"Can we talk about something happy?" Ou Shaowen forced a smile. "My agent and I asked for a long vacation. When you are discharged from the hospital, let's go out and play together. I still have many places I haven't been to. I have been to several cities for work, but I was in a hurry and didn't feel anything. Let's go traveling together. We don't have to try anything new. We can just see the scenery and eat some delicious food."
"I don't want to think about work for now, and you don't have to think about it either. We'll just be together every day. It's fine if we can't travel around and just stay in bed playing games. As long as I'm with you, everything will be fine."
Ou Renjin listened to him quietly. "Your tone makes me feel like you are completing some bucket list with me."
Ou Shaowen just froze there, looking a little embarrassed as if he had been exposed. He glared at him, but his eyes were misty and there was no deterrent power at all.
Ou Renjin didn't want him to escape, and wanted him to accept the fact that he might leave little by little. He said these words with the mentality that he might die soon, but he didn't know that Ou Shaowen was also thinking that he might die soon and was making these final fantasies.
He nodded desperately, "Bucket list is a bucket list, will you come with me to do it?"
Ou Renjin laughed. "Wouldn't it be sad to do those things with the attitude of completing a bucket list? Besides, you should be the one to accompany me to do it. Shouldn't this be my list?"
"No, I want you to decide." Ou Shaowen rarely insists like this.
Ou Renjin didn't have any particular wishes that he wanted to fulfill, so he was happy to comply with him. "Okay, you decide. But first of all, I have to review it after you decide, and I won't agree to it unconditionally."
“Ah? You can’t even agree to the bucket list?” Ou Shaowen was a little disappointed.
"What? I've already told you this is not your bucket list. I've already spoiled you enough by letting you make it." Ou Renjin smiled and rubbed his head.
It's good for the children to keep doing this.
"By the way, I remembered that I wanted to do something with you. How about we go record a couple show together?"
Ou Renjin tilted his head and thought for a while, "Which one is "Newlywed Diary"?"
"Yes."
“No…” Under Ou Shaowen’s accusing eyes, he still insisted on finishing the remaining two words, “Great.”
"Why?"!"
"We are a same-sex couple, so there may be some restrictions if we appear on a TV show."
"Why?" He raised his voice a little and expressed his doubts again. Since coming into this world, his relationship with Ou Renjin has not encountered any obstacles in terms of sexual orientation. Whether it is the people around him, teammates, fans, or various interviews and programs, they all seem to have accepted this fact calmly. He doesn't quite understand what it means to have restrictions.
Ou Renjin did not explain to him from any value-oriented perspective, but only said: "There are so many couples participating together, not just us. Sometimes the men and women will record separately. At that time, one person will stay with the girls and listen to them talk about marriage and having children. Isn't it troublesome?"
After listening to this, Ou Shaowen nodded listlessly, "Yes." After a moment, he became excited again, "Then we can record the vlg ourselves and upload it to our own Weibo. That should be fine, right?"
"Of course you can." Ou Renjin didn't know why he was so insistent on showing off his affection, "But you're an idol, if you emphasize your relationship too much, some fans might be unhappy."
"I don't know them, so I don't care whether they are happy or not."
Ou Renjin shook his head in a pretentious manner, "How heartless."
This person is a bit contradictory. He obviously cares about fans' gifts on a daily basis and wants to give back to the enthusiasm given by fans. However, when he does something he wants to do, he can completely ignore the fans' feelings.
"I also want to go to the Couples Cinema to watch a movie." Ou Shaowen was thinking about his own wishes. "I also want to see the sea. I have never seen the sunrise at the seaside. I have only seen it in movies. The scene is really beautiful."
"I also want to wear couple outfits with you and go shopping in the supermarket with you."
"Also, I want to have sex with you."
After saying this, Ou Shaowen stopped, looking expectantly, waiting for his consent.
Ou Renjin was still immersed in his last direct and bold words. He choked for a while and asked, "Who taught you this?"
“Movies, books, and some conversations with other people.” Ou Shaowen frowned, a little anxious, “Don’t worry about these, just say whether it’s okay or not.”
