Lin Zhi didn't return to the imperial capital, she took Lin Yujing to Huaicheng.
Lin's new branch has been developing in Huaicheng in the past few years, and Lin Zhi is now focusing on this end. She entrusted her relationship to get Lin Yujing into Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School, the provincial science experiment base.
The well-known prison-style exam-oriented education, the enrollment rate and the re-entry rate are very scary. The learning atmosphere of the No. 8 Middle School is definitely incomparable with that here, and even the attached middle school is slightly inferior.
Compulsory living in school, going home once a week, evening self-study until eleven o'clock in the evening, and six o'clock in the morning for exercises. The second year of high school has already entered the learning atmosphere of the third year.
It is a new, unfamiliar environment that requires re-adaptation.
Lin Yujing felt that he was quite adaptable to the new environment, at least the side he showed would look very natural, but he was still a little uncomfortable to change to a new environment so quickly.
When Lin Yujing was listening to her new head teacher and Lin Zhi saying these things in a serious and serious manner in the principal's office, she suddenly remembered the day when she was standing in Liu Fujiang's office for the first time when she went to No. 8 Middle School. The head teacher who was not suitable to be a head teacher said happily to her, "Do you know how high our school's enrollment rate is! Ninety-eight percent!"
When Lin Yujing saw her classmates, she felt that Liu Fujiang was bluffing.
The people in that classroom were doing everything except studying, which made her feel for a moment that all the students in this high school who didn't get into college might be in their class.
Shen Juan took three days off with Liu Fujiang, and went to school on time on the third morning.
At the school gate, he met Song Zhiming and Wang Yiyang, who were eating breakfast and walking towards the school together. After Wang Yiyang's leg was hit by Ning Yuan, he was charged a lot of various inspection fees. A brain CT, non-existent that I seem to have a concussion.
The result of the examination was a sprained knee, and he was already alive and kicking.
He rushed over as soon as he saw Shen Juan, shouted to his father while running, sprayed the sweet taro bag in his mouth all over the playground, and everyone on the campus turned their heads to look at it, becoming a beautiful scenery in the morning .
Shen Juan turned a blind eye to his good son.
Until Wang Yiyang and Song Zhiming ran to his side, Wang Yiyang hooked his shoulder with one hand: "Father! Where the hell have you been? If you don't answer the phone or return to the studio, there is no one. I am so fucking anxious that I almost got hemorrhoids." .”
Shen Juan raised his eyes and gave a meaningless "hmm".
The sound is like sand mixed with it.
Wang Yiyang and Song Zhiming next to him were stunned for two seconds, and Wang Yiyang reacted: "Fuck, did you drink paint with your throat?"
Shen Juan smiled, his face was full of exhaustion from lack of sleep, and he couldn't hide it.
Wang Yiyang frowned: "How long have you not slept?"
"I don't know." Shen Juan said hoarsely.
Song Zhiming immediately handed him the soy milk in his hand: "Run it first."
Shen Juan took it, thanked him, drank the whole bag of soy milk, and threw it into the trash can beside him.
The plastic soy milk bag scraped across the side of the trash can and fell to the ground.
Did not throw in.
Wang Yiyang glanced at him, ran over to throw the bag of soy milk into the trash can, and ran back again.
Shen Juan stood there and sighed.
See, the low-key sharpshooter Shen Juan, you are not perfect.
From the day Lin Yujing left for the last time, he was called by a call from the hospital.
Shen Juan originally thought that things couldn't get worse, he never thought that he would be so depressed in his life.
He doesn't know now whether he was too optimistic about life before.
Luo Qinghe's condition is not very good, with heart failure and serious lung infection. This time, a lot of accumulated water came out with pus. The doctor finally said that there are still two to six months left.
After Shen's mother received the news, she put down her work and flew back to China. She cried for several days and started to have a fever again.
There were still a few clients in the studio, and Shen Juan postponed them all, so he cheered up and called one by one to make new appointments.
Things kept pouring into my mind one by one, layer by layer, and there was no time to calm down. Shen Juan recalled that he hadn't slept well in the past few days.
It seemed that she hadn't slept for a few hours since the last Sunday night.
When she finally left.
"Go to bed early, you have to go to bed after I leave, don't stay up late."
Hold.
The head throbbed and hurt, and the temple seemed to be popping out in a second. Shen Juan lowered his head, covered his right eye with one hand, and after a few seconds, raised his head: "Let's go."
Wang Yiyang and Song Zhiming looked at each other without saying a word, and walked forward together.
