Of course she also knew that Su An was good to her, but what was the use
He has no ability and no skill. Even if he gives her his whole heart, she will only feel that his sincerity reeks of fishy smell.
Everything in the dream is still vivid in my mind.
She clearly remembered how she lost the qualification to become the Fourth Prince's consort because of Su An's outspokenness.
Su An, this idiot, actually quarreled with Cheng Dingan for her and beat Cheng Dingan so hard that he fell off his horse and almost died. Although Cheng Dingan was lucky enough to be fine later, he had a mortal enemy with the Yongding Earl's Mansion. The Cheng family kept bringing the matter to the emperor.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but close her eyes.
If she hadn't dreamt about the scene in her dream beforehand, all this would have happened again.
If that happened, her chances of becoming the Fourth Prince's wife would be ruined again - how good could a woman be who could cause her brother to fight with the prince of another marquis's mansion
These were the exact words spoken by Concubine Xian at the time. It was this sentence that completely blocked her path to marrying the Fourth Prince. Not only that, it also made her a joke in the aristocratic circle.
The Su family almost gave up on her because of this incident and planned to marry her to the Cheng family to make them calm down.
If there wasn't another Su Yao who was even more unpresentable...
If Su An hadn't finally been hopeless and hadn't come up with the idea of letting Su Yao marry in her place, wouldn't she have ended up like Su Yao in her dream? Cheng Ding'an wasn't a good person.
Everything in the dream flooded into her mind again. Su Xingxuan couldn't help but let out a long breath, endured the soreness in her eyes, and rubbed her eyes slowly.
That idiot Su Yao was still unwilling to give up even in his dream
What is she unwilling to accept
The one who is really unwilling is yourself!
Su Yao originally grew up in a remote countryside. When he first came to the capital, he couldn't even tell all the Su family's relatives and old friends apart, and he made several jokes.
What could a fool like her accomplish? Anyway, because of the incident caused by Su An, all the girls in the Su family had no chance of marrying into a rich family. In that case, it would be best if she married Cheng Dingan. If it were any other time, the Cheng family, as a marquisate, would never want a girl who was not brought up in a proper family.
But Su Yao just doesn't know how to appreciate what he has.
It was Su Yao's own fault. She had given birth to a son, but she still couldn't gain a foothold in the Cheng family. In the end, even her son didn't recognize her. She could only return home in shame and rely on her parents' family. Who could she blame
The hateful Song Heng, that confused person... He was like a madman, destroying everything they had worked so hard to build just for Su Yao...
The lovebirds outside the house were screaming shrilly. Su Xingxuan came back to her senses from her wild thoughts and asked with a frown, "What's the matter?"
Yonghe hurried in from behind the screen, stood at the curtain and whispered, "Miss, it's Madam Gao who's here. She said the Madam wants you to come over."
The Gao family is coming
Su Xingxuan was a little surprised, but she still changed her clothes and took Yongge and Yonghe to Mrs. Su San's room.
Mrs. Su San was frowning as she read the account book. It was the end of the year, and this was always her busiest time. When she saw Su Ruyi coming, she closed the account book, waved her hand, asked her to come over, rubbed her brows, and whispered, "Ruyi, last time I told you that your grandmother was coming to the capital, do you remember?"
Su Xingxuan was stunned for a moment before she said, "Of course I remember. Why did mother suddenly mention this?"
Mrs. Su San's face did not look good, and the look in her eyes as she looked at her seemed to be scrutinizing for a moment, but that scrutiny disappeared in just a moment and became as gentle as ever.
She shook her head, and after a moment she said, "It's nothing, it's just that you are a sensible child. Your brother... He grew up with you, so he is naturally closer to you. But Yaoyao is also his sister, and many of the things he did were too foolish. If you have time, you should persuade him and not indulge him in his nonsense."
Su Xingxuan felt as if she had been slapped hard in the face.
What she asked Yongge to say before was just to fool Su An and make Su An hate Su Yao even more. To say that Madam Su San really talked about her because of Nanny Sang's matter was simply nonsense.
She also thought she hid it well.
But now Mrs. Su San undoubtedly suspected her. It was she who instigated Su An to deal with Su Yao!
how so?!
Did that idiot Su An come here to cause trouble with Mrs. Su San? !
Or did that idiot Su Yao from the He family file a complaint? !
She immediately clenched her skirt tightly, and was overwhelmed by a huge sense of shame. She opened her eyes wide in disbelief: "What did mother say? I... I... my brother... Could it be that Aunt Sang..."
Madam Su San gave her a meaningful look. "The last letter was not very detailed. I didn't know that Nanny Sang was so bold. She is not an ordinary slave who bullies her master. She must have been patient. She actually dared to act as a middleman to let Yaoyao meet the Shen family! Who does she think she is? I, her biological mother, am not dead yet. Taiyuan also has her grandmother and aunts to make the decision. How dare she do this! Where does she get the courage?!"
Su Ruyi’s face turned pale.
Mrs. Su San followed up with another question: "Your second uncle wrote to your father and told him about this. Your father was furious. How could a family like ours have a quarrel between siblings? He is a brother, but he actually framed his own sister. He is really outrageous!"
Su Ruyi was speechless, her face as gloomy as water.
She knew that all these words from Mrs. Su San were directed at her. Without time to think, she knelt heavily in front of Mrs. Su San and said with a sob, "Mother! It's not me! My brother and I have a good relationship, but how dare I let him do such an immoral thing?"
She hugged Mrs. Su San's knees, crying and sobbing, her big almond eyes full of fear: "Mother, it really wasn't me. I know that I... am the cuckoo occupying the magpie's nest, how dare I ask for more? As for my sister, I dare not have any bad thoughts at all. I also know that everything I have now should have belonged to my sister... I dare not..."
She cried until she was about to collapse, her whole body was trembling: "I just want to stay with my parents for a long time. I also know that I am not qualified for this. Mother, I am too careful to do such a thing. How could I do such a thing? It was really not my intention for my brother to do this. If you don't believe me, we can go to my brother and ask him clearly..."
Mrs. Su San looked at her for a while with a complicated expression, and the balance in her heart swayed back and forth.
To be honest, her mother and brother would never lie to her.
But she was not willing to believe that it was Su Xingxuan who did it all.