"Ou Renjin, didn't you say before that you were not suitable for this kind of occasion? Is the sound loud? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Ou Shaowen stood in front of him and stretched out his arms, "Can I hug you?"
"No." Ou Renjin glanced at him, his expression two points colder than on the stage.
He withdrew his hand somewhat helplessly.
"Since you haven't called me for two months, it means you haven't thought of me for two months. Why do you want to hug me now?"
"No, I have thought of you many, many times."
"Oh? I don't believe it." In fact, as long as everyone in the world saw the look in Ou Shaowen's eyes just now, they could be sure that he had not changed his heart. However, this could not offset the feeling of having his expectations dashed countless times. He was a vindictive person and had to vent this unhappiness.
Ou Shaowen lowered his eyes, looking frustrated. Ou Renjin was angry, and rightly so. Although the staff did not give him a charging cable when they gave him the phone privately, and he was not in the mood to ask for a charging cable when the phone ran out of battery, this could not be called a reason, so he did not explain it at all. Because he did not call Ou Renjin, he really did not dare to call.
"sorry."
"You don't have anything else to say." If Ou Renjin was half taking revenge and half teasing him just now, his face really darkened at this moment, and the suppressed anger made his eyes cold.
Ou Shaowen shook his head, not knowing what to say. He actually wanted to ask Ou Renjin what it was like when he first met him. He had always thought that he had brought him out of the laboratory. Now thinking about what Ou Renjin said to him in the hospital when they first met, he realized that everything was not as he imagined.
But he still wanted to confirm it.
"If you don't want to say anything, just get in the car. Didn't the operations department say they gave you three days off? I'll take you to dinner first." He turned around and walked out.
Ou Shaowen took two quick steps to catch up with him and wanted to hold his hand, but he raised his arm to avoid him.
Ou Shaowen stopped and looked at Ou Renjin sadly, and he said coldly: "You can't touch me for the next two months."
He knew that Ou Shaowen had a slight skin hunger for him, so he didn't want to do what he wanted.
Ou Shaowen looked at his expression and said, "How about two weeks? Two weeks is too long." It had been a long time since he had held his hand or hugged him.
"You also think two months is too long. I thought you didn't have that concept?"
When Ou Renjin gets angry, he likes to use rhetorical questions to express his sarcasm. Ou Shaowen sighed and decided not to ask the question he wanted to ask.
Who knew that Ou Renjin's face would become even uglier. What was Ou Shaowen's expression like? It seemed that he didn't care and was tolerating his unreasonable behavior. Obviously, when he was on the stage and waved to him with a smile, he was ready to let him go.
He could have ignored the fact that he hadn't called for two months after he had strongly expressed his desire to talk to him. If he had just been sweet-mouthed and obedient like before, and said a few nice words, wasn't he very good at that? But now he couldn't say a word.
Tsk, now that he's become more famous and more people like him, he no longer cares about the hypocritical and artificial gentleness he gets from them.
If it were before, Ou Shaowen would have blinked his bright eyes and said many nice things to him, telling him how much he missed him and how the three months without him felt like years. But now, the joy of reunion gradually faded, and Ou Renjin showed an attitude of not wanting to communicate with him, so he immersed himself in thinking about heart transplantation again.
He was thinking whether he should confess this matter. He had many self-righteous ideas about Ou Renjin before, and Ou Renjin also had many misunderstandings about him. It seemed that they were not what the other thought.
Xiao Liu, who was driving, tried hard to pretend that he was looking straight ahead, but in fact he had already pricked up his ears to listen to the noise.
"Ou Renjin." Ou Shaowen raised his head and finally noticed Ou Renjin's expression becoming increasingly indifferent as the car became quieter, so he called him softly.
Ou Renjin did not respond. He asked himself: "Can you tell me what it was like when we first met?"
"Why are you asking this all of a sudden? You've never asked before."
