The sparse lights turned the long path of Zhengyang Street into a dark river. Su Xingxuan sat in the carriage and felt that she was a small boat in the river. As long as another wave came, she would be overturned by the boat and never turn over.
The wind outside the carriage was hitting the curtains and doors, and the howling of the north wind reached her ears. Su Xingxuan's face was as pale as paper in the dim candlelight. The nails of both hands had sunk deeply into her palms, pinching her usually well-maintained palms into a bloody mess.
But she felt no pain.
Compared to the shame of being abandoned and the sting of failure, this little physical pain is nothing.
If the life in the dream is included, she has lived two lives. In both lives, she has never been so miserable!
In the dream till the end, she was extremely loved by her mother. For her, her mother was willing to give up even Su Yao.
When she was forty, her parents were living in harmony with each other, and her children and grandchildren were around her...
She had everything, but Su Yao was looked down upon by the Su family until her death. Master Su San and Madam Su San only thought of her as a burden.
But why did things turn out like this
She spread out her hands, looked at her hands, frowned and racked her brains to think about what went wrong.
Ever since Su Yao came back, everything has been wrong.
She was not as timid and without a sense of existence as she was in her previous life. As soon as she arrived, she got the promise of Old Lady Su and lived in the old lady's yard. She came with Mrs. He who supported her, so neither the Third Master nor the Third Lady could ignore her.
No, no, none of it is right!
Her shoulders were shaking violently. An Ying cried and covered her with a blanket, hugged her and called her "girl" over and over again.
Su Xingxuan was speechless, her mind was full of scenes from the dream. No, why? Why did God treat her like this
It was obvious that God felt sorry for her because what she got in her previous life was not enough, so he gave her a warning and helped her with dreams. God was destined to favor her. She was the darling of heaven, and she was the one that everyone should compete to favor.
But why did it become like this? !
Su invites!
This person suddenly appeared in her already chaotic mind, and Su Yao's originally blurred features gradually became clear in her mind.
Everything started to change when Su Yao came back.
Including this time when she asked Qingsong to inform Su Rong to come down the mountain, it was the Shen family couple who saved Su Rong... ..
It's all such a coincidence!
It can't be such a coincidence...
The carriage had already left the city. Yongge and the others huddled in a corner, all silent.
Su Xingxuan asked An Ying beside her in a hoarse voice: "Are we leaving the city? Where are we going? Are they planning to send me to the farm?"
She was raised by Madam Su San and Master Su San, and knew very well how the couple handled things.
Having committed such a mistake, in order to prevent Old Madam Su from becoming completely alienated from the Third House, they had to abandon her as a remedy.
She is now worthless to the Su family.
Yongge and the others didn't dare to reply, so An Ying coaxed her softly, "Don't worry, young lady. The Third Master and the Third Madam are also very angry. After a while, the Third Madam will remember your kindness..."
How can I be willing to give up a child I brought up with my own hands
An Ying whispered: "Besides, there is the Third Young Master..."
Even if everyone gave up on Su Xingxuan, the Third Young Master would never leave Su Xingxuan alone.
Yes, and there is Su An... ... A light flashed in Su Xingxuan's already red and swollen eyes, and she suddenly laughed coldly.
What the Su family gave her was never just an identity.
She still has Su An. Madam Su San and Master Su San can abandon her at will, but they will never abandon Su An. As long as she can control Su An, she can still go back to the Su family.
"Your mother will definitely send someone to see you." Su Xingxuan's voice was still hoarse, with a vague smile on her face: "When the time comes, ask her to tell Third Brother a message."
An Ying responded in a low voice, "Yes."
At dawn, the Bo Mansion was in motion again. The thrush birds hung all over the corridor, chirping loudly. Yancao walked quickly into the room amid the birdsong and told Su Yao in surprise, "Miss! Miss! You guessed it right. The third young lady was sent away last night. They said she had an acute illness, so she was sent to the farm to recuperate overnight!"
This is great news!
The third girl looks weak and gentle, like a living Bodhisattva, but in fact she is good at stirring up trouble. You can't tell what's wrong with what she says, but it makes you feel uneasy and like needles are stabbing you in the heart.
Her departure was a great thing for Su Yao.
Even Jinping, who was usually taciturn, couldn't help but cheer.
To be more selfish, even for their biological children, many parents in the world do not treat them equally. There is only so much love you can get, and if you get more, the other children will naturally get less.
Life was not easy for the girl in their family. She had been away from home for so many years and had only met her parents a few times. And there was Su Xingxuan, the troublemaker, who had stirred up trouble.
The already small amount of affection has become even less.
Now that the troublemaker is gone, Su Yao's life will be better in the future no matter what.
Mother Shen cried with joy, clasped her hands together and chanted a Buddhist chant: "Great! Great! Our little girl has finally come to an end of her suffering. God has eyes, the Bodhisattva has eyes, the Bodhisattva can see it, and knows that our girl has been wronged..."
Su Yao just smiled gently. The Bodhisattva could see her grievances, so he let her try again.
This is already the greatest gift to her. She should walk the rest of the way by herself. Mountains will collapse if you rely on them, and people will fall if you rely on them. The only person you can rely on in this world is yourself.
After Mother Shen finished chanting, she sat down to mend shoes for Su Yao. As she threaded the needle, she suddenly thought of something and called out "Yaoyao" hesitantly, asking softly, "Yaoyao, what will happen if she is sent away?"
Mother Shen didn't feel sorry for Su Xingxuan's fate. She was just afraid that Su Xingxuan would really have a bad ending, and the Shen couple would be sad. After all, she was their biological daughter. How could they just let her go
Su Yao always kept in mind the kindness of the Shen couple.
Don't let the relationship between the two of you get hurt, that wouldn't be good either. Now Su Yao can only rely on the Shen family to do things for him outside.
It was a sunny day outside. Jinping was moving the daffodils to the table by the window. Su Yao smiled and said, "It won't be a big deal. If she can be content, it will be a good thing for everyone."