Knowing that he stood at the gate of her yard for a while and then left in a hurry, she spent almost a long time thinking about what he was going to say, what he was going to do, and what he meant.
This feeling is truly unprecedented and novel.
She didn't have to, and couldn't, lie to herself anymore.
Therefore, she can now face her feelings.
However, being able to face up to one's own feelings is one thing, and how to deal with them is another.
For some reason, Su Yao looked at Madam Yuan who was looking at him tenderly, and shook his head in confusion: "There is one thing I can't figure out, Madam."
Madam Yuan smiled gently. She had always been surprised how a girl of Su Yao's age could remain so calm. Now Su Yao, looking confused, really acted like a girl of her age.
"If you trust me, you can tell me." Madam Yuan took her daughter over, gave her a cloth tiger and let her play with it. Then she turned to look at Su Yao and said, "No matter what, I won't say a word."
Su Yao trusted Madam Yuan. She pursed her lips and said, "Madam, if you fall in love with someone, what should you do?"
This question was asked a little suddenly, especially since it was asked by someone as serious as Su Yao. The contrast was so great that even Madam Yuan was stunned for a moment. Then she raised her eyebrows and opened her mouth in surprise: "Who do you like?"
It’s no wonder that Mrs. Yuan reacted this way. In fact, she really couldn’t imagine what kind of person could be liked by Su Yao.
Su Yao himself is omnipotent!
Su Yao lowered his eyes silently.
Mrs. Yuan reacted immediately. Her initial surprise had passed. After thinking for a while, she said calmly, "When they were young, almost every girl had her own imaginary lover. I don't know about others. But I grew up with my grandparents in the countryside. I didn't learn many rules at that time. I was very free. So, I always thought that what I like should be the handsome and talented scholars on the village stage. If I get married in the future, I should marry such a man. Later, I did meet one..."
She sighed, smiled bitterly and shook her head: "I like him very much. When I saw him for the first time, I thought, wow, how can there be such a person in this world who meets my imagination? He was a disciple of my grandfather and often came to our house to have dinner. At that time, I looked forward to seeing him every day. If he came, I would be very happy. I would try my best to go to my grandfather's study, and use the excuse of serving tea and snacks to see him, and I would be happy all day. He didn't come once, and I still remember the disappointment at that time. I felt that the sky was dark, and I was in a bad mood all day..."
That's what a girl's mind is like.
Madam Yuan looked at Su Yao deeply and said, "Do you feel the same way when you like someone?"
Every time she said something, Su Yao compared it with himself in his heart.
Then, she was even more certain.
She nodded.
Madam Yuan suddenly realized, "If that's the case, then you really like her." After saying this first, Madam Yuan gently guided her, "It's not a big deal. Who at your age doesn't have one or two admirers? There's really no need to worry about it."
What Su Yao was worried about was not her own feelings. She had always been someone who dared to take responsibility for any of her actions.
However, she didn't know whether this intention was good or bad, and how to decide.
She had never liked anyone in her previous life.
Xiao Heng is also the first one in this life and has no experience.
Seeing that she was still frowning, Madam Yuan suddenly asked, "Yaoyao, do you not know what to do? Should you be honest with others about your feelings?"
Su Yao indeed thought so. She was in a state of confusion and was not in the mood to analyze everything thoroughly as usual, so she nodded.
Madam Yuan laughed and said firmly, "Go ahead! Talk to him! Explain it clearly!"
She was so decisive that Su Yao was a little shocked and hesitant.
Madam Yuan looked at Niuniu with loving eyes, but when she looked up she felt a little sad. She said softly, "I really regret why I didn't ask him how he felt at the beginning. If I could express my feelings and he felt the same way, then everything would be different."
She wouldn't have to marry someone like Yuan Zijian.
At that time, her grandfather was still alive, and her grandparents truly loved her. If she had tried harder, the result might not have been like this.
Su Yao understood, and she shook her head hesitantly: "But if..."
Madam Yuan understood Su Yao's concerns very well. She took over Su Yao's words: "But what if he doesn't like you, right?" Madam Yuan's eyebrows were firm: "Yaoyao, in fact, although you are smart, you are like a blank sheet of paper in terms of feelings, so you will have various concerns. However, in fact, a person's life is very long. Especially, if you meet someone you don't like, it will be even more difficult to spend the days. Time is so difficult, of course you have to find someone you like to spend the rest of your life with, so that it will be meaningful. So, for your own feelings, why are you afraid of embarrassment? Even if you are rejected, it will only be sad for a while, which is better than being so worried about gains and losses. Yaoyao, believe in yourself, no matter what the result is, as long as you try, you will not regret it."
Su Yao didn't expect Mrs. Yuan to say this.
She felt infinite courage in her heart. She was originally hesitant, but after hearing what Mrs. Yuan said, her blood began to boil.
Yes, what are you afraid of
She likes Xiao Heng, and there is nothing wrong with that. She wants to tell Xiao Heng, but what happens afterwards is not something she can decide.
Niu Niu rushed to Su Yao with the cloth tiger in her hand. Su Yao picked her up and felt a sense of joy in his heart. He smiled and thanked Mrs. Yuan.
Mrs. Yuan smiled and shook her head.
It’s great to be young.
Just as she was about to take Niuniu away, Yan Cao rushed in: "Miss! Miss! His Highness has ordered the imprisonment of Councillor Yang's family, and ordered Prince Consort Tang to preside over the trial of Councillor Yang's inciting the people to besiege officials, and sent the report to the capital."
What this means is that, although Councillor Yang is a third-rank official, Xiao Heng does not intend to send Councillor Yang to the capital for trial.
Once they get to the capital, the three courts will conduct the trial, and who knows how long it will take. By then, all parties may be involved. With the connections in Shu and the court's consistent tolerance towards the natives, Councillor Yang may really be able to get away with it in the end.
Xiao Heng didn't intend to give him a chance.
Su Yao immediately understood what Xiao Heng meant and didn't know how to react for a moment.