Under the purple moonlight, amidst the sound of waves, the boy's whimpering became louder and louder, and eventually turned into a cry of pain.
In the past year, Tang Ling had never allowed himself to grieve.
Over the past year, I have met many new friends, walked many roads, and seen a lot of the outside world.
However, there is no mother-in-law and no sister.
Once upon a time, all I wanted was to live a peaceful life with them in Safe Zone No. 17, have a simple meal, depend on each other, and sleep peacefully at night.
"Come back." Tang Ling shouted loudly in his heart, crying so wildly.
Tang Long looked at Tang Ling quietly, his fists clenched tightly, and he had a complicated mood of being unable to face the past.
Long Twelve ever done such a thing? Yes, Long Twelve had done such a thing, there was no way Tang Ling could lie.
Tang Long thought of all the things that happened to Long Twelve these days, how he turned against him in the end, and how he turned into a monster.
It’s not just Long Twelve that he doesn’t understand? I'm afraid he doesn't understand the entire Star Council, right? !
Haha, Mr. Long? The heir to the Star Council? Doesn't his past seem even more ridiculous under Tang Ling's sadness
Tang Long also felt a trace of sadness in his heart. His past life was like a play deliberately arranged for him, but he was not aware of it during the play.
The firewood made a crackling sound, and the fire light danced, still exuding a strong warmth in the night.
Tang Long stood up and walked to Tang Ling's side.
He wanted to speak, but for a moment he didn't know what to say? Thousands of words came to my mouth and turned into only four words: "Don't cry."
Tang Ling wiped away his tears and raised his head: "You really have a lot of control over me! I love crying!"
Tang Long frowned: "Smoking, drinking and swearing, you have learned a lot of good habits over the years."
"What does it have to do with you?" Tang Ling raised his eyebrows.
"I am your brother!"
As soon as these words were spoken, Tang Long was stunned, and Tang Ling was also stunned. The sea breeze blew between the two of them, and the whistling sound actually made everything quiet.
"Oh, you want to kill my brother?" Tang Ling grabbed his shirt and wiped his face, his expression full of ridicule.
Tang Long turned around and looked at the dark sea: "I'm sorry."
Tang Ling was silent.
"I'm very ignorant. Just like I don't know that Long Twelve is such a person, with his hands full of blood, maybe the Star Council is also like this, but unfortunately I don't know either."
"My life is boring. I don't have as much to say as you do."
"For as long as I can remember, practicing, becoming number one, and inheriting the Star Council have been the entire content of my life."
"And the whole purpose of doing all this is only one. That is to surpass Tang Feng and prove how stupid he was for abandoning me."
"Yes, since childhood. Countless people have told me that I am the son abandoned by Tang Feng, the son he hates. He doesn't even acknowledge my existence. The whole world knows that Tang Feng has a son, that is You. Although you disappeared mysteriously, people thought it was to protect you." When he said this, Tang Long turned to look at Tang Ling with a calm smile on his face.
Tang Ling opened his mouth. At this moment, he didn't know what to say.
"So, I've hated you for many years, I'm sorry."
"Forget it, it doesn't matter." Tang Ling turned away awkwardly.
"I have a mother, but she is not as good as your uncles, aunts, and mother-in-law. She has never hugged me. She only likes to observe me distantly. Yes, observe me. Can you imagine the kind of observation a mother has towards her son? ? It’s like observing a piece of work.”
"If I perform well and she thinks I can be stronger than Tang Feng in the future, she will be happy. Otherwise, she will obviously dislike me."
While talking, Tang Long also lit a cigarette.
"Why don't you also smoke and drink? You have bad habits?" Tang Ling glanced at Tang Long and muttered.
Tang Long knelt down and looked at Tang Ling: "Do you believe it? This is all thanks to you!"
Tang Ling pouted.
Tang Long laughed at himself: "Yes, I remembered it wrong. It's not that she never hugged me. At one time, why? I forgot. I only remember that she just hugged me gently for less than ten seconds. , just remembered something, and then strangled my neck fiercely. "
"As for me, I felt aggrieved. But that time I wanted to prove something. I was so stubborn that I didn't struggle and just looked at her. I wanted to see if she would really strangle me to death. She didn't. She just beat me hard in the end. It fell to the ground hard." After Tang Long said this, he looked at Tang Ling, took the wine from his hand, and took a sip.
"That's because you asked for a beating." Tang Ling suddenly said: "If there is a mother who is still around, I will try my best to catch her."
Tang Long was stunned. Is this his younger brother? Sure enough, they have the same blood and the same mood
He really wanted to desperately hold on to her, this woman he had never known, the woman he called mother.