Ou Renjin also had a lot of questions about the scene when they first met, but considering Ou Shaowen's isolated behavior and his aphasia at the time, he guessed that he must have had a not-so-good or even dark and painful past, so he would be grateful for the slightest kindness from others.
Because of this, he was sometimes curious about his past, but he just kept it in his heart and never asked.
"I... I don't know if I lost my memory for a period of time. I was in the hospital when I woke up that day, and I can't remember what happened in between. I always thought it was you who took me out from... where I was originally, but now that I think about it, it doesn't seem to be the case."
Ou Renjin was slightly shocked, glanced at him, and replied truthfully: "That's not the case. When I met you, I don't know if you fell from the hillside next to me, and happened to hit my car, so I sent you to the hospital."
For some reason, he was somewhat repulsed by this topic.
"Is that all?"
"that is it."
“Oh.” Ou Shaowen responded softly and stopped talking. He didn’t know whether he was more grateful or more afraid.
Now he was 100% sure that this was a world without laboratories, and Ou Renjin was not the wealthy man he thought he was who could buy out his heart and five years of time.
What should he do then
He looked up, his eyes filled with real and heavy sadness. In the past, he could endure the pain day and night and never thought of giving up his life. Everyone in this world knows that a person will die without a heart. He was afraid that he would die on the operating table this time, and he was even more afraid that without the laboratory equipment and subsequent anti-rejection treatment, he would not be able to save Ou Renjin even if he died.
Ou Renjin frowned slightly. His expression was more confused and desperate than ever before, which made people feel uneasy.
"What's wrong?" He had forgotten that just two minutes ago, he was going to use his indifference to retaliate for not receiving a call for two months. His eyes darkened as he said, "You can trust me. The rich people in this world have more ways than you think. I can still be considered a rich man, so no matter what happens, you can tell me. I have the ability to protect you."
Ou Shaowen's eyes immediately turned red. In fact, it wasn't a wrong timing at all. Ou Renjin had never thought of using his heart. He had always been perfunctory and comforting him. At times like this, he still always wanted to protect him.
But he is a big liar and doesn't deserve such a good woman like Ou Renjin.
His eyes were red, his lips were pursed and he said nothing.
"Is it that the subsequent work arrangement is not to your liking, or is it that someone among them is bullying you?"
Ou Shaowen did not take the opportunity to hug him or touch him. He still remembered that Ou Renjin had just told him not to touch him for two months. He could only turn his head away obediently, avoiding his gaze, and took a deep breath to suppress the urge to cry.
Ou Renjin held his head and turned him back, his eyes serious and deep, "No matter where you escaped from before, now you are by my side. You have signed Qimeng's contract and are mine. You don't have to worry about what they will do next. You have to remember that you have completely gotten rid of the past."
It has to be said that apart from the bizarre existence of human experiments, laboratories, and organ culture dishes, Ou Renjin's speculations about his past are already consistent with a large part of the facts.
Ou Shaowen had finally managed to hold back his tears. The tears he had been holding back began to flow again. He shook his head, still silent. After a long silence, he spoke in a hoarse voice, “I want to hug you. Can I hug you first this time and then start counting the time?”
Ou Renjin frowned and hugged him in his arms, ruffling his hair with his hands.
Xiao Liu glanced at the rearview mirror quietly, thinking that Ou Shaowen was indeed very capable, as he managed to coax Mr. Ou into submission with just two sentences.
Ou Shaowen buried his head in the crook of his neck, leaning against the warmth of his skin, quietly.
"Don't be afraid." Ou Renjin comforted him.
Ou Shaowen pursed his lips and wanted to cry again.
When he returned to the villa, he still looked like a wilted cabbage. Aunt Zhou felt sorry for him when she saw him. She pinched his arm and insisted that he had lost weight. She hurried to make him a midnight snack in the middle of the night, and no one tried to stop her.
"Come here." Ou Renjin sat on the sofa and patted the place beside him. Ou Shaowen went over and sat down.
