I didn't want to have anything to do with the empress in my heart, because I suddenly found that the empress was very dangerous, like a time bomb around me, if I got angry, I might burp, and death would be for nothing.
Just look at Jinxiu and you'll know, it's obviously not a suicide, but she jumped off without even being investigated.
Jinxiu is her personal maid, who has been by her side for so long, if she says she will kill her, how old is she? Will she end up like Jinxiu one day
The empress shrugged, noncommittal, "What's in your hand?"
Only then did Fang Shu remember the business, "The book I bought from the auction house."
Showing it to her, the empress was a little surprised, "Did you really capture it?"
?
Is this disbelief in her abilities? Still think she can't be photographed
"I just asked you to buy it with the attitude of giving it a try." She knew very well in her heart that the opponent was very strong, and Fang Shu's chance of getting it was almost zero.
Fang Shu heard the hidden meaning, and her expression was a little dazed, so the empress didn't prepare anything? Isn't it budgeted first
Was it all luck that she came back
Mom, the empress is too unreliable.
"I didn't expect that." The empress smiled lightly, "You're quite reliable."
But you are unreliable!
She always thought that the empress had other arrangements, so she was able to complete the task so calmly, but in the end...
"Your Majesty." There was one thing that Fang Shu was very concerned about, "Leave such an important task to me alone, isn't Your Majesty afraid of accidents?"
Like she ran away, or she died.
If I hadn't met the emperor last night and guessed his thoughts, my life would probably be in danger now.
What do you mean by empress? Let her die with money
"I'm afraid." The empress looked serious, "but there is no one around to use."
?
nobody
Jin Yu and so many second-class attendants in the room, how could there be no one
Yes, they are all girls, so what if they go? It's just an extra life.
"Do you blame me for letting you go into danger alone?" The empress asked suddenly.
Fang Shu shook her head.
There is no complaint, but I can't guess what the empress is thinking, and I will go astray if I guess blindly, so I want to hear what the empress has to say.
"I also want to find a few other people to protect you, but unfortunately..." The corner of the mouth curled up in a self-deprecating arc, "There is nothing you can do."
Fang Shu tilted her head to look at her, Niangniang was holding a book, walked to the side and sat down, her face was calm, as if she was talking about a very ordinary thing.
"In the palace, you can still play with power and prestige, but outside the palace..."
Can't reach out
But isn't there a Ning family outside the palace
Fang Shu suddenly noticed a detail. The relationship between the empress and the Ning family must be very bad. Otherwise, why didn't she borrow the power of the Ning family
"Fang Shu."
"Huh?" Fang Shu was puzzled.
"What do you think is the meaning of living in this world?" She looked up at the sky, her eyes were full of confusion and incomprehension.
Fang Shu froze for a moment.
Empress... why do you ask such a question
"Probably in order to live a good life, eat and drink, and then do something meaningful?"
Suddenly found that the life of the empress is boring, she sleeps for seven or eight hours a day, only wakes up for three or four hours, eats a meal, drinks medicine, and continues to sleep, no wonder she would ask such a question.
If Fang Shu's life is the same, I'm afraid she will also be confused.
"Something meaningful?" The empress frowned at her.
Is life too boring? So the empress doesn't even know what is meaningful.
"Probably help others when you can, and be a kind person."
I don't know when it started, kindness is the white lotus, the Holy Mother bitch, plus I often encounter some deceitful things.
For example, she was blackmailed for helping the old lady cross the road, and she was scolded for not giving up her seat on the bus. All kinds of bad things made everyone dare not be kind, and neither did Fang Shu. She was as indifferent as everyone else.
When you see a beggar, you wonder if his family is rich? Treat begging as a profession
When I see someone in need of help, I worry about whether I will be cheated or blackmailed. Over time, I become a member of everyone and turn a blind eye to these things.
Until one day, she suddenly had an acute gastroenteritis attack because of a bad stomach, and she felt weak all of a sudden, sitting on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up. At that time, she really hoped that someone could send her to the hospital, just make a phone call for her .
She couldn't hold the phone anymore, but there was no one.
She heard others say that the little girl is so pitiful.
What's wrong with being young
Could it be a liar? Lie you to the hospital to pay, I heard there are people like that.
Someone wanted to help, but was blocked by others. They said, leave her alone, who knows if it was blackmail
Fang Shu sat on the ground alone like this for a long time, watching helplessly as a circle of people surrounded her, like watching monkeys, everyone's eyes were complicated, some were indifferent, some had nothing to do with her, and some looked at them. Lively, and booing, which buddy is blessed, he looks quite beautiful.
Fang Shu was so desperate, the feeling of being cold from head to toe made her feel scared for the first time.
Fear of dying.
She thought, if someone is willing to help her at this time, even if she is asked to marry him now, she would be willing, no matter who it is.
It's a pity that until she recovered, she called an ambulance but no one came to help.
I have my own lessons learned, so I don't want others to encounter this kind of thing, or I hope that next time she has an accident, she can meet a kind person like her to help her.
Don't be so desperate anymore, like waiting to die, counting how long you can live in your heart.
