called Zhang Heng...
Born in a certain hospital in Nanjing, there was no strange smell when he was born, no ganoderma lucidum, and no dragon falling from the sky. All in all, he was just an ordinary baby...
His parents are both businessmen. They were the group of people who resigned and went to the sea at the beginning of the reform and opening up. After 1990, they have a net worth of several million, which can be regarded as a wealthy family. They have many properties and appearances in Nanjing and Shanghai. And Zhang Heng grew up in such an environment. Although his parents were busy with business, they did not care enough for him, but Zhang Heng was born with an optimistic personality, cheerful and sunny by nature, and he didn't feel lonely. He grew up normally, and he can be regarded as an ordinary person with a normal mind.
But there is one extremely bad shortcoming in his temperament, that is, he has no perseverance in doing things...
Zhang Heng Zhang Heng, the reason why his parents gave him this name is to make him have perseverance in doing things in the future, but who knows that things will go against his wish, maybe because of his optimist temperament, maybe because his character is originally cheerful, sunny, free and easy Random, so it is not as persevering as those who are obsessed. They often do something for a short time, and immediately let go as soon as they encounter difficulties. This is contrary to the original meaning of his name, which is what his parents expected It's too late.
However, Zhang Heng's family has stepped into the wealthy class. In the 1990s, there were several million families, and they were considered wealthy in that era. In addition, Zhang Heng's parents are not the kind of people who become rich when they become rich. Zhang Heng's family is getting richer and richer, with the cautiousness of a small citizen, coupled with the vision and investment of a businessman, so his lack of perseverance will not cause too much hindrance to him. In the future, he should study He still has to study, he should get married or he should get married, he should inherit the family business or he has to inherit the family business, life seems to be a planned trajectory, he just needs to go all the way...
until I met her...
It was a very random encounter in the university, and it was a dinner party where many alumni gathered. Because of Zhang Heng's warm and cheerful personality, he was quite popular in the university, and in addition to his rich family background, he was also a bit bold. Therefore, such dinners are usually served by him as a host and planner to connect with the venue and alumni.
Those who contacted were some freshmen who had just entered the school. As an "old man" who had already been promoted to a sophomore, Zhang Heng was naturally very enthusiastic about such things. He contacted a buffet place early on and only needed to pay 38 Yuan, it is not a luxury to have a dinner in this place, so Zhang Heng ran extremely happily | Dozens of juniors and girls were gathered in a short time, but he ran into a wall in front of one junior. .
"Sorry, what time do I have to read at night?"
This is a delicate girl. The content is not so good that it can only be described as ordinary. The long hair like black satin looks extremely dazzling, and the complexion is slightly dark and rough. It seems that it is often exposed to the sun and rain. No flour was applied to hook the eyebrows. Lipstick, perfume, etc. Although the clothes on his body are simple. But it was washed clean. This is a girl like a green lotus out of water. Do not apply any dark pink color. clean. Refreshing and refreshing.
Although Zhang Heng has an optimistic personality. Gives a bold feeling and carefree look. But the mind is actually quite delicate. While seeing this girl. He immediately guessed the reason for the girl's refusal...the thirty-eight yuan. for him. Or for most working-class people. They are all very small assets. Thirty-eight yuan for a meal is really not expensive. But for people like this girl. Thirty-eight yuan is probably her meal money for a week. Zhang Heng looked at the girl's clean clothes. But it has been washed so that many places have faded. It seems that the clothes have been worn for a long time.
"But I have already paid for it. How many people should be invited. I will pay for as many people as I want. This time, I was supposed to welcome you students to a dinner party. So naturally we invited you. If you don't go The store will not refund us the thirty-eight yuan. On the contrary, it is a waste. So you take a day off and don’t read it. Go to eat and drink together. Take a good rest. You will still be busy in college life in the future. "Zhang Heng chased after the girl. he said with a smile. in the heart. It has been decided to advance the money for this school girl.
The girl was indeed slightly taken aback. It was also as Zhang Heng expected. Such a thrifty girl. The most is to see what wasted. Although Zhang Hengdi's proposal was rejected just now. But after she was distressed for a moment. Sure enough, Zhang Heng agreed as expected. That night, we also decided to go to the dinner party together.
What happened afterwards seemed to have nothing to do with Zhang Heng. He can do such a step can be regarded as the utmost benevolence. But Zhang Heng seemed to think more in his heart. He is cheerful and sunny by nature. Free and easy. Under his seemingly frail face. He has a heroic spirit. It is also the most injustice in life. At this moment, although the girl has never had any injustice. But Zhang Heng thought more.
Judging from the sallow face of this girl. Even eating and drinking on weekdays must be very frugal. This time at the buffet party. Although it is only thirty-eight yuan per person. But food and beverages. Big fish and big meat. Basically everything you need. Girls in other places may still restrain themselves. But since it is a buffet that has already paid for it. Then she will definitely eat and drink with a big appetite. There was nothing wrong with this. But ordinary young people in the city. There will be so much fat meat and fish. She was the only one eating fish there. It is inevitable that others will look at her strangely in the future...
So in this buffet, Zhang Heng was even more exaggerated than this girl. He let go of his arms and ate fish meat. After grilling large pieces of fat, he swallowed them whole, and piece by piece, which caught most people's eyes. It was sucked, and the girl was sitting in the corner watching Zhang Heng, eating her food silently...
"... I feel that within ten years, I will definitely throw up when I see oily flowers."
