At seven in the morning, Lu Siyu and Song Wen returned home.
Today is the second day of a long holiday and it looks like an ordinary morning, the city is as sunny as ever, if it hadn’t happened last night…
Along the way, Lu Siyu didn't speak much. He lowered his head and pursed his lips. Except for the occasional blinking of his eyes, his whole body seemed to be petrified.
After arriving home, Song Wen sat on the sofa and said to Lu Siyu a little helplessly: "I know you didn't do anything bad for Xu Changying, but you didn't give a reasonable explanation for the phone call. From the point of view of the bureau, it doesn't make sense. Whoever happens to this kind of thing will probably have this result, not against you."
Song Wen explained to Lu Siyu that he hoped that Lu Siyu would not have grudges against those colleagues and Gu Ju because of today's incident. He paused for a while and then said: "The city bureau is quite easy to say, the people from the provincial bureau are already on their way here, and they will definitely ask you when they come back..."
He didn't want Lu Siyu to meet Song Cheng, but the death of a police officer was no trivial matter in itself, not to mention Xu Changying's identity, Song Cheng would definitely take care of this matter.
Lu Siyu's head was still lowered. The temperature difference in autumn was very large. After the sun came out, the temperature gradually warmed up. The early morning sun dyed the ends of his hair and shone on his fair face, but his whole person showed a strange look. kind of cold.
This feeling made Song Wen a little unfamiliar, and he was not used to two people being so separated by thousands of miles.
After a moment of silence, Song Wen sighed and got up and said, "No matter what happens, wash up first and get ready for breakfast."
They were busy with a case yesterday, and then something like that happened. They were all wearing yesterday's clothes, and Lu Siyu's clothes were also stained with Xu Changying's blood from the accident, which made them a little embarrassed.
Song Wen went to wash his face, then went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, Lu Siyu went to take a shower, changed his clothes, and returned to the living room.
After a while, when Song Wen boiled the porridge in the rice cooker, the eggs were cooked, and the milk was heated in the milk pot, Lu Siyu suddenly got up and came behind Song Wen.
Song Wen felt that he was coming, and before he turned to talk to Lu Siyu, he suddenly felt that his body was being hugged from behind.
Lu Siyu had just finished taking a shower, his body was warm, and he put his hands around Song Wen's body and slowly closed, hugging him quietly.
He didn't say anything, just held Song Wen quietly.
This action made Song Wen a little stunned. He has always been more active. Although Lu Siyu doesn't reject it, he rarely does it on his own initiative. With his current action, he obviously wants to ask for peace.
Song Wen thought that the two were so close that they could hear each other's heartbeats, but why did he have no idea what the person behind him was thinking? The man is now pretending to be a well-behaved rabbit, but he doesn't know what he's thinking.
He is now thinking about how to clean up the mess for Lu Siyu, but Lu Siyu is still silent.
Others don't know what happened yesterday, but Song Wen clearly knows that Xu Changying must have told him some very confidential things, otherwise Lu Siyu would not have said it to the phone at that time, and there is no one around me now. class words.
Song Wen patted Lu Siyu's hand, and he turned around and said, "Wait, we'll talk after dinner."
Breakfast was ready soon, Song Wen brought it over, and the two ate face to face. For a moment, Song Wen remembered the first meal he had with Lu Siyu when he first came here.
At that time, Song Wen felt that there was something wrong with Lu Siyu, he was hiding a secret, and his behavior was a little weird.
Now, more than half a year has passed, and the two of them are sitting in the same position. They have experienced so much together, and what is even worse is that he has hopelessly fell in love with the person in front of him.
Song Wen thought about how to talk to Lu Siyu about this, and how to continue to investigate.
Then his head began to feel dizzy. At the beginning, Song Wen thought it was a side effect of staying up late last night. But then he discovered that vertigo was different from being sick or injured.
His mind was sometimes awake, sometimes chaotic, and he felt that the world in front of him had changed. It was a feeling of being a little helpless. He couldn't control his body. In the direction of Lu Siyu.
In the haze, the man's expression was indifferent, and the milk in front of him remained untouched...
Song Wen's heart froze, and he realized that the medicine was placed in the milk while he was distracted by the hug.
