Shinji Ikari was humming a song while cooking, with a smile on his face, as if he was in a good mood. At this moment, he was waiting for dinner. Asuka sat boredly at the dining table, watching Shinji Ikari busy cooking, and then she disdained Said: Are you so happy? It’s so disgusting to laugh.
Shinji Ikari was already familiar with Asuka's words and character, so he ignored her and was still cooking there. However, Asuka was ignored by Shinji Ikari, and she suddenly felt angry. Especially a few days ago, Shinji Ikari She also handed a box of lunch to Ling Boli. Although she didn't know why, she was so angry that she immediately jumped up, grabbed Shinji Ikari's ear, and said loudly: Talk to you How dare you ignore me
Pain Pai Pai Ikari Shinji was cooking when his ear was pulled and he screamed immediately, but he couldn't break free.
At this time, Misato walked out of the shower room, opened a bottle of beer, and smiled at the two of them: The relationship is really good.
Immediately, both Shinji Ikari and Asuka blushed. Asuka let go and said: Who would have a good relationship with this idiot? It's just that he didn't answer my words, I'm just punishing him.
Misato had actually heard Asuka's words before. She took a sip of beer and said to Shinji Ikari: You are in a really good mood recently and your smiles have increased. Is there anything happy about you
Shinji Ikari suddenly said a little shyly: No, I just feel that everything seems to be going smoothly recently, including the synchronization rate, school, everyone is doing well, and I am also very happy.
Misato also smiled, and then said: "It's because Roger keeps dragging you to the bar. Having said that, you are not an adult yet. Although I can't stop you, it's better not to get drunk."
Well, that Shinji Ikari didn't know what to say immediately. He felt that he had indeed done something wrong by drinking, but he couldn't stop Roger at all. Roger always made him drink, so he didn't know what to do at all. The answer is good.
At this time, Asuka said with a cold face: The vegetables are burnt.
Yeah, my Nai Ikari Shinji immediately turned around and hurriedly put the food on the plate.
Misato drank in silence, watching Shinji Ikari busy there, while Asuka was talking coldly next to her. After a long time, she asked: Shinji-kun, what do you think of Roger
Shinji Ikari had already prepared the meal and was taking off his apron. Hearing this, he said: Uncle is a good man, but he is too temperamental.
For a moment, Shinji Ikari had a headache. He didn't know how to describe Roger, so he only said half of what he said. Misato seemed to know what he meant, and then asked: "You also know that he is an apostle. If there is any problem, One day we need to fight him
Why did Shinji Ikari immediately ask: Uncle Roger is a good man, and I am sure that he will never want to destroy us humans. Do we have to attack Uncle Roger in this case
No, I'm just asking if Misato didn't expect Shinji Ikari's reaction to be so violent, but she also understood a little bit. Shinji Ikari, who is passive by nature and has a low aura, has almost no close friends, and Roger's character is just right. Taking advantage of his weakness, although the age difference between the two is relatively large, the relationship between the two is indeed very good. Misato even feels that Roger has the tendency to replace his father in Shinji Ikari's mind.
What if there is no such thing? Ikari Shinji still asked in disbelief.
Misato had no choice but to sigh and say: What if it was your father who personally gave the order? Because Roger is an apostle after all, although currently he
No, Shinji Ikari immediately showed a very serious expression. He looked at Misato and said: No, Miss Misato, Uncle Roger will never do that. He is not that kind of person. I can guarantee it.
Misato sighed again and said: Okay, let's assume that Roger didn't do anything, but because he is an apostle, so for the sake of precaution, to protect mankind, and to never cause future troubles, the commander ordered us If you have to kill him, will you do it
Won't
Shinji Ikari answered categorically: If dad really gave such a bullshit order, then I will never obey it and I will never fight Uncle Roger.
That way, to the Commander, no, you don’t have the need to fly Unit 1. Do you understand that you are no longer of any use to the Commander? Misato took another sip of beer and still said such cruel words.
People don’t live for what others say to be useful.
I don't know why, but after hearing these words, Shinji Ikari's mind suddenly heated up, and he blurted out what Roger told him. After saying it, he suddenly realized what he had said, but he still said: If dad really gave such an unreasonable order, even if I don't fly Unit 1 anymore, I will never obey it. Uncle Roger is right. Everyone has their own life and thoughts. I am not my dad's. Subsidiary, I also have my own ideas and powers. The so-called useless ones are just useless to what Dad asked for. Then I will make one that is useful to other people, and, and
Having said this, Shinji Ikari's face turned red, as if he was making some very important decision and determination. After a long time, he gritted his teeth and said: If dad really gave such an unreasonable order, it would be impossible at all. Regardless of whether Uncle Roger wants to harm us or not, he ordered us to destroy Uncle Roger. What is the difference between him and a murderer? I will not want such a father. No, if I use his words, then he treats me, It's no use to us anymore
After these words came out, not only Misato, but also Asuka's eyes widened. They stared at Shinji Ikari as if they didn't know him, which made Shinji Ikari feel strange. When Misato asked what was wrong, Misato He took a breath, put down his beer and said: "Nothing, I just think you have become stronger. Shinji-kun, when Bize saw you, you were much stronger than before. You are already a man." ah.
