Lu Siyu went back to his room. He didn't know whether it was because he had reduced the dose or because of something in his heart, closed his eyes, or had no sleepiness at all. My heart was beating so fast, it felt like something was beating on my chest. He didn't know how to place his hands and feet, and he turned over and over, as if any movement was uncomfortable. Not only did the stomach pain not relieve, but it had a tendency to get worse. Night and loneliness were like a giant beast walking around the bed, ready to swallow him at any time.
It was just an uncomfortable stomach, but at this time it became the most cruel thing in the world. The darkness seemed to have turned into a sharp blade, cutting arbitrarily in his body, and finally stopped on the top of his head, and the sharp blade drilled straight into his brain.
Lu Siyu frowned, pressed the pillow under him, pursed his lips and turned over.
This morning, Xu Changying's words were still lingering in his mind.
At that time, Song Wen was called away by Bureau Gu, and Xu Changying left the team members behind and questioned about the case of Xia Zhizhi. After the meeting ended, he was named and stayed by Xu Changying. The group of people obviously came well prepared. They quickly cleaned up the table next to them and laid out the files in the suitcase. Most of those documents were brought by Xu Changying from the provincial bureau, and the city bureau did not have any.
Xu Changying looked at him and said, "On the way here this time, I did some homework here, and I also investigated the personnel. I have seen your grades. After graduation, you have done a few cases very well. The records are also reasonable. We are here to investigate the case of the Wushan Nursing Home because of the lack of manpower. The leader said that some colleagues from the Municipal Bureau can be transferred to the provincial bureau. Are you willing to come?"
Lu Siyu didn't pay attention to Xu Changying's sudden mention of this matter. He was a little unhappy with the person in front of him. This person was so aggressive and had a tough attitude. He just came here and took Song Wen's case, and he will come to dig Song Wen's corner. He bowed his head and said, "Several cases after I joined the job were solved by Team Song with everyone, and I was only responsible for sorting out some copywriting." The implication was that he was just a police intern who had just graduated. The credit belongs to others.
"But I see that your analysis is very organized, and your dissertation was well written in school. In my opinion, your strengths should be in some relevant criminal psychology profiles, which are very important in modern criminal investigation. On the other hand. As for your work performance, after you joined, Song Wen's team of the Municipal Bureau has significantly improved the speed of solving cases. If Song Wen really only uses you as a copywriter, it is really overkill."
Xu Changying looked at Lu Siyu, raised the angle of his jaw slightly, leaned against the back of the chair, and took all his words as modesty: "To be honest, I think with your work ability, you are just a poor talent in the city bureau, if you Follow me, and in the future you can also be directly transferred to the provincial bureau. The chances of promotion and salary increase will be much more than others."
As she spoke, Xu Changying seemed to have inadvertently sorted out the stack of files that the assistant policeman took out, "Of course, looking at your current clothes and your files, you shouldn't be short of money, but, man, There must always be a pursuit. It has a purpose, otherwise, why would you be a detective?"
Lu Siyu suddenly thought of what Song Wen asked him before, why did he have to be a criminal policeman
He didn't tell him the real answer at the time. Except for Teacher Wu's suggestion, he chose this path because of the case that changed his life and the truth he had been pursuing for a long time.
When Lu Siyu rolled his eyes, he saw a few words written on the file not far away - "Details of the 519 Case", with a red stamp next to it with the words "top secret" printed on it. That was the dossier he had been looking for in the archives for a long time and could not find it. It turned out that it had been moved to the provincial bureau long ago. He had never been so close to it, something like a bait in front of him tempted him and made him want to reach out.
At this time, there was a voice in his heart, telling him that he should not be too hasty. Lu Siyu reminded himself that it was just an investigation file, and no one knew the whole truth of the matter.
Now, he finally understands what Teacher Wu said on the phone before, that someone will come to remove the ants.
Lu Siyu stared at the stack of top-secret files on the table and licked his lower lip. He finally restrained himself. The person in front of him was a criminal policeman for many years, and he didn't want Xu Changying to see the clue. Then he raised his eyes, weighing in his mind.
Once under Xu Changying, he has the opportunity to find out the truth faster, but it also means that all his rhythms are disrupted.
During this time, he seemed to like his current work and life. The transfer means that he is no longer Song Wen's subordinate, and his work with Song Wen may also be separated. This change may only be temporary, maybe... permanent.
Before making a decision, Lu Siyu felt as if he owed Song Wen.
He was a little fortunate that Dr. Zhou let Song Wen live with him before, maybe it wasn't the superiors and subordinates, and everyone would get along more naturally.
It seems that no matter what the trade-off is, it is more beneficial to join Xu Changying's team, but... Lu Siyu looked up at Xu Changying.
