Do you regret it
Shinji Ikari was sitting on the seat of the tram. For some reason, his thoughts were a little confused, and the window of the tram was also blurry. He was confused, not knowing where he was going, and he didn't know what was coming, and Shinji Ikari was thinking about all this. He didn't even think about it, he just sat there in silence.
At some point, Misato's shadow appeared in front of him, and Misato asked.
Regret or not, as long as the uncle can survive, I can do whatever I want. Shinji Ikari lowered his head and murmured.
What about us
At this time, Misato's figure also appeared in the carriage, standing in front of Shinji Ikari and questioning him.
What about us
What about us
Where are we
Woolen cloth
Gradually, the staff in Nerv, Blessing Liangzhi, and classmates all appeared in the carriage, and they all asked such questions.
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know.
Shinji Ikari fiercely covered his ears and shouted loudly: I don't know, I don't know what to do, but, but, but, it's impossible for me to give up Uncle Roger.
People are indifferent and only care about themselves. Can you be gentler to me? Shinji Ikari raised his head and looked at everyone in front of him, but no one spoke, they all just looked at him quietly.
That's it, you just look at me like this, even if it's a smile, it's a perfunctory smile. If I can't drive the EVA, will you stop smiling at me and won't need me anymore
Shinji Ikari lowered his head again and said dejectedly: Everyone is like this, all of them are like this. It’s just because I can drive the EVA that they need me. But Uncle Roger is different. It’s not that he needs me, but that I need him. He He told me a lot, made me realize a lot, gave me the courage to face everything, and gave me the hope to face the cruelty of the future. But, but, if there is no world like Uncle Roger in this world, I will no longer No more
When Shinji Ikari said these words, these figures gradually faded and disappeared into the carriage. The paleness and emptiness outside the carriage became more concrete, and even the carriage gradually became unreal.
At this moment, a cold voice said: Is this your choice, Shinji-kun
Shinji Ikari raised his head again and saw a person who had not appeared before, Ling Boli. She was still the same as Sanwu, but for some reason, Shinji Ikari seemed to be able to see a kind of sadness and an inexplicable feeling in her eyes. The emotion made him stand up, but gradually, he sat down slumped again, and just said: I'm sorry, Li, I didn't have time to eat the dinner you prepared for me and my father. I'm very grateful to you, and I'm sorry that I couldn't. save you, but me, me to you, me
After Shinji Ikari said this, he fell silent, while Ling Boli shook her head and said: No, it doesn't matter, Shinji-kun, I want you to live happily without driving the EVA. This is your choice, so
Ling Boli gradually disappeared amidst the sound of her words, and once again only Shinji Ikari was left in the entire carriage. Suddenly, another female voice rang out.
Idiot Shinji, if this continues, our agreement will not be fulfilled.
Shinji Ikari raised his head sharply and saw Asuka standing in front of him. Asuka was no longer as arrogant and indifferent as before, but looked at him tenderly, just looking at him like this.
Shinji Ikari's tears burst out. He wiped his tears. He didn't know if it was shame or something. He didn't dare to look at Asuka. He just lowered his head and said: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I didn't fulfill our agreement. I didn't do it. Come on, because Uncle Roger is no longer here. In this world, you don’t have the courage to realize your wishes, and you don’t have the courage to realize your hopes. People’s indifference and the cruelty of this world will not be because of you. And change, I really want to travel with you after peace, I really want to see everyone's sincere smiles, I really want to think about it, but I no longer dare to try anything anymore, Uncle Roger, I, I have
It doesn't matter. Asuka was the only one of them all who could move again. She smiled softly and her eyes were full of tears. She silently walked up to Shinji Ikari, wiped his tears with her hands, and gradually disappeared while talking.
I really hope there can be peace. In that case, we
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Tears welled up in Shinji Ikari's eyes. He cried and shouted: But this world is not just about having courage. I can't help it anymore.
Then do it again
This matter, the appearance of a voice made all Shinji Ikari's movements suddenly stop. His whole body was shaking violently, and he tried to raise his head, and then he saw a familiar figure.
Roger smiled heartily, stood in front of him and said: Boy, I don't remember that I taught you to give up.
While talking, Roger walked up to him and patted his shoulder with his hand. However, Roger's hand passed over his shoulder and did not touch him at all. However, Roger still smiled and said: This The world is indeed very cruel, hopes are shattered, dreams are trampled on, but so what
The so-called courage means that after you fail, it means that you are in despair, it means that you have been completely defeated. At that time, do you still dare to stand up again and do it again? Remember the first time I saw you? So now, I will ask you finally
When Roger said this, his figure was about to disappear, and the last thing Shinji Ikari saw was the last sound coming from Roger's disappearing mouth.
