After lunch, live ammunition training in the afternoon.
Lin Yujing had already been devastated and tortured by missing the target in the morning, and Shen Juan made him feel a little more whimsical when he saw a gun, and he didn't want to touch it again.
She sat in a corner of the shooting range in a daze.
In the afternoon, the sun was shining, and it shone from all corners. It was scorching, and the top of the hat was scalding hot, as if it was going to melt in the next second. She didn't seem to feel it.
Until a shadow shrouded, the daylight was strictly blocked.
Lin Yu raised his head in surprise.
Shen Juan stood in front of her, looking down at her from a height, with the brim of his hat pulled down, and with his back against the sun, he could only see the outline of his chin clearly.
Lin Yu was stunned.
It's a good feeling that the person who was thinking about it one second will appear in front of him the next second.
She hadn't experienced this feeling for a long time.
Lin Yujing felt better, looked up and watched Shen Juan squatting down in front of her, holding a bottle of mineral water in his hand, unscrewed it and handed it over: "What are you thinking about?"
She took it, took two sips, her lips were wet and moist: "I was thinking—"
It took her a long time to say, "We seem to have separated after a short time together."
Shen Juan raised his eyelids, glanced at her, and said nothing.
"Then we are actually a bit embarrassed now, are we old couples or newlyweds?" Lin Yujing continued, "We only confirmed the relationship, and we didn't have time to cultivate the relationship after we confirmed it."
Shen Juan looked at her a little funny.
He found that his little girlfriend is really thoughtful, she often thinks about some weird problems that no one else can think of.
He pondered for a moment, thinking about how to answer, before he had time to speak.
Lin Yujing suddenly twisted the cap of the mineral water on, propped the bottle on the ground, leaned over while pressing the cap with his palm, and looked at him closely: "Shen Juan, do we count as marriage first and then love?"
Shen Juan: "..."
Shen Juan lowered his head, couldn't help but licked his lips and smiled, then raised his eyes again: "I think it counts."
He deliberately leaned forward, looked at her with lowered eyes, and said slowly: "Marriage first and then love is not just talk, then you have to have some reality of husband and wife."
After saying this, Shen Juan admired the effect calmly.
He was satisfied to see Lin Yujing's eartips twitched slightly, which was hidden in his hair and hat, and he probably turned red again.
The little girl rubbed her body back, and looked at him speechlessly and condemningly for a few seconds. Then, she blinked and said suddenly, "I remind you of something."
Shen Juan lazily responded, "Huh?"
Lin Yu fluttered his eyelashes in surprise, "My eighteenth birthday has not yet passed."
Shen Juan: "..."
"So please be careful when you talk to minors, don't have so many dirty thoughts," Lin Yujing said, "Me, I just want to kiss you or something right now."
Lin Yujing repeated the key content: "Just a kiss."
Shen Juan's eyelids twitched.
Lin Yu couldn't stop being surprised, so she lowered her voice and asked him softly, "Are you okay, brother?"
The little girl's voice was originally soft, but if she suppressed her voice deliberately, her voice was so soft that it stretched from the back of her neck all the way to her tailbone.
Fuck me.
Shen Juan lowered his head and said a dirty word in a low voice.
Lin Yujing finally couldn't hold it anymore, leaned back against the wall and started laughing.
Her hat was pressed against the wall, and the brim of the hat was turned up, revealing beautiful eyebrows and eyes. When she smiled, her eyes were curved, beautiful and attractive.
Shen Juan was so teased that he lost his temper, squinted his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I find that you are very courageous now, how dare you seduce me like this in broad daylight?"
Lin Yu was startled and sneaked a look around.
The atmosphere was loose at the moment, the instructors of several classes were lying there and competing, and a circle of students surrounded them to cheer for their instructors. He raised his head high and leaped into the air, posing passionately.
No one pays attention here.
Lin Yujing turned her head again, stretched out her hand, gently pulled Shen Juan's fingers forward, passed through his naturally curved slender fingers, and inserted her fingers into his finger gaps one by one.
Interlocking fingers.
Lin Yujing pressed his fingertips against his knuckles, and rubbed lightly: "Why is this seduction, am I coaxing you?"
She moved carefully like a thief.
They completely forgot that they are free to fall in love now, not when they held hands in high school and had to hide in the sleeves of their school uniforms.
"At noon, I wanted to wait for you to have a meal together, and then I overheard you talking to your junior brother." Lin Yujing shook his hand up and down, apologizing, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to eavesdrop, But after hearing it, I thought about it for a long time."
