"Have I really failed you all this time?" Wei Qian thought to himself.
But apart from Wei Zhiyuan showing a sporadic anger when he made him anxious that night, Wei Qian doesn't remember him expressing any negative emotions.
Wei Zhiyuan took away the pillow that Wei Qian had caught, turned around and put it back on Ma Chunming's hospital bed, and said lightly, "My brother is not that kind of person."
Ma Chunming and Wei Qian asked in unison: "How do you know?"
Wei Qian regretted it when he said it, and gave Ma Chunming a hard look.
Wei Zhiyuan just smiled: "Those who are ruthless and ungrateful are not likable."
Because of Ma Chunming's lackluster temperament and blind eyes, he failed to notice that Wei Qian's ears turned red after hearing this sentence, and he still asked Wei Zhiyuan stupidly and naively: "Really?"
He said that he carefully recalled his wife's appearance, but thought she was quite beautiful, and even though he felt sad when he thought about it, he still didn't see where she had an "unflattering" appearance.
Ma Chunming asked Wei Zhiyuan very seriously: "Can you read a picture? Can you take a look for me? Am I going to have a bad wife luck all my life?"
However, Wei Zhiyuan caught a glimpse of Wei Qian's expression, smiled more intensely, and sincerely flicked no, he comforted Dr. Ma and said, "No, you just came late in your luck, and you acted too hastily before, so what you encountered was a rotten peach blossom, and the Red Luan star hadn't moved yet. to the main palace."
"What?" Ma Chunming said in disbelief, "I'm already in my thirties, and I haven't reached the main palace yet? Then the revolution speed of some planet is too slow."
Wei Qian interjected coolly, "You are the one who drew the turtle."
Hearing this, Ma Chunming straightened his back as if he was facing a big enemy, and then he made the only few reliable replies with the only few wits in his life: "It makes sense, you also like to draw turtles. , you're still a bachelor."
- ^ .
Wei Qian: ""
He really wanted to silence Dr. Ma frantically, but before he could put it into practice, there was a new visitor in the ward—Xiao Fei and Ma Chunming's assistant came to see him on behalf of his colleagues.
Ma Chunming's assistant is a little girl who has just joined the job for less than two years. She is called Mengmeng. She has big eyes with straight bangs and two dimples when she smiles. , Ask her to take meeting minutes, and she can even write down verbatim shorthand if a few people in the meeting knock their teeth and spank each other.
The small meeting minutes can be said to be full of dark histories of the company's executives.
The two girls also brought gifts in big and small bags.
Wei Zhiyuan hurried out to help them move in, and put a large box of milk on Ma Chunming's bedside, with fresh fruits and snacks on it, as if he had come to the hospital for a picnic.
Mengmeng said obediently: "We chose high-calcium milk for this milk, which is good for Mr. Ma's legs."
Sister Xiaofei then added: "Yes, it also helps adults wean as soon as possible."
Wei Qian knew that Mengmeng and the group of newcomers were a little afraid of him, so he didn't wait for a while, turned around and called Wei Zhiyuan to go, the two of them left the inpatient department, went downstairs, and reached the threshold, Wei Qian naturally supported Wei Zhiyuan waist, using this intimate way to remind him to pay attention to his feet.
Wei Zhiyuan stopped the car suddenly, and turned his head in disbelief.
When Wei Qian was with him, he was always in the first level of combat readiness, as if in his eyes, he had changed from a Transformer who could throw himself into the mud by the back of his neck without dying, to a Transformer who could not die because of one Sister Lin, who can die of depression with just one look and a word.
Every time Wei Zhiyuan touched Wei Qian, he felt that his brother was like a quasi-martyr sitting next to a mercury pole bomb—he was nervous all over, but he held back with dignity and did not run away.
Seeing him turn his head back, Wei Qian asked nonchalantly, "What's wrong?"
Wei Zhiyuan didn't want to waste a second, grabbed his hand, dragged him into the parking lot, and stuffed him into the car.
Wei Qian was dragged and dragged by him, and he choked on the cold wind, that's all, the key point is that the two of them ran all the way in front of the hospital, they really looked like they had just escaped from the psychiatric department.
