That night, Shi Jin had a long-lost dream. The content of the dream was very monotonous. It was all from the perspective of the original owner, holding his mobile phone and repeatedly calling and texting Fei Yujing, but he never got a response.
At the end of the dream, he put down the phone and numbly shook out the door.
The eldest brother hates him, the third brother hates him, the fourth brother does not care about him, the fifth and fifth brothers always look at him with murderous eyes... Only the second brother has not expressed his opinion directly to him. The second elder brother is busy, surely he didn’t ignore him deliberately, and it’s certainly not that he should be replaced with another look like the other elder brothers.
The people around him were all pointing to his disfigured face. The buildings on the street were very strange. He seemed to have been walking for a long time and didn't know where he was. Suddenly, he saw Fei Yujing's figure outside a certain building. He was stunned. Then, as if he had caught the last straw, he chased the opponent frantically, but the opponent turned his head after hearing his call. He glanced at him indifferently, then said something to the people around him, asked them to stop him, got into a car parked on the side of the road, and left without looking back.
[I don't know him, drive him away. 】
The last trace of luck broke, and he watched the car leave, his eyes were dry, and he couldn't shed a single tear.
This was the last sentence Fei Yujing had heard by the original owner, and it was also the last time that the original owner and Fei Yujing had seen.
why why? Youdao's voice is asking painfully.
Shi Jinsha opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling of the ward for a while, then sat up and wiped off the cold sweat on his forehead, frowned and patted his forehead-ask why, don't you already know why? The object is the guy whose interests are paramount, what else can I ask? Besides, they don't remember anymore, don't remember! It's all a new life, does it make sense to stick to it
He suddenly became a little angry, but he didn't know who he was angry with. In the end, his mind got hot, and he simply turned out his phone, found Fei Yujing's number, and sent him a dozen meaningless harassing text messages in a row!
Fei Yujing, even if you ask him, he will definitely say: I didn’t treat you as a younger brother before. Isn’t it right to say that I don’t know someone who is destined to have no intersection in the future? I admit that I did something wrong. If you hate or retaliate, it’s up to you, and I don’t ask for your forgiveness; next time you want to use me, I’d be happy, count me back to you... If you can’t handle it at all, face such a guy , Anger is a waste, hatred is also a waste, you should annoy him! Use him to death! Bully him to death! Let the emotions in your heart vent to him, and then ignore it again—
Buzzing.
The phone vibrated, and a text message came in, from Fei Yujing: Have a nightmare? Still miss me
Shi Jin's heart was all in a mess. He looked at Fei Yujing's text message, which was almost a second reply, and took another look at the time now more than three o'clock in the morning. He remembered that when he was at sea, Fei Yujing was leaning outside the captain in embarrassment. He looked like, raised his hand to cover his forehead, for a long time, put down his hand and replied with a blank expression: I don’t even think of a pig, so sleep on you!
After sending the phone away, I glanced sideways at Lian Jun who was sleeping heavily on the hospital bed, got up and walked over, sat on the side of the bed and looked at him for a while, reached out and grabbed his hand, leaned over and pressed his forehead against him. Back of the hand.
Get better soon, baby.
…
When Shijin woke up in the morning, he found that he did not know when he was lying on Lian Jun's hospital bed, and Lian Jun was nowhere to be seen. This picture is too familiar, giving people the illusion of going back in time. He sat up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and ran outside without wearing his shoes, his face pale.
The bathroom door suddenly opened, and Lian Jun slid his wheelchair out. He frowned when he saw Shijin Liushen and wanted to run out without a master, and said, "Shijin, what are you going to do?"
Shi Jin stopped abruptly, looked back at him, stiffened for a few seconds, his mind finally awake, he sighed in relief, relaxed his body, turned around and squatted in front of him, held his knees, collapsed and said, "It's okay if you are fine. , It’s okay, I thought... I fell asleep, when did you wake up? Wait a minute, I’ll get you breakfast.” He was about to get up.
