Lin Zhi's argument is very biased, and it is very inconsistent with her usual strong style.
She started to take the Huairou route, and Lin Yujing almost didn't realize it because of the surprise.
In fact, she didn't really want to hear Lin Zhi talk about her relationship history with Meng Weiguo, what clothes she wore and what she said when she saw him for the first time. No matter how beautiful it sounded, it was all dilapidated by now.
Telling those memories now sounds like a funny joke.
The moment this idea appeared, she panicked for no reason.
"You are you, I am me," Lin Yujing said, "Your own emotional experience is not very pleasant, what does this mean? Is this also hereditary?"
"This has nothing to do with my own emotional experience. At your age, you think that the so-called love is hard to come to fruition. My example is just to tell you that when it is broken, it will be broken, otherwise there will be trouble in the end. Unrecognizable in many ways.”
Lin Yujing didn't speak, and looked at her silently, with dissatisfaction in his eyes.
"You don't have a future, do you understand what I mean?" Lin Zhi said, "Your insistence and your efforts are a waste of time, with no results."
Lin Yu was startled: "There are many things that you don't know the result before you decide to do it. Is there no risk in your business? If you buy a stock, it will still fall."
"Of course I will control the risk to the bottom." Lin Zhi frowned and interrupted her, "If I knew from the very beginning that this stock would hit the limit, why should I buy it?"
Lin Yu didn't even think about it: "How do you know that it will definitely fall? If your vision is so good, why did you pick Meng Weiguo's rotten stock in the first place?"
Lin Zhi said sharply, "Lin Yu is shocked!"
Lin Yu pursed his lips in surprise, then lowered his head, "I'm sorry."
Lin Zhi took a deep breath, and quickly calmed down: "Okay, let me put it another way," her voice regained her calmness, "If you are a sophomore instead of a sophomore, and you are eighteen, nineteen, or sixteen, I I don't care about you, but now is not the time for you to fall in love, you should be very clear, you are not an ignorant child, you should know when to do things."
"Mom, you think I'm sensible only because I have no chance to be ignorant," Lin Yujing said softly, "Now that I have met someone who can make me ignorant, can't I be willful for a while?"
"At what age do you do things, do you think now is the time for you to be willful? Do you think your current behavior is right? Why do school teachers and parents prohibit puppy love? Because there are many precedents! Because the negative impact of this incident is far greater on the positive side!"
Lin Zhi's patience was exhausted by her stubbornness, and she raised her voice uncontrollably: "How old are you and you think you've met me? Lin Yujing, I can't allow this."
"How many boys your age are serious? Tell this boy right away, you don't think it's easy for your mother to say it for you."
Lin Yu was shocked to understand that Lin Zhi was right.
To be honest, Lin Zhi didn't need to tell her at all, Lin Yujing couldn't even think about the future with Shen Juan.
It's not that I didn't think about it, but I couldn't think of it.
Lin Yujing couldn't imagine what her future with anyone would be like, she didn't even think that there would be someone who could be with her forever in this life.
But Shen Juan's existence made her want to see her future with this person for the first time.
She wants to see it.
She wanted to know what the "future with you" he said was like.
Shen Juan gave her apprehension and expectation, fantasy and courage, and gave her the desire to be brave. Now that she has taken a step, there is no reason to back down.
Lin Yujing didn't want to retreat again and again. This was not in line with her character. She should be determined to move forward. She decided to do it. If there is a way to move forward, there is no turning back.
"I don't." Lin Yu said in surprise.
Lin Zhi suddenly pushed the cup in hand forward.
She is a one-sided character, used to dominance and obedience from others. Lin Yu was so shocked that she never violated her will, nor did she see others violate it.
It was the first time that he directly contradicted and disobeyed her.
Under her intense gaze, Lin Yujing became nervous.
Lin Zhi was different from Meng Weiguo.
She could not care about Meng Weiguo at all, but when she was irritated, she couldn't control her mouth and wanted to say whatever she wanted, but she couldn't do it with Lin Zhi.
Like a habit developed from childhood, or a shadow.
When she was young, Lin Zhi would always make Lin Yu feel that she didn't like her at all when she felt that it was not like that.
She would not even look at her for a week, and would not say more than three words to her, and she would quietly open the door of her room one night after she thought she was asleep, and silently glanced at her through the crack.
He would scold her coldly when she didn't get full marks in the exam, and tell the nanny that she was hungry and wanted a supper when she was doing homework all night.
These long-standing memories were covered by layers of indifference, which made Lin Yujing even feel that it was some kind of illusion created by himself at that time because he was too lacking in love and pretended to be affectionate.
The restaurant was quiet, with soft pure music echoing in her ears, Lin Zhi looked at her coldly, and lowered her voice: "I'll say this one last time, you must separate from him, or you will be the one who gets hurt."
Lin Yu repeated in surprise, "I don't."
Lin Zhi was completely irritated, but her upbringing made it impossible for her to lose her temper with Lin Yu in public.
She leaned back in the chair and tried her best to hold her breath: "It's up to you whether you want it or not. You are underage, so you have no choice."
Lin Yujing pursed her lips tightly: "You don't have custody rights."
"If I want your custody rights, I don't even need to go to court. The reason why I don't is because I want to try to respect your ideas." Lin Zhi said coldly, "I wanted to go with you." Have a good talk and give you some more time, but it seems that there is nothing to talk about now, and I will transfer you to another school as soon as possible."