“I’ll give you one last chance to explain why you didn’t call me.” This question was stuck in his mind. He felt that he had a certain understanding of Ou Shaowen and didn’t want to let it go emotionally.
Ou Shaowen opened his mouth and said, “I don’t know how to say it.”
"I have plenty of time. I will start from the source and talk about it bit by bit."
Ou Shaowen didn't want to lie to him, but if he told him that all his previous promises were lies and no longer counted, he... couldn't say it.
He had not yet made up his mind to give up his life, nor was he ready to watch Ou Renjin lose his life. He was like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, just hoping that he would not make a decision now.
"Begin." Ou Renjin looked at him expressionlessly. The atmosphere became cold and his whole body was filled with a sense of oppression that was rarely shown in front of him.
Ou Shaowen suppressed his panic and said, "I just suddenly remembered something and realized that you don't seem to be the guest I thought you were...."
He considered his words, "I originally thought that you bought me back with your money, so I could live safely without anyone looking for me. Later I found out that it wasn't the case, so I was a little scared. The phone you gave me was out of battery, and when the production team told me that I could call the outside world, my mind was in a mess and I didn't know what to say to you."
He was lying to Ou Renjin.
Although the "thought" was true, the "fear" was true, and the "no power" was also true, he knew that he was lying and he deliberately concealed most of the truth to mislead him.
Ou Renjin's expression changed immediately. He clenched his teeth and frowned. He had imagined countless possibilities about Ou Shaowen's past, and now it seemed that this was the worst one.
The tears he had been holding back began to well up again. He shook his head, still not saying anything. After a long silence, he spoke in a hoarse voice, "I want to hug you. Can I hug you first this time and then start counting the time?"
Ou Renjin frowned and hugged him in his arms, ruffling his hair with his hands.
Xiao Liu glanced at the rearview mirror quietly, thinking that Ou Shaowen was indeed very capable, as he managed to coax Mr. Ou into submission with just two sentences.
Ou Shaowen buried his head in the crook of his neck, leaning against the warmth of his skin, quietly.
"Don't be afraid." Ou Renjin comforted him.
Ou Shaowen pursed his lips and wanted to cry again.
When he returned to the villa, he still looked like a wilted cabbage. Aunt Zhou felt sorry for him when she saw him. She pinched his arm and insisted that he had lost weight. She hurried to make him a midnight snack in the middle of the night, and no one tried to stop her.
"Come here." Ou Renjin sat on the sofa and patted the place beside him. Ou Shaowen went over and sat down.
“I’ll give you one last chance to explain why you didn’t call me.” This question was stuck in his mind. He felt that he had a certain understanding of Ou Shaowen and didn’t want to let it go emotionally.
Ou Shaowen opened his mouth and said, “I don’t know how to say it.”
"I have plenty of time. I will start from the source and talk about it bit by bit."
Ou Shaowen didn't want to lie to him, but if he told him that all his previous promises were lies and no longer counted, he... couldn't say it.
He had not yet made up his mind to give up his life, nor was he ready to watch Ou Renjin lose his life. He was like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, just hoping that he would not make a decision now.
"Begin." Ou Renjin looked at him expressionlessly. The atmosphere became cold and his whole body was filled with a sense of oppression that was rarely shown in front of him.
Ou Shaowen suppressed his panic and said, "I just suddenly remembered something and realized that you don't seem to be the guest I thought you were...."
He considered his words, "I originally thought that you bought me back with your money, so I could live safely without anyone looking for me. Later I found out that it wasn't the case, so I was a little scared. The phone you gave me was out of battery, and when the production team told me that I could call the outside world, my mind was in a mess and I didn't know what to say to you."
He was lying to Ou Renjin.
Although the "thought" was true, the "fear" was true, and the "no power" was also true, he knew that he was lying and he deliberately concealed most of the truth to mislead him.
Ou Renjin's expression changed immediately. He clenched his teeth and frowned. He had imagined countless possibilities about Ou Shaowen's past, and now it seemed that this was the worst one.