In his dream, Shijin really went to school. The classmates were frightened by his appearance, screaming at him for monsters, screaming for him to go home. Shijin sat in the corner with his head down, raised his hand to cover his face, trying to hide himself.
Outside the dream, Shi Wei Chong is in pain—how can it be, how can he throw such Shi Jin into the outside world in the dream.
The elder brothers outside the dream are in pain, but Shijin in the dream is slowly numb. In fact, apart from being pointed out, ridiculed and avoided because of his appearance, his life is barely back on track. He still lives in that gorgeous and empty house with many servants around him. He has no worries about food and clothes. He is picked up and sent by car to and from school. Finally, he is no longer surrounded by cold wards and nightmares. He was already very satisfied in the basement.
However, he had already admitted his fate in this way, but the damage was still coming.
Rumors arose about the Shi family. As the current president of Ruixing, Shi Weichong became the child of Shi Xingrui’s ex-wife. He was the heir of Shi Xingrui, and he became the shameless illegitimate son of Shi Xingrui. An ugly monster. Everyone praised Shi Weichong for his excellence, was critical of Shijin's failure to make it to the stage, and even maliciously guessed that the obese Shijin might not be Shi Xingrui's child. Later, I didn’t know who took the picture of Shijin and posted it on the Internet, so the whole world knew that Shijin was now a fat man with disfigurement and a disability with a broken finger.
Rumors soon spread to Shijin's school, and Shijin's barely peaceful life was completely destroyed.
Malice surrounded from all sides, Shijin was questioned by gossiping classmates, targeted by teachers of the influence, and was bullied and squeezed out by the small groups that hated the existence of illegitimate children... Campus bullying became more and more intense, Shijin seemed to be stripped. Throwing on the street, even the last trace of self-esteem was trampled on.
He tried to resist, but his fists were hard to beat with four hands. He wanted to ask for help, but the teacher chose to sit on the sidelines. The flames of his dry eyes rekindled, and that was his distorted mood that was about to collapse.
With the last glimmer of hope, he called Shi Weichong, but he was hung up without accident. He didn’t give up and wanted to go to Ruihang to stop Shi Wei Chong, but he was found and driven away by the security guard when he arrived at the head office of Ruihang; he plucked up the courage to contact Rong Zhouzhong again, and finally got a mockery and insult; he was crazy. He called and sent messages to Xiang Aoting and Fei Yujing, who were still unable to reach him, desperately trying to find someone or something that was kind to him in this world... He did not dare to think of Li Jiuzheng at all. What he fears most now.
However, everything was in vain. Shijin stretched out his hand for help to his brothers for the last time, and finally only squeezed a cloud of air.
Outside the dream, Shi Weichong and others looked at Shijin's desperate and heartbroken appearance, struggling again to awaken this dream-enough! Xiao Jin is obviously fine, these are all fakes! fake!
Stop torturing him, enough.
Unfortunately, just like Shijin in a dream, these struggles were in vain.
In the dream, Shijin began to skip class. He stopped trying to contact Shi Weichong and Rong Zhouzhong, instead he wandered outside for a long time, and always unconsciously dialed Fei Yujing and Xiang Aoting's telephone... Then one day, Shi Jin unexpectedly ran into Fei Yujing while wandering.
Outside of the dream, Shi Weichong and others have hope ignited in their eyes-hurry! Go save him! Go hug him!
There was hope in the eyes of Shijin in the dream, and he rushed over, calling out to his second brother. Fei Yujing in the dream finally saw Shijin, he let the people around him stop Shijin, and said something that made Shijin in the dream and the brothers outside the dream tremble: "I don’t know him, chase him. go."
Fei Yujing left, Shijin was thrown on the side of the street, and people around him pointed and talked a lot.
The hearts of the Mengwai brothers sank, especially Fei Yujing. He clenched his hands and hated himself for the first time. They watched the hope in Shijin's eyes shattered, the softness disappeared, and then their eyes darkened and became distorted a little bit.
In the end, Shijin pushed away the person blocking him, and roared at the pointing person, like a real lunatic.
It's over.
When they watched Shijin like this, their eye sockets flushed red—everything was over, and the Xiaojin they were familiar with disappeared completely. They deceived themselves and reminded themselves that this is a dream, it is fake, and it is all fake.
