A quiet private restaurant, a table by the window.
Lin Yujing said these words, and the silent party became Lin Zhi.
She looked at her for a while, then pushed the cup in her hand slightly forward: "Then I'll be honest," she said softly, "I'm here this time mainly to find out if you plan to come back."
It was obviously a very simple and easy to understand sentence, but Lin Yu was stunned for a moment when he heard it.
Really did not understand.
"What?"
Lin Zhi said directly: "I think you are a little uncomfortable. You obviously can't get used to the life here now, and your grades have also been affected. Do you want to live with me?"
This time she spoke clearly.
Lin Yujing looked at her, and tilted his head slightly, as if he still didn't understand: "I remember," Lin Yujing said slowly, "You didn't seem to say that when you divorced my father. "
Lin Zhi placed her fingers on the cup and slid it along the edge: "When I divorced Meng Weiguo, I didn't think about it that much, I just wanted to get rid of it,"
Her eyes were very pale, "I've been with him for twenty years, we've tortured each other long enough, I don't want to delay any more. I want to take him out of my life, everything about him, His traces, the evidence of his existence, all the things that I can think of him when I see them, I don’t want to keep them.”
Lin Yujing said softly, "Including me."
Lin Zhi was silent for a while, before saying, "Including you."
She nodded and said, "Congratulations, you have cut off all the connections between you and Meng Weiguo, and now you should have no worries at all."
Lin Zhi shook her head: "Xiaoyu, you and I have never been cut off before."
"So, you want to get me back now? Do you regret it?" Lin Yu asked in surprise.
"Your surname is Lin," Lin Zhi said, "You will always be a child of the Lin family. Everything in the future of the Lin family, everything I own, will eventually be yours."
Lin Yu pursed his lips in surprise, "I thought you planned to give me a little brother or something?"
Lin Zhi was silent for a while, then calmly said: "I will never get pregnant in the future."
Lin Yu was startled, "What do you mean?"
"Literally," Lin Zhi said lightly, "Fibroids, I will spare time to arrange surgery for removal."
Lin Yu's fingers were a little cold in shock: "Is the womb...?"
Lin Zhi didn't speak.
Lin Yujing also understood how superfluous her question was.
So, here's why.
She came back for her, she wanted her back, that's the whole reason.
Because she can't get pregnant anymore, because she is now the only heir of the Lin family.
She felt as if there was a fire in her heart, and from the moment she saw Lin Zhi, that fire had been fueled up little by little because of her words, and it was getting hotter and hotter.
The fuel is sadness, and anger.
Among them, anger accounted for the highest proportion, and she even felt that her hands hidden under the table began to tremble.
She laughed: "my new brother seems to be named Fu, do I need to change my name?"
Lin Zhi frowned slightly.
Lin Yujing had never talked to Lin Zhi like this before.
She feels that she is quite contradictory.
Sometimes, for some things, she is so stubborn that even if she fails a hundred times, she will try one hundred and one times without hesitation.
Sometimes she is quite trusting.
For example, she thinks that she is probably a person with a weak relationship with her parents, and she tries to hurry up, but every time it is in vain.
Then forget it.
When I was young, I wanted to eat a piece of cake, and I tried my best to eat it, but I couldn't.
After growing up, this cake was finally placed in front of him, but he suddenly found that he didn't seem to want to eat it that much anymore.
All things will be used to, even if not loved.
Lin Yu was shocked to understand Lin Zhi.
In other words, because she has been disappointed by Lin Zhi too many times, she has long learned not to have any expectations.
I don't want to argue, I don't want to fight, I don't want to waste my words.
Occasionally a phone call, report on academic performance, and then report on recent performance, like a work report, isn't it also very good.
But today, she couldn't bear it a little bit.
This kind of feeling, after holding it up, was thrown down heavily again.
And her attitude only made Lin Zhi frowned slightly, her expression was still flat: "You are my child, of course I love you."
There was a soft sound in his head, and his reason was burned out.
Her shoulders slumped, and she relaxed instead.
Lin Yu was shocked and found it inconceivable.
She didn't know why she could turn around and get it back after hurting her child without hesitation, so it took it for granted that I still love you.
I didn't want you just because I was too impulsive, I made a mistake.
Let you be wronged, it's okay, I plan to ask you again, because I need an heir.
"Then what do you mean?" Lin Yujing looked at her amusedly, "Is that why you came to see me today?"
"You have figured it out, you don't want to dig into the horns anymore, you suddenly realized that you love me more than you hate me, so you ran over and waved to me, and then what?"
Her voice was very soft and calm, "Do you think that as long as you come to me, I should abandon the previous suspicions, run into your arms obediently with snot and tears, and then play a mother-daughter relationship with you?" Deep? Because I'm not unwanted?"