"Shijin." Lian Jun grabbed his arm, looked at his eyes, and asked, "Why do you think?" What makes you afraid of this.
Shijin stopped and looked at him. He wanted to say something to fool him, but when he met his serious gaze, he opened his mouth and chose to tell the truth: "It was the same last time. I woke up from your hospital bed. You’re gone... I just woke up and didn’t respond. When I saw a familiar scene, I thought I was dreaming again. I misunderstood. Don’t worry.”
Last time... It was probably the time when he fell asleep while he was taking advantage of him and went to take the medicine in advance. Was Shijin rushing out like this after waking up that time? There was also the saying that he was dreaming again. Could it be that this scene, for Shijin, had become a nightmare existence
Lian Jun thought a lot for a moment. He looked at Shi Jin's pretentiously relaxed expression and the cold sweat on his forehead, and couldn't help holding his arm tightly and pulling him forward.
Shijin was puzzled, but still leaned in obediently.
Lian Jun hugged him and listened to his heartbeat.
It's too fast, this is a fast heartbeat that appears because of fear.
So that day, Shijin was in this mood. After waking up from sleep, did he see himself in the isolation ward without knowing his life or death? Obviously, he didn't want to worry about him, so he deliberately didn't wake him up and went to take medicine in advance, but it turned into his nightmare.
It was too bad, because he was hiding something from the other party for fear that the other party was worried, but in the end he made the other party more worried about this kind of thing. He started to do it first. It was he who didn't give Shijin Anxin, so Shijin didn't return Anxin subconsciously. It was he who taught Shijin that he broke his mind.
"I'm sorry." He touched Shijin's hair and apologized earnestly. "You didn't wake up that day and go take the medicine, I'm sorry." It is obvious that he is the older one, how could he make a mistake first.
"Don't be afraid." He hugged Shijin, patted comfortingly, "I'm fine, don't be afraid."
Shijin was stunned, and then suddenly stretched out his arms to hug him, rubbed his head on his shoulder, and tried to say in a relaxed tone: "What are you talking nonsense... I didn't blame you, it was obviously myself that day. over slept."
Lian Jun touched the back of his head again, and said, "I am not a qualified lover. I am worried about you. I'm sorry."
Shijin felt that he was a little bit hopeless, and he had lived for two lifetimes, and even suddenly wanted to cry because someone he liked said something that was not sensational. Was it too depressing a while ago? He found a reason for himself, took a deep breath and adjusted his emotions, then stepped back, smiled and kissed Lian Jun's cheek, and said, "If you must apologize, then I forgive you!"
Lian Jun touched the corner of his mouth that he was trying to cock up, and did not speak.
"So don't think about it. If you really feel sorry for me, then work hard and try to get better soon." Shijin held his hand, kissed the finger he touched, and leaned in and rubbed happily. Rubbing his face, he sighed sincerely, "It's great, you finally got through it. I feel like I can eat one more bowl of rice today!"
Lian Jun tilted his head closer to him, his eyes drooping slightly—how could he always say forgive me so quickly...
"Fool."
Shi Jin was taken aback, frowned and wanted to back away, and said dissatisfied: "What did you just say, why did I hear you scolding me?"
Lian Jun pressed his head back, and after sighing lightly, the corners of his mouth finally twitched and said, "Shijin, I won't teach you how to be a good deputy leader, because it is not necessary, but I will learn. Relying on you, and I hope you can become more dependent on me. In the future, we won't go into danger without telling the other party, okay?"
Shi Jin loosened his frowning brows, tightened his lips, reached out and hugged him, and said, "Okay, I will tell you everything from now on... But you are not allowed to sleep for that long, you know, you don’t stare at me. I might be messed up again."
"Well, I know." Lian Jun kissed him and said again, "I'm wrong this time, I'm sorry."
Why are you always apologizing, who is the idiot
Shijin murmured in his heart, then kissed him contentedly, and smiled with his eyes bent.