Just when they thought that the situation could no longer be worse and the dream should be over, Xu Tianhua appeared in front of Shijin. They realized something was wrong, and when Xu Tianhua asked to talk with Shijin, they frantically said no in Shijin's mind.
No, don't approach him, he will harm you.
However, Shijin in the dream couldn't hear him. He hadn't been treated kindly for too long. Facing Xu Tianhua who was smiling, he almost followed him without hesitation.
It is not difficult for Xu Tianhua to coax a child abandoned by the whole world. He cared about Shijin's recent situation, personally went to Shijin's school and talked with Shijin's teacher, and deliberately mentioned Shijin in an external interview, and helped Shijin clarify the rumors of an illegitimate child.
Shijin's life was a little better. He was grateful to Xu Tianhua and also guarded against Xu Tianhua. His past experience made him dare not trust others anymore. Then Xu Tianhua asked him a tempting question: "Shi Jin, do you want to stand in front of Shi Wei Chong again?"
Standing in front of those brothers who ignored him
A flame was ignited in Shi Jin's eyes, with a twisted thought, he nodded.
The brothers outside the dream were angry at Xu Tianhua’s cunning and heartbroken at Shijin’s promise. They stayed in Shijin’s mind and understood very well that Shijin nodded to Xu Tianhua only because he wanted to have an equal opportunity to talk to his elders. That's it. He doesn't care if Xu Tianhua is going to harm him, only if he can change the status quo.
After the heartache, a strange pleasure appeared in their hearts, and they couldn't help but add oil to Shijin's dark eyes at this time-go, take revenge on those who hurt you and drag them into hell, Then... Stay alive.
They felt that everything in the dream might still be saved, Xiaojin wouldn't continue to be miserable, and Xu Tianhua's ability was pretty good. Maybe he could really change something for Shijin in his dream.
They tried to calm themselves down, comforted themselves, and prepared to watch Shijin's revenge.
In the beginning, everything went smoothly. Xu Tianhua did use Shi Weichong's identity as an illegitimate child to make some articles and pointed out the suspicious changes in the will. Shi Jin listened to Xu Tianhua's daily progress report, secretly looking forward to the day when he saw Shi Weichong again.
The brothers outside Mengwai also unconsciously looked forward to it-if it succeeds this time, Shijin should be able to cheer up again.
Finally, time turned to the day when Xu Tianhua took Shi Jin and Shi Wei Chong to face the confrontation. Shi Jin got up early, put on his most handsome clothes, and even looked in the mirror for the first time. However, after looking in the mirror, the corner of his mouth, which he unconsciously cocked, fell. He silently changed back to his ordinary school uniform, and got into the car heading to Ruihang headquarters without expression.
The brothers outside Mengwai looked at the suit thrown on the bed by Shijin, with mixed feelings in their hearts. But they soon comforted themselves again, it doesn't matter, everything can be changed. Life can be changed, scars can be removed, as long as this counterattack is successful, Shijin will surely be able to usher in something new again—
boom!
The scene of the car collision was infinitely magnified in their eyes, and Shijin's rear seat was hit half-dented by a small truck. The surrounding vehicles stopped one after another, and some passers-by shouted that there was a car accident!
The brothers outside Mengwai watched Shijin lying in the back seat of the car ignorantly, and there was a brief break in their thoughts.
What... what? what happened? Why is this happening? Isn't everything going to get better? Why is it so? Xiaojin... What will happen to Xiaojin? What will happen to Xiaojin in the dream
They watched the large amount of blood oozing out of Shi Jin's body, and there was a huge buzzing sound in their brains.
Will it die? Xiaojin... will he die
Will die... No! Who will save him!
They were so scared for the first time, as if even their souls were trembling.
Who! Whoever it is! Come and save him! Save their brother!
The police car came, the ambulance came, and all the brothers except Xiang Aoting in the dream came. The elder brothers outside the dream looked at themselves in the dream, except for Xiang Aoting, all wanted to kill the self in the dream.
Why is it so late! Why are you only appearing now!
However, in the dream, Shi Weichong and others couldn't hear another accusation of themselves, and they were still doing some heartbreaking things.