Walking to the door of the teaching building, Wang Yiyang finally couldn't help it: "Father, sister Lin left last week, I heard from Lao Liu that she seems to have transferred to another school—"
Before Wang Yiyang finished speaking, Song Zhiming kicked him behind him, Wang Yiyang shut his mouth and turned to stare at him.
Song Zhiming mouth-shaped silently—are you an idiot
Wang Yiyang ignored him, and turned his head again: "Shen Juan, you know what kind of personality I am, I really can't hold back things, I can't help it," Wang Yiyang sighed, "What are you and sister Lin doing?" What's the matter, I saw her crying when she came back to pack her things."
He only called him by his full name when he was this serious.
Shen Juan pursed his lips, and the corners of his lips curled down slightly: "Ah," he said hoarsely, "I don't know either."
I really don't know.
Lin Yujing was like a scumbag. He didn't explain anything, and he didn't plan to discuss it with him. After making a decision, he told him directly that I was leaving, and I was going back to my original school. Let's go to different places.
People are unprepared, and there is no time to buffer and adapt.
Shen Juan didn't react at that time.
Several hours later, as he sat in the hospital ward, listening to the slight sounds of various machines inside, he gradually regained consciousness.
Seems to have been dumped.
It seems not.
Shen Juan called her countless times, but the phone was always turned off.
There is a fire in my heart.
It's really hot.
Shen Juan almost smashed his phone, but after the fire passed, he was a little dazed again.
He couldn't even get in touch, and he didn't even know whether the two of them had broken up or were still together in this state.
She refused to tell him, but Shen Juan was not stupid, the situation at her family, her reaction on Friday night, and her words that day, could be more or less guessed together.
This is not a problem.
If she wants to leave, he can wait, if not now, then wait for her to grow up.
The reason why he got angry was that he didn't know how Lin Yujing developed such an extremely insecure character. She seemed to feel that she could only be alone no matter what.
Crying alone, laughing alone, solving any problems alone, making decisions at will, she never thought about what he could bear with her.
She didn't even think about discussing this matter with him, and the two of them came to make a decision together.
Shen Juan suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness.
He felt that he had enough patience, he could pull her out of his shell tirelessly, over and over again.
But it was useless, Shen Juan found himself busy to the end, completely futile.
She doesn't want to come out.
She never really trusted him.
When Shen Juan entered the class, Li Lin and the others swarmed over. Everyone had a bunch of questions. Seeing Shen Juan's state, they didn't ask any of them in the end.
Only Wang Yiyang is an idiot, Shen Juan feels very relieved, he is so tired that he doesn't even have the energy to speak.
It was still the seat in the first row next to the door, the two tables were joined together, and the one outside was already empty.
The tabletop is clean, and there is nothing in the belly of the table.
Lin Yujing left nothing behind.
Shen Juan raised her hand, pushed her chair in, and sat down in her seat.
No one touched his things, what was there when he left last Friday is still what it is now, except for the past few days, Wang Yiyang kept the papers issued by the teachers of each subject for him.
A thick stack was spread on the table, stacked one by one.
A small lump bulged up in the middle of the paper, as if there was something underneath.
Shen Juan pinched the side of the thick paper, lifted the stack of papers, and saw what was pressed underneath.
A lollipop lay quietly on the table, the pink wrapper still smelled like peaches.
The memory suddenly flashed back to a few months ago, when the two were not very familiar, he wrote a receipt for her, and she was so awkward that she couldn't even say a thank you.
The girl pursed her lips and looked at him for a long time, but finally couldn't speak, sighed, asked him to reach out his hand hesitantly, gave him a candy and wanted to send him away.
The picture is too clear, as if it happened just a second ago.
The first thing she gave him was also the last thing she left behind.
This way of saying goodbye.
The emotions that had been tightly suppressed by too many things before suddenly surged up without warning.
Shen Juan closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and laughed out of anger, his eyes were sore from laughing.
That's fucking true.
There is a beginning and an end.
Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School is fully enclosed, the school is in the suburbs, and parents are strongly opposed to bringing mobile phones to their children.
In the words of Lin Yujing's new class teacher, children cannot resist temptation, so don't put temptation in front of them. Once you relax, it's hard to tighten up again.
Lin Zhi didn't intend to give her the phone at all, and when Lin Yujing realized this, she finally couldn't help but make a fuss with her.
However, no matter how she made a fuss, Lin Zhi didn't even change her expression much: "Give you your mobile phone so that you can contact that boy? Then what's the point of me taking you away?"
"I won't talk to him all the time." Lin Yujing closed his eyes, feeling very tired, "I just want to tell him. I didn't see him when I left, so I have to tell him."
Lin Zhi was unmoved.
