Xun woke up. He was covered in injuries and bruises. Just by moving slightly, he felt pain all over his body, as if all the bones were broken. There was a fishy smell in his mouth, because his internal organs must have been seriously injured. I don’t know how much blood flowed from the mouth, nose, ears and eyes, but
It's incredible that he's still alive.
Yes, Xun is the first apostle. He has an AT force field, and he also has various special abilities. In addition, the EVA he drives is specially made for him. All of these allow him to cross the void of the moon and the earth. You can enter the atmosphere alone, but all of this actually relies on its AT force field. There is only one reason why apostles are unmatched by mortals in this world, the AT force field. Without the AT force field, even the apostle's figure will be lost. It is huge and even has various abilities, but humans only need to use big nuclear bomb tactics. As long as there is no at force field, then there is no apostle that cannot be defeated by one Big Ivan. If there are, then two
Because of this, when he lost the AT force field and fell straight down from outer space, he knew that he was dead, absolutely dead. From that height and that speed, he hit the ground. Talking about the huge force and explosion during the impact, the temperature of atmospheric friction alone can evaporate most of EVA, and then he will lose the protection of EVA and hit the ground like a meteorite, breaking into pieces, even with a little bit of intact meat and bones. Can't find them all.
But, he is still alive
Xun tried hard to open his eyes. This simple blinking action was like running a marathon for him now. Cold sweat broke out all over his body again. Then he reluctantly opened his eyes. What he saw was There was a clear sky, but there was a little more dust on the sky, and he was not in Eva's insertion plug, but lying flat on a piece of grass. From the corner of his eyes, he could vaguely see smoke and dust rising very far away.
At this moment, there was some noise nearby. Xun tried hard to turn his head. His bones seemed to be protesting. A creaking sound came from his neck. He finally saw the person who made the noise, Roger.
Roger's whole body was charred black, and there were cracks in the charred blackness. Looking through the cracks, it was all cooked flesh and bones. Xun even saw a hole in his stomach, and most of the internal organs inside were probably damaged.
Did you save me? Xun said with a hoarse voice, as dry as grindstone.
It didn’t count as saving you, it was just a convenience, and you were not dead at the time.
Roger smiled, and Xun suddenly discovered that Roger seemed to be smiling all the time. Ever since he came into contact with Shinji Ikari, he had been smiling at any time, whether in battle, in peacetime, or when he was about to die. , as if without any negative emotions, such a pure human being
Xun took a few breaths, finally gathered his strength, and spoke again: But you are dying, your injuries are much more serious than mine.
Yeah, I'm dying. Roger was still smiling heartily, but the movements of his hands continued. He was using metal pieces, wooden blocks, sharp metal wires, and cloth to touch his body. To sew up the gaps in his body or something, no, it is not so much suturing as it is piecing together. He is trying to put his body together a little more completely. This kind of tearing flesh and blood, tearing bones, and even tearing... The pain of tearing himself apart was simply unimaginable to anyone, and in Xun's eyes, Roger's eyes did not waver at all, as if he couldn't feel the pain and didn't know that he was about to die.
But am I not dead yet? Since I am not dead, let’s work hard again.
Xun was speechless for a moment. The Li Lin in front of him, this human being, was a type he had never seen before. He didn't know what the emotion in his heart was. He could only say: Are you planning to go to the Nerv battlefield again? Are you going to fight again with your body that is almost broken now? What are you doing for
Me, I just want to fulfill this dream, I just want to do it again.
While Roger was speaking, a piece of metal in his hand suddenly cracked, and it pierced into his muscles. The wound was immediately opened wider. He grinned immediately, and then pulled out the metal piece again. He pulled it out, and then used metal wire to pierce the wound and tighten it. This series of actions made Xun's whole body ache.
Did you know that dreams are not something that can be easily accomplished? The reason why they are called dreams is because they are things that everyone wants to achieve in dreams. It is precisely because of the powerlessness in reality that they can only be achieved in dreams. Therefore, many people, No, most people can only dream about it, but never dare to achieve it. It’s not that they are weak, but that when their dreams fail, the pain of falling is unbearable.
While Roger was treating the wound, he also spoke to Xun: There is too much pain in this world, and ordinary life also involves helplessness. Everyone may have dreams that make them excited just thinking about them at first, but these Pain and reality make them give up. Even if they don't give up and try hard to achieve, they will often fail and fall.
There is no archive in life, no one can read it, and the same goes for dreams. If you fail, you will fail. If you fall, many people will not be able to stand up again, because no hope can be seen even if they work hard, and what they strive for is indifferent. It seems as if you are the only one left in the world. Gradually, you will become less confident, lose hope, become accustomed to avoiding, and become as if you will not be hurt as long as you hide, as if you will not be hurt as long as you are in the presence of others. Hurt others before hurting you, and you will never be disappointed again
At this time, Roger slowly stood up bit by bit, using all his strength, and used all his strength to support his knees. Then he used the remaining iron pieces and wood pieces to start to work with the muscles of his legs. , his expression was focused and solemn, his eyes were firm and resolute, without any hesitation or dodge.
Hearing what Roger said, Xun thought of Shinji Ikari, that child who was full of hope and expectations, but was disappointed again and again, so he became less and less confident, more and more withdrawn and cowardly, avoiding It became his way of life, just like this cold world
But if we continue like this, we will never be able to achieve our dreams.
Roger roared loudly as if he was venting something. His eyes seemed to be slightly red. I don't know if it was Xun's illusion, but Roger continued: I was once an ordinary person, and I fought for my dreams. I was beaten to death by the monster of reality, and even despaired for a while. However, it is not enough to stand up again. There is still responsibility and responsibility waiting for me, a trusted partner, and a dream to express my request to me, so Every time I fall, I have to stand up again. Every time I fall and stand up, I accumulate strength to achieve my dreams. Every time I fall down and stand up, I will be one step closer to my dream. Every time I fall down and stand up, I will be a step closer to my dream. Love, and those who love me win hope
When Roger said this, he used a strong force in his hand to embed a piece of metal into a broken bone, and used rough methods to barely support the bone. Then he looked at Xun, Finally, he said: I also grew up from the most ordinary people, just because I stood up again. I have not abandoned any trust in me, and I will not live up to the trust I have given. This world appreciates everyone who dares to The person who comes again, no matter he is a hero or a mortal, this is my answer to my heart, no matter what enemy I face, no matter what difficulties I face, no matter what danger I face, as long as I am alive, I will stand up again, Because this is the source of my dreams
Because people's dreams are never-ending. As long as you dare to stand up again, your dreams will eventually come true.
I will always believe
Roger grinned and laughed. At this moment, his hair and eyebrows had been burned off, and more than 80% or even 90% of the skin on his body had been burned to coke, but his voice was still hearty and his smile was still hearty, without even the slightest trace of it. gloomy.
Then, space ripples and distortions occurred around Roger's body, and he disappeared from Xun's eyes.