Seeing the scene in front of me, I was immediately ecstatic. I quickly got up and looked around, and found that there was a bowl of steaming beef noodles on the table next to me. It should have been brought by Bai Longfei and the others, and they were not in the ward now. , that is to say, Zhang Qishan has woken up, and may be being accompanied by Bai Longfei and the others to the old doctor for a check-up!
Thinking of this, I immediately got up and walked out of the ward, looking around for Zhang Qishan, but found that Zhang Qishan and Bai Longfei were not in the corridor at this time, so I walked to my ward and saw Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian were in my ward. While chatting, when they saw me coming in, they immediately smiled and said, "Breakfast is placed on the table for you. If you find it inconvenient, can I help you?"
Hearing Bai Longfei's words, I suddenly wondered: "Where is Xiaoshan?"
Bai Longfei was also a little stunned by my question. After being stunned for a few seconds, he said: "Aren't my brothers and sisters in the ward? What's wrong?"
From the moment I came in and saw Bai Longfei and the others not leaving, I felt a strong uneasiness in my heart. When I heard Bai Longfei's words, I immediately turned around and rushed outside the ward, and then walked around every room on this floor. Look for Zhang Qishan.
After I finished searching the wards on half a floor, I met Bai Longfei, who was equally anxious. Bai Longfei grabbed me and asked, "What's going on? Aren't you with your sister-in-law? Why did she suddenly disappear?"
"You ask me who to ask! Don't stop me, she must still be here!"
At this time, the ominous premonition in my heart had been infinitely amplified, and I felt extremely irritable. I threw away Bai Longfei's hand and continued to search from room to room. Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian also helped me search. Soon, We carefully searched the room in the inpatient department on this floor two or three times, but we didn't see Zhang Qishan.
During this period, I also asked the nurse and the old doctor. No one knew where Zhang Qishan had gone. They also mobilized all the medical staff in the hospital to help search in the hospital. But half an hour later, the entire hospital was searched by us. I searched all over, but still couldn't find Zhang Qishan.
Officer Yang and Bai Qi also came after hearing the news. At this moment, my mind was in chaos. I only knew that the people around me were panicking and trying their best to help, but I no longer had the intention to continue searching. Some of me only felt extremely desperate.
They all thought that Zhang Qishan should have been taken away secretly, but I was the only one who knew that Zhang Qishan left on her own after waking up. It was even possible that she was not unconscious at all. I don’t know why I thought this, but in my heart I've always been sure of this answer.
Seeing my dejected look, Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian were always by my side to comfort me, but I couldn't listen to a word they said. Why? Why did she even wake up, but she didn't even want to see me, so she quietly left alone? Are the things she hid really more important than me
I know that Zhang Qishan really left me this time. Until just now, I always thought that all this was just an accident. Zhang Qishan was injured accidentally, we were both hospitalized by accident, and she left by accident. But looking back now, no matter how the plot develops that night, what happened today is inevitable. Even if she didn't go with me to face Qiongqi that night, she would still leave.
Because I remembered something Zhang Qishan kept asking me a few days ago.
"If I'm gone one day, will you miss me?"
All this was actually a decision that Zhang Qishan had made long ago, but why was I so stupid at the time that I didn't hear anything unusual about her from these words? Why didn't I see that in her unusual behavior on Christmas Eve
I sat alone on Zhang Qishan's hospital bed in a daze, thinking about the causes and consequences of all this. Until the end, I even began to doubt whether Zhang Qishan was sincere to me
I don’t know how long it took, but suddenly someone reached out and patted me on the shoulder. I turned around and saw Officer Yang looking at me helplessly and said to me: "I have investigated the surveillance videos of the entire hospital. I didn’t see anyone similar to Zhang Qishan leaving the hospital during that time, and I didn’t see anyone leaving with Zhang Qishan. Maybe she hasn’t left yet, but is just hiding to play with you.”
Officer Yang’s words didn’t convince me at all, but then, Officer Yang hesitated and continued: “Actually, Chief Bai has asked me to monitor all Zhang Qishan’s accounts, although I don’t know why he asked me to do this. But I still followed his instructions. The bank called me just now. Ten minutes ago, all the property in Zhang Qishan’s name was transferred by her personally. According to the surveillance video provided by the bank, although she transferred She was wrapped up tightly, but after being together for so long, I could still recognize her at a glance. The only property she left behind now was probably that house. Ji Wen, what happened to her? Do?"
