I met Pan Zi in a cafe on the edge of the Xiang River. The moment Pan Zi saw me, he was stunned. I saw him trembling all over, and looked at me almost speechless.
However, he realized something almost immediately and slowly calmed down.
"Little Sanye?" He looked at me and called out tentatively.
"Sure enough, I still can't hide it from you." I smiled bitterly.
He still looked at me, and it took a long time to take a breath and sit down: "What are you doing? Where did you get this thing?"
I told him my thoughts and the fact that Xiaohua gave me a mask. I told him that I thought this was the only feasible plan.
He looked at my face and didn't speak for a long time, as if he was thinking, and he looked at the fidelity of the mask. After a long time, he covered his face, took a deep breath, and nodded, "You really decided to do this?"
I nodded.
"Little San Ye, San Ye’s life is not for humans. There are many meanings to these words. In short, with your character, you will never be able to carry it." Pan Zi said, "You know, who we are all dealing with, What you see is only our mildest side. The true face of this industry is beyond your imagination."
I sighed. I know that Pan Zi is definitely not making alarmist talk about this kind of words. He said these words for my own good.
"I want to save them." I said, "I really want to save them. I don't want this thing to end like this, so I will do it if I can't hold it."
Pan Zi continued to look at me and asked, "How long can the mask last?"
"Four weeks."
He nodded: "That time is a bit tight, we must speed up the time."
I think he meant to agree. I was relieved that Pan Zi was the best to pass this level. Then he asked: "What do you think should be done? What should we do in the first step? Should we go to Wang Baqiu to settle the accounts?" "
Pan Zi shook his head: "Do you know how I recognized you just now?"
I shook my head, and he continued: "You hesitate. When you saw me just now, your face was full of hesitation. This is your unique expression. You can't see this expression on San Ye's face. He paused, "So, the first step we need to do is to make you have no flaws, otherwise, you only have an empty skin. Those people are all human beings, and you can't hide it from anyone."
I touched my face, wondering if I really hesitated? Pan Zi pointed at me and said: "It's this expression, you must completely get rid of your hesitation."
I sighed and said to my heart that this is almost my instinct, how can I change it
Pan Zi looked at the no smoking signs around and lit the flue: "San Ye must have made a judgment first when encountering a situation. He rarely has an expression that asks for opinions from others. When looking at people, he is a A condescending posture, you have none of these."
"Then what to do? This kind of thing is too difficult, I only show a few faces, can you carry it for me?" I asked.
Pan Zi smiled bitterly and shook his head: "It may have been possible a few months ago. Now you have seen that they will not listen to me. To implement your plan, you need to stand in front of us and tell others that you are San Ye, you are back, and the disobedient are about to die."
I shuddered after thinking about it, and immediately shook my head: "I definitely can't do it. This is too difficult. Even if I practice every day, it is impossible to achieve that level."
"Didn't you just say you want to carry it? Little Sanye." Pan Zi looked at me, "This is just the first difficulty. You can't do it before you try, let alone everything after that. This is not a movie. , This is real life, not so simple."
I looked at his eyes and realized that he wanted me to retreat, but I knew that I was on the bottom line and there was no way out. I finally said, "Well, I will do it."
Pan Zi continued to look at me and into my eyes. I tried to convey a firmness that was not hesitating. He finally pinched the cigarette: "Let’s go, let’s find a secret place to continue. I’ll think of a way, you too. Always remember that you are the third master now, and there are the old brothers of the third master everywhere. There are too many eyes, and you can't escape."
I nodded, he got up, and suddenly said to me: "San Ye, let's go."
I was stunned for a moment, and then I understood what it meant. Suddenly, I felt an uncomfortable emotion surged, and I managed to hold back and stand up. He walked in front of me and helped me open the door. I resisted the urge to thank and went straight out.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was losing something. The lost things must have been I didn't notice. At this moment, I suddenly felt extremely depressed.
As I was thinking, suddenly someone on the side of the road in front of me got off from several cars and all walked towards me. I was stunned when I saw it, it turned out to be Wang Baqiu.
I looked back at Pan Zi. Pan Zi was also taken aback. I saw Wang Baqiu with four people and looked at me and smiled: "San Ye, when did you come back, why didn't you tell me? Brothers thought you were out. What's the matter."