He coughed a few times, and asked pantingly, "Is there room in the car for reincarnation?"
Wei Zhiyuan said in a dreamlike tone after winning five million, "Did you hug me just now?"
Wei Qian: ""
He really didn't mean that, it's just that when one person's attention starts to focus on another person, and he tries to beat around the bush to express some tenderness, he will make those movements subconsciously.
However, Wei Qian could hear the joy and excitement in Wei Zhiyuan's voice, and of course he also tacitly understood why he was so excited.
He thought back, when he was the same age as Wei Zhiyuan, could he be so flattered and obsessed with a certain person or a certain thing like him
Wei Qian felt that he could not.
So he let Wei Zhiyuan keep this little misunderstanding without explaining, just adjusted the seat back slightly like an old man, and squinted at the person next to him: "Why, you still have to charge for hugging?" ? Those who bought raisins at the door let them try two.”
Wei Zhiyuan stared at him with eyes burning like a high-temperature oven: "Eat whatever you want, eat as much as you want."
Wei Qian always thinks that he is not a serious person in his heart, because birds of a feather flock together, you can tell by looking at the group of people around him, but he can't stand against Wei Zhiyuan, this is the same thing - if molesting a good woman also has a rank, this kid will The evil old overseas society has come back from a circle of luxury and money, and it is obvious that it has reached the level of professional nine-dan.
Immediately, he felt that there was something wrong with this idea.
"Is there any reason to flirt with his brother as a good woman?" Wei Qian thought incredulously, "Damn it, it took a lot of hard work to raise such a stinky and shameless thing, and the book went into the stomach of something?"
Because Wei Zhiyuan kept harassing him with his naked eyes all the way, Wei Qian had to manually push his face to the other side every time he waited for the traffic light.
After finally driving home in fear, Wei Qian said angrily, "If you do this again in the future, just roll to the back and sit down. Elementary school students know not to disturb the driver for the sake of traffic safety."
Wei Zhiyuan said aggrievedly: "But I didn't even say a word, can't I just look at it?"
Wei Qian was speechless for a moment, then sighed, raised his hand to rub Wei Zhiyuan's chin, and said in his gentlest voice, "Let me try first, okay?"
For half of his life, he has never tried to love someone, and he doesn't even know where to start, and what priorities to follow.
Wei Zhiyuan grabbed his hand: "If there are one hundred steps, with your words, I will climb the remaining ninety-nine steps, brother. In fact, I am much cheaper than Dr. Ma."
Wei Qian suddenly withdrew his previous emotions, his gaze sank, and he asked the same question again as he did many years ago to Xiao Yuan who was only waist-high at that time: "Did brother treat you badly?" good?"
After many years, the little boy who can only shake his head has grown up and can talk.
This time, Wei Zhiyuan rubbed his fingertips and said softly: "There is no second person in the world who loves me so much."
There was no joy or anger on Wei Qian's face, but after hearing this sentence, he asked him quietly: "Then I've hurt you for so many years, just to make you feel bad?"
He said that he withdrew his hand, clasped his fingers, and slapped Wei Zhiyuan's forehead hard, and commented on the muffled soft sound: "The watermelon is very ripe."
He then unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.
Wei Zhiyuan was stunned for a long time before turning around the twists and turns in this sentence, and suddenly he couldn't help his nose sore.
The dinner was prepared very quickly, Alex was going to work in other places, Xiaobao said that he would go out to eat with him, but she pushed the door and came in just after the news broadcast started.
Wei Zhiyuan served her a bowl of porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, and asked casually, "Why did you leave your friend alone?"
Xiao Bao snorted and said, "Passing by the entrance of Bar Street, before I went in, I was hooked up by a foreign devil who couldn't understand what he said."
Wei Qian on the side put down his teacup quite unexpectedly: "What? I saw that you two got very close, and thought he was your boyfriend."
Xiaobao jumped three feet high: "Protest! Brother, you are a great insult to my personality and IQ!"
"Come on, which of these two things do you have?" Wei Qian rolled her eyes first, then breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered, "It would be great, I also think that young man is not reliable if he is a fool."
