Ou Shaowen shuddered all over, his pupils constricted subconsciously, and he murmured "no".
This was what he had been worrying about over and over again, and it was the reason why he wanted to hide the truth about Ou Renjin's matter at all costs.
But he still knew it.
Boundless fear gripped his heart.
The next second, Ou Renjin opened his collar, revealing half of his chest still wrapped in bandages. "By the time you can see this video, the wounds from the surgery should have healed."
As he spoke, he avoided the original surgical wound, leaned against the handle of the knife, and firmly cut it in the middle of the chest not far away.
Ou Shaowen suddenly leaned back in his chair, as if he wanted to escape from this scene, but his eyes were still staring at the computer screen in a self-mutilating manner. He could even see the flesh and blood under the skin bursting out inch by inch as the tip of the knife cut through it. The blood quickly dyed the bandage on his chest red, and then spread inch by inch along the lines of the clothes.
"Fortunately, there will be no scars on the children's bodies." Ou Renjin looked at the camera, as if looking into Ou Shaowen's eyes, and showed a relatively gentle smile, "That's good, I will leave a scar for you, so that you won't forget it."
As he spoke, he glanced at the palm of his hand again, "The scar here has faded. It needs to be deepened, or it will soon be invisible."
He carefully aimed at the wound on his palm and scratched it again. The blood quickly blurred and it was impossible to tell where it came from.
Ou Renjin lowered his head and wiped the blood from the wound with his fingertips, as if he was carefully determining whether the wound was deep enough to leave a scar. He then tugged at his collar and looked at his chest.
Ou Shaowen had the illusion that the same part of his body was also hurting. He clenched his palms and had difficulty breathing.
Finally, Ou Renjin frowned as if he felt pain, and then suddenly lost interest, and put the bloody knife on the coffee table in front of him, "Let's do this for now."
He raised his eyes and said, "If you can survive, then let's do this first. If you die, I will dig out your heart that is temporarily placed in my chest and cremate and bury it with your body."
Ou Renjin smiled lightly, but his eyes were so cold that they made people tremble. "This is not a love suicide, nor is it because I like you so much, so you don't have to be moved. I just! I am very reluctant to let your sacrifice produce any results you expect."
The screen went black, which seemed to indicate that the punishment was over at this moment.
Ou Shaowen finally returned to the water like a fish that had been dry for a long time and took a long breath.
"It's okay," he kept comforting himself with red eyes and choked throat.
At the moment when Ou Renjin held the knife against his chest just now, he even really thought that he would stab the knife directly into his chest. Ending with such a wound was the best result he could think of.
He comforted himself in this way, but he still felt so heartbroken that he was about to suffocate.
Ou Shaowen held the phone tightly and continued to call Ou Renjin. He knew that Ou Renjin must be very angry because he had done something wrong, because he had deceived him and did not keep his original promise.
If he cried and apologized to him, would he forgive him? He would tell him that this must be the last time, and from now on, he would listen to him in everything. After knowing that Ou Renjin loved him, he no longer wanted to hurt himself more than anyone else.
But... what can he do? He can grow a new heart, but Ou Renjin can't. He has a chance to survive, but Ou Renjin doesn't. For him, there is actually no other choice, he can only do this.
But Ou Renjin looked really angry, and Ou Shaowen even kept thanking himself that he was alive. He never believed in ghosts and gods, but at this moment, he was willing to kowtow to all the gods and Buddhas for letting him survive.
Otherwise... When he thought of that scene, Ou Renjin cutting open his chest with a knife and digging out his heart with an expressionless face... he felt that he would never forgive himself even if he died.
Ou Renjin's life could have lasted a little longer, and perhaps he would have encountered another sudden surprise, but he ruined all possibilities.
Fortunately... he survived.
However, Ou Renjin's call never got through.
Ou Shaowen was getting more and more panicked. He was afraid that Ou Renjin would not even give him a chance to explain or apologize. He was afraid that he was finally disappointed in him. If it weren't for this operation, they should have celebrated their anniversary two or three months ago. Ou Renjin had never been with a boyfriend for so long, and he was so disobedient. Was he finally tired of him? Was he... ready to stop liking him and wanted to leave him
He redialed the number over and over again, but no one picked up the phone until the ringing stopped. After nearly half an hour, he finally gave up, opened WeChat, and typed a long string of messages to Ou Renjin.