Yes, really? Shinji Ikari scratched his head shyly, as if he didn't know how to answer.
At this time, Misato clapped her hands, laughed and said: I am just making a metaphor and making a hypothesis. Shinji-kun, as long as Roger is sincere and will not come to make enemies of us humans, then I miss you. My father will not insist on destroying him. To be honest, if there is such an apostle who is kind to us humans, maybe he will become our protector in the future.
Yes, yes, Shinji Ikari immediately said excitedly: Just like those hero comics and animations in the past, such as the American Superman, maybe Uncle Roger can really become such a person, but his character is too
Alright, alright. Misato rubbed Shinji Ikari's hair, she looked up at the ceiling and said: If that's true, that would be great, but it is estimated that it will not be until the future peace, the peace of us humans, the peace of the apostles, or in short, the whole world. After the world becomes peaceful and Roger becomes a world hero, we can also live our lives. By the way, the oceans must also be slowly managed. This is something that our generation and your generation will never see. , the future, the future will one day turn the sea into blue, just like the future I saw when I was a child.
For a while, the three of them were a little speechless. After dinner, it was another peaceful night, and then they went to sleep. Shinji Ikari still wore headphones and listened to songs while sleeping. When he fell asleep, he suddenly felt Something moved behind him, and he almost jumped up in fright. Then a voice rang out: Don't move, just lie down like this.
This voice was Asuka's. Immediately, Shinji Ikari's body froze completely. He didn't dare to move at all, and his face turned red. He just lay with his back facing him.
were you happy before
Me, I didn't
tell the truth
Asuka's voice became heavier, then softly: Tell me the truth, okay
Yes, I'm happy. Shinji Ikari was silent for a moment and then said.
Asuka was silent for a while, and then asked: As you said before, even if you don't drive the EVA, you still have your own way of living, right
um, yes. Shinji Ikari slowly calmed down and said: After getting to know my uncle, I learned a lot from him, and he seemed to have traveled to many places and told me many interesting things. The most important thing is that he is very optimistic. , even though he is an apostle and I am a human being, I still feel his optimism and strength. Maybe it was infected by him. Now, I am no longer afraid of being alone. Even if I don't drive EVA, I still have my own way of living.
It's great. Asuka's voice gradually became deeper and deeper, and she murmured: But if I don't drive the EVA, I will have nowhere to go, and I will no longer be of any use.
Shinji Ikari remained silent without saying a word, and Asuka continued: Because he didn’t want to be hurt, he took the first step to get hurt, because he didn’t want to be disappointed, so he didn’t have any hope, because there was no place to go, so he didn’t want to go anywhere. I don’t want to go, I envy you
No, that's not right. Shinji Ikari suddenly remembered something Roger said, and at that time, he was completely shocked.
The scene at that time was like this. After Roger showed his power and broke the apostle, Shinji Ikari was dragged to drink by Roger. He asked Roger a question, that is, since Roger is an apostle, why would he help mankind in this way? , and, as an apostle, isn’t he lonely among humans
Loneliness hahaha, I don’t know what loneliness is, I only know
Roger patted Shinji Ikari hard on the shoulder, then looked up at the sky, and said seriously: People don't live to seek comfort, warmth, or a sense of security like you. Perhaps most people It’s all for the sake of being like this, but I’m not like this, and the life I think should not be like this.
If you don't ask for this, then what should you ask for? Shinji Ikari asked confused.
Roger took a deep look at Shinji Ikari and said: If you want comfort, warmth, and security, then who do you want to ask for? If the person you ask for gives it to you, then the person you ask for, he Where does his comfort, his warmth, and his sense of security come from? Can it be said that everyone asks for these, and then asks each other, and negatives can be positive? No, there must be someone who gives these and gives comfort to others. , giving to others warmth, giving to others a sense of security.
My dream is to give dreams to people who have dreams and to fulfill them with them, so I have countless dreams. I have the dream of climbing the highest mountain. I have the dream of drinking the strongest wine in the world. The dream of traveling the entire universe, I will give comfort to all those who need it, warmth to all those who need it, and a sense of security to all those who need it.
Shinji Ikari, you are not as cowardly as you think. You have the potential to be relied upon by others. If there is a moment when you feel that you are responsible, no, it should be said that when there is a moment when you hear that others After telling you, you will know what you should do, I firmly believe this
At that time, Shinji Ikari didn't understand, nor did he believe it, but at this moment, for some reason, maybe it was just like what Misato said, during the days when he got to know Roger, he became stronger, at least at this moment, he suddenly understood He understood the meaning of Roger's words, he, he didn't want
No, you can hope that you have a place to go and you can not hurt others. If you don’t drive an EVA anymore, come to school with me. After graduation, you can find a job and travel. I have a good understanding of traveling. Uncle Jie, we can definitely fight against the remaining apostles, and there will be peace in the future. When the time comes, let’s go traveling together.
Shinji Ikari said hurriedly, and his anxious movements almost turned his head. Suddenly, a fist hit him from behind. He turned sideways again, and the fist from his back became lighter and lighter. , getting lighter and lighter, and finally just put it on his back and said: Stupid Shinji, Stupid Shinji, will you always be so strong in the future? Will you come to help me in the future? When I am desperate, when I have nowhere to go, will you come? help me
I will help you
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