"It's more than unreliable, he's just..." Before Song Xiaobao could say anything, the phone call came.
Alex asked slightly drunk over there: "Lili, did I leave something in your bag?"
He doesn't bring a bag when he goes out. He usually puts money and mobile phones in his pockets. If he has other things, he puts them in his little treasure bag.
Song Xiaobao reached for the bag he threw on the sofa, and asked, "What?"
Alex said vaguely: "Ah, what, anyway, you can show me."
At that time, Wei Qian's attention had already shifted to the TV. Suddenly, a high-decibel scream sounded like thunder in his ears, and he heard Xiaobao growl at the person on the other end of the phone with an "Aww" voice: " You shameless bastard, fuck you, you dare to stuff condoms and lubricants into my bag!"
Wei Qian choked on a mouthful of hot water without warning, and started a round of heart-piercing coughing.
It was only then that Song Xiaobao realized that she had yelled something under his elder brother's ear, and suddenly felt that he was at two hundred and five, so he hurriedly ended this unscrupulous conversation: "Go buy another set yourself, I won't give it to you." Send, how did your manager put up with you, if it were me, I would have peeled and boiled you long ago."
Before she hung up the phone, Wei Qian heard Alex's arrogant laugh from the phone, which was interspersed with a sentence: "I can change my career to work as an accountant for the cat food factory. The owner of the cat food factory contacted me last time!"
Song Xiaobao was ashamed and angrily wanted to dispose of certain things under the noses of her two brothers, but Wei Zhiyuan kept staring at the small boxes and bottles that hadn't been unpacked in time. Wei Zhiyuan, who was not at home, couldn't help saying: "Hey, that"
After he finished speaking, he came back and immediately regretted it. The hand under the table turned the beads on his wrist like a spinning top, and it almost became an afterimage. He felt ashamed that lust defeated him so easily.
What's even more embarrassing is that after Xiaobao heard it, she seemed to "understand" something, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly put the thing she was about to throw back on the table, then pursed her lips, and carefully pushed Wei Zhiyuan in front of him. pushed.
Song Xiaobao picked up the porridge bowl, maintained a standing posture, and with Wu Song's posture of "three bowls don't pass the post", poured down the lean meat porridge in two mouthfuls, so as not to choke to death, she leaned against the wall and went to the kitchen, flying on all fours He rinsed the bowls and chopsticks in a hurry, and came back in small steps against the wall, and went back to his room silently without raising his head.
With a series of body language, she said silently at this time: "You can just pretend that I don't exist."
Wei Zhiyuan and Wei Qian were left looking at each other. On the table in the middle were these two small objects with a strong sense of presence. On the TV, the opening song of the weather forecast played leisurely
After a while, Wei Qian quickly looked away, pretending that he didn't see anything, and seriously studied the page of Sudoku and riddles in the evening paper, and even seemed to suddenly become interested in the mentally handicapped reasoning games.
Wei Zhiyuan went through a series of severe ideological struggles, and even the beads turned into propellers failed to stop his thoughts from rushing towards the dirty direction all the way, so he secretly put away the things on the table without knowing it, and pretended to be Put it in your pocket.
Wei Qian was really sitting on pins and needles in the living room. It didn't take long before he found an excuse and went back to his room.
He sat in front of the desk and turned on the computer, then opened the browser with a serious face, hesitated for a while, and finally searched for "how to find gay pornography" in the Baidu search bar, such embarrassing questions.
After that, Wei Qian started to analyze all kinds of complicated information as if doing market research, but most of the online addresses he found had been blocked long ago. He always felt that there would be viruses in the obvious pornographic websites or unknown download addresses. Dare to go in casually.
Wei Qian, who didn't know what "bad things" he wanted to do, was like this, and seriously competed with the major search engines all night on this issue.
Unexpectedly, before the result came out, suddenly, his door was unlocked from the outside.
Wei Qian's hands trembled, and he quickly tried to close the search page, but he accidentally clicked on something, and a strange sound came out of the speaker immediately, making his hairs explode.