When the 519 task force was disbanded, Wu Qing and Song Cheng had a big quarrel, and everyone parted ways and chose different paths from then on. Now, Mr. Wu has stepped back behind the scenes, and Song Cheng is the director of the provincial bureau... He can't disrupt his overall plan for this matter. Compared with Xu Changying and Song Cheng, he trusts Teacher Wu more...
Xu Changying seemed to understand his dilemma, and said generously: "No hurry, I have to straighten out the case here. You can think about it. Anyway, you can find me at any time, and I will handle the formalities for you at any time."
At that time, Lu Siyu had just left the door and was still upset when he met Song Wen. He was so guilty at that time...
At this time, Lu Siyu was lying on the bed, and his face felt hot again, as if he had a fever. Anyway, there was nothing wrong with his whole body. He had already reduced the dose of medicine, but now there is something churning in his heart, making him even more unable to sleep.
And Lu Siyu knows that this is just the beginning, and there will be many difficulties in the future. This is a protracted battle, and it will not happen overnight. Even got through this time, I don't know when the next time will be.
He was afraid of stomach pain, afraid of starvation, terrified of falling into that endless pain, unable to sleep until dawn, the fear was engraved in his bones by the memory of the past, and the more it went on, the more vicious circle it became. The pain is getting worse and worse, even light sleep has become an extravagant hope, and everything is out of control...
Lu Siyu was in a daze when suddenly a voice said, "Why haven't you slept yet? What's wrong? Are you still feeling well?" He raised his head and saw Song Wen standing at the door of his room. He tossed awake. In other words, Song Wen hadn't slept soundly, and was keeping an eye on what's going on here.
Lu Siyu looked up at the watch on the wall. It was past midnight. It turned out that it had been so long before he knew it. He smiled wryly, and sat up with the pillow in his arms, a little discouraged, "I think... I probably... I won't be able to sleep tonight."
At the beginning, he was not so serious. Lu Siyu couldn't remember how his condition deteriorated. It seemed that half a tablet was effective at the beginning, then one tablet, and then two tablets if it failed. But over the years, as his condition worsened step by step, he didn't know why he had come this far. His dependence on drugs was so high. In the past, he used to occasionally run out of drugs. At that time, it was so unbearable, like Both the mind and the body are being stabbed at the same time.
"Don't say that, have you taken your stomach medicine? You can't just rely on painkillers, you have to believe in yourself." Song Wen's eyes were as persevering as every time he encountered a case. On weekdays, Lu Siyu is like ice that doesn't get hot, but at this time, his dull, a little dull state made Song Wen unable to help but want to approach him.
Seemingly finding Song Wen looking at him, Lu Siyu hugged the pillow and buried his head. Under the moonlight, his face was as white as a fine jade porcelain. Recently, his bangs have grown a little longer, and he drooped. Down a bit to cover the eyebrows.
After hesitating for a while, Lu Siyu licked his lips before speaking softly: "I feel better, Team Song, can you stay with me for a while? You don't need to talk or do anything. It's good that you are here."
Song Wen expressed his position in action, quickly closed the door, and pulled Lu Siyu back to his big bed. The bed in the master bedroom is a 2.2 meter large bed, which is extravagant and makes people feel that it is a waste not to roll on it.
Strange to say, just now Lu Siyu still felt restless in his heart and felt all kinds of discomfort in his stomach. Now that Song Wen is here, it seems to have a calming effect. The fear and anxiety in his heart gradually disappeared. Don't bother anymore, don't think about it anymore, as if there is only this bed left in the whole world, and this person beside him is the only one left among all the people. The sleepiness that he had been looking for for a long time and disappeared finally came, and his breathing gradually became steady.
In this house, in this world, he is no longer alone. Someone cared about him and was willing to stand by his side. Whether it's a colleague or a friend on the surface, he doesn't care about the title of the relationship, but he is greedy for the warmth he gets from it.
That feeling, as if the whole person was soaked in water, gradually relaxed. In the end, the whole world is quiet...
As he gradually fell asleep, Lu Siyu thought: It turns out that Song Wen is right, those medicines still have an effect on him.
Such a first night was certainly a good start, and it seemed that success was just around the corner.
Song Wen saw that Lu Siyu was completely quiet, his breathing was responsive, and he should have fallen asleep.
Lu Siyu's body had a nice smell, probably because he drank milk before going to bed, and there was a bit of milk in it.
Song Wen lightly covered Lu Siyu with the cool quilt. At this time, doing other things always felt a little bit dangerous, but Song Wen couldn't help it, and finally leaned over, and put on Lu Siyu's forehead. A very light kiss fell on the bangs.
Lu Siyu's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't wake up.
Song Wen rolled over and closed his eyes to sleep.