He thought it was a warm hug for reconciliation, but Lu Siyu was probably thinking about how to get rid of him at that time.
"What did you eat for me?!" Song Wen said with difficulty, his throat was dry, he felt like he was spinning rapidly, the feeling of dizziness made him want to vomit a little, but he couldn't spit out anything. The strength was pulled away, the breathing and heartbeat became labored, and the thinking became slow.
Lu Siyu didn't explain, he sat at the table, turned his head to look at Song Wen, those beautiful eyes with drooping eyelashes, as delicate as when they first met, it was hard to forget, but at this moment his face There was no expression at all, and his eyes were extremely cold.
For a moment, Song Wen even felt that Lu Siyu was like a cold and ruthless killer. He seemed to be looking at the corpse waiting for an autopsy on the dissection table, thinking about whether to kill him.
Song Wen didn't seem to know the person in front of him. He stretched out his right hand and tried his best to hold him: "Where are you going?"
Xu Changying has just died now, and the matter of the phone call has not been investigated yet. If Lu Siyu leaves at this time, he will be listed as a suspect, and the situation will become worse and more chaotic.
Song Wen thought of this in his mind, and found that he was still worried about Lu Siyu at this time.
Lu Siyu still didn't move, and didn't give him any explanation. Looking at him like this, Song Wen felt cold in his body and a dull pain in his heart, making it difficult for him to distinguish whether it was the reaction of the brain or the effect of the drug.
Maybe Lu Siyu was ready to leave.
Work, money, love, even life, he didn't care about anything!
Song Wen thought of the relationship between them. He was his immediate superior and his roommate, but from the past to the present, Lu Siyu never seemed to consider him into his life and his future.
Up to now, he can leave without any nostalgia, as if the previous few months of getting along were fake.
It seems that Lu Siyu didn't belong to them since the time they got together. But Song Wen didn't expect such a result. He always wanted to hold him, but it turned out that he was the only one who fell into the deepest step by step
Song Wen felt that his heart seemed to be ruthlessly twisted by iron wire, which made him suffocate for a moment. The effect of the medicine struck, his body could no longer maintain balance, Song Wen fell on the floor, and everything escaped into the darkness...
When Song Wen woke up in a daze, he found himself lying on the bed in the guest bedroom on the first floor, the curtains were drawn, the room was dark, and there was only some light near the window.
Song Wen's head was still violently dizzy, and the things in front of him kept spinning. He seemed to have only regained consciousness for a moment, and wanted to wriggle, and then he found that his hands were handcuffed.
The handcuffs shackled his left hand, which was attached to the stand by the head of the bed, making a light sound as he moved.
Lu Siyu was not in the room. There were some sounds from outside, like someone was dragging a box. The sound sounded in Song Wen's ears, as if something was crushing his brain.
Song Wen tried hard to hold back his dizziness, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead. Then he saw that the key to the handcuffs seemed to be on the bedside table. He struggled to get up and wanted to reach for the key.
The body was extremely heavy at this time, and even moving his fingers took all his strength. Before Song Wen's fingers touched the key, the key was pushed farther away. The fingers of that hand were slender and pale. He used to be very familiar.
Song Wen raised his head with difficulty. He didn't know when, Lu Siyu entered the room and came to the bedside. He looked at him with pursed lips, and said indifferently, "You shouldn't have woken up."
In his plan, maybe he would leave when Song Wen fell asleep, or something else to do.
Song Wen gave up the key and turned to look at him. He tried his best to concentrate and asked him, "Lu Siyu, what exactly do you want to do?"
Lu Siyu finally moved, and under the light from the window, his skin looked like fine white porcelain, and his long eyelashes were stained with water.
He stretched out a hand and touched Song Wen's cheek, Song Wen could feel the cold touch of his fingertips, and could hear his cold voice, he still gave him an explanation: "Song team, your initial intuition It's not wrong, I approached you, I came to Nancheng with a purpose... I'm sorry, I lied to you and took advantage of you... "
This sentence was like an ice blade pierced into Song Wen's body, causing Song Wen's blood to gradually solidify.