His baby is indeed the best.
…
Shi Jin returned to his previous insecure appearance. Lian Jun didn’t want him to take care of his work, so he didn’t care about it. He concentrated on competing with Lian Jun’s three meals a day, facing the list given by Uncle Long, thinking Do your best to let Lian Jun drink more milk or eat more rice.
Lian Jun also seemed to let go of his mind, his breath became relaxed and soft, and he began to obediently follow Long Shulie's plan to slowly raise his body, no longer playing aggressively.
Uncle Long was very relieved of his consciousness. After this voyage, Lian Jun’s physical condition was depleted. Although he was not in a coma, he had a long sleep time and poor energy. If he played aggressively, his body might collapse. He was still distressed if Lian Jun continued to mess around, how would he stop him, now that Lian Jun is willing to take his time, he almost woke up from a dream.
Since Jun Lian had already taken the initiative to cooperate, so when Jun Jun was sober, he would deal with work from time to time. Uncle Long chose to open one eye and close one eye, and then secretly searched for a complaint, hoping to get in. Can manage Lian Jun.
Of course Shijin didn’t want Lian Jun to restart his work so soon, but... People who made mistakes are not qualified to point fingers. Facing Lian Jun’s insistent sight, he can only compromise, and then retreat and give Lian Jun a rule. During the working hours of the day, I kept watching Lian Jun not allowing him to work for one more second.
Fortunately, there are no major events on the road for Mr. Lian to be busy. There are Guawu and Guajiu in the channel. Zhang Zhuoyuan has a contact with Gua three, and several organizations such as Wumen are busy fixing their tails. There is no time to come. Annoying, so Lian Jun only needs to follow up on business integration, not too busy.
Everything is slowly improving. The outside world is going through all kinds of wind and rain because of the waterway. The planner of Shijin's incident, but under Lian Jun’s deliberate isolation, led a leisurely life like a seclusion. What is the biggest worry every day? Let Lian Jun rest for a while.
Time passed in a hurry. A week later, Gua 1 and Gua 2 returned from punishment. They didn't know what they were tortured. When they came back, they all looked like a dish, and there was a strong smell of fish on their bodies.
Seeing their state, Shijin felt very guilty, and he wanted to say something, but he wanted to say something.
"Don't, don't apologize, and don't ask us what we are doing. I have a hard time holding back from vomiting." Gua 2 asked, "How is your situation with Jun Shao?"
Speaking of Lian Jun, Shi Jin’s expression looked a little better, and he smiled and replied: "You can eat normally, and your spirits are much better. Uncle Long said that if the toxin is no longer active suddenly, according to the current situation, it will be about a month later. , He can start rebuilding."
Rebuilding, doesn't that mean Young Master Jun is about to stand up
Gua Er's eyes lit up and he confirmed, "Is it the reconstruction I know?"
Gua Yi also looked in towards Shi, with a rare expression of excitement.
"Yes." Shijin nodded, and couldn't help laughing when he mentioned this. "After the toxin active period has passed, Lian Jun will no longer feel pain in his legs when he walks. He is now in a wheelchair because he is still very weak. Wait. After a while, he will feel better and he should be able to walk normally."
Gua Er shouted in excitement, and couldn't help but beat the Gua with force one by one.
Gua Yi was beaten to make his face black, frowned, rubbed his shoulders, punched him back without letting go, then looked at Shijin, with a smile on his face, and said, "Thank you, thanks to you."
"No." Shijin replied, suddenly feeling the pain of suffering, "Thanks to everyone."
…
After Gua 1 and Gua 2 came back, Lian Jun had to deal with less work, and he was finally able to rest at ease. Shi Jin was very happy, becoming more attached to Lian Jun, trying to coax him to eat more, carefully staring at all aspects of his treatment.
