Lin Zhi still remembered that the year Lin Yujing was born was extremely cold, the temperature dropped suddenly after a rain at the end of October, Meng Wei was on a business trip abroad that day, Lin Zhi was alone at home, the pain came suddenly.
During the delivery, there were only servants around, and after more than ten hours of tossing, the little girl was born in a wrinkled ball. The doctor said that she was already the most beautiful among newborns. A little carrot head.
At that time, she also thought about what little radish will look like when she grows up, whether she will be more like her father or her mother, whether she likes her father or her mother more, and she will wear a beautiful skirt with a childish voice. Follow her and call mom.
Meng Weiguo was busy with work and didn't come back until a week later. Lin Zhi didn't care at that time, she loved him so wholeheartedly, she could understand, accept and tolerate everything about him.
At that time she still believed in love,
She gave all her sincerity and sincerity to one person unreservedly in her most innocent and best years, but what she got in return was the deceit and betrayal of that person. But because it can save a few years of struggle.
She is the darling of heaven, her family is rich, her appearance is outstanding, and her pursuers are lined up to get what she wants. She has a smooth life. She thought that she met her true son in college, then married love, and her life will be safe from then on. Joy.
As a result, a hot heart was trampled under her feet, even her dignity and pride were not enough. More than ten years of mutual torture and suffering were like poisoned knives, piercing through her last extravagant wish one by one.
She had been proud all her life, and she couldn't accept that she had lost a complete defeat in this, and even everything related to Meng Weiguo made her unacceptable and unable to let go.
When I see her, I think of him.
She didn't know how to face Lin Yujing.
The child is innocent, of course, but thoughts can never be controlled by reason.
Lin Zhi didn't know how to accept that part of her body, which belonged to Meng Weiguo's genes and blood, even though it was her child, she even remembered the little footprints she kicked out in her stomach for the first time, she First cry at birth.
But she is also the simplest and most direct witness. Lin Yujing's existence reminds her time and time again of those who have suffered a crushing defeat, those that are dilapidated, and those that are dripping with blood.
Those of her most secret embarrassments, her failures that she never had.
Every minute is a torture.
On the day when she decided to have a hysterectomy, the doctor advised her that her disease was not serious and it was discovered early. In fact, only part of the tumor could be removed, not the whole hysterectomy.
But Lin Zhi hardly hesitated, she didn't need this, she would never have a second child with another man in her life, an unforgettable lesson, once is enough.
Lin Zhi couldn't help but tell Lin Yujing that you should let go and love boldly, you will definitely meet someone who will always love you.
She couldn't say this kind of words that she didn't believe in her bones. She could only rely on the little blood connection between them to try to convince Lin Yujing what she had learned from reality.
If you give your sincerity so desperately, you will only be hurt in the end.
Just like me back then.
you have to listen to me.
What I said must be right.
She knows Lin Yujing's character too well. She cut open the most realistic and cruel thing in love in front of her. She will definitely be shaken because she doesn't believe it. She is so similar to her. She didn't even hang up the phone, she was sure of winning.
Before hearing Lin Yujing say those words, Lin Zhi always felt this way, but at this moment, Lin Zhi was suddenly at a loss.
It was as if a piece of the building blocks in her heart had been pulled out from the bottom layer, and something she had always insisted on and believed in for more than ten years was crumbling.
She wanted to help, stop, and put the building block back in again, but suddenly found that she had no way to do it.
Lin Yujing recalled that the last time she cried was when she went to A University to find Shen Juan. At the beginning of September, she counted on her fingers, and it turned out that only five months had passed.
She has always felt that her eye sockets are as deep as an abyss, but now it seems that her understanding of herself is biased.
Ever since she met Shen Juan, she has become more and more hypocritical.
Lin Yujing pressed the inner corners of her eyes with her fingertips, forcing back the astringency in her eyes. At least in front of Lin Zhi, she couldn't be so vulnerable.
Lin Zhi remained silent. The servant stood at the door of the kitchen, looking at this and that, without daring to say a word.
Lin Yu was startled and didn't want to speak. She turned and went upstairs, entered the room and sat on the bed. She was in a daze for a long time before she realized that she should call Shen Juan and tell him that she was here.
She took out her phone, thought about it, and was afraid that her voice and emotions would be heard, so she sent a WeChat instead.
Shen Juan replied quickly: post a location.
Lin Yujing casually sent him a message.
Shen Juan didn't come back, he probably went back to training now, Lin Yujing put down his phone and lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, blinked, and suddenly sighed.
What if Lin Zhi became completely angry and severed ties with her from now on, preventing her from inheriting the family property
When the time comes, it won't be Shen Juan who will be poor, but her.
She has to live on her boyfriend's lap.
With Lin Zhi's temperament, the more Lin Yujing thought about it, the more likely it was. He had already rehearsed a 30,000-word script in his mind. Either you broke up, or you changed your surname in the future. You don't want a cent of the Lin family's money.