But Lu Siyu's lowering of his eyes made him see through him again. As long as he was lying, Lu Siyu's eyes would dodge him. This habit can't be changed until now.
The paralysis of the medicinal effect was suppressed by the will for a moment, allowing him to think as usual.
Song Wen suddenly realized that those indifferences are fake, ruthlessness is fake, and Lu Siyu will not hurt him.
He gasped and said intermittently: "Liar... You little fox who can only deceive people, you must be going to do something dangerous. You refused to tell me anything and gave me medicine, because You know... if I'm awake I won't let you go."
When Lu Siyu heard this sentence, his eyes suddenly changed, the coldness faded, his eyes gradually softened, replaced by a kind of heat, as if he wanted to seal Song Wen's whole person in his mind.
"Wherever you go? I'll get you back..." Song Wen's eyes turned black. In order to stay awake, he pulled the handcuffs hard, his wrists rubbed against the cold iron, and blood was drawn. The scars and pain penetrated deep into the bone marrow, but these were not enough, and the consciousness dissipated little by little.
The whole world is being swallowed by darkness, as if in a dream, so unreal.
Everything that followed was even more unreal, Lu Siyu leaned down and kissed his lips.
Song Wen could feel the soft touch, like touching a fragile petal.
He felt like he was on the verge of losing consciousness at any moment.
What Song Wen wanted was not the tenderness at this moment, but an apologetic compensation. He had too many things to ask him, too many things to figure out.
He stretched out his uncontrolled right hand and held Lu Siyu's waist. The distance between them was so close that he could feel that Lu Siyu was shaking slightly at this time. , as fragile as a wounded animal.
Then Song Wen bit down fiercely. He seemed to bite Lu Siyu's lips, and he felt a bloody taste in his mouth. The man on his body hummed lowly, but he didn't stop the kiss, on the contrary, it got even crazier.
The delicate touch between the lips and tongue tugged at the nerves, and something wet touched his cheeks, like tears.
The whole world tilted and turned, and Song Wen's mind was chaotic, and he couldn't tell whether it was a reality or a dream for a while.
It's that dream again, it's that villa again...
That was the scene of the 519 case.
The rain was falling, lightning flashed and thunder, and the shadows of the trees reflected on the wall, as if they were about to swallow him. Dark basement, full of corpses, rotting flesh.
Everything was spinning around him, and he was soaked from the rain, dripping dripping water. The place was cold and frightening.
"What are you doing here!" Song Wen heard clearly, it was Song Cheng's voice.
Then Song Cheng stretched out his hand, lifted him up, and pulled him directly upstairs.
For this old villa, the physical evidence search is not over. It was a messy room with orange lights on. There were no dead bodies here. It was much better than the situation downstairs.
The sky outside began to flicker again. Rain swept in through the broken windows.
In the midst of the storm, Song Wen heard a somewhat strange sound, the sound of someone tapping on the wood.
Song Wen was gradually attracted by the sound, walked inside, and saw a large cabinet. At this time, the handle of the cabinet was pinned with iron pliers. That weird knocking sound came from the cabinet.
Song Wen boldly walked to the cabinet, reached out and pulled the iron bolt away, and opened the cabinet door.
At that moment, he saw a boy of his age lying in the cupboard, the light shining on his pale cheeks, his long eyelashes covering his eyes.
Song Wen pulled him out of the cabinet with all his strength and hugged him. He was already extremely weak. The slender wrist was only half the thickness of his wrist. Song Wen could hardly hear his breathing or feel his heartbeat. .
He turned his head and desperately called the adults...
These situations that have never appeared in nightmares are locked in the deepest part of memory by time.
He once forgot this past because of the high fever when he was a child. Now he doesn't know if it was the effect of drugs, but he suddenly remembered it in a dream.
The past overlaps with reality, memories and dreams overlap.
In that dark night, he hugged him tightly and warmed him with his own body temperature, like now, as if embracing the whole world...
At this moment, half asleep and half awake, Song Wen suddenly realized who was in his arms at that time.
He thought that Lu Siyu had something to do with the 519 case, but Song Wen couldn't confirm it...
It turns out that they had already met so many years ago...
There really is such a thing as fate.