Do you have a dream
The tears in Shinji Ikari's eyes slowly flowed out, and he yelled with all his strength: Yes, I have dreams, I want my mother, I want my father, I want a peaceful world, I want everyone We all get along well. I want everyone to smile at me from the bottom of their hearts. I want everyone to be gentle to me. I want to be needed by everyone. I also want to give them support. I want me to have dreams. Ah, Uncle Roger
In an instant, the carriage suddenly disappeared, and all the surrounding void began to dissipate. White light burst out from Shinji Ikari's chest, and then illuminated everything.
Shinji Ikari suddenly sat up from the bed. He touched his face. His face was wet, as if he had just cried. It seemed that there was something in his dream that made him cry so much, but he I can’t remember what I was dreaming about in my dream. It seems to be a very cruel, terrible, and cruel thing, but it is also so warm.
Just when Shinji Ikari was in a daze, suddenly the alarm clock on the bedside rang. He was shocked and quickly put on his clothes, washed himself and ran downstairs. Sure enough, he saw his back in the kitchen. It was his Mom, Ikari Wei is preparing breakfast for him.
Wake up, go eat quickly, it's already very late now. Ikari Wei looked back at Ikari Shinji and smiled tenderly, and then continued to be busy there.
I don't know why, seeing Ikari Yui's smile, Ikari Shinji was very moved. He was a little baffled, because the scenes he saw every day actually made him want to cry, but that's not what he was thinking about now. At that time, he hurriedly came to the dining table, picked up a piece of bread and started eating. At the dining table, there was a man holding a newspaper and reading it.
The man Shinji Ikari spoke in an indifferent tone.
Ah, yes, Dad. Shinji Ikari quickly replied.
Even if you failed math, don't stay up too late and remember to set your alarm clock earlier. Ikari Gendo spoke in such an indifferent tone while reading the newspaper.
Yes, yes, Shinji Ikari lowered his head quickly and said. For some reason, he suddenly felt a little afraid of his father. Wasn't he already accustomed to his father's tone
Suddenly, at this moment, a woman's voice came from outside the door and said: Idiot Shinji is almost late. If you are not ready, I will go to school first.
Shinji Ikari was suddenly startled, and quickly took two pieces of bread, as well as the lunch box and school bag on the dining table, and said: I'll leave first, Asuka is already at the door.
After saying that, he ran towards the hall, and behind him, Ikari Wei's voice said: Wait until your sister goes to school together, Li. It's okay to have your hair like that, it's okay.
All in all
All appeared in the eyes of four people in the distance, Roger, A Xing, Xiao, and Edwin Van Cleef. The four of them watched all this silently, and A Xing said: From an electronic point of view, this world is What is real is not some illusory fantasy or virtual reality, nor is it formed by the light of the soul. It is incredible. However, I have no memory at all about all this before. I only remember that... At the end, the huge Ling Boli emerged from the ground
At this point, A Xing looked at Xiao, but Xiao said without looking at him: Don't look at me, I know you are looking at me, don't think I know what happened, I'm sorry, because of the distance The reason is that Edwin Van Cleef and I were the first to become orange juice. Fortunately, we did not become apostles.
Four people, no, three people, because Roger died before that. The last impression of the three people was that the huge Lingboli emerged from the ground, and then some of the humans turned into orange juice, and the others turned into orange juice. Some people became apostles, and they all rushed towards the final dogma from all over the earth. Then, they found themselves standing beside this ordinary Japanese street, and saw Shinji Ikari and the others.
Hahaha, I don’t remember either. It would be great to be able to come back to life even after I died. Roger laughed, not caring about the face of Asing next to him who was already pale with anger.
You bastard Axing strangled Roger's neck directly and said: Did you know that those who will enter the final dogma in this way will directly become apostles, while those who do not enter will even become orange juice and die? It will be restored after completion. You bastard, don’t turn your face away.
At this time, Shinji Ikari and a girl who looked very much like Yui Ikari walked out of the door. Standing outside the door was Asuka with her arms akimbo. Although her arms were akimbo, Asuka looked at Shinji Ikari with very gentle eyes.
Shinji Ikari heard the laughter outside the street. It was a hearty laugh. As if something was touched in his heart, he left the two girls behind and rushed towards the street. As he rushed over, his Tears flowed naturally, but when he rushed there, there was no one in the street. I don’t know if it was an illusion. He seemed to see a beam of light, but he couldn’t recall anything. In the end, he could only be alone. He stood there blankly, with only the thoughts in his chest
The unspeakable emotions seemed to turn into courage, incomparable courage, which made him turn around and look at Asuka who was running after him. He yelled: Ming, Asuka, me, we will travel together when we grow up. Bar
Asuka's face turned red and she was about to get angry, but when she saw the tears on Shinji Ikari's face and his expression, she didn't know why, her heart softened, and she just snorted and turned away, but a voice came to her. In Shinji Ikari's ears
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travel