Shen Juan let her grab his hand and fiddle with it.
"I think you must be unhappy when you talk about such an unhealthy topic," Lin Yu sighed in surprise, "I want to coax you and make you happy."
Shen Juan was startled.
He didn't expect Lin Yujing to say that.
It's not because you are unwilling to look at you like this, because you shouldn't be like this now.
It's very simple, I want to make you happy.
My heart seemed to be stuffed tightly with something, and then it was soft.
Only then did Shen Juan realize that Lin Yujing had really changed.
The little girl who kept herself locked in her shell more than a year ago walked towards him step by step, clumsily and cautiously, and then stretched out her hand to hold him.
In the somewhat noisy outdoor shooting range, the sound of gunshots and cheers can be heard endlessly, and the two people in the corner are silent with each other.
Shen Juan didn't speak, but Lin Yu could feel his hand, which was holding her, start to feel cold from the fingertips.
After a long time, Shen Juan said softly, "Luo Qinghe is gone."
Lin Yu was stunned.
She raised her head, and it took five seconds to understand the sentence, and then her whole body froze from beginning to end.
She held his hand shaking, and Shen Juan rubbed her thumbs on her tiger's mouth to comfort her: "Actually, it wasn't too sudden. The doctor said when you left that the lung infection is very fast, and there are about three days left." Six months, he lasted a long time."
When he said the five words "when you left", Lin Yu was startled and felt as if something had pricked his heart.
"I'm mentally prepared," Shen Juan turned his head, looked at a dry weed in the corner, and said softly, "But lying there alone, existing and completely disappearing from now on, it's still different."
Lin Yu was startled speechless.
Her hands were cold, and she felt like her brain was frozen.
In fact, she has been thinking from noon to afternoon, what should Shen Juan do.
Lin Yujing didn't care what Shen Juan did, he could do whatever he wanted, but first it had to be something he wanted to do.
Shen Juan is different from her. She is bound by a not-so-healthy native family and a controlling mother. When she grows up, when she has the strength to earn some money, sooner or later she will be Earn money.
But what about Shen Juan
There are things on his body that cannot be broken away. They used to be there, but now they seem to be more tightly entangled.
As he himself said, he clearly knew that this matter had nothing to do with him and was not caused by him, and he would not blame himself for it, but he still had no way to act nonchalantly without any psychological burden and do whatever he wanted.
Impossible to have no effect.
This kind of thing can't be rushed, it has to be done slowly, and it takes time to fade.
Lin Yu suddenly bowed his head, put his lips on the back of his hand, and kissed him lightly.
The long eyelashes hang down, thin and densely covered.
A pious and compassionate kiss.
She raised her head, imitating his appearance at that time, holding his hand and squeezing: "Mr. Xiaolin loves you."
Shen Juan was stunned for two seconds, then suddenly smiled.
He simply sat on the ground, stretched out his long legs, held her with one hand, and supported the ground that was scorched by the sun with the other hand: "Mr. Xiaolin, you are very arrogant."
"How do you plan to hurt me?" Shen Juan looked at her with a half-smile, "Would you like to have a copy of the finance department's exam syllabus, eh? Teacher Xiao Lin?"
"..."
Lin Yujing also understood that Shen Juan wanted to change the subject, to tease her, and didn't want her to think about it again.
He is always like this, after saying these things calmly, he acts like a normal person, and can still joke with you.
And his joke is simply the biggest stain in Lin Yu's amazing life, bar none.
I can't bear it.
Lin Yu twitched his hands in shock, and refused to hold hands with him: "Shen Juan, we are still in a precarious and precarious break-in stage, let alone how difficult it is to find a girlfriend like me. I suggest you cherish it."
Shen Juan decided to make amends, although it was a long time ago: "Actually, your syllabus is really useful. I relied on it to... get full marks in the monthly physics exam."
Before Shen Juan finished speaking, he came to his senses, and wondered, am I fucking careless
Sure enough, the next second, Lin Yu stood up abruptly, and looked at him blankly: "Don't talk to me today, we broke up until 12 o'clock today, and we will get back together tomorrow, do you have any objections?"
Shen Juan sat on the ground with his arms open, one long leg bent, his hands propped on the ground, and he leaned back and looked up at her.
The sun was shining, and he was squinted under the light, looking lazy and carefree, as if he was back in high school: "Can you spare two hours," Shen Juan suggested, "Can we make up at ten o'clock? "
Lin Yu turned around in shock and left, answering him with a back view.
