Because the nosebleeds were getting more and more choking when talking, Jiang Yishan didn't understand what happened, he couldn't straighten up with a cough, he lowered his head dizzily and wiped his nose, making the nosebleeds everywhere.
Qin Shaocheng stepped forward and hugged Jiang Yishan across his arms.
Jiang Yishan was so burned that his brain couldn't keep up with the reaction, and he didn't realize it until Qin Shaocheng carried him to the bed and stuffed him under the quilt. Seeing that Qin Shaocheng was about to leave, he hurriedly grabbed the other party's clothes and cried, "Don't go, Shaocheng, don't you!" Walk."
"You let go first."
"Don't go. Don't go..." Jiang Yishan choked up, clutching Qin Shaocheng tightly, crying and begging, "I'm afraid I know I'm wrong, I know you're disappointed in me. Don't go, okay?"
Qin Shaocheng felt distressed seeing him like this: "I'm going to get a towel."
Jiang Yishan was lying on the bed and couldn't hear or see clearly. He was sleepy and in pain, and his body was in pain and pain. Holding Qin Shaocheng's hand, he cried and begged someone not to fall asleep while walking.
It is said that lethargy is nothing more than a high fever, confusion and lack of energy, and the body can't hold on.
Half dreaming and half waking, I recalled the years from eighteen to twenty-four years, thinking of him as a young boy, thinking of him as a smash hit, and thinking of him now as a lost dog.
He also wondered what would happen to him if he could start his life all over again.
When Jiang Yishan woke up again, he just felt like waking up from a dream, and looking at the sunlight outside the window seemed like a world away.
There was no one in the room, and he didn't hear Qin Shaocheng's voice after lying on the bed for a while. The whole house was eerily quiet. He was terrified. I was eager to sit up from the bed, but I couldn't lift a little bit of strength.
The consequences of taking a cold shower last night were quickly revealed, the aches all over the body seemed to be scattered, the headache seemed to be exploding, and the throbbing of the temples almost burst into blood vessels. It took him a long time to get out of bed.
The house was empty.
He dragged his limp legs to the study room, opened the door and saw the few books on the bookcase and the desk that was beginning to collect dust. He was finally convinced that Qin Shaocheng really wanted to leave. He has already prepared in advance.
The door lock key is not changed because it doesn't matter anymore. It has been four years, and no one will wait four years and still not give up.
Coming by oneself is just to add to the obstacles before people leave.
He really gave up on himself.
Jiang Yishan went to the chair in the study and sat down, hunched over. The glare of the sun made him gloomy and desperate.
On the one hand, he thought of the gentle Qin Shaocheng in the past, and on the other hand, he thought of the indifferent Qin Shaocheng now, they were all his Qin Shaocheng. After the seventh day, he no longer had Qin Shaocheng who loved and hated him.
He lost people with his own hands.
Only the person concerned can appreciate the bitterness and impermanence of Nanke Yimeng.
His chest was so stagnant that he couldn't breathe, he covered his sore eyes, and couldn't hold back his emotions anymore and wept bitterly. He didn't want it to be useless, but he was really sad. No one in this room will see, and no one will disgust his tears.
He cries for a while, he cries for a while.
"What are you doing?"
Jiang Yishan turned his head in disbelief.
Qin Shaocheng stood at the door of the study, wearing a coat and holding the newly bought medicine in his hand.
Jiang Yishan cried so much that he couldn't hold it back for a while: "Didn't you leave? I thought you went to change the contract..."
Qin Shaocheng said coldly: "It's not easy to change the contract during the Chinese New Year."
Jiang Yishan's eyes darkened.
Qin Shaocheng hung his coat on the hanger: "Come out to eat, and take medicine later."
Jiang Yishan didn't stalk him this time, he quietly followed behind Qin Shaocheng, had breakfast, and obediently took his medicine. He hung his head the whole time, his eyes were red and swollen, and his eyes were a little sluggish. After that, Qin Shaocheng didn't need to tell him to go to bed and lie down by himself.
Qin Shaocheng turned on his phone and checked the time: "I will send you to the hospital if the fever doesn't subside in the afternoon."
Jiang Yishan nodded silently after covering the quilt.
Thinking of Jiang Yishan's current situation, Qin Shaocheng thought for a while and asked, "Do you know any doctors?"
Jiang Yishan said: "Dr. Liu's number is saved in the phone."
