"Hmm..." Jiang Chuwei was almost breathless from the kiss, the pleasure of her body invaded her, her body was tense, and there was an illusion of death that was about to fall.
Just when she couldn't breathe, he let go of his small mouth, she gasped violently, and he buried himself deeply, her eyes were black, and she felt his burning liquid pouring into her body, she couldn't help trembling, fainted. past.
He still hugged her, let her back against her sweaty chest, grabbed her hand holding her round belly with his palm, cut in with his five fingers, and interlocked with her.
Jiang Chuwei slowly woke up. She only fainted for about a minute. When she woke up, she felt that he was still inside her, her back was turned to him, and his heartbeat was beating gently across her skin.
Looking down, she looked at the hands of the two interlaced fingers, which were pressed against her stomach, as if they were protecting their child together.
For a moment, she thought, just hold hands with him forever...
But it was only for a moment, the next moment, rationality returned, she did not forget her previous decision, bit her lip, and closed her eyes.
"After giving birth to the child, let me leave." She knew that she couldn't take the child with her, so let's make it a deal! She traded her children for her freedom.
She was not sure that he would agree, he could lock her up for life, if he wanted her to hate him, he could.
With her eyes closed, Jiang Chuwei was not nervous and just waited quietly.
After a long time, she heard his reply, which was low and hoarse, but firm.
"Okay, I promise you."
In the last few months, the round belly, which was only slightly closed, suddenly swelled like a balloon in the last few months, almost crushing the slender limbs.
Jiang Chuwei herself was also frightened. She ate a lot in the past few months, and her appetite became very good. She was full only a moment ago, but she was hungry again within an hour.
And she has become very fond of meat, and she must have meat at every meal, whether it is the oily pesto roasted whole chicken, or the boiled red jujube silky chicken, she loves it very much, she also It is really satisfying to ask mammy to wrap the chicken in flour, fry it, and bite it down in one bite.
In addition to meat, she also likes sweet and greasy cakes, whether it is sweet-scented osmanthus cake, hibiscus cake, fragrant candy or ginkgo tofu soup, she loves it all.
In a word, her mouth never stopped. Mammy would help her prepare whatever she wanted to eat. At night, someone would come to her room, and she would definitely bring snacks.
She still lives in the cold palace, but the bed was replaced with a silk quilt. Her skin can't stand the friction of the fabric. Her original clothes have been thrown away, and she has put on a thin but soft shirt. She doesn't know the clothes. What is the fabric made of, it's comfortable to wear anyway.
When someone came over at night, when she was hungry, he would feed her with his own hands, and then eat her when she was full.
His love was still intense, and he often forced her to cry and beg for mercy, but he also enjoyed the joy of dying.
Later, her belly became bigger and bigger, and she couldn't stand too much exercise on the bed, and she was not allowed to touch her again, but sometimes seeing that he really wanted it, she had to soften her heart and satisfy him with her hands and mouth.
Well, she admitted that she was actually happy to see him surrender to her provocation, and she was very satisfied with being able to control the fragility of a proud man.
She is still willful. When she gets emotional, she will lose her temper at him and even cry, but she doesn't want to be like this, like a child.
In the face of her repeated emotions, Xia Houyin was always gentle and patient to coax her. He didn't resist when she was bitten or kicked by her.
Sometimes it goes too far, he simply kisses her and makes her melt in his arms.
He looked at her with deep eyes, which made her heart beat faster, and then avoided it. Some topics were avoided in consensus, and no one mentioned it.
Sometimes, under his affection, she didn't want to stay, but such thoughts always passed away in a flash, and she didn't let it remain.
It was decided from the beginning that she would not stay in this palace, she would not let herself become a poor woman waiting to be favored.
No matter how nice and painful he is to her now, she can't believe the love of a king. No matter how beautiful a woman is, there will be times when she will fade away, not to mention her body is not beautiful.
It's not that she doesn't have confidence in herself, she just... sees too well.
Even if she obeys her will and stays for a while, she will regret it sooner or later. If she loses his love at that time, she does not know what she will become
With her personality, it may not be the case.
That was horrible, she didn't want to let herself be like that, maybe timid? She chose to run away.
Holding her waist, she caressed her big round belly and walked slowly step by step. The man beside her hugged her waist and walked with her.