She is telling the truth.
If she went directly to ask Meng Weiguo for custody, Meng Weiguo probably wouldn't argue with her, but Lin Zhi still chose to ask her wishes first.
Lin Yu closed his eyes in shock: "I won't transfer schools, I won't leave, I'll stay here, and I won't go anywhere."
Lin Zhi didn't seem to hear: "I won't do the surgery for now, I'll go back tonight to refund the ticket, and I'll go to your homeroom teacher tomorrow—"
Before she finished speaking, Lin Yu stood up in shock, the chair rubbed against the ground sharply and harshly, and his voice was almost uncontrollable: "I said I won't leave."
She stood in front of the table, lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "Why do you care about me?"
Lin Zhi: "What?"
"To be honest, I really don't know why you think you can still control me." Lin Yu took a steady breath and raised his head, "Why do you come back when you say it, change your mind when you say it, and make decisions for me?" Just do it, if you don’t let me do something, I can’t do it. Listen to what you say, do whatever you want, and you will always live by yourself.”
Her eyes were red, but her voice was still calm: "You were the one who didn't want me first, and you gave up on me. I don't understand. What position and qualification do you have to decide my life now?"
Lin Zhi was stunned.
Lin Yujing grabbed the coat on the back of the chair, turned around and walked outside.
Lin Zhi brought her to this restaurant, Lin Yujing had never been here before, she didn't know the way at all, walked through the promenade around the fountain and out the gate, she walked quickly along the sidewalk.
She began to panic.
She knew that Lin Zhi would do what she said, she had always been this kind of person, as long as she wanted something, she would do it.
Panic, fear, sadness, and anger mixed together made her unable to control her emotions.
His fingers couldn't help shaking.
When she suddenly came back to her senses, she realized that her teeth were chattering non-stop. She wondered if it was because the early winter was approaching and the night was too cold.
Lin Yujing walked several blocks before he dared to stop.
She stood blankly at the corner of the street, stared blankly for two minutes, and began to think about what to do next.
Lin Zhi would look for Liu Fujiang, Meng Weiguo, and possibly Shen Juan.
don't know what to do.
She suppressed the desire to cry and hailed a taxi and went all the way to the door of the house.
The taxi driver glanced at her from the rearview mirror, spoke a series of dialects, listening to the tone and the occasional few familiar audios seemed to be comforting.
Lin Yujing said thank you.
The restaurant was far away, and there was a traffic jam at this time of night. After getting off the bus for an hour, Lin Yujing hesitated for a moment, not daring to go back to pick up his luggage, and went straight to Shen Juan's studio.
In the dark night, she trotted all the way into the dark narrow alley, ran to the black iron gate, ran into the yard, ran to the small door, and pushed the door eagerly.
Shen Juan sat on the carpet leaning against the arm of the sofa with the drawing board in his arms, and raised his head when he heard the sound.
Lin Yu stood gasping for breath in shock. He ran too fast just now and was out of breath.
Seeing her, Shen Juan was stunned for a second, then raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Huh?"
The room was warm, the light in warm colors was soft, and a familiar, tired atmosphere enveloped her.
When I first came here, I didn't think too much, I just felt uneasy, wanted to see him, wanted to look at him.
Now that she really sees someone else right in front of her eyes, the tears that Lin Yujing had just suppressed began to move again. She never knew that her tear ducts could be so well developed.
Shen Juan looked at her without speaking, Lin Yujing could even feel the "what's the matter" that he was about to blurt out in a second, but he still didn't ask.
His unconscious slender and sensitive gentleness may not even be noticed by himself.
Such a good tiredness.
Gentle, delicate, proud and wanton, flamboyant and shining.
It's the one who treats her best when she grows up.
Lin Yujing closed the door and walked over, went to his side and squatted in front of him, sat down with his legs bent, pulled his hand with his head down, pinched his fingers and pulled him over, hugged his entire arm into his arms, and then buried his head in his arms. go in.
"Tired." Her voice was muffled.
Shen Juan held her back, rubbed her fingertips on her tiger's mouth as if to comfort her: "Yeah."
Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.
She didn't know what to say.
What Lin Zhi said today had no effect on her at all. Every word she said was like a sharp knife. The tight string in her head.
Lin Yujing was almost persuaded.
She almost gave up.
She can't be affected, and she can't make any mistakes at this point in time. The most important things at this stage can't be more clear-her grades, her college entrance examination, and the rest of the things should be put in the back row no matter what.
She desperately needs something to keep her going.
At one point, she didn't know what it was.
Lin Yu didn't look up in shock. She stubbornly pressed her forehead against her knees, buried her head deeply, shook her head, and rubbed the tip of her nose.
Her voice was hoarse, with a little nasal sound, and she called him again: "Shen Juan, tell me something, just say something."
Say something, let me continue to believe.
Shen Juan didn't speak.
After a while, Lin Yu was startled to feel that he let go of her hand and pulled his arm out of her embrace.
Her arms were empty.
She panicked, but before she had time to react, Shen Juan pressed her fingers against her chin and raised her deeply buried head.
Lin Yu was startled to hear him sigh, put the drawing board in his arms aside, leaned closer, leaned closer, lowered his head, and pressed his soft and cool lips to her eyes.
She subconsciously closed her eyes.
Shen Juan gently kissed her thin eyelids to the wet corners, and said in a low voice, as if sighing, "Stop crying, baby."