guessed.
As Ou Shaowen revealed more and more information, Ou Renjin had actually already pieced together the puzzle in his mind.
However, even though he guessed it, at this moment he still couldn't control his burning anger.
He would feel sick if such a cruel laboratory could survive in this world for one day.
At this moment, he didn't care about abiding by the law. He just wanted to tie those researchers to the operating table and do exactly what they had done to Ou Shao.
Let them experience for themselves that their bodies are being cut and stitched up again and again, making life worse than death.
Ou Shaowen continued to speak without emotion, "I was their most successful experiment. They started selling my organs for profit. My daily life was very monotonous. There was nothing much to say. I had an operation to transplant my organs, and then waited for them to grow back, over and over again. Until one day, when I opened my eyes and woke up, I inexplicably traveled through time and space and came to a brand new world. I appeared in a ward that was completely different from the laboratory."
When he said this, he finally raised his eyes, and his tone was no longer cold, "That day, I met you."
A smile appeared on the corner of his lips, as if from here on, everything that happened afterwards became sweet memories that he could tell with a smile. "At that time, I thought you were also a wealthy man who bought my organs. You trusted your own doctors and equipment more than the laboratory, and you took me out temporarily. So, in fact, from the first day I met you, I was ready to transplant my heart for you."
At this point, he finally got to the point. He began to analyze himself, "Maybe it's true that I've gotten too used to being an organ culture dish. I don't think there's anything special about what I'm used to. And you just happen to be the person I like, and you just happen to need my heart. I just happen to be able to save your life, so for me, making this decision is just a matter of course. I didn't know you would mind so much."
"I know that you care about me and love me more than I do myself, but this heart is a consumable for me that will be regenerated every two months, but it is your long life from now on, so I have no choice but to save you." His eyes, like deep pools, began to ripple little by little. He just looked at Ou Renjin and said softly, "So can you also understand me from my perspective and stop being angry, okay?"
Before coming to this appointment, Ou Renjin really didn't expect to hear him say such words!
He suddenly felt that Ou Shaowen, who he had always thought was ignorant and floating in this world like dust, was not what he thought. He had his own set of ideas and logic, but he was used to obeying himself and had never explained to him the reason why he did something calmly and reservedly like now.
He suddenly felt that Ou Shaowen was particularly charming at this moment, with an indescribable unique charm.
"I'm sorry." Ou Renjin apologized to him directly. His heart seemed to be wrapped in a layer of soft clouds. The love he poured out made him feel a little dizzy, but because of the deeper sourness and discomfort, he did not float to the sky.
It's not that he is unable to think from another's perspective. In fact, he has always been very clear that the reason why he resisted Ou Shaowen's heart so fiercely was, on the one hand, that he could not completely believe Ou Shaowen's words at that time, and on the other hand, it was just his selfishness.
He couldn't bear the pain of his loved ones leaving him again, so he selfishly transferred the pain to Ou Shaowen. He was forcing him, using a stimulation therapy that he himself felt was despicable, using the pain that impressed him so deeply that he would remember that if something similar happened again in the future, he should never make a similar choice again.
He never liked the melodramatic plot of suicide for love, nor did he believe that one person in the world could not survive without the other, but to some extent, he believed that if Ou Shaowen really died at that time, he might be the one who let his emotions go and died with him. This had nothing to do with how much he loved Ou Shaowen, but the deeper reason was himself.
Ou Renjin sorted out his emotions and smiled, "You have finished your story. Logically speaking, it is my turn now."
"My story..." He got stuck here at the beginning and was silent for a long time before continuing.
"Let me start from when I was 12 years old. I had just graduated from primary school that year and did well in the graduation exam. My parents were very busy on weekdays, but they wanted to keep their promise and took me out to play. Then on the way... we had a car accident."
He unconsciously quickened his speech, as if he wanted to skip this part as soon as possible. "When the vehicles collided, my father subconsciously avoided the direction where I was sitting, and my mother immediately used her body to protect me. So in the end, they were seriously injured and hospitalized, but I only had some scratches."
Ou Renjin's eyebrows knitted up a little bit. "After rescue and treatment, their condition stabilized. Then one night, maybe the child was isolated and helpless, so he would always look for his mother. Even if he was lying on the floor of her room, he would feel more at ease than in his own ward. So I lay behind the sofa in her ward, wanting to watch over her. When I was half asleep and half awake, I heard the footsteps of two people..."
He brought up the story of his parents' death in a few words, his language was concise, without any descriptive or expressive words, but Ou Shaowen's tears suddenly flowed down. He gritted his teeth, feeling that he could be countless times sadder than when he was the saddest before.
The most painful thing in the world is not to be in pain all the time, but to fall from heaven when you are happiest. How painful must Ou Renjin, who originally grew up in the love of his parents, be
Seeing him crying, Ou Renjin smiled softly and took out a tissue to wipe his tears. "I'm not saying this to make you cry. I haven't gotten to the point yet."
People always try to find some beauty in tragedy, so the people around them, including the news media, keep emphasizing to them how great their parents are and how much they love them.