Lin Yujing finally broke down and said, "I've already left with you, what else do you have to worry about? I've already given up."
Lin Zhi raised her head and said calmly, "You didn't give up, you were afraid that I would find him."
Lin Yu froze in shock.
"Xiaoyu, you think you understand me, and I understand you. I know exactly what you think in your heart. If you want to protect him, you should study hard here," Lin Zhi said, "The quality of teaching in Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School I personally think it should be higher than the attached high school, I found an experimental class for you, and all the provincial champions for the past three years have gone out here."
Lin Yujing nodded indifferently.
Lin Yujing quickly plunged into a new life.
She lived in the school, and Lin Zhi would come to pick her up every Friday. This time, it was no longer a dormitory for one person. There were four people in the dormitory, and each of them fit the image of a student here—they only had studies in their eyes.
Her card was Lin Zhi's secondary card, and she couldn't get out of the school. Lin Yujing even checked whether her roommates and new classmates had mobile phones, but to no avail. They seemed to only care about studying.
The number and difficulty of the questions in No. 1 Middle School have more than doubled compared to before. Every morning, when you open your eyes, you will see papers, and when you close your eyes, you will get homework. People here seem to have no idea what fatigue is. brain.
Lin Yujing began to frequently fluctuate among the top three in the school year, and often failed to get the first place. The competition for the top ten was very fierce, and there were even times when there would be tie marks. She had to squeeze out all the things in her mind Let yourself improve, because others are also improving.
The second year of high school was treated as the third year of high school.
Lin Yu was surprised to find that once one puts one's heart and soul into one thing, one can really forget a lot of things.
She became more and more silent, and began to seldom think about Shen Juan. In order to ensure the highest efficiency in the shortest time, she no longer wrote every question in detail when doing the questions, and simply wrote down the simple questions in two strokes. The time is mainly spent on the relatively difficult big questions later.
Her new tablemate is a girl with a round face, she looks limp, and her voice sounds coquettish, a bit like Xu Ruyi.
Probably because she likes whatever she lacks, Lin Yujing herself is not soft, and has always had a good impression of this kind of cute girl, so the relationship between the two of them is pretty good.
This girl is probably one of the few people in the No. 1 Middle School who doesn't study hard every day. Her grades are mid-to-upper, and it is enough to take the exam. Er was on the run, Lin Yujing was doing the paper, she turned her head to watch her do it, her big eyes blinked: "Hey, Lin Yujing, you don't do big questions anyway."
"Huh?" Lin Yu didn't look up in surprise, "Saving time."
"But the teacher said that you should also write the process during the practice, or you will forget it when you really get used to the exam," Xiaoroumei looked at her paper with her head sideways, and said, "But you should not forget it, you guys All kinds of academic masters are like this, and you can get the number by scratching the questions."
"Besides, you don't seem to be holding the pen properly." Little Ruanmei took out her pen, buckled her index finger up, and tried to write two words, "Will writing be faster this way?"
Lin Yu froze for a moment at the tip of his pen.
She raised her eyes and looked at the two big questions above. The key information given in the question was underlined, and the key points were highlighted. Two auxiliary lines were randomly drawn on the picture, and she directly wrote the number.
Shen Juan has always been like this when doing questions.
Without her realizing it, she unconsciously wanted to transform herself into his image.
Just like this, it can prove something.
She obviously seldom thinks of him now.
It's only a year and a half, and she will go back after that, what's the big deal.
it's not a big deal.
Lin Yu lowered her head in shock, picked up her pen again and finished the last inscription: "No," she sniffed, her voice a little hoarse, "Writing like this is ugly, don't learn it."
That night, Lin Yujing had a dream.
The dream was long and short. She woke up at three o'clock in the morning and couldn't remember what she dreamed about.
The dormitory was quiet, everyone was sleeping soundly, the curtains were not drawn tightly, revealing the dark sky and half a dim moon outside.
Lin Yu was so shocked that she couldn't sleep. She sat on the bed in the dormitory. For the first time since she came here, she recalled her past few months in No. 8 Middle School.
A class teacher who is not suitable to be a class teacher at all, but she is the best class teacher she has ever met in her life.
Li Lin's hell soup chrysanthemum tea has never been stopped.
The first monthly exam was unexpected.
Mentally retarded and healthy, he went back to get the last blackboard newspaper.
The queue slogan for the sports meeting.
A basketball game that was won with all your might.
Lin Yujing deliberately bypassed all the tired memories, and tried hard to think about the things that happened when he was not the protagonist.
It turned out that every minute and every second of her, every bit of her, actually had his participation.
She wasn't avoiding him at all, she was searching desperately for him in all her memories.