When Song Wen woke up again, the curtains were still drawn in the house, and the surroundings were quiet.
He opened his eyes and looked at the snow-white ceiling. It was the guest bedroom. He didn't know whether the memory when he woke up in the middle was a dream or a real existence, until he saw the gauze wrapped around his wrist.
Song Wen struggled for a while, his body was still a little limp, but the dizziness had disappeared. Then he tilted his head and saw the little wolf squatting beside him wagging his tail, the dog barked lowly, and lowered his head in frustration.
"Even you... Was he left behind?" Song Wen sighed, that person was really, ruthless...
Song Wen got up, the key to the handcuffs was close at hand, and he couldn't figure out why he had spent so much effort before getting it.
Song Wen quickly untied the handcuffs, and then touched the mobile phone by the bedside. It was already 1:30 in the afternoon, and he had slept for about six hours. It might be because of the effect of drugs, or because he was too tired.
There are a dozen missed calls on the phone. They were Gu Ju, Fu Linjiang, Lin Xiuran, and Li Luanfang.
Song Wen went back one by one: "I'm fine, I'll explain to you later..."
He looked upstairs and downstairs once, and the whole villa was extremely empty and quiet. The little wolf also followed him, whimpering around him, a little helpless.
Nothing seems to have changed, but everything seems to be different.
In the end, Song Wen's eyes fell on the dining table, and he was stunned for a moment. An exquisite lunch had already been placed on it. Every dish was his favorite. He touched the plate, and it was still warm.
Song Wen hesitated for a moment, looked down, and pressed a letter on the table. The font on it is beautiful and beautiful, and he is very familiar with it.
Song Wen, Officer Song, Team Song:
Hi!
I know you never gave up your doubts about me.
Yes, I am here with a purpose.
As a survivor of the 519 case, Mr. Wu brought me here, hoping to find out what happened behind the unsolved case nineteen years ago.
This purpose, to me, is much more important than if I came to be a police officer.
In relation to this case, in relation to the people behind the scenes, it is very dangerous.
You can also see that, because of this, Xu team paid his life.
In the phone call yesterday, Xu Changying told me the last clue and also told me some other things. There are their people in the police station. Once I say any information, it may be leaked.
So I would rather let everyone misunderstand and let you misunderstand.
I dazzled you and didn't tell you those things, not because I thought you couldn't be trusted, but on the contrary, the only person I can trust and cherish is you.
Xu Changying passed the information to me, this matter can no longer be hidden, and I can no longer involve you.
Song Wen, you are an upright, warm, kind and just person.
And I, I am a cold and ruthless person, I have experienced that, I am used to seeing those corpses, and I don't want to be in the company of ordinary people. I don't believe in justice and don't care about life and death.
My life used to be dark, but you are like a light shining into my life.
Maybe in your opinion, I haven't looked at the relationship between us, maybe you think I'm always detached and never respond.
Many things, I also clearly understand.
When I am with you, I am always afraid, afraid that my secrets will be discovered by you, that I will involve you in danger and bring you bad luck. I also often reflect on my own imperfection, and feel that I am not worthy of you.
Writing here, I suddenly feel that this letter is a bit disorganized...
I mean... your relationship is the most beautiful thing I've ever had in my life.
But that event is the result that I have been pursuing in my life for more than 20 years, and it is everything I have to face.
This is the last time I go it alone. Please forgive my last willfulness.
I will follow the clues left by Captain Xu to investigate.
If I don't come back, just forget me.
Lu Si language
Ps: Before, you repeatedly said that you would give me the rent, please help me take care of my dog, and then offset it.
Song Wen's eyes became wet after reading the letter. He remembered something, and took a look. There were no clothes in Lu Siyu's closet, a large suitcase was not in place, the car was not opened, and the medicine box was inside. There were several fewer medicines, and then he looked at the painkillers he had confiscated before, and they were all taken away.
Lu Siyu just disappeared, as if he had never appeared.
How can this person be so cruel
Song Wen was stunned for a while, then went to search every corner of the house. There was nothing in the cupboard, not in the dining room, not on the table, and not in Lu Siyu's room.
The thermos cup was taken away by him.
Happy birthday, Lu Siyu.
I will find you.