The heartbroken appearance made Mo Jingyao feel flustered.
For many years, he always had the same dream over and over again. In the dream, she knew the truth, and she looked like this, with a small face stubbornly raised, and big tears rolled in her eyes, just refused to fall.
Her stubbornness and her uniqueness were what attracted him at first. However, later, this turned out to be a nightmare that he could not get rid of all his life.
He never dreamed that the truth he had always thought was a farce.
Twenty years, how is he doing well? not at all.
The amazing look at the first glance, in the long and complicated time, gradually evolved into the love of young boys and girls. He is not as good at expressing as Jingshun. Whenever he meets her bright eyes, he always avoids subconsciously, for fear that she will see his thoughts. He thought, she was still young.
I always felt that she would grow up someday, but he never expected that he would no longer have the qualifications to wait for her to grow up before the day she grew up.
That time she had a high fever in the middle of the night, Mo Yan and Xie Tian were in a distant foreign country, only Ella was with Lin Qingxia, he was worried, and followed them secretly. Mo Yu hurriedly arrived midway. Ella went shopping. He just took a nap in the corner, but when he woke up, he saw Mo Yu hugging Lin Qingxia and comforting him softly.
He said, don't worry, I won't let our daughter be in trouble. again and again.
At that moment, his heart was suddenly split in half by something, and he bent down in pain.
He has always known that he is not Mo Yan's biological son. After three years of marriage, Ella's body was still not suitable for pregnancy, so they adopted him who was provoked by his younger brother overnight. At first he had a good life, but then they had Jingshun again. Ever since he saw the little Jing Shun, he knew that his responsibilities were different.
So even if Mo Yan later pushed him to the forefront of the storm again and again when he knew it was dangerous for Jing Shun, he did not complain.
He was just a little sad, and couldn't help but often contradict Mo Yan, because only then would he feel that Mo Yan was like a real father to him.
He thought that his life path had been paved in this way, but he didn't expect that in the end, he would fall in love with his own sister.
He had a terrible life during that period. He could hardly see anything related to her, and he broke down when he heard her crisp voice. Fortunately, he found the song later, they are two sisters, there are always similarities. Having forgotten how long it took, he finally turned all his attention to Song.
Knowing that it was her who did everything for him, but hardened her heart to hypnotize herself, that was the song. He also understood her thoughts, but he couldn't. The only person in this world who can't love her is him. The only person in this world who cannot be loved by him is her.
The soft and weak song can indeed arouse a man's desire for protection.
So this transferred feeling became his only salvation.
Mo Jingyao looked at the report in his hand somewhat self-deprecatingly, not knowing what it was like in his heart. In the end, he was still a joke.
Xie Zhiwu sobbed faintly, unwilling to show the slightest emotion in front of him, "Do you know that this is more difficult for me to accept than if you don't love me. After so many years, you obviously... You obviously love me." , But I have the heart to let me fall into a wishful unrequited love, making me laugh and be misunderstood by others. So you thought that good times and beautiful scenery are... Mo Jingyao, how cruel are you?!"
No matter how strong you are, there will always be a day that you can no longer bear. Xie Zhiwu's choking sound made Mo Jingyao feel that his chest was about to burst.
"A Wu." He whispered softly, "Do you think I'm not uncomfortable?"
"Are you uncomfortable? Because you are uncomfortable, so you want me to feel even more uncomfortable, right?" Xie Zhiwu wiped the corners of her eyes and looked at him bitterly, "What kind of person are you? Extent? Such a ridiculous thing, why would you believe it? If... If my mother really and my second uncle... Do you think she will face the Mo family calmly for decades? Would you not object to me? Are you looking at you?!"
Mo Jingyao admits that whenever he encounters things related to Xie Zhiwu, he is not as calm as usual, and will always lose his squareness inexplicably. But he really never felt Brigitte Lin's acceptance of him.
He always felt that that kind of indifferent attitude was the most silent veto.
"A Wu..." he whispered, and went up to hug her.
Xie Zhiwu pushed Mo Jingyao away fiercely, looked at him embarrassed, but laughed out again, "Haha, hahaha... You all know that you are hiding from me, but I am a fool! "
"Mo Jingyao, from now on, you can treat me as your sister. It just so happens. Let's make a clean break!"
Mo Jingyao grabbed her anxiously, but his voice was unprecedentedly determined, "Impossible!"
"Impossible? Do you think I am a fool who follows you in everything?!" Xie Zhiwu looked at him mockingly, "I said it earlier, I don't want to have any contact with you anymore!"
"This is a matter for the two of us, not for you alone to decide."
When Xie Zhiwu heard the words, he twitched his lips coldly, "You have decided much more by yourself than this."
After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by Mo Jingyao again. He stared at her deeply and said seriously, "A Wu, I said, you are going to have trouble with me, even if it is It’s okay for the rest of your life. But I don’t allow you to leave."
"Are you determined to pester me?" She smiled, but her eyes were cold, "Mo Jingyao, you are really cheap. It's useless if the whole world likes you, you just like the one that shows you your face. people."
For several days, Xie Zhiwu thanked her guests behind closed doors, and Zhige and Jingshun looked at her dispirited look, and they were a little confused. And the always naughty Liangchen Hemei 31 novel app download address Jing, it is rare to not provoke her.
Mo Jingyao came almost every day, standing in front of her room door without knocking. Standing silently for a period of time, he turned and left without saying a word. Liangchen followed a few times and sneered. He just sighed and gently touched his little head.
There was no news for Yan Hui. After several calls, Xie Zhiwu pressed them off. Later, she simply shut down.
Early in the morning on this weekend, Meijing held her Hello Kate’s small phone, and climbed up on Xie Zhiwu’s bed. Xie Zhiwu took the phone and looked at it, and it was Yan Hui.
She thought about it, and put the phone in her ear.
"Awu, you..." Yan Hui's voice sounded a little irritable, and she was familiar with it. He always pretended to be so anxious every time the two of them had an awkward relationship, after she disappeared.
But this time, she didn't have the patience to listen anymore.
This is the most regrettable thing in Xie Zhiwu's life, not one of them. When many years later, when she was gray-haired and old, with another person by her side, she had thought that if that day, she had never hung up the phone, would everything be different
At least, there will be an old friend who has known each other for many years, who can grow flowers and drink tea together.
But in the world, there has never been an if. (To be continued) (End of this chapter)