Qin Shaocheng went to the living room and found the dead mobile phone in the gap of the sofa. He went back to the bedroom and plugged in the charger. When the password unlock interface popped up when the phone was turned on, he subconsciously pressed his birthday without even thinking about it. The phone is unlocked.
Qin Shaocheng looked at Jiang Yishan who had fallen asleep under the effect of the medicine. The other party's sick face was indeed a bit pitiful, with tears from just crying still hanging on the eyelashes, and there was still a little blood stain on the side of the nose that was not wiped clean.
Qin Shaocheng helped him turn off the vibration and sound of the phone, and walked out of the bedroom.
Probably because all his strength was exhausted by himself, Jiang Yishan lay on the bed and slept obediently all morning. At noon, Qin Shaocheng went into the room and touched his forehead, which was not as hot as it was in the morning, and woke him up for dinner.
Jiang Yishan woke up a little dazed, sitting on the bed stupidly and didn't know what to think.
Qin Shaocheng frowned: "Get dressed quickly."
Jiang Yishan put on clean clothes. The clothes belonged to Qin Shaocheng, and they were a bit too big for him. The sleeves of the sweater were so long that he subconsciously wanted to lift them up to ask Qin Shaocheng to roll them up for him, but he lowered his head and rolled them himself after realizing halfway.
Before eating, Qin Shaocheng put the water glass in his hand: "Drink the water first."
Jiang Yishan drank it. Then he finished the chicken porridge in front of him without saying a word. He just had a fever and tasted nothing to eat. He used to act like a baby and let Qin Shaocheng coax him to eat, but now he has no right and dare not.
After lunch, he sat on the sofa, like a delicate-looking doll who couldn't speak, playing with the thermometer with his head down. The air conditioner in the living room was well heated, and after a while Jiang Yishan felt his neck was sweating. Qin Shaocheng, who came out after washing the dishes and chopsticks, saw him wiping the sweat on his neck, and asked him to take the medicine and go to bed to sweat.
Qin Shaocheng naturally knew that Jiang Yishan was afraid of heat and sweat, and thought that Jiang Yishan would make trouble again, but he didn't expect the other party to do so obediently. Qin Shaocheng also breathed a sigh of relief.
By the time I take my body temperature after eating at night, I already have a low-grade fever, and I will be fine tomorrow after a night of sleep.
At night, Qin Shaocheng slept on the sofa bed in the living room and looked at his mobile phone.
Jiang Yishan, who had taken the medicine, came over and stood beside him in his pajamas and asked, "Can we talk?"
Qin Shaocheng didn't look at him: "We'll talk about it tomorrow."
"What you said this morning, I have thought about it, and I have figured it out. What you said is correct, and I know that I have done so many mistakes." Jiang Yishan lowered his head, "You don't want to see me again .”
Qin Shaocheng didn't answer.
Jiang Yishan bit her lip: "Then what if you treat me as your friend with benefits? Can I just go to bed?"
Unlike last night, which was pitch black, today the chandelier in the living room is above the head, illuminating everything clearly. Jiang Yishan blushed as if he had a fever in the morning, and he stammered: "In just a few days, the seventh day of the lunar new year will be over."
Qin Shaocheng said, "Your brain is burnt out?"
"I just want to spend the year with you."
Qin Shaocheng directly refused: "You will leave tomorrow."
Jiang Yishan didn't dare say nonsense that I won't leave, he was afraid that Qin Shaocheng would leave without saying goodbye if he got angry. He bravely climbed onto the sofa bed: "You, you just sleep on something, I will learn."
"You can't understand me?"
Jiang Yishan took off his pajamas in front of him, he didn't feel that cold with the heater on, but it was still a bit cold. He didn't dare to say anything more about hugging him, so he spread his legs and sat on Qin Shaocheng's body.
Thinking of what happened last night, Qin Shaocheng became annoyed: "Go down!"
"I'm serious." Jiang Yishan looked at Qin Shaocheng, "I can do whatever you want."
Qin Shaocheng paused for breath, Jiang Yishan was very much like when they first met at this moment, with clear eyes. Memories overlapped, and Qin Shaocheng was inevitably shaken.
"I think this is the only thing you like about me." Jiang Yishan directly took Qin Shaocheng's hand and put it on his body, he said, "I, I still have a low fever...it's very hot inside...can you try it."