Wei Zhiyuan was at the door, raising the apple and the fruit knife in his hand dumbly: "I just want to ask you if you want to eat it or not"
Wei Qian: ""
Of course, what he felt most wronged was that there was clearly nothing on the screen, and the movement just now was the background sound when the evil network was opened!
Wei Zhiyuan poked at the door for a few seconds, thinking whether he should be a saint or a mortal. In the blink of an eye, the "sage villain" who saw the saw was beaten into a pile of dregs by the "mortal villain"—he decisively took the fruit knife and Throwing away all the apples, he walked sideways into Wei Qian's room, and locked the door behind him.
With a "click", it seemed that a string that might break at any time collapsed in the room, and the tension was almost suffocating.
But then, the string of suffocation loosened—Wei Zhiyuan caught a glimpse of Wei Qian's screen full of search results and the inexplicable aggrieved face. Kicked out: "Laugh, laugh."
Wei Zhiyuan sat on the ground leaning against the foot of his table, rubbing the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Brother, I have two g's in my mobile hard drive, and the password is the spelling of your name, do you want it? Copy them all to you. "
There are only a few words in this sentence, but Wei Qian felt that he could find several reasons to punish Wei Zhiyuan from it, but when all these reasons were piled up together, it seemed to produce a deceitful "negative negative is positive" result , an image appeared in Wei Qian's mind uncontrollably, Wei Zhiyuan sat alone in the room, typed the full spelling of his name, and then
"elder brother."
While he was still immersed in the chaos, Wei Zhiyuan stopped laughing at some point. Wei Zhiyuan tentatively grabbed Wei Qian's ankle, easily rolled up the thin trouser leg, and stroked his Wei Qian's leg.
Wei Zhiyuan met Wei Qian's gaze, and he said softly: "I have to wait for the film to get it, do you want the live version now?"
As he spoke, he held up Wei Qian's bare feet, rubbed them slowly on the side of Wei Qian's feet, then suddenly lowered his head, and lightly pecked on the back of his feet.
Wei Qian withdrew his feet as if electrocuted: "Xiao Yuan!"
Wei Zhiyuan got up, put his hands on the handle of his chair, and looked down at him: "Qian'er, do you want to try?"
There was a mild smell of bath liquid on him, and he closed Wei Qian's computer with a raised hand, turned his desk lamp to the darkest setting, and gently lifted Wei Qian's collar: "If you don't want to, just like Just kick me away, okay?"
Wei Qian's face was dim under the dim light.
Wei Zhiyuan's movements were extremely gentle, even though his forehead was soaked in sweat in the cold winter months. He has already discovered that for some reason, his brother is very resistant to overly intimate relationships and skin-to-skin contact. "Some reasons" he doesn't want to think about, but he can more or less guess some of them.
He didn't seem to make Wei Qian feel uncomfortable, so he kept trying to suppress himself.
His ten feet of soft red dust is in the palm of his hand, and all the ethereal or clear meditations are wiped out, he just wants to drown himself in it.
Wei Qian called his name in a low voice: "Xiaoyuan."
Like a person who suddenly went crazy, Wei Zhiyuan pulled him up, then wrapped his arms around his waist, and threw himself and him onto the bed.
The soft bed let out a hoarse "creak" sound.
The gate that was closed to him twenty years ago was completely opened. Wei Qian closed his eyes, as if he heard the sound of water flowing by like a river.
He felt as if something in his body was slowly passing away in the vortex of desire, and a new torrent was ignited in the silent blood vessel.
Without Wei Zhiyuan
He will never learn to be as cynical as Alex in his life, at least if he is killed, he will not be able to abandon his company and turn around to work as an accountant in a cat food factory.
He also can't learn to simply do what he likes like Ma Chunming, and he doesn't even have a formed ideal that can be described.
Material wealth will empty his soul. After a few years, Xiaobao may become popular or get married. No matter which way she goes, she will gradually leave him.
No one needs him to carry heavy responsibilities around the clock and work as hard as a workaholic.
That was his end.
"Fuck, it hurts!" Wei Qian couldn't help but yell out in a different tone, "Can you fucking be gentle? Kill a pig!"
But I'm afraid not now.
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