Miraculously, Shijin actually survived the car accident, and then the elder brothers who had just got together not long ago all scattered, as if they were afraid of being caught in the plague. Li Jiuzheng and Shi Weichong stayed a little longer, and Li Jiuzheng said, "I want to take him away."
Shi Weichong glanced sideways at him, turned around and said indifferently, "It's up to you."
Shi Weichong also left, Li Jiuzheng stood there for a while, and left. So Shijin woke up from a car accident, facing only the cold ward.
The brothers outside the dream were very angry, madly accusing themselves in the dream-how can you be so ruthless! Why don't you care about Shijin while still lying on the hospital bed at this time! Is your blood cold!
Then they suddenly reacted—yes, their blood was indeed cold, and it was Shijin who warmed them back a little bit and led them into a normal world.
It was as if they were emptied of energy in an instant, and they didn't know who to pray for, they just wondered-don't die, as long as you don't die, there is hope for everything.
The dream is too long.
…
Shi Jin's physical condition just got better, so Li Jiuzheng took him away. He moved back to the icy ward. The difference was that this time he became a puppet who couldn't eat or talk normally. After failing in the last struggle, he has no desire to survive.
"Want to die?" Li Jiuzheng stood by Shijin's bed, helping him adjust the equipment, "Have your heart, you will live a long time, in such an inhuman and ghostly manner."
Shijin on the hospital bed didn't respond. He lay face up, eyes clearly open, but he was dead, like a corpse.
The brothers outside Mengwai were also full of despair and death-they all understood that Shijin could not live long. They no longer expect anything else, only hope that Shijin in the dream can go easier.
It is a pity that their last bit of extravagance has really become a extravagance.
Li Jiuzheng is obviously not a doctor who cares about the mental health of patients. He always looks at Shijin with a penetrating look, says some terrible things in his ear, and even tries to unplug Shijin's life tube several times.
The brothers outside the dream were frightened, angry and powerless. Li Jiuzheng outside the dream had completely blanked out his consciousness, and his heart was cold.
Not only Li Jiuzheng, but also Rong Zhouzhong. He didn't know what medicine Rong Zhouzhong had taken wrong, he suddenly began to come to the hospital frequently and talked to himself while sitting on the bed where Shi entered.
"Shijin, I hate you, and everyone hates you. Actually, you are not a child of the Shi family. Look at you, you are so fat, so fat."
Shi Jin looked at the ceiling with hollow eyes, as if he hadn't heard anything.
"You actually want to fight with Xu Tianhua against your eldest brother. Are you stupid? Ah, no, I shouldn't ask you that. You are a stupid, you stupid who knows nothing." Rong Zhouzhong continued, seeing Shijin always ignored himself, and suddenly leaned in maliciously, and asked, "Want to know the truth? I can tell you everything."
Shijin's eyes finally became bright, and he rolled his eyes to look over.
Seeing him look over, Rong Zhouzhong was satisfied, and really said it, those acting in the past, those real thoughts that hated him, those who wished that Shi Xingrui would die sooner, everyone had planned to take Ruixing away...
When Shi Jin listened, his always numb expression changed-he was crying, his lips trembled, his eyes widened, and there were some fine gasps in his throat.
In the dream, Rong Zhouzhong stopped talking, but outside the dream, Rong Zhouzhong could not wait to rush in and kill himself-enough! You scum, stop talking!
"Is this crying? You are really hateful and pitiful." Of course, Rong Zhouzhong in the dream would not hear his cursing, frowning and dropping such a sentence, got up and left.
Shi Jin was still crying, the more he cried, the quieter he became.
Li Jiuzheng pushed the door in, stopped by the bed, and admired his crying for a while, stretched out his finger and touched his tears, and delivered it to his mouth.
"Salty." He said, expressionless, "You can cry, it's amazing."
Shi Jin gradually stopped his tears, his eyes were empty.
He was killed again, silently and calmly. The brothers outside the dream looked at all of this, no longer had the strength to struggle, only numbly looking forward to the end of this dream soon-dream wake up, they can't wait to hug the warm and healthy in reality Younger brother. They would never let go of the hug this time.
