Su Yao didn't say anything else, but the smile on her face already showed her feelings at the moment.
Yes, although outsiders seem to think that she is not afraid of anything and everyone thinks that she should be immune to all poisons, but in fact, she is also afraid.
Although she had already made up her mind to marry Xiao Heng, and although that man was Xiao Heng, Su Yao still felt afraid and terrified about living a different life. Some things are just like that. You don't know how you really feel before it happens.
No one could see what she was thinking.
Even at home, everyone was immersed in joy and no one cared about her feelings, let alone whether she was happy or not.
But Xiao Heng knew.
Xiao Heng knew that she was uneasy, and he used this method to comfort her and reassure her.
For Su Yao, this is more real than any love words or promises.
The feeling of anxiety in her heart disappeared.
Xiao Heng's care for her at this time was enough to dispel any of her concerns.
No matter what happens in the future, at this moment, she happily wants to marry Xiao Heng and has no worries.
When she got home, Su Rong was still waiting for her. Seeing her coming back, he smiled and asked her, "How was your trip? Did you have fun?"
Seeing Su Yao nod, Su Rong also smiled happily, and then said: "Yaoyao, after you get married, I will go to Zhejiang."
Su Yao also fell silent.
Wang Yuerong's attitude did not soften at all. Mrs. Wang sent people to invite Su Yao over almost every now and then, but Wang Yuerong avoided him several times when Su Yao went.
Before Su Rong left, he was afraid that Wang Yuerong would not be able to turn things around.
She didn't know how to comfort Su Rong.
Su Rong, on the contrary, has become much more open-minded. After experiencing what happened with Master Wang, Su Rong seems more stable than before. In the past, one could still see the spirit of a young man in him, but now, at a glance, you can't tell what he is thinking at all.
Su Rong, on the other hand, was able to let out a long sigh, "Alright, stop it. You're making me look pathetic. Actually... Actually, I've been thinking about this every day recently, and then I figured it out. After all, it's a family feud, so I can let it go, but maybe it's Fenfan who can't let it go."
Su Yao also sighed softly.
Master Wang used to be very good to Wang Yuerong, but he died at the hands of Su Rong.
Although Wang Yuerong knew that what Master Wang did was wrong, he was still her father after all.
"Then you..." Su Yao hesitated to speak, she felt that it seemed too cruel to ask.
Su Rong was silent for a while, then said, "I don't have any thoughts. If I really have any thoughts, I will tell you as I did before. Maybe I will stay in Zhejiang for a while, and then both of us can change our minds and let go."
If you can let it go, that would be best.
If you can't, don't force it. People always have to look forward.
Su Yao smelled the alcohol on him and felt uncomfortable.
She knew that Su Rong really liked Wang Yuerong.
However, at this time, no one else can make a decision for the parties involved in this matter.
She didn't say anything else.
Instead, Su Rong patted Su Yao on the shoulder and said, "Okay, just wait patiently for your wedding and prepare well. His Highness really cares about you. He didn't even care about me on your birthday, but he always kept it in his heart... Yaoyao, take care of yourself."
Su Yao responded heavily.
Ever since the marriage was decided, the Su family has had guests coming in an endless stream.
Old Mrs. Su experienced the fickleness of human nature anew. She was tired of meeting guests every day. She finally got some free time and called Su Yao over. Then she gave her the dowry list and showed it to her.
She explained to Su Yao softly, "Half of this is your mother's dowry. Her dowry should have been divided equally among you and your sister. Now there are only you and A-Zheng left, so you will get half of her dowry, and A-Zheng will get half. The other half is a subsidy from the public school, which is the same for every sister. In addition, there is another five thousand taels, which is my private money for you."
Su Yao gently raised his eyelids and looked towards Old Lady Su.
Old Madam Su lowered her eyes for a long while before she said softly, "Yaoyao, you are an extremely smart child. You must know that the money I gave you is much less than what I gave your elder sister."
Without waiting for Su Yao to reply, Old Lady Su laughed self-deprecatingly: "I am not afraid that you will hate me, my dear child. You have half of the Shen family's fortune. Your grandmother loves you and will definitely give you a generous dowry. But your elder sister and elder brother only have this Marquis' Mansion."
The decline of the Yongding Marquis's Mansion was not just a decline in official position. During those years, money was spent continuously but there was little place for it to be earned, so the family assets they had left were really not abundant.
Old Mrs. Su also knew that Su Xingyi's words were valuable advice, but after careful consideration, she only gave a little more silver than an ordinary granddaughter.
She didn't feel embarrassed at all, she just looked at Su Yao deeply and said, "Just treat me as a bad grandmother, and you don't have to be filial to me in the future. But your big brother and big sister are good to you, so don't hate them."
Su Yao laughed softly.
She shook her head. "Grandma, you're overthinking. In fact, even if you weren't so defensive against me, I wouldn't want anything from home. People have biases, and that's inevitable. I've understood that since I was a kid. Grandma, don't worry. I won't bear any grudges against my elder sister and elder brother. In my heart, people who have shared hardships can also share wealth, and feelings can't be measured by money."
Old Mrs. Su actually already knew that Su Yaodang didn't care, but when Su Yao really said that, she felt embarrassed.
What Su Yao said was very true. She didn't need to be a villain in vain.
But as the elderly get older, it’s inevitable that they become suspicious and overthinking.
She sighed deeply, then smiled again: "That's good, that's good."
Then she said to Su Yao, "With your personality, you can live well wherever you go. Yaoyao, grandma doesn't have much to give you, and she has never been close to you, but grandma hopes for the best for you, and I hope you will always be this well."
Only when people have a lot will they not be afraid of losing.
She hopes Su Yao can always be so open-minded.
Su Yao also smiled gently, bowed to Old Lady Su without any grudge, put away the dowry list, and turned back to his room.
As soon as she returned to her room and sat down, Mother Shen told her that someone from the He family had come and invited her to stay for a few days.
Mr. He's problem should be solved.