"Does your mistress still remember Mujin?" Fang Shu reminded her, "The last time your mistress hit her on the board, she almost died. No one was willing to help her. Only I asked your mistress for medicine. Mujin cried when she got the medicine. .”
"Another time, when I was ill, I was lucky. I caught up with the emperor's kindness and distributed the medicinal materials that were not needed in the imperial hospital to everyone. They happened to be gone when I was there, but an imperial doctor named Liu Ming took his own medicinal materials. Give it to me."
"I was really touched at the time, and my heart was very warm, so I hope to pass on this warmth and let others feel it."
She feels that being kind within one's ability is not a virgin whore or a white lotus, but a person must have it. Otherwise, if you are indifferent today when others need you, others can be indifferent when you need them in the future, watching you suffer.
"Really?" She closed her eyes, inexplicably recalling her childhood.
Her older sister accused her angrily, 'You are weak and you are justified? If you are sick, should I let you go? Why do parents only love you, obviously I am also their child. '
Her elder brothers said, "Don't play with her, she is sick, if bumped, a little wind blows, and my parents will scold us if I eat badly." '
The servants complained in private, "Miss, really, she is so weak and can't see, but she always wants to run outside and play with the eldest lady and young masters. Isn't this adding to the trouble?" If something happens, Madam won't spare us. '
The eyes are invisible, but the ears are particularly keen and can hear many sounds.
The long and narrow eyelashes trembled, and when they opened again, they seemed to be full of autumn water, and said with longing, "I wish I had met you sooner."
Fang Shu blinked, and was about to ask why? Does the empress need help too
Unexpectedly, the empress stood up suddenly, and said with a smile, "You just came back from outside the palace, you must be tired, go and rest, I'm leaving too."
Fang Shu nodded and did not refuse.
She didn't sleep all night, and she was really a little tired. She didn't want to worry about anything now, she just wanted to have a good sleep.
But I don't know if it's her illusion, I feel like the empress is not happy
Maybe she misread it, or maybe she didn't say something right, making the empress sad
Fang Shu was too sleepy, not in the mood to think about anything else, she rubbed her eyes and went back to sleep.
This sleep was very deep, almost unconscious, and did not wear on the emperor.
Because the emperor is different from her. Even if he stays up all night, he still has official duties. He sneaked out to auction the books yesterday. Fang Shu is now inside him.
Suddenly found that the emperor is more difficult than her.
It was evening when Fang Shu woke up, her stomach was growling with hunger, she instinctively got up and washed up, then tied her hair and went to the backyard.
After this point, it will be meal time. She just waits. The bowl is her own. Every time she puts it away and puts it on the shelf, Fang Shu goes to get her own bowl from the shelf. Suddenly, she hears someone on the stove. say.
"Have you heard? Miss Jinxiu survived."
"I heard that the injury was so serious. The imperial doctor came to see it and said that it was too late. The coffin was ready for the empress, but she survived abruptly. What a fate."
"Isn't it? The imperial doctor said that only those with a strong desire to survive can survive."
"But what can I do if I get over it? I'm afraid I won't be able to walk for the rest of my life if my legs fall like that."
"That's not necessarily the case. The imperial doctor didn't say that he couldn't live for three days. He's still alive. Maybe he can be alive and kicking again after being raised."
"That's true, I hope Miss Jinxiu can survive this disaster, what a wonderful girl."
Fang Shu closed her eyes, and inexplicably, Jinxiu asked her to come in to serve tea and pour water under the excuse that there was no one waiting in the house, and Jinxiu made an exception and asked her to go back to rest in the middle of the night when she was on night shift. The girl in her early twenties is more mature than her and takes care of her everywhere.
Now... things are different.
Fang Shu pretended not to hear, went out to hide for a while, waited for the chat inside to be over, and then went in at meal time, and Mu Jin was there at meal time, and chatted with Mu Jin about what she had seen and heard outside the palace, enviing Mu Jin to death.
Because of the empress's badge, her package was inspected a little looser, except that food and suspected poisons were not allowed, and Fang Shu brought back rouge and a small porcelain doll for Mu Jin.
I didn't know what to buy on the way, so I chose this after looking for a long time. There are two in total, one for each person.
Hibiscus is only a friend, so I brought hers, and the others didn't care, and went to bed after sending gifts.
Because she left, only Mu Jin was left alone. Mu Jin was very tired and couldn't bear it and fell asleep.
Fang Shu just fell asleep and didn't feel sleepy. She opened the window and looked at the moon for a while, and suddenly remembered that the emperor bought her seafood!
The person who couldn't sleep fell asleep immediately, excitedly woke up in the emperor's body, and reached out to touch the note under the pillow.
This time the replay was on the outside, and it was touched as soon as it was touched. Fang Shu took it out and looked at it.
The emperor was as concise as ever.
'Things bought. '
Fang Shu suddenly felt that he should be nicer to him in the future, to see how good he is, let her use her body, let her servants do her bidding, and even buy seafood for her, if you ignore his temper tantrums from time to time, it would be too kind!