Shen Juan saw Luo Qinghe for the first time when he was six years old, and he had just entered elementary school that year.
That day when Luo Qinghe came back from Hong Kong, it was the first time Shen Juan heard his mother talk about his little uncle.
Probably because he was young and rebellious when he was a teenager. His family didn't support what he liked, and he didn't want to give up. After a big fight, he packed up and left the next day and went to Hong Kong by himself. He left for ten years.
Xiao Shen Juan was actually a little surprised when he saw Luo Qinghe, and felt that his short and rebellious life trajectory did not match his appearance and temperament.
Just like his name, this little uncle is a gentle man like a spring breeze.
In fact it is.
Shen Juan has been tired since he was a child. He doesn't seem very interested in what other children play, but he likes to play with slingshots very much. Every day after school, he huddles in his room and plays with those small slingshots.
However, the other children listened to him very much, they liked to run after him, and asked him to go out to play in the mud every day, but he didn't want to talk to them, thinking that children of the same age were immature.
Shen's father and Shen's mother are actually very worried. Compared with other children, their own children are not sunny at all, and even seem a little withdrawn, which makes them worry. They think that they have chosen the wrong name.
It shouldn't be called Tired in the first place, who made this famous? It has had such an impact on my son's personality!
Shen's mother once tried to change his name to Shen Lively Shen Cheerful or something.
Although it sounds a bit ugly, it has a good meaning. If he can livenly play mud with his little classmates from now on, then it will be worth it.
But at that time, little Shen Juan had already made up his mind. He didn't want to, and Shen's mother couldn't help it, so the name was just called that.
This phenomenon was alleviated after Luo Qinghe came back. Luo Qinghe lived back in the old Luo family house, on the first floor of the small alley. He also saved a lot of money over the years, bought the neighbor and set up a studio.
Little Shen Juan finally knew what Luo Qinghe was doing. He painted on other people's bodies, but it still couldn't be washed off.
Little Shen Juan felt that he couldn't understand his little uncle, why you like to draw, why can't you draw on paper.
It can also be painted on the wall.
Why do you want to paint on people, and you can't wipe it off.
After that, what to do if you don’t like it, what to do if you make a mistake, what to do if you regret it, and there is no eraser to erase it.
Although he didn't quite understand it, it was new.
Fresh and novel things will more or less attract the children's attention, plus Shen's father and Shen's mother are very busy at work, Shen is tired and young, before when Luo Qinghe didn't come back, the family invited several aunts to take care of him, now Luo Qinghe came back, and Xiao Shen Juan stayed with him all day long.
Luo Qinghe sent him to and from school, took care of his food and clothing, taught him how to draw, reasoned with him, and talked to him about the interesting things he had been outside these years.
He is a very gentle and delicate person. Shen Juan spent much more time with his uncle than with his parents during the years when his outlook on life was gradually established. Under his subtle influence.
Until one day, Luo Qinghe brought a child back.
The child looked about the same age as Shen Juan, he was thin and small, his body was dirty, his exposed skin was covered with bruises and bruises, it looked shocking.
Shen Juan frowned and went to the inside to get the medicine box out, then went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of warm water.
Luo Qinghe helped the child treat the wound, with a focused and gentle expression: "Is your name Nie Xinghe?"
The child sniffed and gave a low "hmm".
"Look, we both have similar names," Luo Qinghe said with a smile, "We are so destined."
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There is a butt margin.
In the corridor of the teaching building at dusk in late autumn, the windows are opened on the shady side, and there is no sunlight all year round, so it is cold and humid.
Shen Juan hit hard and didn't even seem to want to stop. Lin Yujing quickly recovered and called him.
As if he didn't hear it, he pulled Ning Yuan's collar and slammed it down suddenly, and punched him again, Ning Yuan was pulled by him and leaned sideways, the blood between his fingers dripped out, dripping on his school uniform jacket.
Lin Yujing called him again, a little anxiously: "Shen Juan!"
Shen Juan finally stopped his movements, didn't look back, and kept his eyes down.
Lin Yu walked over in shock, tugged at his wrist, and said in a low voice, "There are surveillance cameras in the school, do you want to take another year off from school?"
Shen Juan let go of his hand.
The three of them stood together now, Lin Yujing still couldn't hold back, glanced at the monitoring position, turned sideways to find a blind spot, and kicked Ning Yuan's key parts.
She finally withdrew her strength a bit, but Ning Yuan still snorted, staggered back half a step, and slid down against the wall.