"Ou Renjin, please don't be angry, okay? I promise you that I will keep my promise and never disobey you again."
"I have actually done this type of surgery many times, and I came back to life every time. You see, this time is no different. I just had a checkup, and my heart is intact and healthy again."
"I didn't mean to break my promise, it's because I wanted to save you so badly. You never believed that I could really regenerate organs, and I was afraid that if I told you, you would firmly disagree. And I could obviously save you, but in the end I would have to watch you leave. I can't do that."
"Does your wound hurt? Please take good care of yourself and bandage the wound well, okay?"
"I know I was wrong. I swear, I won't let you have the chance to do this again. Please don't deliberately leave scars on yourself, okay?"
"Please pay attention to me, okay?"
In the end, there was still no response.
Ou Shaowen's fingers paused on the phone screen, with a deep sense of frustration and despair. He wondered if Ou Renjin really didn't want him this time.
It took him a long time before he finally mustered up the energy to call Xiao Liu.
"Hello, Brother Shao Wen, I heard that you have recovered and been discharged from the hospital? Congratulations, you will be blessed in the future if you survive a disaster." Xiao Liu didn't know the truth of the matter from beginning to end. He just thought that Ou Shao Wen was in a car accident and was rescued. He was lucky enough to be fine now. Therefore, he was particularly excited when he received Ou Shao Wen's call.
"By the way, I just saw you on Weibo. Your fans found out that you haven't had any activities for more than three months. Now they have organized themselves and started to attack Definition Entertainment on a small scale. I suspect they are deliberately suppressing you."
Ou Shaowen knew all that Xiao Liu said. When he got the phone, he saw countless WeChat messages and a long list of missed calls from his agent's sister.
He! He knew it was rude to see the message and not reply, but he really didn't have the mood to deal with it now.
They had enough materials and variety shows they had shot before, and his Weibo account had been handed over long ago, and it had always been shared by the team and himself. He didn't think his disappearance for more than two months would cause much of a backlash among fans, nor did he think it was something urgent that he had to deal with now.
"Xiao Liu." Ou Shaowen interrupted him and asked nervously, "Have you seen Ou Renjin recently?"
"No." Xiao Liu gave a negative answer. "Boss Ou's private seal has been handed over to the secretariat. The vice president has been in charge of the company's business for some time. However, he sent me a few messages about official business more than half a month ago."
Ou Shaowen seemed to have breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."
At least it means that he is fine and he didn't secretly stab the knife into his chest in a place where the camera can't reach.
"Did anything happen between you and Mr. Ou?" Xiao Liu asked this question quite cautiously. He originally thought that Mr. Ou must have been in the hospital accompanying Ou Shaowen during the time he disappeared. He didn't think there was anything special about the workaholic giving up his job for this. After all, Mr. Ou was the kind of person who could take a long vacation just to accompany Shaowen's brother out to play.
"You don't know that Mr. Ou found out about your car accident just a few days after the surgery. We wanted to hide it from him, but he was too smart and we couldn't hide it at all. I still remember his expression at that time. His face was pale and there was no vitality in his body. Fortunately, you are fine now... Did you have a fight now?"
“Yes,” Ou Shaowen felt even more upset, “I did something very wrong and made him angry, and he seems to be ignoring me.”
The pitiful tone made Xiao Liu want to laugh, and he blurted out, "It's okay. Ignoring you is nothing. If he's really angry, he might be smiling at you one second and then announce your breakup on Weibo the next. As long as he hasn't made it official, it's not a big deal."
As soon as he finished speaking, he slapped his thigh and felt bad. How could someone comfort someone like him? It sounded like Mr. Ou was such a jerk and that the breakup was so casual.
But miraculously, Ou Shaowen was comforted just like that. He was obviously relieved on the other end of the phone, "Thank you. I'll go check first to see if he has posted anything on Weibo."