Even though I have never felt her love.
But you still want to catch her because she's the mother, right
Tang Long's eyes were a little red, and he lowered his head and said, "Yes, I ask for a beating. It doesn't matter how much she dislikes me. Unfortunately, even so, I still didn't catch her and she disappeared."
"Later, there was only one adoptive father in my life who had never even seen his true face. Then, there was another master named Qidou."
"I grew up with them. Later, the sixteen young Xingchen Masters appeared as children. People around me told me that these children would follow me and become the first people under my command."
"Because, doesn't Tang Feng have a dragon army? Shouldn't I too?" Tang Long stopped talking. He found that life after looking back was not all drama. The only reality turned out to be Tang Feng. He was always with Tang Feng. Wind comparison.
"But, I can't face them. I'm afraid that in the hearts of my adoptive father and master, I'm just a pawn."
"As for the Xingchen Sixteenth Young Master, I have never understood them. They didn't grow up with me. You see, Long Twelve is such a bloody monster. I don't even understand it at all."
"As for me, I am leaving tomorrow. Before I left for a lifeless place, I discovered that the only person I could face was you. In your heart, I am definitely not a chess piece, and you are really facing I"
"I know everything. You said no to the other side, your ring." Tang Long put his hand on Tang Ling's shoulder and held Tang Ling's shoulder heavily.
"Take it away. Are you pretending to be moved?" Tang Ling glanced at Tang Long, his tone was not very good, and then looked at the sky: "You let me hear the word brother, and I suddenly felt very moved. , and then die for you, that’s impossible.”
"I just think Tang Feng is unfair to you. Although I don't like him either, I have accepted his favor, right? Since we are all his sons, for the sake of fairness, I should repay him."
"Because of this, I can't do it."
"But I did it, didn't I?" Tang Long sat next to Tang Ling. He was about to say something, but Tang Ling interrupted him: "What kind of dead place are you going to? If you want to die so much, , Wouldn’t it be better to just jump into the sea?”
"You really want me to die? I don't want to die!" Tang Long looked at Tang Ling funny: "Hei Lao wanted to take me there. I don't bother to ask for any unnecessary reasons. Without hatred, I feel that my life is empty. , I want to find something to give my life some meaning. Maybe a lifeless journey will help me understand something. "
"So, I'm here to say goodbye to you. I never knew what to say to you? Now that we're talking, I know what I'm going to say."
"What did you say?" Tang Ling looked at Tang Long.
"First, if I die, you can remember that you have a brother. This is not that you acknowledge me, but that I acknowledge you." Tang Long's eyes were serious.
Tang Ling's heart suddenly sank. This was not a heavy feeling, but the word brother was added to his heart, and it suddenly became heavier.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Tang Ling curled his lips.
"Second, I want to find the meaning of my life. You must find it too." Tang Long's eyes were filled with moonlight, looking serious and solemn.
"What is the meaning of life?" Tang Ling lowered his head. Actually, that's right. After taking revenge, Tang Ling felt that he had been drained of time.
Even though there are still many people I care about, such as Su Xiao who is still frozen, such as the other side, such as friends, there is still a hole in my heart.
How did you know about this guy Tang Long
"Don't hide it from me, I'm your brother."
"You're really good at kicking your nose in the face."
"We are all similar, because we are both Tang Feng's sons, and we are missing him in our lives, like 'little monsters' created by him. If you take revenge, your mother-in-law and sister will not come back, and you will be missing. Support, you must find support. That support should be the meaning of life, understand?" Tang Long patted Tang Ling on the shoulder, with a relieved smile on his face.
"Can you not go? In fact, aren't we two prides? Shouldn't we keep fighting and grow up?" Tang Ling suddenly said this in a low voice.
"No. Fighting with you can no longer be my motivation." Tang Long handed the wine to Tang Ling.
Suddenly asked: "Am I your brother?"
"Did you get your birth date wrong? I'm actually your brother?" Tang Ling suddenly asked seriously.
"Do you want to be beaten?"
"Who is afraid of whom? In fact, you can't beat me!"
"Take good care of the other side."
"What?" Tang Ling was suddenly stunned.
Tang Long looked at Tang Ling with a serious expression: "The other side used to be the meaning of my life, you know? Unfortunately, she is free, and I can't put this weight on her."
"But, I will always like her. Now, we are still very young, maybe we still don't understand what love is?"
"However, one day I will come back. The other side will grow up. When she grows up, she might understand."
"Before that, you help me take good care of her. Do you understand? My brother."
(End of chapter)