Lin Yu bowed his head in shock: "Student Ning, let me unify my confession. Today you blocked me at the door of the women's toilet, and verbally harassed and mentally attacked me. Shen Juan passed by and offered a favor. wrong?"
Ning Yuan raised his head with a pale face, looked at her stiffly and in disbelief, cold sweat ran down his temples, and he was speechless.
Lin Yujing continued: "If you don't say anything, I'll take it as if you agreed by default, and let's pretend nothing happened. Of course, you have to agree if you don't agree, because I want it to be black and it will be black. , I want it to be white, it is white, you can’t beat me, and you will be the one who will be unlucky, don’t you believe it?”
Ning Yuan sat on the ground against the wall and looked at her: "You haven't wavered at all, you like him so much?"
Lin Yujing's fingers gripped Shen Juan's wrist tightly.
Ning Yuan pulled the corner of his mouth reluctantly: "It doesn't seem like there is nothing at all."
Lin Yujing didn't want to listen to him anymore, so she dragged Shen Juan out.
There were no people on the playground outside the teaching building, only a few boys playing on the far side of the outdoor basketball court. Lin Yu surprised and dragged him to the other side of the basketball hoop.
Shen Juan didn't speak the whole time, and let her pull her forward. When she stopped, he also stopped.
Lin Yu raised his head in surprise, looked at him, and got angry for no reason: "Did you take a year off from school and didn't take enough? You still want to buy one get one free, and come back next year to be my junior?"
"Ah," Shen Juan was silent for a while, hoarse, "Ah, I'm sorry."
Lin Yu stared at him in shock.
She didn't know what to say, and she didn't think so much at the time, Shen Juan's reaction was too out of control, she just felt that she couldn't let him stay there.
Lin Yujing had rarely seen Shen Juan like this. The last time he met his former deskmate was on the street.
She couldn't control herself at the time.
What was the person I liked a lot last time, what is it that I can’t wake up in this life, it’s a lie to say that I really don’t want to be unshakable and have no influence. Shen Juan’s reaction told her clearly that although Ning Yuan was cheap and deserved to be beaten, he was right. I am afraid that half of the truth will go up.
He seemed to know Shen Juan very well, and his words were like knives, stabbing people's deathbed one by one.
Lin Yujing was suddenly at a loss. This was his past, or the part of him that he didn't want to be discovered by others.
In fact, she didn't even have a position to be shaken or influenced.
Neither of them spoke. After a few minutes of silence, Shen Juan sighed and leaned sideways on the basketball hoop: "Do you have any questions—"
When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Shen Juan was interrupted in the middle of his speech.
In about a minute or two, students came out of the teaching building one after another, and half of the playground was instantly occupied.
Shen Juan didn't speak again, and the two entered the teaching building in silence. When they reached the stairs, Lin Yujing glanced at the bathroom, and Ning Yuan was no longer there.
The last class meeting was occupied by Wang Dinosaur and the math teacher in turn. In the first half of the class and in the second half of the class, Wang Dinosaur taught the papers that he had given in class.
Wang Dinosaur spoke very fast, and the knowledge points of the lectures were relatively dense. Lin Yujing didn't talk to Shen Juan anymore, and listened attentively to the lecture, although it was actually a little difficult to concentrate after this kind of thing happened. .
When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Wang Dinosaur held the class for a few minutes, finished the whole paper, and finally reminded them passionately that the final exam was just around the corner.
Although Wang Dinosaur and Liu Fujiang have different personalities, they have one thing in common. They are both full of passion for the academic performance of the tenth class students, and firmly believe that the next exam will be the beginning of their sudden awakening and hard work.
When he finally left, Lin Yujing's phone rang.
As soon as she picked it up, Fu Mingxiu asked, "Have you finished school yet?"
The voice was quite loud, and Shen Juan turned his head sideways.
"Let go, what advice do you have?" Lin Yu said in surprise.
"I am at the gate of your school now, or at the street before," Fu Mingxiu said, "I hope to see you in five minutes."
Lin Yujing stopped the movement of stuffing the physics book into his schoolbag: "Huh? I have to go back to the dormitory to get my luggage."
Fu Mingxiu hung up the phone.
Lin Yu was startled: "..."
Does this person know how to be polite
Did you just hang up the phone
She looked at the time, folded the homework papers that had been handed out, stuffed them into her schoolbag, got up and walked out of the classroom.
Shen Juan looked at her silently.
He heard the voice on the phone just now. Although he couldn't hear what was said clearly, he could vaguely hear the voice of a man.
If it was normal, he would probably ask.
Not probably, he will definitely ask.
