Ou Renjin originally looked extremely calm, but as soon as Chen Sui said this, he took a breath as if he had recovered from drowning, as if he had been floating somewhere and had just returned to the world.
"Where is he?"
"I'll take you to see him when you can get out of bed and walk around by yourself." Chen Sui looked carefully at the expression on his face to make sure he showed no signs of physical discomfort.
"I want to see him now." He narrowed his eyes, "You don't have to look at me like that. I have been suffering from heart disease for more than ten years. I know how to control my emotions."
Finally, Chen Sui pushed the wheelchair and took Ou Renjin to the monitor.
On the screen, Ou Shaowen lay quietly on the hospital bed, his chest covered by a piece of cloth, countless tubes spreading out of his body, entangled with the lines of the instruments, as if he was wrapped in a huge cocoon. He was pale and it was impossible to tell whether he was still breathing.
Ou Renjin's pupils suddenly contracted, he lowered his head and took a quick breath.
"Do you remember what he told you before, that his organs could grow back after being removed? We didn't believe it at the time, but now it's proven that his heart is indeed showing signs of regrowth."
"You don't believe it?" Ou Renjin raised his head, his eyes even filled with hatred. "So you don't believe it, but you still did it. As a doctor, does murder feel good? Does it make you feel excited?"
Chen Sui shuddered violently, as if a needle had pierced his heart. He opened his mouth but said nothing in rebuttal.
In this matter, he was indeed an accomplice.
If Ou Shaowen didn't make it in the end, he would feel resentful for the rest of his life.
Ou Renjin glanced at the surveillance screen again, his eyes dull, looking cold and ruthless, "There are always some fools in this world who like to do things that can only move themselves but not others," he said word by word with a heavier tone, "I won't appreciate it at all."
After saying that, he turned the wheelchair and walked back. Chen Sui was stunned for a moment, but still stepped forward and pushed the armrest.
Back in the ward, Chen Sui watched him sit back on the bed and lie down. He gave him a few instructions, but Ou Renjin didn't respond. He could only leave first. He went around to the nurses' station to remind them to pay more attention to Ou Renjin's condition.
Finally alone, Ou Renjin pressed his palm on his chest. The wound was still painful. He closed his eyes and a tear flowed down his temple.
How can it be so painful!
He had never imagined that the feeling of extreme pain would be like this, as if the heart was put into a meat grinder, shattered into pieces, and the soul was floating in the sky, numb.
He tried hard to suppress his emotions, but a sob still escaped from his throat.
When did Ou Shaowen make this decision? Was it since he missed the heart source last time because of a fever? That's why he asked him to make the bucket list; that's why he wanted to marry him so much, asking him over and over again; that's why he specifically asked to take a picture of his face when he was vlg with him.
Is he getting along with him with this kind of mood
He thought he was cooperating with Ou Shaowen and trying hard to live well in the present when there was no tomorrow, but in the end it was Ou Shaowen who cherished every stolen day with the belief that he was going to die.
Does it have to be so bloody and tragic
That’s great, that’s amazing!
It turns out that stabbing a knife into the palm of your hand is really nothing. No wonder he acted so nonchalant? Because to him, digging out the heart is nothing.
Then what does it matter that he let him enter the entertainment industry, specially selected this kind of group, gave him love and care every day, and made all the efforts to change him
Then what about his self-righteous threats of "If you hurt yourself once, I will hurt myself once"
He thought he was his shackles, but in the end he found out that he was nothing.
Ou Shaowen aroused his competitive spirit, but gave him a spectacular defeat.
A disastrous defeat that will be remembered for a lifetime.
All the emotions were mixed together in Ou Renjin's mind. He was in pain, angry and regretful, which finally turned into deep self-loathing.
It happens again.
He felt it was ridiculous and absurd, as if someone had told him at the time: Look, your parents are so great, they tried their best to protect you in the car accident, so you have to live well, so that they can have some comfort in heaven.
No one asked him whether he was willing to live like this, and no one asked him whether he could calmly accept this choice of exchanging his life for another.
Some people always think they have done something good for you, but they don't know whether you are willing to accept their kindness. Why do they always meet such people? Why do they appear in the lives of these people? What did these people do wrong in their previous lives that God sent him to punish them
He covered his eyes and chuckled softly.
Life is so boring, Ou Shaowen is also boring, and Ou Renjin is the most boring person.
If something happened to Ou Shaowen, it would be at the cost of three lives. How noble would he have to be to be able to repay these three lives
He couldn't pay it back, he really... couldn't pay it back.
Ou Renjin sat up and turned his head. On the coffee table in front of the sofa not far away, there was the knife that Xiao Liu had just used to peel the fruit.
His whole world seemed to blur into a hazy background, except for the knife, which seemed to be clearly visible even from such a distance. He slowly moved himself to the bedside, stood up by holding the edge of the bed, and then walked step by step towards the coffee table. Finally, he walked to the coffee table and held the knife in his palm.
When he put the knife to his chest, he was still thinking about what Ou Shaowen felt when he was lying on the operating table. Would he feel indifferent? Did he think about how he would react after knowing the truth
Did he feel from the bottom of his heart that his previous threats would never come true
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After lying in the intensive care unit for more than a month, Ou Shaowen finally regained consciousness. A strange young doctor was writing something with his head down in front of an instrument nearby.
"You..." He opened his mouth, his voice extremely hoarse.
"You're awake." Eric didn't expect him to wake up so early. He sighed in English and immediately switched to Chinese.
He poured a glass of water over, scooped some with a spoon and handed it to his mouth, "Moisten your throat first."