Lin Yu was sprawled on the pillow, eyes half drooping, and before falling asleep, he was still thinking in a daze, feeling that his sacrifice was too great.
For a mere man, he even gave up his wealth.
Lin Yujing woke up five hours later, the sky was completely dark, and the moonlight was faintly floating outside the large French windows.
She was woken up by starvation.
During the day, I only ate some in-flight meals on the plane, quarreled with Lin Zhi when I came back, and fell asleep when I went upstairs. By now, the little things in my stomach have long been emptied.
Lin Yujing sat up and calmed down for a while. After sleeping for too long during the day, she suddenly felt a little dazed when she sat up. She yawned, raised her hand and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, got up and got out of bed, washed her face, and started After leaving the room door, I went downstairs, ready to find something to eat.
Passing by the study room on the second floor, the door was ajar, and the bright light was cast on the dark carpet in the corridor along the crack of the door, and voices could be heard faintly from inside.
Lin Yu was stunned, almost thinking he was hallucinating.
As she approached, she actually heard the voices of the people inside.
"I have a bad temper, and I don't respect the old and love the young very much. I respect you because you are my girlfriend's biological mother. I thank you for giving her life, and thank you for letting her go to A City, that's all. I don't know what you can't help, what's wrong with you, and I don't care how much more salt you've seen men have eaten than I have walked, that's your own business, what No such experience can be used as a reason to hurt others."
Lin Yu was leaning against the door in shock, still a little unresponsive.
When Shen Juan said this, he was not in a hurry, and it was a bit muffled to hear through the door, his voice was deeper than usual, and he said softly: "You don't feel sorry for your daughter, you can say whatever you want, for the sake of stimulation She can say no matter how cruel she is, but I can't, I can't even listen to her."
"The baby I hold in my hand is said by my own mother. I can't bear it, I can't bear it. Let her stay in such an environment by herself, and listen to the brainwashing of people like cults every day saying that no one loves you. I'm sorry, I don't want to. Whether you agree or not, I will definitely take him away today, and I can't keep him."
After a pause at the end, he politely sent his most sincere wishes: "Happy New Year to you."
His tone was light, but people could tell clearly that he was holding back his fire.
"..."
Lin Yu was stunned and almost wondered if he was dreaming.
Shen Juan really fucks the world and fucks the air!
No, brother, tell me, why do you dare to hate everyone?
She was still standing at the door of the study with a dazed expression. The next second, the door of the study was pulled open. Shen Juan was also stunned when she saw her.
After returning to his senses for half a second, he lowered his eyes and looked at her: "Are you awake?"
Lin Yu murmured, "I feel like I'm still in a dream? Who are you? Why do you look exactly like my boyfriend?"
Shen Juan raised his hand and squeezed her face: "It's your husband."
"..."
Lin Yu choked in shock, his ears turned red, and he glared at him, "Show yourself some face."
Shen Juan raised his chin slightly: "Go, get the luggage."
Lin Yu blinked in surprise, "What are you doing?"
"go home."
He said he was going home, and it was almost nine o'clock in the evening, so he had to take an early morning flight and arrive in City A in the middle of the night, which would be a tossing to death.
In the end, I bought a plane ticket for the next day and found a hotel at night.
Lin Yu didn't even react because she didn't expect Lin Zhi to let her go.
She originally thought that she would probably not be able to leave, and Shen Juan might not be able to leave either. After all, it was far away in the imperial capital, not his territory. The two of them were a couple of fate. She was tied to a pillar and watched as Shen Juan was surrounded by a group of gangsters. Beating wildly, on the verge of death, the man raised his head and weakly said six words to her—leave me alone...you run away...
Lin Yu leaned in the hotel elevator surprisingly, and couldn't stop laughing as he watched the slowly rising floors.
Shen Juan glanced at her.
She had just woken up a while ago, and her reaction was slow, and she didn't recover for a while, but now she also understood why he was here, and looked at him sideways: "Boyfriend, are you talking to my mother?" On the phone?"
Shen Juan didn't deny it either: "Yes."
Lin Yu asked in surprise, "Just...in the afternoon?"
Shen Juan paused and didn't speak.
When her final exam was over, Shen Juan called Lin Zhi for the first time and met her face to face.
He is a man, and when he falls in love, even the mother-in-law wants his girlfriend to handle it by himself, so he is still a fart.
Lin Yujing didn't let him care about this matter, so he originally wanted to keep it a secret from her, but he took out the courtesy and sincerity that he had never experienced in his life, and willingly became his grandson once.
Lin Zhi can say whatever he wants, but Shen Juan couldn't accept what she said to Lin Yujing, he was just on the phone, listening to her grievance, choked up and struggling, Shen Juan was so distressed that he went crazy , I can't wait for a second to pass.
Why is his precious girl being bullied like this.
Neither can my own mother.
Not even my own mother.
He didn't expect that Lin Yujing would be listening outside the study just now. She was very angry, and she definitely didn't want to be heard by him.