Lin Yu came to the door of the classroom in shock, paused in his steps, turned his head, and looked at him worriedly: "You will go back directly later, right?"
Shen Juan sat on the seat: "Yes."
"You won't go to Ning Yuan again, will you?" She confirmed again and again.
"Well," Shen Juan looked at her, his voice was still a little hoarse, his eyes were heavy, and he looked listless, "I'll listen to you."
Lin Yu was startled speechless.
She felt that something in her heart suddenly softened.
She pursed her lips, turned her head and walked out of the classroom without saying anything.
Lin Yujing didn't like the pick-up car to stop directly at the school gate. Fu Mingxiu had seen her off twice, and knew about her stink. For this, he gave her basic respect and care.
Fifteen minutes had passed since Lin Yujing got into the car carrying a suitcase. Young Master Fu sat impatiently in the driver's seat and glanced sideways at her: "I'm holding on to the time, if you show up a minute later, I drove away."
Lin Yujing said calmly, "There is a direct subway to the school, so it's only a ten-minute walk."
"..."
Fu Mingxiu pointed at her: "Stop talking, I'm afraid I'll really throw you out of the car."
Lin Yujing obediently leaned back in his seat, quietly looked out of the car window, and didn't speak any more.
On the way, Fu Mingxiu looked at her several times from the rearview mirror.
This girl is a little wilted today.
He turned the steering wheel onto the bridge and asked casually, "Did you get dumped?"
Lin Yu was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to the side: "Huh?"
"You look like you have been dumped by someone," Fu Mingxiu laughed at her, "Why, the boy you like has someone he likes?"
"..."
bang.
A big rock fell from the sky and landed heavily on Lin Yujing, making her almost vomit blood.
Lin Yu stared at him inexplicably for half a minute, her eyes were sore, she blinked and sighed.
Fu Mingxiu looked at her reaction and was really surprised: "Dumped?"
"Control your gloating expression, the corners of your mouth are almost grinning." Lin Yujing said listlessly.
"I just didn't expect you to be dumped." Fu Mingxiu continued to laugh at her. "It's a pity that I didn't see it with my own eyes. Next time there is such a good show, please say hello to me in advance."
"First of all, I haven't been dumped, I don't even have a boyfriend, and I don't plan to fall in love." Lin Yujing said.
Fu Mingxiu waited for a few seconds, but didn't hear the following text: "What's next?"
"There's no second choice. I haven't thought about the second one," Lin Yujing said suddenly, leaning his head against the car window, "Brother."
Fu Mingxiu shook his hands on the steering wheel, and glanced at her vigilantly: "What do you want to do again?"
"... What do you want to do?"
Fu Mingxiu said: "You little girl has a bad stomach, every time you call me that, it doesn't do me any good."
"..." Lin Yujing decided not to argue with him, paused, and asked with some difficulty: "You guys—boys, is Bai Yueguang the kind of existence that you will never forget in this life?"
"It's not so absolute. There is no feeling that you can never forget in this life. When you meet a more suitable person, you can forget it just by forgetting it." Fu Mingxiu said, "And it depends on the situation. It depends on why Bai Yueguang changed It's white moonlight."
"What about Bai Yueguang lying in the hospital for you and never waking up?" Lin Yujing asked tentatively.
Fu Mingxiu was silent for a few seconds, and asked sincerely: "I won't be able to wake up in this life and I'm still lying in the hospital. Is it dead or not?"
Lin Yu sighed again in surprise, "How would I know?"
Fu Mingxiu glanced at her again: "If it's this kind of white moonlight, I suggest you give up, and you will never forget it for the rest of your life."
Lin Yu leaned his head against the car window in shock and fell silent.
Fu Mingxiu drove faster than Lao Li. When he got home, Guan Xiangmei and Meng Weiguo were both at home. Lin Yujing changed his clothes and went downstairs for dinner.
Guan Xiangmei talked to her enthusiastically as usual, but Lin Yujing kept things simple and simple, and couldn't even arouse any interest. He went upstairs after dinner without incident.
The amount of homework on the weekends of No. 8 Middle School is not too much, she glanced at the time, took out all the papers from her schoolbag, and started to pick the easiest English for her to do, she has no listening comprehension, and finally finished the composition and did not use it. One hour.
Then she pulled out the physics, and poked her chin with the pen cover while reviewing the questions.
The person I liked before is not necessarily a girl.
It was rumored in school before that Shen Juan beat his former deskmate half to death. When Lin Yu met him on the street, he was surprised to see that he was not missing any arms or legs.