As soon as Officer Yang finished speaking, Bai Qi's sigh came from the door of the ward: "It's probably because of the secret she has been hiding in her heart. Ji Wen, I am also at fault for this matter. If I hadn't pushed you too hard, If you do, maybe this kind of thing won't happen. I know you are very sad now. If you really can't help it, just cry. If it doesn't work, you can just punch me a few times to vent your anger. I will take all the responsibility. bear."
Officer Yang on the side couldn't help but sigh when he heard these words, but I didn't say anything. Now I really want to cry like Bai Qi said, but I can't cry. It was like a stone was blocking me, making me a little breathless. I sat on the hospital bed in silence for a moment, and finally made up my mind to find Zhang Qishan!
Xiaoshan, I don’t believe you would leave so heartlessly. You must still be waiting for me somewhere. I’ll go find you right now!
Thinking of this, I immediately got down from the hospital bed and rushed downstairs and out of the hospital regardless of the obstruction of Bai Qi and Officer Yang. Before I could call a taxi, Bai Longfei followed me closely, but he He didn't stop me, but said to me calmly: "Wherever you want to go, I will go with you."
I wanted to reject Bai Longfei, but looking at his firm eyes, I didn't say anything in the end. He pulled me in Bai Qi's car and accompanied me to find Zhang Qishan.
We first returned home and checked, but found no trace of Zhang Qishan's return. Bai Qi also called and said that he had monitored all stations and highways in Zhongwei City, but I knew that all this was useless. , if Zhang Qishan is really hiding something, it will not be found so easily.
After that, Bai Longfei and I went to the place where I rented a house before, under the jujube tree in Jiadao Village, inside the ruined white building, and under the tree where she and I once buried Xiao Jin together, but we still didn't find Zhang Qishan. figure.
Everywhere I go, I can recall the scene when I was with Zhang Qishan. Every word we said, every thing we experienced, and even every subtle expression seemed to be happening right in front of me. The more I recall it, the more bitter I feel. Xiaoshan, would you really rather leave with a secret than face it with me? Do you think I will really be separated from you because of this matter
I squatted in pain under the tree where Xiao Jin was buried. Bai Longfei walked up to me and squatted down with me. He handed me a cigarette and was silent for a moment before saying, "I don't know if I should say this." , but I hope you can cheer up, this is not the Ji Wen I know! I have been thinking about a question just now. You said that Yuan Hao appeared in time, which prevented Qiong Qi from firing that fatal shot at you. , I have always been curious, how did Yuan Hao find you? Could it be that it was not you that Yuan Hao wanted to save at that time, but "
"Stop talking, okay? I don't want to know anything right now, can you just let me be quiet?"
I spoke up in time to interrupt Bai Longfei's continuation, which prevented me from continuing to think along Bai Longfei's train of thought. I no longer care about Zhang Qishan's secret. Now I only care about whether we will meet again in the future. , can we continue our relationship
Suddenly, I remembered a very important place again. I took a deep breath and turned to Bai Longfei and said, "Brother Long, will you accompany me to another place?"
The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and there was already thick snow on the ground. Bai Longfei drove very steadily. Soon, we arrived at the entrance of the Internet cafe near the house I rented. It was also the place where I first dated Zhang Qishan. .
After entering the Internet cafe, I immediately locked my eyes on the place where Zhang Qishan and I were sitting. However, I was disappointed to find that there was no figure I wanted to see there, only two empty sofas.
Seeing that I was dazed, Bai Longfei immediately asked for my ID card, then went to the bar to charge money. He said to me without looking back: "It's been a long time since I played games with you. Come on, you can play as long as you want today." "
After recharging the money, we both sat where Zhang Qishan and I once sat. When we were about to log in to League of Legends, I suddenly deleted my account and chose to log in with Zhang Qishan’s account password.
"The player sitting on machine XX is the diamond master from Black Rose. Welcome to this Internet cafe."
I logged in to this account over and over again, and listened to such a voice broadcast on the Internet cafe radio over and over again. Bai Longfei on the side did not speak, and just looked at me quietly. Gradually, I found that I His vision gradually became blurry, as if the sound on the radio and the noisy sound in the Internet cafe stopped abruptly at that moment. The only thing that could be heard was the sound of tears falling drop by drop on the keyboard.
"If one day I am gone, will you miss me?"
"Xiaoshan, I miss you so much"