"Does your expression show that you want him to come or not?" They have been cut off from the outside world for several months, and netizens have already started speculating whether they have broken up or not because of a phone call that was not made.
Ou Shaowen lowered his head and said nothing.
"You've been acting weird lately. Take a good rest after the game. Go out and play with Mr. Ou to relax."
Ou Shaowen pursed his lips, feeling even more depressed. He was a little afraid to face Ou Renjin when he vowed to give him a heart transplant but found out that he might not be able to do it.
He spent a long time, using up all the battery on his phone, looking up countless terms and confirmed that there was no such technology as a heart simulator here. He also could not find the names of all the wealthy tycoons whose hearts he had transplanted in the past.
There seemed to be no such terrifying place as the laboratory in this world. He seemed to have escaped to another time and space inexplicably, and could continue to live happily in heaven without having to worry about being suddenly caught and taken back to hell.
These surprises did not make him happy for long. He soon thought of another frightening fact. Without the instruments in the laboratory, could he successfully transplant a heart to Ou Renjin? Or, after the transplant was successful, would he have a chance to grow a new heart and continue to live
No wonder Ou Renjin refused to accept it. No wonder Dr. Chen and Guan Qijun were so shocked. They must have thought that he died like an ordinary person without a heart.
But it wasn't like that. He wasn't as good and noble as they thought. He just had the absolute confidence that he wouldn't be in any danger anyway, so he dared to say those words in a high-sounding manner. When I thought about it this way, I felt like a big liar who deceived people's feelings, the kind of person who was unforgivable.
He was even a little afraid to meet Ou Renjin. If he asked about the heart transplant, he wouldn't be able to answer without hesitation, "I'm ready to cooperate at any time." It's not that he didn't want to, he just... needed time to think and prepare.
He was not prepared for death at all. Because of his special physique, he had never had this concept. Especially after coming to the outside world and meeting Ou Renjin, and knowing that he would never be caught and taken back to the laboratory, he hoped to live longer.
He clenched his fists, feeling a tightness in his chest, and was unable to breathe due to the pressure of layer upon layer of frustration.
He was so sad, so sad that he couldn't shed a single tear.
It was not until Song Yijiu reminded him that it was time to go on stage that he cheered up and tried hard to suppress his emotions.
After performing the group opening dance as usual, he turned around and walked off the stage when he suddenly heard PD mention a person's name during the host's introduction -
"… Ou Renjin, the person in charge of Qimeng Entertainment, welcome everyone."
He turned his head suddenly, his eyes scanned the stage, and finally settled on the handsome and tall man in a suit.
He seemed to be looking at him as well, but they were quite far away, so Ou Shaowen couldn't quite see the expression on his face. He only knew that he didn't seem to be smiling, but was just looking at him quietly, with a serious look.
Seeing him appear in front of him, Ou Shaowen's previous hesitation and timidity disappeared in an instant. He didn't have the mind to think about anything else at this moment. He just wanted to rush up to kiss him and hug him, as if only by touching his skin and smelling his scent could he feel at peace.
"Hey," he just took a step forward, and Song Yijiu, who was standing next to him, quickly grabbed his arm and said with a smile, "Don't get excited, you can do whatever you want after the finals are over. We are still on the stage, calm down."
He was still looking in the direction of Ou Renjin, but Ou Renjin had already looked away and was leaning forward to listen to what the person next to him was saying amid the noise.
Ou Shaowen stood there stubbornly for two seconds. The audience on the stage noticed his movement and began to murmur.
"Hey, what are you doing? Go!" Song Yijiu's eyes were already filled with a hint of anxiety. He finally relaxed his body and followed his force to get off the stage.
When he got backstage, he stood straight as if he had lost his soul, quietly cooperating with the stylist to change his clothes. Several teammates who were performing with him talked to him, and he just nodded and said "hmm" after hearing a sentence, looking distracted.
Until a staff member handed him his mobile phone. It was not the spare phone that Ou Renjin had secretly sent to him before, but his own phone, which had so many call records with Ou Renjin.
He took the phone with some doubts, but before he could hold it steady, it rang. He was almost in a panic as he answered the name that made his heart burn. His voice was trembling, "Hello."
"What are you doing, little idiot? You're on stage, staring at me."
“I…” Ou Shaowen was speechless.
"Remember to look at the camera when you perform, and stop looking at me."
"good."
"I'll take you out for dinner when we're done." Ou Renjin's voice was a little soft, and he spoke intimate words with a calm tone.
