The next day was a holiday. When Lu Jingshen got up early in the morning, Feng Si had already gone out. He sent him a WeChat message saying that he had made an appointment with friends to go out and would be back later.
Lu Jingshen held the phone tightly, feeling a little complicated.
Last night he asked Feng Si if he wanted to go somewhere else to play, and Feng Si said he was not interested, perhaps because he felt bored playing with him.
But he is such a boring person and cannot live a colorful life like others.
After hesitating, he sent a message to the man, asking him when he would be back.
Half an hour later, Feng Si finally replied with just two words: "Let's talk later."
Lu Jingshen pressed the black screen of his phone and did not reply.
Finally, he went out alone and went to the fitness club near his home where he had taken Feng Si last time, and played squash alone for the whole morning.
In fact, he was absent-minded. He hit the ball against the opposite wall with more and more force, but his heart could not calm down. The shadow of that person was lingering in his mind.
After playing for two full hours, he threw down his racket when he was almost exhausted. He bent over and supported his knees with his hands to catch his breath, sweat dripping down his face, feeling tired and embarrassed.
I went to the shower room, but was stopped at the door.
He was a very tall and strong man, and I asked him for his contact information.
Lu Jingshen ignored him, but the other party refused to give in and grabbed his arm: "You are gay, right? I just observed you for a long time, and I can see that you and I are definitely the same kind. Can we get to know each other?"
Lu Jingshen shook his hand away fiercely, his expression cold: "Get lost."
The other party: "If you don't want to give it to me, then forget it. There's no need to react so strongly, right?"
Lu Jing didn't even take a deep bath. He took his things and turned to leave.
When he went out and breathed some fresh air, the suffocating nausea and vomiting feeling was slightly relieved. He took out the car keys and tried to open the door, but the keys slipped from his hand and rolled under the car body.
He got annoyed and kicked the tire without restraint.
Lu Jingshen returned home before noon, cooked some noodles, and spent the afternoon at home watching movies on the projector to pass the time.
Feng Si came back in the evening, carrying two large bags of food. He had his phone tucked under his shoulder and was still talking on the phone: "I'm not going. I'll just be drinking if I go. It's boring. I'm going home."
"Let's make an appointment next time when we are free. I hope you have fun."
"I'm really home now. Why would I lie to you? What else can I do when I'm home? I'll just be with my wife."
Hearing this, Lu Jingshen narrowed his eyes and his gaze returned to the movie screen.
Feng Si hung up the phone, went to the kitchen to put things away, and called him, "I bought the ingredients. We're going to have hot pot tonight. Come over and help clean up."
Lu Jingshen stood up after a long while and walked over to watch Feng Si work.
Feng Si threw the ingredients into the sink, turned around, and slapped him on the face with the cigarette box in his hand: "You've been at home all day today? Why do you still look so listless?"
Lu Jingshen frowned and dodged: "I went to play ball this morning."
"Going to play squash alone again?" Feng Si said with a "tsk", "Is it interesting?"
It was really boring and I encountered some unpleasant things.
"Is it fun to just go out and have fun with others?" Lu Jingshen said unhappily.
Feng Si corrected him with a smile: "How can a gathering with friends be called a party? We didn't do anything shameful. We went to play racing in the morning, had lunch together at noon, played billiards and board games in the afternoon, and they wanted to go to the bar in the evening. I was too lazy to go. I know you don't like this kind of activity, so I didn't ask you to join us."