Her words were too outrageous, Lin Zhi finally started to be dissatisfied, or she finally couldn't help it, she frowned and looked at her, and said coldly: "Lin Yujing, what are you talking about now? did you-"
"Do you know what I was like before? I'm afraid you never knew. Since I was a child, have you tried to understand me?" Lin Yu stood up in surprise, and the chair rubbed against the floor with a "stinging" sound.
She took a breath, "Mom, if you came to me for a meal just to ask this, then I'll tell you the truth."
"I have no plan to go back, and I don't want to live with you. Before, I really felt that I couldn't adapt, but now, I'm starting to fall in love with this city."
Lin Yujing said calmly: "I like the people and things here, and I like the weather. I also love the asphalt roads and manhole covers here. I don't plan to leave for the rest of my life."
Lin Zhi looked at her, and her back, which was always straight, suddenly collapsed, her tone softened a little, and she said softly, "Xiaoyu, you are blaming me, aren't you?"
Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.
The flames burned to the end, leaving only a layer of ashes, and the sparks flickered and lingered, and then disappeared one by one.
The anger was burnt out, and in the end there was only emptiness left, a daze that couldn't even stand still.
Is it her fault? It must have been.
Even when Lin Yujing first came to City A, for a long time, especially after she had a dispute with Meng Weiguo, she thought about the scene of Lin Zhi suddenly appearing here and saying that she would take her back.
Lin Yu lowered his eyes in surprise, looking at the unfinished soup left on the table in front of him.
The Cordyceps Chicken Shredded Soup in the small casserole cup has been completely cooled, and the refreshing umami taste has been destroyed. There is a layer of solidified yellow fat floating on it, which looks disgustingly greasy.
"I don't blame you now, Mom, you snuffed out my last hope for you," Lin Yujing said, "On the day you divorced, you said you could do without anything, including me."
When Lin Yujing went back to school at noon, Shen Juan hadn't come back yet.
She entered the class with red eyes.
What happened in the morning, Li Lin didn't go into details with Song Zhiming and the others. He felt that as the only person who knew the secret, he was obliged to keep it secret.
And the matter is still uncertain, maybe he thought too much, Li Lin decided to observe in secret.
After this observation, at noon, Li Lin saw that Lin Yu came back in surprise, and there seemed to be nothing wrong with her expression. Looking carefully, her eyes were still red and did not slow down.
Ten minutes later, Shen Juan also came back.
Boss Shen looked relaxed and comfortable, lazy and calm, and a little cheerful.
Li Lin hit four big characters in his mind.
—Spring, wind, gain, and meaning.
Li Lin felt that this could be done for real.
Not only did the two of them not eat together at noon, but after they separated and came back, one had red eyes and the other was lively and happy.
Li Lin even imagined what happened during this noon. Lin Yujing ate alone, met Shen Juan and his new love at the door of a certain restaurant, or a cheating partner—an unknown girl. The goblin, Boss Shen was extremely happy being coaxed by the little goblin, while Lin Yujing beside him had long green hair, and couldn't help but blushed with aggrieved eyes.
And what about Shen Juan
Of course, only the newcomers laugh, but the old ones don't cry.
No wonder it is said that the handsome guy is so fickle and ungrateful, it is all the truth.
Li Lin was so angry, he wanted to grab Shen Juan by the collar and ask him why, such a serious mistake of principle, even if he now regards Shen Juan as his brother, this kind of behavior is intolerable .
But he couldn't, he was afraid that Shen Juan would beat him into a dumpling wrapper and stick it on the wall.
For the first time, Li Lin hated himself for being too weak.
Without saying a word, he turned his head and rushed out of the classroom door, ready to punish himself by running downstairs a few times to vent his anger. By the way, he was entangled in whether he should risk his life to talk to Shen Juan to understand the situation.
He added a lot of drama to himself, and he didn't have any psychological burden at all, and he even felt that he was speaking from experience.
Relying on his rich experience of watching 300 love triangles.
Here, Shen Juan didn't know that he had cheated after being broken up by his girlfriend, and when he came back, he noticed that something was wrong with Lin Yujing.
Although she looks the same as usual.
Shen Juan paused, and still didn't talk to his girlfriend who was very obedient to her, and took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket to play.
Half a minute later, Lin Yujing felt the phone vibrate on her desk, and she took it out and looked down.
Shen Juan: [What did you have for lunch?]
Lin Yu was startled: "..."
She didn't come back right away.
She didn't know what to say about this matter at noon today, although Lin Zhi finally said that she just wanted to ask, if Lin Yujing was not dissatisfied with her current living conditions, then she would not force her.
Lin Yujing selfishly didn't want Shen Juan to know about the complicated relationship in her family, but she never thought about keeping it from him.