Cold and heartless.
About Lin Yujing's few words about the running-in period today, although she said "marriage first, then love" in the middle, Shen Juan can probably understand what she meant.
Shen Juan hadn't thought of this at first, and he himself didn't think it mattered. No matter how long it took, whether she changed or not, she was still Lin Yujing, as long as it was her.
But girls may think differently from men. They have separated for so long after they have just established a relationship. When they first return to this state of being together day and night, girls sometimes need a little time to find their feelings.
It's like a clockwork that has been abandoned for too long and its gears are re-engaging.
Shen Juan was not a particularly patient person.
Shen Juan felt that he needed to add some lubricating oil.
He thought for a while, took out his cell phone and made a call.
That night, when Lin Yujing was still "breaking up" with Shen Juan, she received a message from her old classmate Li Lin.
It's been a long time since I saw Li Lin, but Li Lin was still so enthusiastic, with amazing hand speed, news came one after another, so enthusiastic that Lin Yujing resisted the desire to block him.
Several people in the dormitory went about their own business. Lin Yujing laid his phone flat on the table, saw Li Lin's news on the screen, and suddenly laughed.
Li Lin was still talking: Did you really go back to City A
Li Lin: Sister Lin, although we've only been together for a few months, I really think our relationship is stronger than Jin. You didn't even tell us when you returned to City A. You heard Zi when you left Hui also lost the golden bean, and secretly cried behind the curtains in the evening self-study.
Li Lin: And Master Juan, I don’t even want to talk about the state of Master Juan at that time.
Lin Yu was taken aback for a moment, picked up his mobile phone and typed and asked, "What's the status?"
Li Lin: It's the state of a little wild dog who was abandoned. He studied hard and got the first place in the exam.
Lin Yujing got angry when he heard this: When I was around, he was crazy about taking the first place in the exam!
Li Lin sent a voice directly: "No, it's different from that time. I'm 90% in Chinese in the college entrance examination. I can't describe it. Anyway, I basically ignore people. Basically, as long as I see him, I'll be there from early on. Doing problems all night, I am so thin that I want to cry when I look at it.”
Lin Yujing put the phone to his ear and listened. He was stunned for a while. Before he could reply, Li Lin sent another voice.
Li Lin: "Besides, Juan Ye's family seems to be quite difficult. He seems to have to work to earn money on weekends. I haven't seen anyone come to hold a parent meeting for him. I think he sometimes doesn't eat much for lunch, so he just saves money. Use, save money, earn money and study.”
Of course Lin Yujing knew how difficult Shen Juan's family was.
She frowned, feeling a little uncomfortable.
Li Lin: "The keychain he used looks very old. It's the kind of gadget that only costs a few dollars. It's a little bunny, and it's wearing a pink skirt. It's very girlish and has a tired look It’s very inconsistent, I feel like some kid didn’t want it, but he picked it up and used it.”
Bunny keychain in a pink dress…
Startled, Lin Yu raised his head subconsciously and glanced at the bear on his bed.
When she was in Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School, she was not allowed to take one with her at school, so she put it in Lin Zhi's house in City A. As soon as she came back from college, Lin Yujing took the subway for an hour to go to the house after reporting, and put it in the house. Bring it to school.
Every time I see it, I can remember the boy wearing a little devil headband and looking at her helplessly.
Lin Yu was stunned for a while, and then came back to look at the phone. Li Lin had already sent several voice messages, each of which was very long.
In normal times, she would not bother to listen to such a long speech, and listening to the speech is already troublesome.
Cheng Yi scolded her more than once, but he never listened to his voice, so he didn't know what was wrong.
But Li Lin was talking about Shen Juan.
Lin Yu clicked in surprise and raised it to his ear again.
"I said I would give him one, but he still doesn't want it! I must have that rabbit!"
On the other end of the phone, Li Lin read aloud fluently while brewing his feelings against the full content written on the paper, full of emotion, word for word.
Sometimes he added some modal particles himself: "I can't even afford a keychain! Tell me how miserable your life is!"
"Oh, sister Lin, I really didn't know that Shen Juan's family conditions were so poor."
Li Lin sadly said: "His senior year in high school was really hard! What if he doesn't have a girlfriend who is passionate about him?!"
Lin Yu was startled: "..."
Lin Yujing always felt that there was something wrong with the last sentence.
The author has something to say:
Shen Juan: Like I said, I really don't like acting. I was forced by my girlfriend to win this Oscar for Best Actor.