"This is the first draft of the bucket list. Have you reviewed it? So... is it okay?"
Ou Renjin stared at him quietly for a while, looking a bit troubled. "Before, every one of my exes brought up this topic, I would answer them, 'Actually, I am a very conservative person. I would rather get married with my partner and then take it easy. But actually..."
Before he could finish, Ou Shaowen interrupted him excitedly, “We can get married, too. I want to marry you, too.”
Ou Renjin paused and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Let's just forget about it. Breaking up is fine. Having an ex-boyfriend is fine, but the reputation of being divorced or a widow is too bad."
“I don’t think it sounds bad.” Ou Shaowen suddenly felt that this was what he wanted to do the most. “I don’t need to have any of the previous wishes. Let’s just get married, okay?”
As a person without a future, he can focus on the present without thinking about tomorrow and love whoever he wants to love. This is the result of his calmly accepting his fate.
However, he also had to consider the widow. He didn't want Ou Shaowen to be a sentimental person who was obsessed with the deceased in the entertainment industry in the future.
"Really? I don't care what others say about me, I don't care whether my reputation is good or not, I just want to marry you." He was so paranoid at this moment that he had never been before.
"Okay, don't be willful. I'll agree to everything else for you, okay?" Ou Renjin pulled his arm, motioned for him to bend down, and whispered in his ear, "Including your last wish just now, which will also be fulfilled for you."
"You really can't marry me?"
Ou Renjin also turned serious and repeated, "I really can't."
"Oh well."
Ou Renjin would never know that he would worry that Ou Shaowen would not be able to let him go after his death, but as for Ou Shaowen, he would only worry that he would forget him too quickly.
This doesn't mean that he doubts Ou Renjin's feelings for him now. He is sure how much Ou Renjin cares about him, and he has always only cared about the present. But if he had to imagine the future -
He would wonder, when will Ou Renjin's sixth boyfriend appear
Whenever this topic is brought up, I always answer them, 'Actually, I am a very conservative person. I would rather wait until I get married to my partner before I can move on to that step naturally, but actually... "
Before he could finish, Ou Shaowen interrupted him excitedly, “We can get married, too. I want to marry you, too.”
Ou Renjin paused and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Let's just forget about it. Breaking up is fine. Having an ex-boyfriend is fine, but the reputation of being divorced or a widow is too bad."
“I don’t think it sounds bad.” Ou Shaowen suddenly felt that this was what he wanted to do the most. “I don’t need to have any of the previous wishes. Let’s just get married, okay?”
"No." Ou Renjin still rejected him, "I can make my own wish list. I don't want to marry you."
As a person without a future, he can focus on the present without thinking about tomorrow and love whoever he wants to love. This is the result of his calmly accepting his fate.
However, he also had to consider the widow. He didn't want Ou Shaowen to be a sentimental person who was obsessed with the deceased in the entertainment industry in the future.
"Really? I don't care what others say about me, I don't care whether my reputation is good or not, I just want to marry you." He was so paranoid at this moment that he had never been before.
"Okay, don't be willful. I'll agree to everything else for you, okay?" Ou Renjin pulled his arm, motioned for him to bend down, and whispered in his ear, "Including your last wish just now, which will also be fulfilled for you."
Ou Shaowen always had his mind set on something and was easily satisfied. He originally thought that if he said this, she would forget about the topic of marriage and happily prepare to fulfill other wishes with him. But Ou Shaowen still lowered his head and repeated it in a low voice.
"You really can't marry me?"
Ou Renjin also turned serious and repeated, "I really can't."
"Oh well."
Ou Renjin would never know that he would worry that Ou Shaowen would not be able to let him go after his death, but as for Ou Shaowen, he would only worry that he would forget him too quickly.
This doesn't mean that he doubts Ou Renjin's feelings for him now. He is sure how much Ou Renjin cares about him, and he has always only cared about the present. But if he had to imagine the future -
He would wonder, when will Ou Renjin's sixth boyfriend appear
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