"Eh?" Before Xiao Liu could finish his words, he heard a "beep" sound from the other end of the phone.
It's over. As a fan of W Europe, he suddenly felt that the candy was not sweet. Where is the true love that was promised? Shao Wen brother is still so uneasy and afraid of being abandoned at any time.
Ou Renjin is a scumbag who plays with other people's feelings!
After Ou Shaowen finished calling Xiao Liu, he went to Weibo and carefully looked through Ou Renjin's homepage. His most recent Weibo post was more than two months ago. It was a photo of Ou Shaowen at the beach. The boy was standing in front of the layers of waves, with half of his face dyed with the blush of sunrise, and he looked very beautiful.
When he opened the comments, he saw many of his fans questioning Ou Renjin about his whereabouts.
"You kidnapped my brother for most of the month before, and we traveled everywhere. Now it's been two months. If he didn't work in the last two months just to accompany you, I will definitely blackmail him for the rest of his life. You have to know that this is my brother's rising period. He is not your toy. Can you respect his dream?"
Ou Shaowen frowned. If his company and agent had not warned them many times before not to reply to fans' comments casually, he would have directly refuted them.
He didn't have any dreams. Even his current dream of shining on the stage was given to him by Ou Renjin.
Some people know nothing, but always act as if they know him better than anyone else.
After confirming that Ou Renjin did not post a breakup Weibo, he finally felt relieved and sent Ou Renjin a few more WeChat messages. He finally had the time to look at his countless unread messages, and then replied to them one by one.
Calls from his agent and teammates came in almost one after another. Ou Shaowen's consistent explanation was that he had been in a minor car accident and had been recuperating in the hospital for two months. After receiving one piece of caring letter after another, his depressed mood finally eased a little.
He followed his agent's advice and posted a Weibo post explaining that he had been in hospital for the past two months. All of his fans immediately began to care about his health, and then continued to criticize Definition Entertainment, accusing them of arranging a schedule for him that was too tight and too dense.
It is also very contradictory.
See if he has posted anything on Weibo. "
"Eh?" Before Xiao Liu could finish his words, he heard a "beep" sound from the other end of the phone.
It's over. As a fan of W Europe, he suddenly felt that the candy was not sweet. Where is the true love that was promised? Shao Wen brother is still so uneasy and afraid of being abandoned at any time.
Ou Renjin is a scumbag who plays with other people's feelings!
After Ou Shaowen finished calling Xiao Liu, he went to Weibo and carefully looked through Ou Renjin's homepage. His most recent Weibo post was more than two months ago. It was a photo of Ou Shaowen at the beach. The boy was standing in front of the layers of waves, with half of his face dyed with the blush of sunrise, and he looked very beautiful.
When he opened the comments, he saw many of his fans questioning Ou Renjin about his whereabouts.
"You kidnapped my brother for most of the month before, and we traveled everywhere. Now it's been two months. If he didn't work in the last two months just to accompany you, I will definitely blackmail him for the rest of his life. You have to know that this is my brother's rising period. He is not your toy. Can you respect his dream?"
Ou Shaowen frowned. If his company and agent had not warned them many times before not to reply to fans' comments casually, he would have directly refuted them.
He didn't have any dreams. Even his current dream of shining on the stage was given to him by Ou Renjin.
Some people know nothing, but always act as if they know him better than anyone else.
After confirming that Ou Renjin did not post a breakup Weibo, he finally felt relieved and sent Ou Renjin a few more WeChat messages. He finally had the time to look at his countless unread messages, and then replied to them one by one.
Calls from his agent and teammates came in almost one after another. Ou Shaowen's consistent explanation was that he had been in a minor car accident and had been recuperating in the hospital for two months. After receiving one piece of caring letter after another, his depressed mood finally eased a little.
He followed his agent's advice and posted a Weibo post explaining that he had been in hospital for the past two months. All of his fans immediately began to care about his health, and then continued to criticize Definition Entertainment, accusing them of arranging a schedule for him that was too tight and too dense.
It is also very contradictory.