said.
The person on the other side of the phone was silent for a while and asked, "You didn't come back because you saw something happened to Jiang Yishan?"
"Nothing."
"I told you what I should say when I persuaded you to go home. Jiang is an unstable person and is easily tempted by the outside world. You have seen what he has done over the years. His behavior is bad, his intentions are bad, and he is not suitable for you."
"I know."
"When your parents didn't agree with you being together, you didn't say you missed it. If you know it, come back as soon as possible."
Qin Shaocheng lowered his eyes: "Brother, I know, I will go back on the seventh day of the lunar new year. Say Happy New Year to my parents for me."
"Kneel down and say this to the elder when you come back." The elder brother hung up the phone after finishing speaking.
Jiang Yishan, who was thrown on the sofa by Qin Shaocheng, was stunned for a while. After regaining his senses, he followed Qin Shaocheng into the bedroom, stood up unsteadily and bumped his leg against the coffee table. When he heard Chu Qi was about to leave, he couldn't care less about the pain.
Jiang Yishan's eyes were bloodshot, staring at Qin Shaocheng and muttering, "You have to go."
Qin Shaocheng put down his phone and agreed.
"You really have to go back." Jiang Yishan had a splitting headache when he thought of this, his chest heaved and his breathing was difficult, "What should I do so that you won't leave? You said at that time that we would not see each other and asked me to become a big star... I won't do it, can't I not do it?"
He doesn't want to be a star anymore. He wanted to go back to the beginning.
Qin Shaocheng didn't look at his sick appearance.
Jiang Yishan, who was repeatedly treated indifferently, couldn't straighten his back because of heartache: "Why...don't listen to my explanation...I know I'm wrong..."
"Is there anything to explain?" Qin Shaosheng had a rare look of anger on his face, "If it weren't for this incident, would you come back? Jiang Yishan, I have been waiting for you here for four years and I haven't seen you come back."
Jiang Yishan lowered his head: "My fault, I know, I know it's wrong..."
He really came to his senses because of this incident, but he came here because he knew he was wrong.
Breathing under the high fever, even the heart and lungs hurt badly. Jiang Yishan justified in a daze: "I was a star when I graduated. At that time, so many people liked me. How could you give up if you want me to be willing."
Qin Shaocheng was so annoyed that he lost his patience. He asked, "So what do you want me to do? Forgive you, reconcile, continue to support you unconditionally after returning home, and be your benefactor lover?"
"That's not what I meant." Jiang Yishan lost all confidence in his words, "I don't want you to help me, I just want, I just want you to be with me, I don't want anything else..."
Qin Shaocheng felt that Jiang Yishan was unreasonable: "Did I indulge you too much, making you think that as long as you admit your mistake and come back to find me, I must agree?"
"Shao Sheng...don't say that..."
Jiang Yishan knew that what Qin Shaocheng said was right, and no one had to follow his lead. He was spoiled by Qin Shaocheng in the past, and he didn't know the heights of the heavens and the earth, and the sincerity was rare. He knew it in his heart, but how could he be willing to admit it.
Qin Shaocheng was so used to him before, why did he change
It was I who changed first, and I became more and more insatiable.
Want to be popular, but also want Qin Shaocheng. Reluctant to part with the former, he put the latter aside.
But is it wrong to want to be red
Jiang Yishan's mind was in a mess, and his words were confused: "I want to be popular, but your family doesn't like me, so I can't be popular. I admit it, and I give up."
"What does my family's dislike have anything to do with whether you are popular or not?" Qin Shaocheng said mercilessly, "You are not popular because of yourself. Before your voice is bad, you don't want to listen to other people's opinions to offend your seniors. After that, you want to rely on your face But he refused to hone his acting skills."
"I do not know what to do… "
"Yes, because if you don't have money, you can't buy popularity. Without popularity, you are nothing. You said that you can't get good scripts and good productions, and you don't think that your focus is all on hype, and you are only getting money. Which investors and directors would come to you for a crudely produced bad drama? After your accident, no one would come to help you with a word. Think about what you usually do, suppressing your peers, buying black materials and grabbing resources, who would dare to talk to you This kind of person is a friend."
He has heard these words, he knows them all, and he has nothing to do. He lost his mind because he was reluctant to part with the superficial world. But when Qin Shaocheng said it, it was like deboning and peeling, it was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
"My family doesn't like you. It has nothing to do with whether you are a man or a celebrity. They will not be so boring as to interfere with your career. If you really want to suppress it, do you think we can hang out in City A for a few months?"
Jiang Yishan stayed where he was. He always thought that it was because of the Qin family that he was depressed. At that time, the brokerage company persuaded him to break up with Qin Shaocheng because of this. They all said that he abducted Qin Shaocheng, how could the Qin family let him go.
From the looks of it now, it was his fault from beginning to end. He believes what others say, and his eyesight is shallow and he only sees benefits. Don't think about it.
It was him who was so stupid.
"My family said that you were too young and unstable. I used to think it was no big deal. You will understand when you grow up and understand. What happened?"
The results of it? The Qin family said there was nothing wrong with it.
Qin Shaocheng was terribly disappointed: "You are a person with high eyesight and low hands, and you are impetuous, and you can't change it."
"Stop talking..." Jiang Yishan shivered from the cold, and the hot temperature when he breathed burned his mouth and nose cavity hurts as soon as he breathed, "Please...don't say it."
Tears welled up in Jiang Yishan's eyes. Biting his lip, he wanted to hold back his emotions, not wanting Qin Shaocheng to think that he was pretending to be pitiful again, but the tears had already flowed down.
He can listen to anyone who says these words, and he can bear anyone who accuses him. But it happened to be Qin Shaocheng, the Qin Shaocheng who once couldn't even say anything serious about him.
This gap is too great.
He's going to die of pain.
Jiang Yishan's brain was full of Qin Shaocheng's words just now, and he said intermittently: "I always want... I always think that it's enough to be close to it, to be popular if it's close to it, to have the courage to come to you if it's close to it..."
He thought that the poor point was due to others, but he never thought that it was his own problem.
Because of the Qin family's attitude, he wanted to be popular, and he wanted to win. He has been relying on this tone to support himself, and now he knows that the Qin family doesn't look down on his career but on him, and he has done so many wrong things.
Being ridiculed by the entire network, abandoned by the company, investors withdrew their capital, and liquidated damages emptied his property. If he hadn't kept the key to this house, he wouldn't even have a place to live. He has had his comeuppance.
But Qin Shaocheng still had to leave. This hit him too hard.
Jiang Yishan only felt that his eyes were dark, and he said stupidly: "Ahem. You are leaving, you don't want me anymore... Ahem."
Qin Shaocheng wanted to say something, but his face changed when he saw Jiang Yishan's nosebleed.