At first they said that they were still thinking about protecting you before they died. Later, some people began to say that if it weren’t for protecting you, they might not have died.
Then, when he was at his most emotionally broken, he was diagnosed with heart disease. He fell into deep self-doubt and painful self-blame. As a heart patient, he might not live many years. Was it really worth exchanging the lives of the two people he loved most
"During that time, I started to feel a little disgusted with the world. On the one hand, I hated myself, but on the other hand, I felt that I had to live a few more years. After all, it would be too worthless to exchange my parents' lives for just a few years of life."
It was a kind of fatigue that came from the bottom of my heart.
"That process... Watching the person I love die for me, and constantly convincing myself to live for him, really makes me tired enough. Intellectually, I know that you all love me very much. There are very few people in this world who are willing to sacrifice for others. You are noble and great! Great, and I am too cowardly and inferior to bear such deep love."
"So, I apologize to you. You didn't do anything wrong. Don't belittle or doubt yourself. On the contrary, if your efforts were for someone else, he would definitely be moved and sympathize with you. He might even stay by your bed and wait for you to wake up, giving you a kiss full of comfort and love."
He lowered his eyes and admitted his meanness. "It's all my fault. I admit that I used the wrong method. I just hope that if this happens again, please cherish yourself and... feel sorry for me. Don't let me endure this kind of pain again."
Ou Shaowen's eyes were red like a little rabbit. He bit his lip and nodded continuously, choking and saying, "I'm sorry."
He thought he just had a bad relationship with his family, but he didn't expect those people to be so vicious and ruthless, like wolves in sheep's clothing, you don't even know when they will bare their fangs at you.
It must have been very difficult for Ou Renjin to grow up in such an environment and endure the torture of illness.
Over the years, he had never hated the researchers who had operated on him, but at this moment, he began to hate Ou Renjin's so-called uncle and aunt. Why did they treat him like this? Could people really disregard everything for wealth? They were relatives, not strangers or enemies. Why could they do such a thing to their relatives
He had a good memory and immediately recalled the scene of accompanying him back to Ou's house. It was really disgusting.
His tone was sincere, as if he was swearing.
Let him become Ou Renjin's family, let him hold this person in the palm of his hand, kiss him, pamper him and love him.
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Ou Renjin put his arm around his waist and patted him gently, "Although this seat is in the corner, it seems that someone can still see us. Do we have to make it so exciting in public?"
Ou Shaowen sat on his lap and lowered his head to kiss him. He kissed his chest through his clothes, "Does it still hurt here?"
Ou Renjin pursed his lips, and felt itchy in his heart, "It's even more exciting. If someone accidentally sees us, they will think we are going to perform a live pornographic show."
He pretended not to hear, and held his hand again, pulling it to his lips and giving it a tender kiss, "Here, does it still hurt?"
He finally stopped joking and answered seriously, "It doesn't hurt."
At that time, I was in so much pain that I didn't feel any pain. In fact, he didn't cut me very deep. People have self-protection mechanisms. If they don't really want to die, they can't really do it too hard. "But if I say it doesn't hurt, will you stop kissing me? Then I'll just act coquettishly with you. My lips hurt too, and I want you to kiss me."
Ou Shaowen felt as if his face was beginning to burn. It was too... too embarrassing. Whenever Ou Renjin wanted to kiss him before, he always kissed him directly. This was the first time that he stayed here, as if waiting for him to decide the kiss.
Thinking of this, he felt a little embarrassed to kiss her like this.
Ou Renjin closed his eyes and couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth upwards while waiting.
Seeing him laugh, Ou Shaowen felt like he was being laughed at, and all those hesitations were instantly thrown behind him. He held Ou Renjin's face, and even kept a little distance from him to gather strength before kissing him hard.
This kiss lasted for a long time, their breath blended together, feeling each other's body temperature, feeling each other's love and intentions.
It was not until the footsteps of a waiter seemed to be approaching from afar that Ou Shaowen woke up from his trance, left his lips and looked to the side.
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The waiters here have received professional training and generally won't disturb the guests easily, but since their dishes haven't been served yet, it's impossible not to disturb their intimacy.
Ou Shaowen watched the waiter approaching from afar, but he still sat on Ou Renjin's lap without moving.
"Your dishes have been served. Please ring the bell if you need anything." The waitress maintained her professional smile, looked straight ahead, bowed slightly, and turned away.
Ou Renjin couldn't help laughing, "She should go back and tell her friends about this."
“Can we continue?” Ou Shaowen turned around and wanted to kiss him again, but he put his hand on his head and rubbed his hair.
"Let's eat first, the food will get cold soon."
"Then you go back to the villa today, and we will do the rest of the things when we get back." It was direct and wild enough, but it was something Ou Shaowen could really say.
"Okay, I promise. It just so happens that I also have something I want to do with you that I haven't finished yet."
Ou Shaowen finally returned to his seat and sat down obediently, then silently quickened his eating pace.
As soon as they got home, they went straight upstairs. Ou Renjin put his arms around his waist and brought him down to the bed.
He pulled a corner of his clothes, lifted it up from his waist, and kissed his heart gently, "What about you? Are you in pain?"