Ou Shaowen didn't know why he felt like crying. "You won't leave first, right? Will you wait for me? The game will be over soon."
"Don't worry, play well."
Ou Renjin didn't allow him to look at him during the performance, so he really didn't look in that direction until all the performances were over and the rankings were announced one by one. He finally showed a sweet smile in the direction of the guest seats without restraint, and waved at him excitedly, which was very uncharacteristic of him.
He stood in the middle of the first row, and his movements were so large that all the viewers could see him clearly. The program crew was very understanding and cut to a shot of Ou Renjin, who raised his eyebrows, turned his face to the side, and smiled helplessly.
"Fuck, Wen Ge has become Wen Mei. Cool guy has become a little too sweet."
"My brother is soft and silly in private."
"Who is there to say that they broke up? They are so passionate about their love, how can you interfere?"
"Hahahahahahahahahaha, I'm okay again, help me up, I can still eat. I just said that with Ou Renjin's personality, he would have posted on Weibo as soon as he broke up."
"Damn, that's sweet."
Ou Shaowen stood in the center of the stage, and he would turn his head to look at Ou Renjin almost every half a minute. During this period, there were so many friends around him, and when they didn't meet, he felt that he had gotten used to it, and he wouldn't be too sad to think of him occasionally. But when he really saw him, he realized how much he missed him, and the seemingly lively life didn't seem to be exciting enough, only he himself was alive.
When it came to the fixed emotional segment, the contestants' family, friends or company bosses began to express their encouragement and messages to them one by one.
When it was Ou Renjin's turn, he felt a kind of intense pleasure when facing Ou Shaowen's burning gaze, as if he had proved something and avenged something.
No matter how many people in the world like him, the person he loves most is still me. What does it matter if you guys complain about him
Obviously, we sent him to this show in the beginning with the intention of letting him enjoy the love of the whole world, but now it seems that he is not a saint after all. He can't even pretend to be gentle. No matter how perfect he appears on the surface, he is still dark inside.
Ou Shaowen can be loved by the whole world, but he cannot love the whole world. And what he has always wanted to prove is that after being loved by the whole world, they still only love him.
It turns out that this is his ultimate goal.
I was influenced by the innocence of children before, and even deceived myself.
He picked up the microphone and spoke to Ou Shaowen, "Do you know how proud I am of you? Signing you is the wisest decision I have made in recent years." He paused and continued, "It's just that the time limit is a bit short. Otherwise, let's sign a new 10-year contract after the game."
Ou Shaowen's fan base began to be in a small uproar.
This big pig's hoof is so bad, he did it on purpose, just to retaliate against those fans who said they wanted Wenwen to terminate her contract with Qimeng!
But their brother had an expression of surprise and emotion on his face, and said "OK" with a big smile, as if he had received some kind of award, which was enough to choke you to death.
"Did you hear that? I will plan your brother's career well." Ou Renjin turned his head and raised his eyebrows at the camera, looking very provocative.
"Ahahahahahahahaha, President Ou is such a dog." The crowd watching the fun was the most excited.
Ou Shaowen opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but this session was over, and the PD began to cue the next process and prepare to announce the votes, so he quietly closed his mouth, preparing to save his words for later in private.
At this moment, I have forgotten the dilemma of whether to transplant or not and whether I feel guilty or not.
As expected, he was ranked first. Many fans were cheering when the second place was announced, but he was very calm. He just smiled very brightly with his eyes curved, which made thousands of girls fall in love with him.
He held the microphone, his eyes confident and proud, "Standing here, I want to tell you, if you want to be the number one fan, I will always be the number one. Next, I will make you fans of popular idols and fans of first-line stars. I will be your pride and make you always feel that liking me is something you can show off at any time."
The young man standing at the highest point is full of vigor and vitality, as if he has not yet learned what is reserved and what is humble. He only knows that if others like him, he must return the best.
So vigorous and magnificent, so dazzling.
Ou Renjin looked at him amid the screams and realized how much this boy had grown.
During the days when he was spending time with hundreds of his peers and when he always finished his courses the best and fastest, he finally realized through countless comparisons that he was not an ordinary person, but a genius, born better than others.
He should be confident.
Ou Renjin lowered his head and felt that the feeling at this moment was a little strange.
Ou Shaowen didn’t know whether this acceptance speech would cause controversy. He only knew that the final was over and he could happily jump in front of Ou Renjin.