The next day, when Zhang Heng came out of the toilet rubbing his stomach, what surprised him was that the girl was standing by the playground holding a small cloth package. He walked up to him generously and handed him the small package at the same time. .
"Use it to boil water to drink, it can help digestion, and treat diarrhea... Also, thank you yesterday." The girl smiled at Zhang Heng.
Although this girl's appearance is very ordinary, she can only be regarded as handsome at most, and Zhang Heng is not a beginner or anything.
I have had two or three girlfriends, and I also made girlfriends in college, but Zhenglai didn't have the perseverance to show that much and they broke up after dating for a period of time. Girlfriends are all pretty beauties. If you look at them from the mentality of a girlfriend, they really don't catch his eye.
But at this moment, the girl's pure eyes and that smiling expression gave Zhang Heng a feeling of being knocked down by electricity. It was stuffed in his hand, and then he came back to his senses when he walked away slowly, and after opening the package, he saw that there were a lot of herbs inside...
"This eye... perhaps, I have been waiting for the owner of these eyes since a long time ago..."
What followed was Zhang Heng's active pursuit, which was inexplicable, as if it was just for that sweet smile, but the girl seemed to be very hesitant and fearful, and kept avoiding Zhang Heng's pursuit, so much so that she even shared the dormitory with her. Everyone felt it was strange, and tried their best to let her be with Zhang Heng, but this girl had an extremely tenacious heart, and forcibly avoided Zhang Heng's omnipresent care and pursuit. In the end, she didn't even care about it. I am willing to talk to Zhang Heng.
At this moment, Zhang Heng's habit of giving up seems to have completely disappeared, and he doesn't know if it's because of his anger or something, but he just ignores the girl's indifference and spends time with her like this... Just like that, the two The individual was like a friend, chasing and chasing for two full years, until... the girl was diagnosed with cancer.
"No! Now that science is so advanced, cancer can definitely be cured. Don't worry, I will definitely cure you!"
Zhang Heng walked in the ward and shouted loudly. He has always been free and easy, but now he is crazy like never before. His expression seems to tear people apart. In the past two years of pursuit, although he has never pursued a girl, but for But this girl became more and more familiar, and the initial hazy love in his heart became more and more profound. At this moment, when he first heard that the girl had cancer, he felt pain in his heart, as if his whole soul was trembling. It was the extreme pain that caused this madness.
The girl's face was also pale at the moment, but she didn't know whether it was because of her illness or because she was frightened, but her movements were still clean and clear, without any muddy smell, and she actually hugged Zhang Heng's back gently from behind. , then murmured: "Stop, don't do this, this is not like the usual you..."
"Although I don't pretend to be flirtatious to you on weekdays, it's your hard work, your persistence, and your gentleness, all of which I remember in my heart. I have long... already fallen in love with you, but you know why I want to avoid you Because we can never be together, can never…”
"I am a child who came out of the mountains, just like the children in the impoverished mountainous areas we read from newspapers and textbooks. I collected enough money to pay for my tuition. It was the folks who smiled and sent me out of the valley. Those folks who didn’t know a single word were waiting for me. How can I be nostalgic because of the prosperity of this city? I want to go back Yes, I must go back and bring this knowledge back to the villagers and the children. I want to go back to the mountain village to be a teacher, I want to teach them, and I want more children to walk out of that place like me. Mountain area, so, no matter how much I like you in my heart, how can I stay with you? I... can't... "
The girl cried in a low voice, although she was crying with her back to Zhang Heng, but Zhang Heng could imagine the girl's desperate expression... She had never cried, no matter how difficult she was in the past two years, no matter how hard she endured, no matter how hard she was, No matter how Zhang Heng pestered her, she never cried, she was as strong as the little wild flowers on the mountain, blooming in the season when the cold wind is still there...
But now she is crying, crying so desperately...
"I have always persisted, whether it is the insistence on the prosperity of this city or the persistence in your pursuit, I have never given up, I have always been willing to work hard, and I have always wanted to go back to that mountain village, but this wish has never come true. It can't be realized, everyone is waiting for me to go back, but I can't go back, Zhang Heng, I can't go back... "
Zhang Heng stood silently, on the clothes around his waist, tears had already soaked there, penetrating into his skin, his flesh and blood, his soul...
Holding the girl's urn, Zhang Heng resolutely embarked on the same path as the girl...to the mountain village where she was born and raised, and became a A primary school teacher in an impoverished mountain village has been teaching the children of the girl's mountain village and another even more impoverished mountain village for more than five years.
Forget about giving up, remembering persistence, forgetting about the bustling city, remembering the simplicity of this mountain village, forgetting about its beauty, and remembering these dark smiling faces... Every time Zhang Heng touched his chest pocket Something, that was a photo, the only photo the girl took with him before she died. After learning about Zhang Heng's decision, the girl smiled so happily and so touchingly, even though her hair had fallen out at that time, The whole person looked as thin as a skeleton, but that sweet smile made Zhang Heng seem to have returned to the moment when he was handed the herbs on the playground...
Bright and moving, as if this life is just to wait for the owner of these eyes...
It was spring, the snow melted again, and even the small wooden bridges built by the villagers were broken. Zhang Heng could only cross the river with the children on his back. The child fell into the rushing stream at the same time. At that time, he only had time to push the child to the bank, but he himself was washed downstream by the stream...
"Wang Xuelian, the person I love... This time I will always insist, this time I will never give up, unless I die, and when I meet you again, I will be able to laugh heartily and confidently, just like when I was chasing you before. I have a clear conscience..."
"So, I'm going to keep going until I die...".