In late April, after the parties played the game, the settlement of the channel incident was released—all organizations suspected of attacking Shijin were all dismissed and entered into the clearance process; the next six months will enter the alert period. Once it is discovered that there is another organization that ignores the binding treaty, regardless of the situation. If fire is fired in an inappropriate place, the authorities will deal with it directly by force.
This is the first time that the government has dealt with the problem with such a strong attitude since the relationship between the government and the violent organization has eased. The leaders of all organizations have smelled a bad taste-this channel incident almost caused a diplomatic problem, so good. A knife, I am afraid there is a back move for the official.
Sure enough, not long after the processing result was announced, Zhang Zhuoyuan used the grounds of this matter to avoid recurrence of similar incidents and required all legal listed organizations to accept official inspections. The chiefs of the major organizations complained incessantly, wanting to choke and no one took the lead, and they hated the organizations and the masters behind them.
As a person associated with the channel incident, Mie was naturally given “care” by the official. Gua Er turned over the “consolation” document sent by Zhuo Yuan on the occasion, and said with a sneer: “This chapter Zhuoyuan really remembers whether to eat or not. With this starting point, we can find out the trend of the assets that have disappeared, and think about it beautifully."
Shi Jin frowned upon hearing this, and asked, "Is it easy to handle it?"
"It's easy to handle." Gua Er replied, laughing mockingly, "Zhang Zhuoyuan probably forgot what position he is now."
…
After dinner, Gua Er reported to Lian Jun that Zhang Zhuoyuan tried to send someone over to "check" internal affairs.
After hearing this, Lian Jun's eyes turned cold, and he took out his mobile phone, dialed Zhang Zhuoyuan, and said straightforwardly: "I'm sorry, I don't accept this'check'."
Zhang Zhuoyuan knew that it was not good when he saw his call. He said, "This is a task sent from above, and all organizations must be inspected. I don't want to make a special one."
"I don't want to listen to these excuses from you." Lian Jun's tone was cold, and every sentence was trying to tear his face. "Director Zhang, this time Shijin has won such a big advantage for you. I don't expect you to be grateful, but I hope you don't repay virtue with complaints. I can tell you the truth. Mie is actually using Swiss Bank to transfer some of the industries that have been completely transformed and washed out. Those are the future guarantees I give Shijin. I don't want you to move them. If you have to do this little calculation, then if you don't give me a way out, I can only go and kill myself immediately." After speaking, I hung up the phone.
Zhang Zhuoyuan was stunned, glanced at the phone with a distracted look, and rubbed his forehead with a headache.
…
Three days later, Zhang Zhuoyuan handed over a message, indicating that the above had decided to cancel the inspection on the destruction. Lian Jun felt relieved, and took the initiative to call Zhang Zhuoyuan and say a few words of comfort.
At the end of April, Long Shu and Shao Jianping approached Lian Jun together and said: "The treatment is about to enter the next stage. There is no suitable equipment on the island and we must leave."
Hearing the words, Lian Jun looked sideways at the corner of his study, and was following Mr. Feng's make-up time in pain, nodding in response, "Then arrange it as soon as possible, and don't worry about me."
In early May, everyone boarded the plane back to City B.
After arriving in City B, everyone did not return to the clubhouse, but went straight to the nursing home in the university city-if there were no accidents, Lian Jun's next treatment would be completed here.
The long-distance flight is too exhausting. Lian Jun fell asleep as soon as he arrived at the nursing home. After Shi Jin settled down, he walked out of the building where the ward was located and sat on the flowerbed outside. He looked at the unknown flowers blooming brilliantly in the flowerbed. Asked back: "Fifth brother, do you have something to tell me?"
Li Jiuzheng came out from behind the flower bed, sat next to him, and said, "Xiao Jin, it's time for me to go back to the hospital. A critically ill patient came over there. I have to go and see."
Shi Jin looked at him sideways and asked, "Will you go now?"
"Well, the car that picked me up stopped at the university next door." Li Jiuzheng replied, palms tight, and courageously turned his head to meet his gaze, and asked, "When I'm done, can I see you again? ?"