The rumors are not credible.
What other people say can't be taken seriously.
And he's such an annoying person.
Lin Yu was surprised to recall the boy's words "I'll listen to you" a few hours ago.
The voice is very soft, and the tail is bit soft.
She slapped the pen on the table, glanced at the half-written physics paper, and then looked at the time.
Eight O'clock.
It's not too late either.
She pushed the edge of the table and stood up, grabbed the phone and keys, left the room and went downstairs.
There was no one in the living room, and the lights in the kitchen were on. Aunt Zhang was supposed to be tidying up. Lin Yujing softly walked to the door by leaning against the wall, opened it and went out.
This thing is familiar once and twice, this time a series of actions don't even need to go through the brain, the body will operate automatically.
She went to 7-11 to buy two dozen beers and a bag of snacks, and walked towards Shen Juan's studio.
She forgot to call him and didn't send a text message, just carried a bag of heavy things like sleepwalking until she walked to the door of the studio, looking through the iron door, it was dark inside, and no light could come out Only then did I come back to my senses in a daze.
yes.
What if this person is not here.
But doesn't he just live here
Lin Yujing hesitated for a moment, raised his hand, pressed his fingertips against the black iron door, and gently pressed against it.
The door was unlocked and pushed open.
There was silence in the small courtyard, the door light was not turned on, the curtains were drawn, and the room was pitch black.
She walked to the door, raised her hand and pushed the door open.
The door was not locked either.
If Shen Juan is really not at home, then this buddy is too hearty, and the house will probably be emptied when he comes back.
Lin Yu pushed the door open in shock and went in. As soon as he stepped in with one foot, he was almost smoked out.
The second-hand smoke all over the house poured out one after another, and the dim moonlight and light outside could vaguely see the clouds and mist in the house, giving people the illusion of being in a fairyland.
She raised her hand to turn on the light, scanned around, and finally landed on the person sitting at the foot of the sofa.
Shen Juan sat on the ground with his back against the sofa, biting a cigarette and raised his head. He hadn't adapted to the sudden light after being immersed in the darkness for a long time, so he squinted his eyes.
The unique cement ashtray on the coffee table was filled with cigarette butts, and there were several wine bottles piled up in disorder beside it.
The daily life of decadent youth in standard TV drama novels.
Lin Yujing even wanted to mention a word to him—who can tell me what song Lonely is singing.
It has to be in the Martian language.
She stood at the door, opened the door, and smoked for a while. After about ten seconds, Shen Juan finally got used to the light, and she was obviously stunned when she saw her.
Lin Yujing put the bag on the tea table, walked up to him, and looked down at him: "What kind of decadent character are you looking for?"
Shen Juan came to his senses and put out his cigarette: "Why do you..."
His voice was rough, and he stopped in the middle of speaking.
Lin Yujing took a bottle of mineral water from the bag and handed it to him. Shen Juan took it and unscrewed it. He drank half of the bottle and cleared his throat again: "Why are you here?"
Lin Yujing knelt down in front of him and counted the empty wine bottles beside him: "Are you still awake?"
"Well, awake."
Lin Yujing applauded him: "Student Shen can hold a lot of alcohol."
Shen Juan lowered his head, licked his lower lip, and even smiled.
He leaned back with a smile, raised his head to look at her, and asked again: "Why are you here?"
Lin Yu pursed his lips in shock: "I thought about it carefully, and I still have a question to ask you."
Shen Juan looked at her without saying a word.
Lin Yujing suddenly felt lost again: "I really don't think so—so I came here, but if you don't want to talk..."
"I think," Shen Juan interrupted her, "I think, I'll tell you what you want to know."
Lin Yu blinked in surprise, was silent for a few seconds, and said dryly "Ah": "Then—"
Shen Juan suddenly straightened up, leaned over, and stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms.
Lin Yu was caught off guard, and fell forward, looking as if he fell into his arms.
She stopped talking abruptly, and she was a little stiff.
Shen Juan put one hand across her waist and the other behind her head, buried her head in the crescent of her neck, breathing a little heavier than usual, warm, ironing the skin of her neck.
Lin Yujing let him hold her. After a few seconds, she regained her composure and moved her arms lightly.
He probably thought she was going to push him away, so his arms tightened a little, the distance between the two was squeezed to the limit, and she could feel his overheated body temperature through the clothes.
Lin Yu rested her chin on his shoulder in shock, and called him in a low voice, "Shen Juan..."
"Let me hug you for a while, okay?" Shen Juan said hoarsely, "Just for a while."