Today she felt that her stomach was so heavy that she couldn't lie down, so she pulled him and asked him to accompany her to the garden.
He put on a soft fur for her, making sure that she was tightly wrapped, and that no cold wind could penetrate, then he hugged her out of the door, and walked very slowly in line with her footsteps.
"Are you okay?" Xia Houyin asked with her head lowered as she brushed aside the hair on her cheeks. Her face became rounder. After several months of eating, she even had flesh on her limbs. Although she still looked slender, But that was because her belly was so big that he was shocked.
He was so small that he couldn't see it a few months ago, why did he grow so big all of a sudden, so he was afraid that she would be born.
Jiang Chuwei shook her head. She felt that her stomach was heavy, and... it hurt a bit. Could it be that she was about to give birth? She couldn't help but get nervous.
"Would you like to go back to the room?" Seeing that her face was a little ugly, Xia Houyin was about to take her back to the room, but she suddenly shouted in surprise.
"Why..." He stared, and saw that her lower body was dripping with water, and the place where she was standing was already wet.
Jiang Chuwei grabbed his hand tightly, her feet were shaking with fear, she shouted in panic, "Hurry up! Hurry up!" The baby is coming out!
Xia Houyin quickly recovered, picked her up quickly, and shouted, "Yongfu! Quick! The queen is about to give birth!"
"Ah-" Pain! Damn pain!
Jiang Chuwei had loose hair, her eyelids were white with pain, her legs were open like a frog, and blood kept pouring out of herself.
"Niangniang, try harder." The nanny who took care of her daily life was also a midwife. She held a hot hand towel to wipe her sweat, afraid that she would use all her strength to scream, and asked her to bite with a handkerchief.
Jiang Chuwei opened her mouth to bite it, closed her eyes, and tried her best.
But the flesh under her body just wouldn't come out, and the pain made her want to go crazy.
"Your Majesty! Your Majesty, you can't go in!"
After an unknown amount of time, she was groggy with pain and almost lost all her strength.
The towel in her mouth was suddenly removed, Jiang Chuwei opened her eyes, and saw Xia Houyin sitting beside her, letting her rest on his lap, and put her arm to her mouth.
"Didn't you always want to bite me?" He stroked her sweaty hair, his tone flat.
Jiang Chuwei stared at him in a daze, and there was another colicky pain under her body, so painful that she grabbed his hand and opened her mouth to bite hard.
Xia Houyin's face didn't change, her teeth were deep into the flesh, and her fingertips were pierced tightly, but he still didn't withdraw his hand.
"Good, try harder." He coaxed her gently.
"Hmm!" She bit the piercing pain into his flesh, and her stomach kept exerting force to squeeze the child out.
"I have it! I have it! I can see the head." Mammy shouted happily. "Niangniang, try harder, and it will be fine in a second."
Jiang Chuwei burst into tears, it's all this damn man, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't be in such pain, and she gave birth like this...
There was no doctor, no nurse, no advanced medical equipment, and there was only one nanny to help her deliver the baby. Depend on! It must be a miracle for her to survive safely.
The anger made her work harder. She felt the whole mass of flesh being squeezed out from under her body. Her fingers were turning white. The pain was so painful that she was about to faint when she heard the cry of the child.
"I am born! Congrats to the emperor, it is a prince!"
The prince... is a man...
She was so tired that she loosened her teeth, but she didn't realize that his arm was scratched and bitten by her, and it was bloodshot.
Blindfolded, she watched Mammy take a cloth to wash and wrap the child, tears kept falling, the child... it was her child.
She wants to see him.
"Let me see..."
"Take the child out." Xia Houyin ordered suddenly.
Jiang Chuwei was stunned for a moment, and was intuitively dissatisfied. "Why not..." But as soon as she touched his indifferent expression, she fell silent.
She thought of their deal, she traded the child for her freedom.
But... When she saw that Mammy was about to carry the child out, she couldn't help but get excited, "Don't go out! Let me take a look, Xia Houyin, just take a look." She was still reluctant and wanted to see him.
Mammy stopped hesitantly and looked at the emperor.
"Go out." Xia Houyin was still cold.
Mammy did not dare to hesitate any longer, and hurriedly carried the child away.
"No!" Jiang Chuwei wanted to get up excitedly, but she couldn't move, she cried anxiously, "Let me take a look, let me..."