Shijin looked at his expression carefully, then looked deeply into his eyes, until he was sure that from this face, he could no longer see the shadow of the "Doctor Li" in the past, and then smiled. Nodded and replied: "Of course, when you visit me next time, remember to bring me the specialties of Rongcheng."
Li Jiuzheng's expression brightened visibly with his naked eyes, pursed his lips and smiled small, happily responded, and then tentatively asked: "Then I can hug you?"
Shijin took the initiative to hug him sideways and patted his back lightly.
Li Jiuzheng immediately hugged him back, felt his breath, and then let go of his hand restrained, stood up reluctantly, took out his luggage from behind the flowerbed, and said, "That... Then I'm leaving. "
"Fifth brother, goodbye." Shijin smiled and waved.
Seeing that he did not send Fei Yujing away before, Li Jiuzheng offered to send himself off, his eyes dimmed for a moment, but he quickly regained his spirits, and smiled and waved his hand towards Shi, turning around with his luggage. Go-at least when he leaves, he has to look like an older brother, and he can't be too gaffe.
"Fifth brother." Shijin suddenly called to him.
Li Jiuzheng immediately turned around to look at him, eyes expecting: "What's the matter?"
"When you were on the boat, you rushed over, what did you want to do?" Shi Jin asked with a serious expression.
Li Jiuzheng was taken aback for a moment, his mouth opened, but he said nothing.
"Fifth brother, I want to know why." Shijin emphasized.
Li Jiuzheng met his gaze, was silent for a while, and said: "I am a doctor, if... I might be able to save you, no, I can definitely save you, I must be able to save you."
【I won't let you die, you will never want to die. 】
Shi Jin suddenly remembered what Li Jiuzheng had said in the memory of the original owner. This sentence can be understood from another level, is it what Li Jiuzheng is saying now-I can definitely save you.
I will save you, give me everything to save you, so don't die, please.
He seemed to hear Li Jiuzheng who was in desperate situation in his last life, and the painful pleading trapped in his soul.
… never mind. Whether it’s self-deception or over-braining, forget it.
"Fifth brother, I forgive you." He smiled at Li Jiuzheng, and finally said this sentence frankly, "You want to kill me, I forgive you, I'm not afraid of you anymore, too. Don’t blame you, so let’s celebrate the New Year together next year. You don’t have a mother, and I don’t have a mother. We stayed together, just right."
Li Jiuzheng stared at him blankly, his eyes turned red little by little, suddenly lowered his head and rubbed his eyes vigorously, and said, "Thank you...Thank you, Xiaojin, I'm sorry... I, I will come to you next year... more than just the New Year, next year I will I will also come to celebrate your birthday, and for many years to come I will... Sorry, I..."
He stopped talking abruptly, turned around embarrassed, speeded up and left here.
Shi Jin did not chase after him. He sat in place and watched him disappear in the shadows of the trees and flowers. He raised his eyes to the sky, took a deep breath, and vomited slightly. He sat up, patted the ashes on his butt, turned and ran back. After arriving at the ward where Lian Jun was located, after confirming that Lian Jun was still asleep, he took off his coat and shoes, carefully opened Lian Jun's quilt, and squeezed it up.
"Where is it, there is a smell of pollen." Lian Jun suddenly opened his eyes and stretched out his hand to hug him.
Shijin froze, bowed his head and stuffed himself in his arms, not letting him look at his face.
"You only look for me to act like a baby at this time." Lian Jun pressed the back of his head, rubbed it gently, and kissed the top of his head. "
Shi Jin hugged his waist tightly, smelled the breath on his body, did not speak.
Xiao Death suddenly said: "Go in, your progress bar has dropped, it's 40."
Shijin's heart trembled, and he closed his eyes hurriedly, feeling the body temperature from Lian Jun's body, indulging himself into a deep sleep in this warm afternoon.