He was silent, and Lin Yujing confirmed it.
With a soft sound, the elevator door opened, Shen Juan pulled her suitcase and walked out, Lin Yujing followed behind, the two walked through the corridor, the soft carpet hid their footsteps, silently.
Shen Juan swiped his card to enter the door, inserted the room card, Lin Yujing followed behind him, and closed the door with a soft click.
He turned around, but before he could speak, Lin Yujing took two steps forward, raised his hand to pull down the collar of his coat, and pressed his lips against it.
Shen Juan reacted for half a second, hugged her and lowered his head, opened his mouth, allowing her to come in and eagerly lick and kiss her.
Panting for breath, Lin Yu opened his eyes in a daze. He pinched the buttons of his coat with his fingers and unbuttoned them one by one. Shen Juan lowered his hand for a moment, followed her movements, took off the coat, and dropped it to the ground.
Lin Yu frightened his finger down and touched his belt, there was a light click, and his fingertips fell down.
Shen Juan lowered his hands to hold down her movements, bit her lips lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Dirty."
Lin Yu kissed the corner of his lips in surprise, hooked his thin index finger around the waist of his trousers and dragged him into the bathroom, charming like a fairy: "Then take a bath."
The bathroom was brightly lit. As soon as Lin Yujing went in, he raised his hand and pulled off his belt, lowered his eyes, and stopped abruptly.
There was a little black arc on the edge of his trouser waist.
Lin Yu was stunned, and pulled the waistband of his trousers down a little bit together with the one inside.
She moved anxiously, rubbing against that piece of skin, Shen Juan let out a "hiss", and chuckled: "So urgent?"
Lin Yu was shocked and didn't speak. He just lowered his head, covered by long eyelashes, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.
On the left side of Shen Juan's lower abdomen, near the mermaid line, there is an extra tattoo, brand new, with red edges.
Simple black outlines the appearance of a whale, not so neat and realistic pattern, loose lines, slightly messy, but delicate and delicate.
Lin Yujing didn't move, just looked at it for a while, then raised his head, his eyes were a little red: "Did you do it today?"
"Well," Shen Juan said, "I didn't expect to see you so soon, I thought I would have to wait until the next year."
Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.
When she first met, she asked him where the tattoo hurt the most, and Shen Juan said the place where the fat is thin.
There is only a thin layer of skin on the lower abdomen, and the muscle lines are clear. Lin Yujing usually scratches this area with his fingers, and his breathing will be a little heavier. It is conceivable how sensitive this place is, and it must be more sensitive than other places. It hurts a lot.
Lin Yu pursed his lips in shock: "I found that you even have unique tattoos. Can't you get tattoos in other places?"
"Don't you like it here?" Shen Juan laughed, "I usually like to touch."
Lin Yu raised his head in shock: "You secretly got a tattoo, and I want it too. Why didn't you take me with you?"
Shen Juan raised his hand and pinched her earlobe: "I can't bear your pain."
Lin Yu pushed him two steps forward in shock, leaned against the tiles, and said in a low voice, "I want to hurt because of you."
Shen Juan's muscles were tense, the tip of his throat rolled, he pressed her head up gently, turned around and shifted the two of them, pressed against her on the glass partition of the bathroom, and lifted the shower with the other hand, The warm water splashed down, pouring the two people who were tightly pressed together from head to toe.
The temperature in the bathroom continued to rise, and the water dripped across the wet glass surface. After taking a shower, Lin Yujing was carried out and pressed on the bed, with his head buried in the hollow of his shoulder in shame, and he could feel his hands moving.
She flinched, whimpered, and bit his shoulder hard.
Shen Juan twitched his hand, there was something transparent on his fingers.
He casually took two tissues from the bedside and wiped them, then grabbed her wrist and pulled it down.
Lin Yu felt something was wrong in a daze.
Why has this program returned to its original development track
She raised her head from his shoulder socket, looked at him with red eyes: "Shen tired..."
Shen Juan licked and kissed the tip of her ear, held her hand, fingers one by one, and replied vaguely: "Huh?"
Lin Yu trembled from the heat, unconsciously exerting a little force on his fingers.
With a muffled sound in Shen Juan's throat, he raised his head, the line of his neck stretched, and his Adam's apple rolled.
Lin Yujing seemed to be bewitched, she suddenly raised her head, and gently licked his Adam's apple: "I don't want to be like this..."
He lowered his head and kissed her, his voice was vague: "What do you think?"
Lin Yu shook his hand and gently pulled him down: "That's it."
He closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and said a dirty word, hoarse: "Lin Yujing, don't mess with me."
Lin Yu didn't hear it as if he was shocked, his ears were red, he put his head close to his ear, and called him: "Brother..."
She paused, scratched the black earring on his left ear with the tip of her tongue, and said two more words.
With a bang, all the rationality in Shen Juan's mind was blown into ruins.
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"XX."
Master Juan said, oh, why does this set in the hotel seem a little small (