If there is a suitable opportunity to talk about it, she will tell Shen Juan.
Shen Juan believed her, and he was willing to tell her anything and let her know.
Lin Yujing also wanted to at least be like him.
But she didn't know what to say.
Lin Yu was surprised to admit that when Lin Zhi said that she needed to have a resection, she didn't know how she should react.
She didn't have an intuitive and specific understanding of her operation, coupled with Lin Zhi's overly calm tone and attitude, before other emotions came, what Lin Yujing felt first was boundless sadness and scrambling anger.
It wasn't until she calmed down now that she began to belatedly think about the concept of removing an organ from the body.
How harmful will this surgery be to the body.
How terrifying it would be to feel a sudden emptiness in the body.
She has a little bit of regret, she just said something a little too much.
In any case, this person is her mother after all, the one who conceived her and gave her life.
Will she feel pain, will she feel scared
Lin Yu rubbed his eyes in distress.
She paused, and tapped her fingertips on the keyboard to type one word at a time. The movements were a little slow: [Why are you sending text messages?]
Shen Juan: [My girlfriend won't let me talk to her, so I have to create an ordinary tablemate relationship where we can barely maintain friendship with a box of snacks.]
Lin Yujing wanted to laugh a little. She pushed the phone back into the table, raised her head, and looked sideways at him.
Shen Juan also turned his head sideways.
She glanced at him and bowed her head again.
The two are clearly close at hand, but they don't say a word, sitting together and chatting by sending messages.
Lin Yujing felt a little silly when he thought about it, but he still couldn't help smiling, turned his head away, buried his head down, and took out his mobile phone to type again: [Boyfriend, I have something to tell you, do you want to hear it?]
Shen Juan finished reading the text message, glanced at her, and then continued to reply: [I think, please tell me, girlfriend.]
Lin Yu started to type slowly, and sent them one by one: [I just did something bad and said some selfish things.]
[I couldn't control it at the time, and I didn't think so much.]
[I am very sad, very very angry.]
Lin Yujing sent several texts in succession, but Shen Juan still hadn't replied, she could see him staring at the phone out of the corner of her eye, his fingers stopped, and he didn't move for a long time.
She didn't want to look too hypocritical, rubbed the tip of her nose, and changed her tone: [Oh, I am a child who is loved by no one.]
She also specially sent an emoji of a little lolita.
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Shen Juan still didn't return, but he moved.
Lin Yu caught a glimpse of him straightening up and looked up.
Shen Juan didn't look at her. He grabbed the edge of the chair and moved his seat towards her. The distance between the two drew closer. Then he unzipped his school uniform jacket and pulled one side of the jacket to the side. , pulled it open, revealing the sweater inside.
This action was a bit coquettish, and Lin Yu was stunned for a moment.
The next second, she felt someone touch her school uniform cuff and touch her fingers.
Shen Juan's fingers were a little cold, but his palm was warm. He touched her hand, pulled his fingers out, pulled out the cuff, then pulled it into the sleeve of his own school uniform, and hid it in.
The sleeves of the two school uniform jackets were connected, and Lin Yujing's hand was pulled in. The space was wide enough for two people to stuff their hands inside.
After hiding it, he gently squeezed her fingertips in the sleeve, then inserted his fingers into her fingertips, and clasped them with his fingers.
Intertwined fingers.
He gently rubbed the bones on the back of her hand with his fingertips in a reassuring way.
The school uniform jacket was already wide, but he just manipulated it so that most of the sleeves connecting the two of them covered most of it.
Even if someone glanced over, they would only feel that the two of them were sitting a little closer.
They were obviously just sitting in the classroom, hiding in their sleeves, holding hands secretly.
Lin Yu was startled but felt extremely nervous, his heart was "thumping", beating violently and urgently.
Ears are hot.
Breathing is also a bit unsteady.
It's just holding hands, Lin Yu was startled, can you be a little bit promising.
She tried her best to keep a nonchalant look, glanced sideways, and found that Shen Juan was more capable of pretending. He was lowering his head and pretending to play with his mobile phone. He was still typing with one hand on the screen with his fingertips, which was very realistic.
She felt his hand move slightly, thinking that he was going to let go, so she also let go, and pulled his hand out.
As a result, Shen Juan's fingers tightened even more, and he even seemed to be a little dissatisfied. He clasped her hand and pulled it in again.
Her mobile phone vibrated while lying on the belly of the table.
Lin Yujing was grabbed by him with one hand, so he could only take out the phone with the other hand, unlocked the screen lock with one hand, and clicked in.
Shen Juan sent it, a message, four words.
[Tired Lord Pains You]
The author has something to say:
Shen Juan, please stop exuding your charm (screaming chicken possessed