Yu Huasang looked at the roof of the car and fell into deep thought.
Lu Cong'an lay on top of her, couldn't help biting her chin, and murmured, "Yu Huasang, you can talk now."
"say what?"
"Then don't say anything, just listen to me."
"When I was abroad, I often thought of you. When the seasons changed, I would wonder if you had a cold. When it rained, I was afraid that you forgot to bring an umbrella again..." Lu Cong'an straightened her head, "You always make me worry."
With a low, bitter smile, he suddenly looked at her affectionately, "Do you know why I returned to China?"
Yu Huasang bit her lip and said, "For marriage."
He said he would get married at the age of 30.
"Yeah." He pursed his lips and did not deny it. "In a little over a month, I will be thirty years old."
He didn't have enough time to get to know an unrelated woman and understand her preferences and habits, and he didn't want to get along with a strange family.
In addition, he is a doctor and has very little time at his disposal, let alone the opportunity to come into contact with other women.
Therefore, Yu Huasang is his best choice.
What's more, when he said he would get married at the age of 30, he was looking at her.
And all these statements are just excuses.
In the end, it was because—
He can't let her go.
This heart can only hold one person...
Yu Huasang narrowed his eyes and said, "Lu Congan, so what you mean is that your return to China to marry me is not an accident or a deal at all?"
Lu Cong'an pursed his lips and said "hmm" obediently.
"My father doesn't have any illness except a back injury?"
"Um… "
"You still have feelings for me but you don't dare to pursue me openly?"
"… "
That seems to be the meaning, but the pursuit mentioned by Lu Cong'an is not the same as the pursuit mentioned by normal people...
His pursuit is a blatant calculation.
And although he said later that he wanted to pursue Yu Huasang, he still felt justified in his attitude towards Huasang.
So, compared to those little tricks in love, he is more used to playing dirty tricks behind the scenes...
This was not very good and would make people feel a little gloomy, so he chose to confess before the misunderstanding got worse.
Yu Huasang's train of thought seemed to be rather peculiar, as her focus was actually that Lu Cong'an really still had feelings for her!
"Lu Cong'an, this is probably the most correct thing you have ever done!"
If it weren't for his little thoughts, Yu Huasang would probably have avoided him all her life, and watched him get married and have children with another woman, and finally stay with her for the rest of her life.
She is simple-minded and has no scheming. She will not scheme or make trouble for herself. The boldest thing she has ever done is to chase after him, calling him Uncle Lu every day, without any shame.
After all her courage was exhausted, she hid herself away and became more cautious with her feelings.
It wasn't until Lu Cong'an showed up five years later that her heart was filled with waves, but the painful lesson she learned told her that she could not repeat the same mistake with that man.
Whether I am timid or cowardly, it's all because of him.
When everyone thought they would never see each other again, he took the initiative to take that step and reached out his hand to her.
Whether it was his indifference, childishness, routine or the intimacy just now, these good and bad, advantages or disadvantages, he never asked her whether she wanted it.
but,
He never gave it to anyone else.
(End of this chapter)