After feeding him just a few spoonfuls, he stopped feeding me. I really just wanted to moisten his throat.
Ou Shaowen's mind was in a trance, and for a moment he even thought he was still in the laboratory. When he curled up his fingers in pain and gently bent his knees, he found that he was not imprisoned, and all his memories came back in an instant.
He immediately looked anxious and asked, "Ou Renjin... the person who transplanted my heart, is he okay? Was the operation successful?"
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Eric shook his head very calmly, "Sorry, I don't know. I have been taking care of you in the intensive care unit for more than a month."
As he spoke, he glanced at the instruments beside him and said, "It's okay. Your condition is getting better day by day. It's really amazing. In less than half a month, you can have another operation to remove these artificial blood vessels and artificial heart from your body. Then you can go see your lover by yourself."
Ou Shaowen was anxious and wanted to know Ou Renjin's current situation. He opened his eyes wide and begged, "Can you help me find out? I want to know now whether he is healthy or not. Please."
"Okay, I will." He was about to ask Guan Qijun when he went out for lunch at noon. He should know the most accurate information, although he hadn't contacted him for more than a month.
At noon, while he was quickly eating his lunch box, he called Guan Qijun and asked directly, "I need to ask you something. The miracle patient in the intensive care unit has woken up, and he asked me to ask about his heart transplant partner. With such a magical heart, I think the other party should be quite healthy, right?"
After hearing what he said, Guan Qijun was silent for a long time on the other end of the phone. "Just tell him that the heart surgery was very successful."
Eric could tell something was wrong with his tone. "What do you mean? The operation was successful then, so what about now?"
"Now..." Guan Qijun's pause lasted for a long time, and Eric even thought he heard a hint of crying.
"Now... what's going on?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Guan Qijun on the other end of the phone crying uncontrollably. They knew each other when they were in school, and this was the first time he heard him cry in all these years.
Eric's lips moved but he made no sound. He listened to him crying in silence for more than ten minutes. Then Guan Qijun seemed to have finally adjusted his emotions and repeated to him in a hoarse voice, "Just tell him that the operation was very successful."
“…Okay.” He was in no mood to eat the remaining half of the lunch box.
Eric stood in the disinfection room before entering the intensive care unit and slightly adjusted the expression on his face. Fortunately, he was wearing a full body protective suit, so no expression could be seen.
Then he walked in, and when Ou Shaowen heard the noise, his eyes immediately fell on his face.
"His heart transplant was a success. Don't worry."
Ou Shaowen was obviously relieved, gave him a smile and whispered "thank you".
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After hearing this news, the remaining half month was not difficult at all. This was even the most comfortable and enjoyable half month he had ever spent after so many heart transplant surgeries.
The heavy weight in my heart finally fell to the ground. Ou Renjin was fine, and so was he. It was the best ending. They could go wherever they wanted and do whatever they wanted without any worries.
Ou Renjin can come to listen to his concerts and no longer feel uncomfortable because of the vibration of the sound system. They can go hiking together, go to the amusement park together, do exciting activities that they could not do before, and run and play in the rain together.
His heart performed very well. Among the many transplant recipients, most were able to recover to be like normal people, and some were even healthier than normal people.
He spent the last half month of his heart's growth fantasizing like this, and then underwent another operation. This time he woke up quickly, and only then did he belatedly ask about Dr. Chen who came to see him.
"Where's Ou Renjin? Why didn't he come to see me?"
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With such a magical heart, I think the other party should be quite healthy, right? "
After hearing what he said, Guan Qijun was silent for a long time on the other end of the phone. "Just tell him that the heart surgery was very successful."
Eric could tell something was wrong with his tone. "What do you mean? The operation was successful then, so what about now?"
"Now..." Guan Qijun's pause lasted for a long time, and Eric even thought he heard a hint of crying.
"Now... what's going on?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Guan Qijun on the other end of the phone crying uncontrollably. They knew each other when they were in school, and this was the first time he heard him cry in all these years.
Eric's lips moved but he made no sound. He listened to him crying in silence for more than ten minutes. Then Guan Qijun seemed to have finally adjusted his emotions and repeated to him in a hoarse voice, "Just tell him that the operation was very successful."
“…Okay.” He was in no mood to eat the remaining half of the lunch box.
Eric stood in the disinfection room before entering the intensive care unit and slightly adjusted the expression on his face. Fortunately, he was wearing a full body protective suit, so no expression could be seen.
Then he walked in, and when Ou Shaowen heard the noise, his eyes immediately fell on his face.
"His heart transplant was a success. Don't worry."
Ou Shaowen was obviously relieved, gave him a smile and whispered "thank you".
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After hearing this news, the remaining half month was not difficult at all. This was even the most comfortable and enjoyable half month he had ever spent after so many heart transplant surgeries.
The heavy weight in my heart finally fell to the ground. Ou Renjin was fine, and so was he. It was the best ending. They could go wherever they wanted and do whatever they wanted without any worries.
Ou Renjin can come to listen to his concerts and no longer feel uncomfortable because of the vibration of the sound system. They can go hiking together, go to the amusement park together, do exciting activities that they could not do before, and run and play in the rain together.
His heart performed very well. Among the many transplant recipients, most were able to recover to be like normal people, and some were even healthier than normal people.
He spent the last half month of his heart's growth fantasizing like this, and then underwent another operation. This time he woke up quickly, and only then did he belatedly ask about Dr. Chen who came to see him.
"Where's Ou Renjin? Why didn't he come to see me?"
The author has something to say: I have to emphasize again that I am not that bloody, this novel is definitely he
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