Ou Shaowen felt dizzy and shook his head subconsciously.
"I'm not asking about now. I mean, was it painful during all those surgeries?"
"I'll kiss you and it won't hurt, okay?" Ou Renjin's voice was gentle and caring. Ou Shaowen pursed his lips and his eyes turned red again.
He kissed from his chest to his waist and abdomen, and then turned to his neck. This kiss did not contain any sexual desire. It seemed like another language of his, more pleasant than his voice, whispering his feelings.
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I'm sorry that I couldn't participate in your past, I'm sorry that I couldn't save you when you were suffering. The past is past. I hope that in the future, when you touch every piece of skin on your body, you will think of my kiss instead of those scars.
Ou Shaowen could hear what he wanted to express, so he trembled even more, and his whole body melted in the warm ocean.
The next day, Ou Shaowen woke up in Ou Renjin's arms, smiled foolishly at his still sleeping face, then leaned over and kissed him.
Ou Renjin raised his eyes sleepily and saw Ou Shaowen happily jumping off the bed. He looked energetic and nothing unusual. On the contrary, he felt tired and weak, as if he was hollowed out.
Okay, our baby has special abilities.
From that day on, he naturally returned to live in the villa. When Ou Shaowen asked him, he said that he had heard the answer he wanted.
"So you've forgiven me completely?"
"What about you? Have you forgiven me too?"
Ou Shaowen came over and hugged him and shook him intimately, "I never blamed you, but next time don't disappear for so long, I will be scared."
"Okay, but speaking of this, I remembered that I have something else to tell you." During the month that Ou Renjin disappeared, he went to a research institute in the United States and signed a supplementary agreement with them. At the same time, he also took the opportunity to take a look at their research and analysis on Ou Shaowen.
"Although you said that you traveled through time and space and are no longer in your original world, and the people in the laboratory can no longer find you, this does not mean that the people in this world are as kind and beautiful as you think. You should know how terrifying it would be if your physical condition were to be leaked out."
When Ou Renjin saw the image of Ou Shaowen's newly grown heart with his own eyes, in addition to surprise and relief, the first thought that came to his mind was fear.
He was afraid that he would always miss something and would not be able to protect him well enough, and he was also afraid that he would always live in anxiety.
“I didn’t think so much.” Ou Shaowen was a little confused. He had never had any idea about these things. “And Guan Qijun signed a guarantee agreement with the doctor at that time. Don’t worry.”
"Guan Qijun? Ha." Ou Renjin's face suddenly became a little unhappy and he sneered.
Another big reason for his anger at the time was that Ou Shaowen so easily believed the people who wanted to hurt him. He did not reveal to Ou Shaowen the fact that Guan Qijun had bad intentions from the beginning to the end, because although he reminded him countless times that people's hearts are sinister, he did not want to really let him face those hypocrisy and malice.
He loved arranging those dramas.
"His agreement was not perfect, so I signed some additional clauses. Also, he and Dr. Chen have to sign a confidentiality agreement." Ou Renjin said in a serious tone, "You don't have to worry about these things. They have been resolved. Your only task is to be careful and careful. You cannot expose your special physique to anyone in any place. What you did to He Yixin before is not allowed. Oh, and he has to sign a confidentiality agreement, too."
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I never blame you, but next time don’t disappear for so long, I will be scared.”
"Okay, but speaking of this, I remembered that I have something else to tell you." During the month that Ou Renjin disappeared, he went to a research institute in the United States and signed a supplementary agreement with them. At the same time, he also took the opportunity to take a look at their research and analysis on Ou Shaowen.
"Although you said that you traveled through time and space and are no longer in your original world, and the people in the laboratory can no longer find you, this does not mean that the people in this world are as kind and beautiful as you think. You should know how terrifying it would be if your physical condition were to be leaked out."
When Ou Renjin saw the image of Ou Shaowen's newly grown heart with his own eyes, in addition to surprise and relief, the first thought that came to his mind was fear.
He was afraid that he would always miss something and would not be able to protect him well enough, and he was also afraid that he would always live in anxiety.
“I didn’t think so much.” Ou Shaowen was a little confused. He had never had any idea about these things. “And Guan Qijun signed a guarantee agreement with the doctor at that time. Don’t worry.”
"Guan Qijun? Ha." Ou Renjin's face suddenly became a little unhappy and he sneered.
Another big reason for his anger at the time was that Ou Shaowen so easily believed the people who wanted to hurt him. He did not reveal to Ou Shaowen the fact that Guan Qijun had bad intentions from the beginning to the end, because although he reminded him countless times that people's hearts are sinister, he did not want to really let him face those hypocrisy and malice.
He loved arranging those dramas.
"His agreement was not perfect, so I signed some additional clauses. Also, he and Dr. Chen have to sign a confidentiality agreement." Ou Renjin said in a serious tone, "You don't have to worry about these things. They have been resolved. Your only task is to be careful and careful. You cannot expose your special physique to anyone in any place. What you did to He Yixin before is not allowed. Oh, and he has to sign a confidentiality agreement, too."
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