Before she finished speaking, her body just finished giving birth was still weak, her eyes darkened due to the excitement, and she fell down softly.
Weak tears fell from her cheeks, Xia Houyin reached out to catch her tears, staring at her with bottomless black eyes.
She wants to leave, he will let her go...
He leaned down and kissed her chapped lips lightly. The tip of his tongue gently licked the lips together, and then held them gently. He kissed her deeply and lovingly, as if this was the last time he kissed her.
After a long time, he let go of his lips, caressed her still tearful eyes, and whispered softly to her: "Weiwei, you are free."
"Chuwei, are you going to wash clothes in Xiaoxi outside the village? Have you eaten at noon?" A chubby aunt greeted Jiang Chuwei with a smile.
"Aunt Fu, I've eaten a steamed bun." Jiang Chuwei was holding a wooden barrel with a few clothes and wooden sticks in it. Her thin arms made people wonder if the wooden barrel in her hand would fall off at any time.
"How is it enough to eat only one steamed bun? Seeing how thin you are, come here, you can eat these two meat buns." Aunt Fu enthusiastically took out two hot meat buns from the steamer.
"Aunt Fu, don't need it!" Jiang Chuwei was embarrassed, Aunt Fu would send her meat buns every now and then, otherwise she would give her some vegetables and chicken, and she was embarrassed.
"It's alright, don't be polite to me." Aunt Fu neatly wrapped it in oil paper, and regardless of Jiang Chuwei's refusal, she put the steamed bun on the wooden bucket, "You've worked so hard to teach the children in the town to study, our dogs will trouble you. taken care of."
Seeing Aunt Fu's insistence, Jiang Chuwei did not refuse, "The dog is very smart, and he can learn many things as soon as he is taught. He learns faster than other children of the same age!"
"Oh, that's Chuwei, you can teach it!" Aunt Fu laughed so hard that she could not see her eyes.
"Yes, yes, Master Jiang will teach you!" Uncle Rong, who was selling pork next to him, also came to join in. "You don't know that my A Bao likes you so much. Every day when I go home, I will obediently endorse it. I just want to be praised by Master Jiang in school."
"The big head of my family is too." Aunt Li, who set up the stall opposite, also interjected. "Now when I go home, it's all about what Master Jiang is like. My mother has heard the taste."
Jiang Chuwei listened to their conversation with a smile, without a trace of impatience.
This is a small village by the sea. The people who live in the town are simple and enthusiastic. She came here half a year ago and stayed here.
When she first arrived here, she was hungry and bought meat buns from Aunt Fu. Aunt Fu saw that she was from out of town and there was only one person, and asked her if she was looking for relatives. She said that she was a widow, helpless, and wanted to find a house. Settle here.
Hearing what she said, she was pitiful that she was alone. Aunt Fu kindly led her to the village head. The village head rented her the house at the entrance of Dongxiang at a low price. Knowing that she could read, she asked her if she would like to help in the school. There was only one master who was teaching, but there were too many students, making the master too busy. If she could help teach, not only would it be a big help, but she could also earn some silver taels to live on.
Of course Jiang Chuwei was willing to live in the small village just like that. As for the old days... She didn't allow herself to think about it.
Even when the night was quiet, she was alone, and her mind would always involuntarily think of things she shouldn't have thought.
She was pregnant with a child in ten months, and she had never seen him or held him. When she woke up, she was outside the palace and was placed in a large mansion.
In the house, there is an old mama who helps her confinement and servants who serve her. In that house, she is safe.
She knew that this was arranged by him, and he promised her that as long as the child was born, she could leave the palace.
She knew that he announced that the queen died in childbirth. From now on, there will be no Su Xiurong, only Jiang Chuwei.
He didn't give her any chance to be nostalgic, and he didn't even let her take a look at the child. Jiang Chuwei sometimes blamed him for being cruel, but she knew rationally that this was the best.
She was the one who traded the child, and she didn't want the child. Since she didn't want it, why should she look at it or hold it
But after all, it was a piece of flesh in her body. When she was bloated, she was in pain, and the pain seemed to remind her of what she had abandoned.
But she can't regret it, because it was her choice.
She knew that all his people were in the house, and she was still under his surveillance, so after confinement, she left the capital city pretty pretty when no one was paying attention.
It was so close to him that it scared her.