Day after day of torment, for more than a year, Shijin could only lie down like this, struggling back and forth on the edge of life and death. In his life there were only ghostly Li Jiuzheng and Rong Zhouzhong who said something nasty from time to time. The expression in his eyes slowly transitioned from emptiness to deathly silence, and finally turned into a twist.
Why is he not dead yet, why not let him free. I hate it, hate it.
Then one day, Shijin miraculously became peaceful, the distortion in his eyes dissipated and was replaced by numbness.
The brothers outside Mengwai realized something, their hearts tightened-are they coming? no no…
It was a very ordinary day, and Li Jiuzheng came again to change the dressing of Shijin, and routinely said some messy things in his ear, and took out his dangerous scalpel to play with. Shijin actually responded this time, saying: "Fifth brother, good night. See you in hell." After speaking, he closed his eyes.
Li Jiuzheng in the dream looked at Shijin, did not realize anything, and left after a while. After he left, Shijin opened his eyes, and a strong desire to survive suddenly broke out in his eyes. He struggled to move his body to leave the ward, and then suddenly he froze and fell back on the bed with wide-eyed eyes.
Beep—
The monitoring device issued an alarm.
Darkness fell suddenly. The elder brothers outside Mengwai also stared wide-eyed, their eyes and ears were full of Shijin's eyes wide-opened and the screams of the instrument. They seemed to have died once, gasping violently in the black dream.
No, Xiao Jin is not dead, he is not dead.
Perhaps their thoughts were too strong, and the dream suddenly appeared again, and everything they just saw began to reverse crazily. Finally, time stopped at the second day after Shi Xingrui’s funeral, and Shijin was still intact and healthy from the dream. After waking up, after a brief silence, he suddenly seemed to be crazy, talking to himself, and making a series of strange behaviors that people could not understand.
Then Xu Chuan came, and Shi Jin suddenly became serious again, and went downstairs to listen to Xu Chuan's announcement of his will.
The elder brothers outside the dream are confused, and don't understand what the dream is about-do you want to repeat those painful things? Enough, don't enter when torture, why the night is so long.
In his dream, Xu Chuan finished reading his will, and Shi Jin opened his mouth. He said, "I don't want these things."
The elder brothers outside Mengwai were taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly went in to look at the time.
Shijin's expression in the dream was tense, as if he was suppressing something, and said firmly, "I don't want the things that my brothers don't have."
Destiny finally moved in a different direction. They looked at Shijin in the picture, remembered Shijin’s series of reactions after waking up, and vaguely realized something, their heartbeat slowly accelerated—no, impossible, definitely impossible...
When he refused the inheritance, he went back to the room. He once again showed a silly talk to himself in the room, and then knocked on the door when the servant came up to remind Shi Wei Chong to call, and his expression changed suddenly. He got up on the pillow, went around the room in a mess, rushed into the bathroom, and cut his wrists neatly.
No!
They watched the blood seep out, frantically trying to prevent the beginning of another tragedy, then their bodies suddenly shook and their consciousness returned. There is a strange ceiling in front of me, and the warm sunlight shining through the window around me.
They were at a loss for a moment, until they heard a vague roar.
"Have you ever done this to guests? It's not bad after sun exposure, breakfast is cold! When are you going to bed? Get up quickly, this is all going to have lunch! I'm counting down, I won't get up after the countdown. Yes, I can just go in and lift the quilt. Ten, nine, eight..."
They finally returned to reality from their dreams, and they almost got up on the ground, rushing towards the door with the fastest speed in their lives.
Swish.
The five doors opened almost at the same time. Standing at the entrance of the corridor, Shijin was taken aback. He looked at the five older brothers who almost rushed out together, scanning their surprisingly uniform pajamas dresses and their shoesless feet, and backing awkwardly. One step, he said: "You are actually still asleep... Well, you continue to sleep, continue to sleep, everyone is brothers, get up angry or something, don't send it to me..."
Everyone is brother.
They looked at Shijin who was alive and healthy in front of them, their eye sockets flushed a little, and they wanted to step forward, but they collided with each other.
"Then what? You go wash first, I'll go down first." Shi Jin saw that their expressions were wrong, and turned around without saying a word, and disappeared into the corridor in a blink of an eye.
So they stopped tacitly and looked at each other, and they all found something in each other's eyes.